Chapter 1403 Lu Bai’s Difficulties

Lu Xiaojiu was puzzled. The moment she learned that Tianyi was pretending, she almost died in pain. On the way back, she had thousands of words to say to him and countless questions to ask. Now he She was within arm's reach, but she couldn't speak. For eleven years, he hadn't said anything. Now, what would he say? How much can she believe the so-called truth he said?

She missed the years when they had no secrets. Lu Bai never lied in front of her. Now, lying has become a common thing for each other. How ironic.

Harry was pushed by a naughty child. Lu Bai stood there without moving and continued to take photos as he went. The little blond girl who was playing with Harry rushed up to act as a protector and argued with the naughty child with her hands on her hips. Harry walked out of the snow. He got up from the ground, patted the snowflakes, and stood obediently next to the little flower protector. Their roles were completely misplaced. Lu Bai couldn't help but laugh, but he thought of Xiao Jiu very sadly.

When he was a child, when someone bullied him, it was Xiaojiu who stood in front of him and acted as his protector.

Now, his princess is on the opposite side and wants his life.

The naughty kid apologized obediently, and Harry said generously that it didn't matter, and played happily with the little blond girl again. Harry saw Lu Bai standing not far away, and felt very relieved.

Lu Bai took enough photos and sat aside. Like all fathers, he selected the photos from the album, processed them, and beautified them. The photos he took casually were of magazine promotion quality.

Lu Xiaojiu stood in front of him silently, looking at him solemnly.

Lu Bai suddenly raised his head and was quite surprised to see her.

"Xiao Jiu?" Lu Bai smiled, "Why are you here?"

"I'm here to find you." Lu Xiaojiu said, "Isn't it fun to lie to me and hide it from me for eleven years? Every time I keep saying that I want to avenge Tianyi, do you think of me as a fool? Have you spent all your intelligence and wisdom in deceiving me?"

"Xiaojiu, what are you talking about?" Lu Bai frowned and put away his phone.

"You were the one who donated the liver back then. Why did you lie to me? My father died of poisoning, not you. Why did you whip the body? It's been eleven years and you haven't given me an explanation. I found out about it myself. You Still unwilling to tell me? "

Lu Bai's eyelids twitched slightly, and he had a bad premonition. He looked at Lu Xiaojiu intently, and the ups and downs of the past flashed past in front of his eyes. No matter how many years had passed, he had a deep memory. Lu Xiaojiu was furious and grabbed his Clothes, "Speak!"

Her brows were filled with flames, "Are you mute? I've asked you for so many years without saying a word. It's not something you did. Why should you admit it? Speak, don't pretend to be dead, Lu Bai, you must give me a confession today. An explanation, otherwise, I will cut open my belly and give you your liver! If you don’t believe it, give it a try!”

"Sister Xiaojiu, don't be mean to my daddy." Harry ran over and tugged on Xiaojiu's pants in an aggrieved manner.

"Go away!" Xiao Jiu shouted.

Harry was originally a sensitive, timid and introverted child. He was already very anxious when he saw Lu Bai being bullied. When Lu Xiaojiu yelled at him, he burst into tears. Lu Bai gently pulled away Lu Xiaojiu's hand, squatted down and hugged Harry. In my arms, coaxing gently.

Harry cried aggrievedly, and his tears fell heavily in Lu Bai's arms. He looked at Lu Xiaojiu timidly, feeling very confused and scared. Lu Xiaojiu's heart felt like needles pricking her heart. Those waves from him coming like a tsunami were about to drown her. . Lu Bai comforted the frightened Harry, picked him up with one hand, and looked at Lu Xiaojiu intently, "Come home with me first."

Lu Xiaojiu followed him like a zombie. Harry lay on Lu Bai's shoulder, looking at Xiaojiu in fear, fearing that Xiaojiu would yell at him again. Lu Bai patted his back gently, and Harry was choked with tears. His eyes, nose, and cheeks were all red. William followed Xiaojiu one meter away. He always felt that he couldn't get close to this atmosphere. When he returned to Fenghuo Group, Lu Bai took off all the thick clothes on Harry's body. Liao Mengying had already taken a warm bath. Tea, coaxing Harry to drink it, Lu Bai said, "Take him to play first."

"Yes!" Liao Mengying took Harry to play next door. Lu Xiaojiu stood in front of him and looked at him coldly.

"Xiaojiu, I only have five months." Lu Bai said calmly, "I thought that these things would be buried underground with my death, so why do you insist on knowing the truth?"

Lu Xiaojiu felt even more desperate when he heard that he only had five months to live. If he hadn't saved her back then, if he hadn't donated his liver, how could he have only half a year left to live due to the viral infection? Why would he have endured all these years? With so much pain, why did he need to go under the knife several times a year? He didn't have to endure all this pain in the first place. It was all caused by her.

Why?

Why is he still unwilling to say anything about this?

