Chapter 1868

After Chu Jing was busy with work, he would visit her in the hospital every day.

Most of the time, I complain that the company is in trouble with a bunch of facts.

Sometimes he simply took a bunch of documents to Ji Fengmian's ward, and complained to Ji Fengmian while reading them.

Both Uncle Chu and Aunt Chu told him several times, don't let him bother Ji Fengmian with work, Chu Jing ignored it.

Ji Fengmian was also bored, and before she knew it, Chu Jing's documents came into her hands.

Later, most of the time, either Chu Jing was playing games enthusiastically next to him, or he was sleeping very badly.

Aunt Chu hated iron every time she saw it, but Uncle Chu didn't say anything afterwards.

In the past, it was not pleasing to see my son's eating, but now he is offered delicious food and drink.

Food is comparable to Ji Fengmian's.

Aunt Chu didn't understand.

In the past, the child was so busy that he didn't necessarily give him a good look as a father. What's wrong now?

Seeing how her son was eating, Aunt Chu couldn't help but ask him, "What do you think, your son is almost turned into a waste by you. He sleeps or eats every day."

Uncle Chu disagreed, "What nonsense are you talking about? Don't I know what my son is like? He's very good!"

Aunt Chu took another look at her son who couldn't bear to look straight at him, and turned her head away.

After a few days, Ji Fengmian has a general understanding of the company's projects.

But these piles of documents have passed a lot of time for her.

In fact, it's not like she didn't know what Chu Jing was planning.

It's nothing more than trying to divert her attention and pass the time for her by the way.

She also felt that she really should find something to do.

But I'm used to it, and I can't find anything new besides reading books.

Chu Jing wanted her to know about the company, so she followed his wishes.

The effect looks good.

However, she didn't expect that it would be so difficult to get over the feeling of losing her child.

Can not forget.

Every time I sleep, there are the child's cries, laughter, and even the appearance of him jumping around and calling her mother happily.

In the dream, the outline of the child could even be clearly outlined, resembling Chu Boyang when he was a child.

Obviously most of them are beautiful things, but they can always be awakened.

How beautiful the dream is, how cruel it is to return to reality.

Then, she hated Chu Boyang even more.

She can never forgive him in this life.

There is nothing she can do. The best revenge for a person is to ignore him and become a stranger to him.

She thought she didn't hate him enough ten years ago.

Because if you really hate someone, you really want him to live in pain all his life, and you can't wait to cut him into pieces.

Yes, she had too many moments, wishing Chu Boyang would die.

She wants justice for her child.

Now she is very aware of Wang Chengwei's extremely crazy behavior in the eyes of others.

Regrets, regrets that even death can't make up for...

It never occurred to her that the pity she felt for Wang Chengwei when she stood in the cemetery back then would be all on her body now.

But what can she do?

She wants to live, but she has to live with the regret and hatred of this life.

The condition was getting better day by day, and after Ji Qing had been shut down for the first time, she finally let her into the ward.

Seeing Ji Fengmian with short hair, Ji Qing froze for a moment.

"You cut your hair?"

At this moment, Ji Fengmian was able to get out of bed and walk carefully.

When Ji Qing came in, she was standing by the window wearing a coat, trimming the flowers that Aunt Chu would bring every day, and putting them in a vase.

Her flower arranging skills have improved a lot these days.

"You've been obsessed with meeting me for so long, and you just want to ask this question?"

Without turning around, she inserted a freshly pruned sunflower into the vase and adjusted its position.

Ji Qing paused, "...how is your injury?"

"Shouldn't be able to die."

Ji Fengmian's answer really made Ji Qing not know how to answer.

There was silence in the ward, except for the sound of the air purifier operating and Ji Fengmian pruning the flowers and branches.

Obviously she didn't intend to take the initiative to pay attention to Ji Qing.

Ji Qing's heart felt a little nervous for no reason, this was a feeling she would feel more or less every time she saw Ji Fengmian, and it never disappeared after so many years.

"...This accident is all my fault. If I hadn't chased you to the cemetery, you wouldn't have..."

When she reached this point, she suddenly stopped, not because she couldn't continue, but because she felt that the temperature in the entire ward seemed to drop suddenly, and she also had goose bumps all over her body.

She subconsciously looked at Ji Fengmian, but saw that her back was still facing her, and her hands seemed to be continuing to move as if nothing had happened.

Illusion?

"You have suffered so much now, and even lost your child... I think it is necessary for me to come over and say thank you and sorry..."

Ji Fengmian put another sunflower in his hand into the vase, the stem was cut too short and stuck directly to the mouth of the bottle.

