Chapter 1882

"What do you know?"

Chu Boyang stopped, "What?"

"Didn't Ji Qing tell you anything?"

Chu Boyang looked at her for a long time, and smiled faintly, "What do you want to know about what she said to me?"

Ji Fengmian's face was stained with anger.

"I just want to know which words you think she said that you care about!"

Chu Boyang looked indifferent, "I don't care what Ji Qing said that you care about."

Ji Fengmian choked on words.

"If you don't tell me, you definitely don't want me to know. If you don't want me to know, then I don't want to know."

Ji Fengmian pursed her lips and pondered briefly.

"You can't give me what I want most. Although I care about those things, I don't think it's okay if I don't satisfy them."

Chu Boyang shook his head and did not speak.

He said that sentence too many times.

There is no way, except what she wants most.

"...Chu Boyang, would you believe me if I said that I would let you go and not hate you anymore?"

She was silent for a while, looking up at Chu Boyang's face quietly.

Yet there was no expression of surprise, surprise, or surprise on that face.

But after hearing her words, he immediately showed a slight smile.

"I don't believe it. How can you not hate me? You just want to tell me that I don't need to make you up, and then let you go? You are right to hate me. You hate me... I will feel better. "

He should be punished, her hatred is the best punishment for him.

Ji Fengmian gritted her teeth tightly and clasped her hands tightly.

My heart began to feel sore for no reason.

"So what exactly do you want?"

She really didn't know what to do.

He was paranoid about letting her go.

He wanted to be entangled with her for the rest of his life, but he also wanted her to hate him.

What the hell is this?

How should this sick relationship end?

"That's it, you do something to make yourself happy every day, and just spend time with me once in a while,"

Ji Fengmian closed her eyes and let out a long breath.

The two of them are now in a cage full of thorns.

Even if they struggle for half a point, both sides will be scarred.

She stood up slowly, threw the shawl on the bed, and walked towards the bathroom.

"Chu Boyang, don't force me."

The pain in Chu Boyang's eyes seemed to be born with him.

He can only force her now.

The next day, Ji Fengmian did not intend to go to Shengjing Manor.

Chu Juncheng came early in the morning, bringing two strangers with him.

When she came back after watering the flowers, there was a lot of noise upstairs.

She listened carefully for a while, but apart from Chu Boyang's deep voice that made people roll, she couldn't hear anything else clearly.

Turning around, he asked the servant beside him who was pale with fright, "What's wrong?"

The servant shook his head, "No... I don't know. But sir, it seems that he doesn't like seeing doctors..."

doctor?

Ji Fengmian's eyes flickered, probably knowing something.

Chu Boyang made a lot of trouble, Chu Juncheng could only bring two psychiatrists out of the study, and they were all in a bit of a panic.

Chu Juncheng's cheeks were a little red and swollen.

Ji Fengmian came out of the bedroom and just ran into him.

Chu Juncheng looked at her neatly dressed and her hair was meticulously taken care of.

"where are you going?"

"I have an appointment for dinner at noon."

"who?"

Ji Fengmian's eyebrows twitched, "I don't know."

Chu Juncheng narrowed his eyes, "Aunt Ji, I know you have always done things as you please, and I will not forgive you. How the two of you want to live the most relaxed life in the future depends on what you think. You have him in your heart, and you know him. For your feelings, why do you have to force both of you into a dead end? Are you willing to waste time like this? "

"Why should I forgive someone who made a mistake and hurt me? I also think it's a waste of time. Instead of blaming me here and persuading me to let me let go of the past, you might as well convince him to let me go."

Chu Juncheng rubbed his temples with two fingers.

"To be honest, if it were me, I would have come back to take back the custody rights when I knew Miss Shen Fanxing might be your and his daughter, and you wouldn't have to stay in the Shen family for so many years!"

Ji Fengmian's face suddenly darkened.

But Chu Juncheng continued: "If the Shen family knew that you had lied to them, what would happen? If this kind of thing was exposed, what face would you have in Pingcheng? If it wasn't for fear that you would be worried that his appearance would make you mistake him for him To compete with you for custody, if it wasn't for fear that you would hate him even more, do you think... your daughter will be here today? Marry Bao Jingchuan and have a pair of children?

A single thought will completely change the outcome of a matter, just like when he wanted to save the two of you and chose to shoot you! And then by a single thought, you lose your child. Then if you hadn't chosen to hide your pregnancy from him at the beginning, this matter might have been another result!

Taking a step back, if you hadn't lost that child, would you choose to forgive him? I don't think you will either. But what exactly do you want? Want him to choose to shoot another woman he knows has a heart attack and is pregnant? "

Chu Juncheng sneered, "Can't you tolerate Ji Qing?"