"Why do you hide everything? I have the right to know everything. This is closely related to me. You don't tell me and decide unilaterally. Do you think it's good for me? Lu Bai, how can you be so selfish? Why do you think it's for me? Okay? Why do you think that being alone for eleven years is good for me? I have the right to know that if you are a silent lover, will someone give you an award? "

"I don't tell you, I have my reasons."

"I don't care what your reasons are, I want to know the truth." Lu Xiaojiu said in a deep voice, "If you want to hide it from me, why not hide it for the rest of your life? Why bother to let me know, now that I know... Do you know how I feel now? ? I wish I could turn back time and see the day my mother died after being hit head-on. Then I wouldn’t have to know anything. I wouldn’t have to know that my life for these eleven years was a joke. Everything I believed in was wrong. Can you? Do you understand how I feel? You know that I don’t even..."

Lu Xiaojiu suddenly swallowed what he wanted to say, took a step forward, and grabbed Lu Bai's shirt, "I want an explanation, the original explanation. If you don't want to tell me, I will return this liver to you, your life-saving grace. I, Lu Xiaojiu, can’t bear it!”

"Shut up!" Lu Bai frowned, "Haven't you and I hurt each other enough over the years? Why bother poking my wounds."

"What about you?" Lu Xiaojiu asked sternly, "Aren't you stabbing me in the heart? Haven't you hurt me enough? Not enough? How far do you want me to push you to be satisfied? Is it until I die? At that moment, you were willing to tell me the truth. Am I the only one who can let you tell the truth if I don’t rest in peace..."

Lu Bai suddenly stretched out his hand and hugged her into his arms. Lu Xiaojiu cried loudly and struggled wildly in his arms. Lu Bai ignored her, hugged her tightly and pressed her deeply into his arms, "Xiaojiu, Don't force me."

"You are forcing me, you are forcing me! Lu Bai, you are driving me crazy!" Lu Xiaojiu said, "I beg you, please tell me the truth, okay? Don't let me live with regrets all my life. Here, you died and left without caring about anything. You made me live in guilt and regret all my life. Is this the way you love me? Maybe you stopped loving me like this? He loves me. Lu Bai, who said he loved me back then, has been killed by me in time. Now Lu Bai no longer loves Lu Xiaojiu. Otherwise, how could he be willing to make Xiaojiu so heartbroken. "

"Stop talking!" Lu Bai's hand firmly grasped her waist, holding back, "Stop talking."

Please, stop talking!

If he doesn't love Xiaojiu, then what is love?

"Xiaobai, why?" Lu Xiaojiu was just like when he was lying in the hospital, desperate and just wanted an explanation to forgive him. No matter what he said, she believed it and was willing to forget it. It was true. Xiaobai would not lie. she.

Now, she was in his arms, begging for an explanation to forgive herself!

Forgive yourself for knowing nothing but hurting him over and over again.

"noob……"

The affectionate calls in the past brought back the deepest memories in Lu Bai's heart. His eyes were moist, and Xiaojiu's crying, every tear was like a knife poking at his heart, the pain was unbearable.

"do not Cry."

Please, stop crying.

Lu Xiaojiu suddenly remembered the baby's death. Lu Bai knew nothing about the baby's death. He still doesn't know that they once had two babies. One left before they were formed, and the other died within a few days of birth.

She didn't dare to tell Lu Bai that she would rather bear such pain alone.

For so many years, Lu Bai had been carrying huge pain alone and was unwilling to reveal a word. Did he also think so in his heart? He was unwilling to hurt her, but what else could hurt her more than these things?

Nothing in this world can compare to the harm Lu Bai did to her.

"Xiao Bai, let's... stop cheating on each other, okay?"

Lu Bai couldn't respond to her. Xiaojiu looked at him, hoping he could give a clear answer, but still received Lu Bai's silence. Lu Xiaojiu raised his hand and slapped him, "Speak, Lu Bai!"

Lu Bai's silence made Xiao Jiu particularly uncomfortable. She suddenly pulled out a knife and said, "You don't want to speak, okay? As I said, I can't bear your kindness. I'll give you your liver!"

She suddenly raised her hand, pointing the sharp tip of the knife at herself. Lu Bai was startled and grabbed her wrist, "Lu Xiaojiu! What do you want to do?"

"Don't want to say it yet?"

"Put the knife down!"

Lu Xiaojiu became stubborn, even more stubborn than him. Lu Bai looked at her red eyes, his heart was cut by a knife, "Put the knife down, I said."

It turns out that she should have done this a long time ago.

"I hope that the truth you told me can convince me, instead of using your brain to make up a temporary story to tell me." Lu Xiaojiu looked at him coldly, thinking that he was by his side when he was in the most pain. , but didn't say a word, watching her sad and sad about his death, her heart dropped as cold as water. What kind of truth made him endure until now?