"Thank you, but there is no need." Her voice was light, no emotion could be heard.

"...This matter...Brother Boyang is also forced to do so. I hope you don't attribute all your mistakes to him. I believe you are very clear about the situation at the beginning. He was just using his own method to save us. Besides, he didn't Knowing that you are pregnant, if he knew, maybe he would not make that choice..."

"Do you want me to hate him or do you not want me to hate him?"

A few petals fell from Ji Fengmian's feet.

Ji Qing pursed her lips tightly, "I just don't want you to misunderstand him, he never thought of letting either of us die..."

"Ji Qing." Ji Fengmian suddenly called out her name lightly, "Do I hate Chu Boyang? Did I misunderstand him? It's not your turn to tell me what to do..."

Chu Boyang would come to the hospital every day, and he didn't force him to go into the ward to see Ji Fengmian with his own eyes, but he could just be closer to her at the door and listen to her voice.

At this moment, he was still stopped outside the ward, but when he heard Ji Qing's voice coming from the ward, he frowned and stopped, and did not leave immediately.

Every word of Ji Fengmian's words made his heart tremble.

Ji Fengmian's voice continued, "As for Chu Boyang's last resort, you should understand that the only persecution he suffered was when the gangsters forced him to kill you. I think those two gangsters didn't even think about it. Did it reach me, who was also implicated? Are you also surprised? Me too. "

"Compared with him saying that he loves me, it turns out that you, a burden, hold more weight in his heart. You should be very happy. You and Chu Boyang are really good at it. I lost, and I lost especially Miserable, I would be happy if I were you.

Is your main purpose of coming here to hear these words from me, and then see what kind of failure I will have? "

"I didn't... I'm really worried about your physical condition, thank you and apologize from the bottom of my heart!"

"Put the two words thank you and sorry together, I can only think that you are showing off your power in front of me. I will not accept your thank you, but your apology..."

She turned around slowly, her pale face was filled with endless coldness and hatred.

She walked towards her slowly, every word in her voice was like a solid ice cube smashed out.

"Can your apology close this gun hole in my body? Can it heal me from the knife in the back? Or...can my child come back?"

She approached slowly, causing Ji Qing to panic suddenly. She took a few steps back, but subconsciously put her gaze on the pair of scissors in Ji Fengmian's hand.

"You... what are you going to do?"

Ji Fengmian sneered, "You can't give me back what I have suffered, and what I lost, so what's the point of your empty apology?"

She suddenly stepped forward and grabbed Ji Qing's arm, "I'm afraid you have forgotten how narrow-minded I am these days. If you don't make me feel better, how can I let you go! Since you insist Apologize to me, why can't you be a little sincere?"

Behind Ji Qing is the hospital bed, because of panic, she fell on the bed.

Looking at the scissors in Ji Fengmian's hand that had been gripped by the handle, his face turned pale with fright.

"No, Sister Mian...I...I'm pregnant with a child..."

"Don't mention children to me!" Ji Fengmian's sharp voice was probably the highest pitch she had ever used in her life.

When Chu Boyang heard her voice, his face changed suddenly, he kicked open the door of the ward and broke in.

At that moment, Ji Fengmian turned to look at him.

There was coldness, sarcasm, and indescribable hatred in his eyes.

Just for a moment, just for a moment.

When he saw her with his own eyes, he really raised the scissors in his hand and inserted them into Ji Qing's chest without hesitation!

"ah……"

Ji Qing was so hurt that she didn't even have the strength to scream.

Chu Boyang was stunned at the door, unable to move even half of the shock from Ji Fengmian's eyes just now.

And the scene in front of him now made him even more unbelievable.

Ah Mian, she really did this kind of thing.

She is not such an irrational person.

She has always disdained such things that harm others and benefit herself.

"Brother Boyang..." Ji Qing saw Chu Boyang, looked down at the scissors stuck in his chest, his pale face almost passed out.

Ji Fengmian let go of her, took two steps back with a smile, and looked at Chu Boyang approaching.

"It's all because of you. If you don't provoke me, if you don't say you love me while you can't let her go, if you want to take care of both ends, but you can't have the best of both worlds, and you have to sacrifice one to keep the other, things will not develop to today. this point.

Look at it, Chu Boyang, look at it, you shot the woman you kept saying you loved her, you lost your child, and the person you wanted to protect with all your heart has become like this now. You can't protect anyone, but it's all because of you. "

She smiled, even her voice was full of laughter, her tone was gentle, but she spoke the sharpest words.

Chu Boyang's eyes were full of pain and horror.

"You hate me that much?"

Ji Fengmian smiled again, "Unfortunately, I only have a pair of scissors now."