Chapter 1442 Xiaojiu and Harry

If she wasn't honest and shared the same bed, unless she stayed up every night, how long could she keep it secret?

Sooner or later he would become suspicious.

There were not many people who knew that she had given birth. The entire mercenary team knew about it. The only thing that was fortunate was that they had never seen her true face. They only knew that she was a government agent named Louise. So many government agents might not necessarily know that she had given birth. You'll guess it's her.

The only thing I'm worried about is Matthew.

Only Matthew knows her true identity.

With heavy thoughts and many dreams, Xiaojiu couldn't fall asleep for a while.

She doesn't know when her nightmare problem will be cured. Perhaps she can see a psychiatrist.

She saw a psychiatrist twice, once because her arm was injured and she could no longer shoot. That time ended quickly. The half-year psychological treatment was considered very short. After returning from South America, she has been seeing a psychiatrist, off and on. The treatment has not ended until now. However, the psychiatrist asked her to see the psychiatrist again once a month, and it was not yet time for her to see the psychiatrist.

Maybe she should go take a look early.

At least, cure her nightmare first.

She knew this was a difficult thing.

child……

Perhaps, after pregnancy, the desire and love for the child were transferred, diluting the pain and regret, and maybe it would be better. She didn't know. She always felt that this was an insurmountable pain. The tragedy of that scene kept lingering in her heart. It goes on and never ends.

She experienced so much pain, loss, and despair, and finally stayed with Lu Bai.

If Lu Bai leaves.

She thought that she didn't need to see a psychiatrist, she really didn't have any nostalgia for this world.

If it weren't for Lu Bai, she would have no longer wanted to live when her child passed away.

Those past events left her full of wounds, wounds that no amount of love and protection could heal.

She was thinking about something randomly and fell asleep slowly. Lu Bai controlled the aroma diffuser on the bedside and turned on the aroma diffuser. This was his commonly used sleeping incense and the effect was very good. He just wanted Lu Xiaojiu to sleep more deeply. , keep up your spirits.

Lu Bai was working in the study, Harry and Xiaojiu were sleeping, and Chu Lin called, "I found some clues about what you asked me to check for you, but...it's not suitable for Xiaojiu to know."

"Say it."

"When Lu Yong and Yao Fang's child was born, a careless nurse accidentally dropped the newborn to death. Coincidentally, an underage girl gave birth to a child in the hospital the day before and abandoned the child in the hospital. The nurse was afraid of offending the Lu family. "The child was replaced," Chu Lin said, "Everyone who knew about this incident was replaced by the dean. The underage girl was the dean's half-sister, so there were many people involved in this matter. The secret was kept tacitly, and if what happened back then was revealed, the entire hospital would not be able to withstand Lu Yong's anger. "

"So, Xiaojiu was abandoned?"

"Yes, her mother was only sixteen years old at the time, and..." Chu Lin paused, "She was very rebellious and flamboyant, behaved erratically, and was into tobacco, alcohol and drugs. Xiao Jiu's biological father was probably not a good person either. , It’s okay not to check.”

Lu Bai took a deep breath. Unexpectedly, he looked deeper and found such news. He was a little confused for a moment.

"Are you going to find out her biological father?"

"Forget it." Lu Bai said softly, "Where is her mother?"

"Her mother is doing well now and is married to an American military officer. Xiaojiu has a half-brother who is seventeen years old and is studying in the military academy." Chu Lin said, "Because it happened many years ago, Lu Yong and Yao Fang are also dead. These things have also been buried in the dust. It will be of no benefit to anyone if they are dug up again. I checked and it seems that Xiaojiu's biological mother has forgotten her existence and has never looked back for her. , just think of it as a mistake she made when she was young.”

"I know." Lu Bai said softly, "Originally, I didn't plan to tell Xiaojiu. If the truth is so unbearable, if she knows it, it will just be an extra knot in her heart."

Chu Lin said, "She has the right to know, but if it were me, I wouldn't tell her. It's too cruel."

Her adoptive parents died, she didn't know who her biological father was, and her biological mother abandoned her. It was a tragedy no matter how you say it.

"Xiao Jiu..." Lu Bai said, "Even if the truth of what happened back then was revealed, Xiao Jiu has always been very... worried. She has been chasing Matthew. She didn't elaborate on the specific reasons, and neither did I. When I asked further, I always felt that she was hiding something from me. She didn't even dare to fall asleep when she was next to me. I know that they must be very light sleepers when they are agents, but light sleep and not being asleep are two different things. I can't tell the difference clearly. Xiaojiu..."

"Is she wary of you?"

"That's not true." Lu Bai smiled, "It's very weird, I can't explain it."

Lu Bai paused, with a hint of helplessness on his face, "A-Lin, no matter how hard I try, no matter how much love I give her, I can no longer find the Xiao Jiu I used to be."

"People change. Can a twenty-five-year-old be the same as a fifteen-year-old?" Chu Lin said.