Ji Fengmian's face turned pale, and her body trembled faintly.

She raised her eyes and looked at Chu Juncheng, "So, it's my fault for clinging to the past, his choice is the most correct choice, and I'm the one who will avenge his kindness..."

"Did he ask you to forgive him?" Chu Boyang interrupted him, "He has become like this now, do you think he forgives himself?"

"..."

"He didn't make the right choice."

Ji Fengmian's body froze suddenly.

"If you were in his position, how would you choose? Would you choose to carry Ji Qing's life to live the happy life you think? Is he happy or you are happy? Or choose to hurt you like his choice ? Of these two choices, which one is correct?

I have no right to blame you. You are the biggest victim of this matter. Whether you complain or hate, you should take it for granted. It's just... I simply think that you are so boring. Not only do you refuse to let go of each other, but you also don't let go of yourself. You can't live without the past, you really want to be together, and you don't have so much time to think about what happened in the past. After all, how long will you be together? "

Ji Fengmian's eyes flickered.

The mayor of Chu Jun let out a long breath, and said probably the most emotional and longest words in his life.

"That's all I said. I apologize for anything wrong. I won't mention this matter again in the future."

After saying that, he left the villa.

Ji Fengmian stood there for a long time, trying to lift his foot to the sofa, but his foot was so soft that he almost fell down.

Hold on to the armrest of the sofa and slowly sit down on the sofa.

There was a buzzing sound in his head, and his chest was suffocated severely.

There are some things that she didn't think about back then.

However, because of the loss of her child, she turned all those things into the sharpest weapon to take revenge on Chu Boyang.

Now that other people say it, it's how wrong she is.

Ah.

As for him, Chu Boyang, there are so many reasons.

After sitting on the sofa for an unknown amount of time, Chu Boyang came down from the stairs, saw her appearance, and quickly walked up to her.

"What's wrong? What's wrong?"

Ji Fengmian looked up at him, still handsome, slender and straight, with many traces accumulated over the years on his body.

She remembered that not long ago she heard how he and Chu Juncheng were tossing upstairs.

With this well-dressed appearance now, it seems that everything just now was her illusion.

Reaching out to push his hand away, she stood up slowly, "...I have an appointment for lunch with someone, and I'm going out now."

Chu Boyang reached out and grabbed her, "I'll take you there."

"No, there is a driver."

"I'll take you there!" Chu Boyang insisted.

Ji Fengmian stopped talking.

Chu Boyang followed.

Ji Fengmian's destination is a characteristic Chinese restaurant.

Chu Boyang got out of the car first and opened the door for her.

"I don't know when it will end, but the time should not be very short. If you can't wait, you can go back first, or go shopping elsewhere."

Glancing at the antique facade in front of him, Chu Boyang pursed his lips, "Who... do you want to meet?"

Ji Fengmian was expressionless, turned around and walked towards the teahouse, dropping three words lightly.

"have no idea."

But Chu Boyang followed silently afterwards.

Ji Fengmian went up to the second floor, and was greeting another man in the rest area on the second floor, with a calm expression on his face.

"Sorry, I'm late."

The man stood up, dressed in a suit and leather shoes, tall and slender, about the same age as them, with a refined temperament and a clean and handsome face.

"It's okay, please sit down."

The man smiled and opened the chair for Ji Fengmian.

"Thanks."

Two people started ordering after.

Chu Boyang stood at the door, his hands clenched into fists.

The waiter at the door stepped forward to ask him suspiciously.

He stood sullenly for a long time before turning back out of the restaurant.

Standing at the door, he finally pulled a cigarette out of his pocket.

The hands holding the lighter were visibly trembling, and the cigarette was only lit a few times.

The puff is hard and long.

The blue smoke he spit out blurred his entire face.

The tall and straight body wrapped in a blue windbreaker looked deserted and stern in the cold wind.

Looking down through the window, Ji Fengmian could only see the top of the man's head and figure, but didn't know what his expression was at the moment.

Looking back lightly, she answered the man's question with a calm expression.

The man opposite had no problem with his temperament and conversation.

Of the friends introduced by Bao Jingchuan, she naturally didn't dare to find anyone to stand in front of her.

After the meal, Ji Fengmian didn't talk much, but the man's words were already revealing the arrangements for the next meeting.

Ji Fengmian did not refuse either.

But in the end, he rejected the other party's proposal to send her home.

Standing by the side of the car, Chu Boyang watched the two of them come down side by side, the muscles on their faces throbbing.

When Ji Fengmian approached, he opened the car door, but the man raised his hand to block the car door, put one hand on Ji Fengmian's arm, and protected her to get into the car.