Chapter 1407 Love and Pain Coexist

Lu Xiaojiu was a little dumbfounded when she was crying, and couldn't react for a while. What did she say?

She seemed to have said something she shouldn't have said.

Lu Xiaojiu's eyes were full of tears. She knelt on Lu Bai's waist and looked at him innocently, hoping that Lu Bai would quickly forget what she had just said.

"What did you just say?" Lu Bai asked her confusedly.

"I forgot." Lu Xiaojiu wiped her tears and simply played a trick.

Lu Bai was such a smart person that he could quickly figure out the truth in a few words. He had been confused all the time and always thought that the person he was with was the girl in the casino. He even almost forgot her name. It was said that men would remember his first woman, which was pure nonsense, but when Lu Xiaojiu mentioned it, he clearly remembered the hair in the room.

The girl was blonde, and the pillows and bathroom in the room were all long black hair.

"Your birthday that year?"

"It wasn't me!" Lu Xiaojiu quickly denied and looked away.

Lu Bai smiled suddenly, "You...you actually let that girl lie to me afterwards?"

"What does it have to do with me?"

"Xiaojiu." Lu Bai held her hand, "I'm sorry, did I hurt you at that time?"

He remembered that he was like a beast.

He also always remembered that he was with Xiaojiu and thought he was hallucinating because of the drugs.

Lu Xiaojiu blushed, "You dare to say that."

Lu Bai's face sank, "That child..."

"It was an unborn child, it doesn't matter." When Lu Xiaojiu said this, her heart was broken, thinking of their baby. The unborn child was not meant for them, but the baby was in her arms, and she clearly touched his warm skin.

"I'm sorry." Lu Bai hugged her tightly, "I'm sorry."

It turned out that he, the beast, caused Xiaojiu to have an ectopic pregnancy, but he didn't know anything. Xiaojiu never said anything for so many years. If she hadn't been so sad just now and let it slip, he would still know nothing.

"It's okay." Lu Xiaojiu hugged him, "It's been so many years, it was an accident."

"Are you hiding anything else from me?"

Lu Xiaojiu was stunned, "You've been hiding a lot from me over the years, haven't you? You used me to deal with General Taylor, and I didn't settle accounts with you. Do you want to settle accounts with me? Then we can settle them slowly."

Lu Bai looked at her with a smile and extended his little finger, "Let's write off the past."

"Okay, let's write off the grudges." Lu Xiaojiu hooked his little finger and kissed his lips.

...

Little Harry woke up from a good sleep, wiped his eyes, and saw Lu Xiaojiu busy in the kitchen. He went over and pulled Lu Xiaojiu's trouser legs, and his legs were twisted awkwardly together. His face, which looked like a girl, was flushed. Lu Xiaojiu found that as long as he saw him as a girl, he didn't seem to be so repulsive.

"What's wrong with you?"

"Poop..." Harry's face flushed, with a redness of being at a loss, especially cute, Lu Xiaojiu smiled slightly, "I'll help you change your diaper."

"I want Daddy."

"Daddy is still sleeping, can I help you change it?"

Harry stretched his head, looked at Lu Bai's bedroom, and then looked at Lu Xiaojiu, nodded. Lu Xiaojiu took him to change his diaper and washed his butt by the way. After confirming that he was a boy, Lu Xiaojiu was still a little surprised, looking too much like a girl.

"I want to dress myself."

"Can you do it?"

"Yes, Daddy taught me."

"Okay, do you do it yourself?"

"Okay."

Lu Xiaojiu didn't care about him much. Harry had his own cloakroom, which was specially built by Lu Bai for him because Lin Jingsheng bought him a lot of clothes. Chu Lin said many times that children grow fast and there is no need to buy so many clothes. As a result, Lin Jingsheng just buys, even skirts. He likes to dress Harry up as a girl to show off. In addition to the cloakroom in Lu Bai's room, Lin Jingsheng also made a cloakroom for him. Harry, who is more than 2 years old, has more clothes than Lu Bai.

"Sister, do I look good?"

Harry ran over in a puffy skirt, a white puffy skirt, like a little princess.

"... Looks good." Lu Xiaojiu said, "But, this is the clothes for the sister, you are the brother."

"It's comfortable to wear like this." Harry lifted up his skirt without saying anything, "Convenient."

It's very convenient to change diapers.

Lu Xiaojiu asked, "Are you hungry?"

"I am hungry." Little Harry sat obediently at the dining table waiting for breakfast. Lu Xiaojiu poured him milk. She cooked porridge and side dishes and baked bread. Harry ate bread and milk delicately. He was very well-behaved and didn't say anything. He finished eating in a short while. Lu Xiaojiu didn't know what to say to the child. It was a little awkward. When he was in a mysterious awkwardness, Lu Bai went out.

Little Harry ran down from the stool and rushed into Lu Bai's arms, "Good morning, Daddy."

"Good morning, baby."

The two kissed and greeted each other. Little Harry asked, "Daddy, do I look good?"