After so many years of pain, separation, and despair, how can it be possible to find the original Xiaojiu?

"I just want her to tell me what's on her mind. I want her to know that I can rely on me and do anything for her and share everything. She has too many things in her heart, and even... she has been in the mainland for more than two years. I saw a psychiatrist one after another, and I accidentally saw a message from her psychiatrist. Otherwise, I would not know. She refused to say anything to me. "

"Abo, have you told her everything again?"

"That's true." Lu Bai took a deep breath, "No more, thank you for this."

"Kobe arrived in New York today."

"I know." Lu Bai said, "I asked him to come back. I will let him go back after the mission is completed. There is nothing going on in Country C recently. You are here, Morgan is here too, and Asheng will be fine. Kobe will go back after the matter is over here."

"Be careful."

Lu Bai nodded, turned off the video, and went to the conference room to meet with William and Ryan to prepare for the assassination of Rainey. At the same time, Wesley was discussing the issue of Rainey's escort with his subordinates.

"Major, which team should be sent to cover in New York?" Colin asked.

They deliberately set up a trap in Iran, and none of the people in the First Terrorist Organization took the bait, and there was no movement. Wesley still wanted to catch Bai Ye, so he arrested Bai Ye as well, but he didn't expect Bai Ye to have no reaction.

"Nothing?"

"Yes, according to intelligence, Bai Ye has left Iran and gone to Saudi Arabia. He probably gave up the rescue. It's too difficult to get into their internal affairs. The agents have given up. There is no new news for the time being. I think he has given up the rescue." Joy said.

Another agent said, "Since they have given up the rescue, Rennie should be escorted back to New York. He is very stubborn. We have interrogated him, but we can't dig out any information. I think there will be new information when he arrives in New York."

Wesley nodded. A group of people were in a meeting. Xiao Qiao was still flirting with her as usual, copying and writing on the side, as if taking notes. Wesley knew that she definitely didn't have the patience.

"Xiao Qiao, what do you think?"

"There are no problems in Iran. The First Terrorist Organization has not made any moves. They may have given up the rescue and came directly to New York through customs from Iran. With our cover, can the First Terrorist Organization still kidnap people in New York?" Xiao Qiao said, "If it were me, I would definitely do it in Iran. Why bother to come to New York to do it? I am unfamiliar with the place and it will be too much trouble."

Wesley glanced at her, "Colin, you are responsible for leading the action team to escort, and a team from Wuyoumen will cover and do security work."

Xiao Qiao nodded carelessly without raising her head.

"Yes!" Colin said, "I will deploy it immediately."

Wesley said, "Make sure to ensure Rennie's safety."

"Yes, sir."

Xiao Qiao smiled and asked, "Major Beauty, won't you take the initiative to do it?"

Colin said, "Major, such trivial matters are never troublesome."

"Oh..." Xiao Qiao stretched out her voice.

Xiao Jiu had a nightmare again.

She dreamed of a rainstorm forest, the tearing cry of a baby, and the roar of wild beasts. She always thought that her child was dead and was eaten by wild beasts. She had been worried for so many years and always had the same dream. Especially when she received Matthew's CD, the coldness of the nightmare coming true kept torturing her and she was in agony. Such a dream was like a knife in the middle of the night, torturing her all the time.

"Mommy..." Harry knocked on the door anxiously outside. He knew that Lu Bai was sometimes very busy and would go downstairs. He was too young to go alone. If he woke up and was alone, he would play games and puzzles in the living room and wait for Lu Bai. When he was alone, Lu Bai said that he could not go to the balcony, but he did not even go to the balcony. He was very well-behaved. Hearing Lu Xiaojiu crying in the room, looking very painful, Harry knocked on the door anxiously.

He was short and the handle was too high. Lu Bai didn't lock the door very often, and he couldn't open it once he locked it.

Harry knocked on the door in panic, "Mommy, Daddy..."

After knocking for a while, Harry saw that no one opened the door. He turned around and saw the small sofa stool. He ran over and dragged it over. He climbed up and finally reached the handle. Who knew that the child didn't know how to control his strength and fell into the door. His head was in close contact with the hard marble. Harry felt dizzy and his nose bled instantly. Then he burst into tears...

Lu Xiaojiu was haunted by nightmares and couldn't wake up. He scratched several scratches on his little arm. Suddenly, he heard Harry's crying. The crying in the nightmare was faint and seemed to come from the distant horizon. This crying was full of energy and heartbreaking. Xiaojiu suddenly stood up straight from the bed. The sleeping fragrance in the room was heavy and strong, which stimulated Xiaojiu to not know where he was.

She reacted suddenly and got out of bed in a hurry. There was a little blood on the marble floor. Harry cried heartbreakingly, tears falling in big drops, "Harry..." She held Harry sideways and treated him urgently. The nosebleed stopped quickly, and a big bump swollen on the forehead. Harry must have been in real pain, crying so hard that the injection was nothing compared to him.