"Look good."

Harry was very happy.

"Why did you buy him a skirt?"

Lu Bai came over and gave Lu Xiaojiu a gentle and lingering good morning kiss. Lu Bai said, "He chose it himself."

"You are blurring his gender."

"It's okay. He's still young. It'll be fine when he's older."

"Too irresponsible."

Lu Bai smiled. The house had never been so lively. In the morning, there were children running around, following him. There was also Lu Xiaojiu sitting in the dining room with gentle eyes, reading a newspaper. This was the family life he dreamed of. In his beautiful dream, this should be the scene he longed for the most. Xiaojiu, the children and him were the home in his mind.

Harry said, "I want to drink porridge too."

Harry didn't finish the bread. Xiaojiu said, "You finish the bread first and then drink the porridge."

"Ah..." Harry asked, "Daddy, can you help me eat?"

"No."

Harry was very disappointed and sat down to eat the bread delicately. After eating the bread and drinking the milk, he didn't want to drink the porridge anymore. He ran up and down in the living room and entertained himself. If Xu Xiaoshu was there, it would be even more lively.

When I was at Mu Liang's house, there were children's voices every day.

After breakfast, Lu Xiaojiu was leaving. Lu Bai was a little surprised. He thought Lu Xiaojiu would stay for a few days. Lu Xiaojiu did not explain, and Lu Bai did not ask. Lu Xiaojiu had been tracking down Lu Bai's murderer, and he had a vague idea in his mind, "By the way, you can ask your informant to pay attention to Matthew. He was the head of the Eagle Corps, and was later released back to the Smith family by General Taylor. He was exiled by the Smith family for leaking secrets. He may be the murderer who shot you."

"Matthew?" Lu Bai had a very vague impression of him, "I have no grudges against him."

Lu Xiaojiu opened her mouth, and for Lu Bai's safety, she still said, "When I was undercover in South America, he liked me very much. Coincidentally, he may know about you and me."

Lu Bai, "..."

He said that a murderer came out of nowhere, and it turned out to be Lu Xiaojiu's peach blossom debt.

"I know."

"Is that your reaction?"

Too cold, that shot almost took his life.

"What should I do then?"

Lu Xiaojiu didn't expect what the reaction should be, but no matter what the reaction was, it shouldn't be so cold. Lu Bai said, "It's just a love rival, I don't care about it. Who in the world can be more worthy of you than me?"

Lu Xiaojiu, "..."

"He is not worthy of my special attention."

"You really grew up with Mu Liang. I'm leaving." Lu Xiaojiu smiled and left.

As soon as Lu Xiaojiu walked out of Fenghuo Group, she received a text message from Lu Bai, "Will you come back tonight?"

Lu Xiaojiu's heart skipped a beat.

"Harry and I will wait for you to come back for dinner."

"Yeah."

On the way back, Lu Xiaojiu kept thinking, did she and Xiaobai reconcile like this? Whether it was him or Lu Bai, after the ten-year agreement was broken, they had thought that their best ending was to never see each other again. Now, after knowing the ins and outs of these things, Xiaojiu couldn't convince herself that their best ending was to never see each other again. Lu Bai had almost emptied his body for her over the years, and his life span was not long. The probability of a successful operation was not high. Maybe he really only had five months left. How could she and Lu Bai never see each other again?

After crossing the bridge, Lu Xiaojiu parked the car aside, closed her eyes slightly, and her thoughts were up and down. In the past eleven years, they had been estranged from each other, hurt each other, and approached each other like a hedgehog, leaving herself bruised and battered. When she thought of what Lu Bai had done for her, Lu Xiaojiu didn't want to let him down a bit. Not to mention that she had tried her best to love Lu Bai in the past six months, even if the final outcome was not as expected, at least, after hurting each other for eleven years, she had a chance to make up. Right and wrong, love and hate were no longer important. Those grievances, whether right or wrong, all disappeared in the long stream of time.

If there were so many deep hatreds between them, she could not forgive Lu Bai, but in fact, they did not. In the past eleven years, she could not forgive herself even more. If she had not left so quickly that year, if she had not cut off contact with her past friends in the past eleven years, perhaps she should have discovered the truth earlier, and they would not have missed each other for eleven years.

But now, what's the use of saying all this?

Lu Xiaojiu's heart was broken, and she was suffocated by pain. She was afraid that she could not face Lu Bai.

After giving Lu Bai so much harm, she found that this man loved her with his life.

If the child had not died, how great it would be.

If the child had been given to Lu Bai to take away, how great it would have been.

Lu Xiaojiu's eyes were red. If Lu Bai knew that there was a child, he might have more motivation to survive. Why didn't she keep their child? Lu Xiaojiu found that she couldn't think about this question. When she thought about this question, she was too worried and her head hurt. It hurt so much.

What to do?

She couldn't lose her vigilance when she was with Lu Bai. She was afraid that if she was not careful, he would know about the child. Looking at him, every minute and every second was a painful torture. The more she loved him, the more painful it was.