Chapter 1881

Ji Fengmian's expression changed suddenly, and just as he was about to turn over and get out of the bed from the other side, he was hugged by Chu Boyang.

"Amian, don't be afraid. I won't hurt you again, I will protect you, and I will never let you get hurt again."

Ji Fengmian's body stiffened, "Let me go."

Chu Boyang just hugged her tighter.

Ji Fengmian began to struggle, "Let go of me, you hurt me!"

Chu Boyang immediately let go of her, his eyes swept over her, and his voice became extremely hoarse.

"where?"

Ji Fengmian pushed him away, "Stay away from me! I don't need your protection right now! On the contrary, you just hurt me! Don't come near me! Get out!"

The roar made Chu Boyang, who was trying to get closer to her, stop abruptly. He looked at her for a long time, and finally took a few steps back.

"Don't get excited, I'll get you a glass of water."

Ji Fengmian's hands trembled uncontrollably.

She was startled when the door rang again.

But it was not Chu Boyang who came in.

"Ma'am, are you all right?"

The servant looked a little strange at her and couldn't help asking.

Ji Fengmian shook her head.

"Sir ordered me to bring you water."

She took it, and the warm temperature of the water glass made her gradually calm down.

"What about him?"

"Sir is in the study."

Ji Fengmian took a sip of water and nodded slightly.

Chu Boyang stayed in the study all afternoon by himself.

He didn't even come down for dinner.

At 8:30 in the evening, he appeared in the room on time with milk.

The next day, Ji Fengmian went to Shengjing Manor.

Three days later, Chu Juncheng suddenly appeared in the villa.

Ji Fengmian couldn't go out.

"Aunt Ji."

Chu Juncheng has always been respectful to Ji Fengmian, but he is serious, and calling Aunt Ji doesn't sound emotional.

Ji Fengmian was puzzled by the appearance of Chu Juncheng, how could he have the time to come here now that country B was handed over to him.

She shouldn't have asked more, but thinking of Chu Boyang's unusual behavior a few days ago, she still asked one more question.

"How did you come?"

"I'm going to see my father."

really.

"What's up with him?"

"Don't Aunt Ji know?"

Ji Fengmian tightened her shawl, "What should I know?"

Chu Juncheng's eyebrows twitched, "Well, I'll go see him."

Without thinking too much, Chu Juncheng directly found the study room,

Ji Fengmian stood there for a while, and then followed.

Chu Juncheng directly opened the door of the study room. When he entered the door, he saw Ji Fengmian following behind him, his eyes turned slightly, and he did not close the door again.

Chu Boyang, who was sitting on the chair, frowned when he saw him.

"Who sent you here?"

Ji Fengmian has already stopped outside the study.

There was a smell of tobacco in the study.

Unlit cigarettes, the smell of raw tobacco.

His eyes fell on the table in the study room, the crystal ashtray at the corner of the table was already full of cigarette butts.

They are all fragmented or distorted.

But there were no traces of ignition.

Chu Juncheng glanced at the study, his voice was quite cold.

"You can't stay here any longer."

"Go away. It's not your turn to take care of my affairs."

"Father." Chu Juncheng said in a deep voice, "It may not be that Aunt Ji has no feelings for you. If you continue to let things go like this, you will not only scare her, but may even make her worry."

Chu Boyang shook his head, "I won't scare her, is she worried about me? I don't want her to worry...but I also want her to worry about me...but she doesn't want me to live well, she hates me...I If I'm not doing well, she won't worry about me..."

Chu Boyang's words were confused and incoherent.

Ji Fengmian tightened her grip on the shawl.

What happened to Chu Boyang?

Why do you talk like this?

"She'll worry about you."

"She won't, she hates me You get out, I haven't reached the point where you lie to me and enlighten me."

Chu Juncheng took a deep breath, "It's true that she hates you, but she forced you to leave back then, and now she wants to leave you no matter what, what do you think is the reason?"

Chu Boyang looked out of the window, and why, she hated him, she knew he loved her, so she chose to marry another man to take revenge on him, and completely let him give up, now she doesn't want to be with him, it's still because she hates him, I just don't want to be with him.

Do you still need to ask?

He knows it all.

Chu Juncheng glanced sideways at the motionless figure standing at the door, and said slowly:

"She hates you and takes revenge on you. You'd better live a lifetime of guilt and pain towards her, but...whether you forced you to leave or she wants to leave you now, she doesn't want to see with your own eyes how you are. Live in pain. It’s okay for you to suffer, but don’t let her see it, so father, since you really love her, it’s best not to let her see you now. She’s not quite the same as ordinary people, really like What she wants, she may not be really happy."

Ji Fengmian's hands gripped the shawl tighter, her eyes flickered, and she took a few steps back.

After a long time, Chu Boyang's voice came from the study again, "...you get lost, I won't go."

Chu Juncheng sighed, "She refuses to compromise life and death. You know that you won't get any response from pestering her like this. Such an infinite vicious circle has no meaning other than hurting both sides."

There was a long silence in the study.

"...She won't go with me, so I will go wherever she goes."

Chu Juncheng exhausted his patience, walked out with a sullen face, and had a face-to-face meeting with Ji Fengmian.

The two looked at each other, turned and left silently.

It wasn't until they went downstairs that Ji Fengmian asked, "What's wrong with him?"

Chu Juncheng unbuttoned his suit, bent over and sat on the sofa.

"As you can see, it's almost like being tortured crazy by you."

Ji Fengmian paused for a moment, then sneered.

"Did you go crazy because of my torture? Oh, then I'm really a scourge. Discuss with him and let me go. It's good for everyone."

"You heard me, he won't."

Turned into a dead end again.

"So you have traveled thousands of miles to come here, what are you going to do?"

"I still want him to live like a normal person for a few more years. Either you separate, or you go back to country B with him."

"I choose the former." Ji Fengmian didn't hesitate at all.

"With all due respect, you are really heartless. If he was half as heartless as you, he probably wouldn't be like this."

Ji Fengmian smiled lightly, not taking it seriously.

"So how do you want us to separate?"

He already knew what kind of virtue this woman had, but he also had to admit that this woman was capable enough to piss people off.

It's not unreasonable for my father to become like this.

"He refuses to go back to China with me. So you tell him clearly, it's best to let yourself let go of you completely."

"What? Say I don't hate him, so that he doesn't have to worry about the past?"

"Almost." Chu Juncheng stood up and looked at her condescendingly, "You'd better not provoke him, he had several illnesses before... Do you know how Aunt Ji died?"

"Unable to bear the pain of a heart attack, he committed suicide."

Chu Juncheng laughed, "She was pushed downstairs when her father fell ill."

Ji Fengmian clenched his hands suddenly, his face turned pale.

Chu Juncheng continued: "But you don't have to think too much, she did commit suicide. She jumped into the lake in the hospital. It wasn't because of a heart attack, I think, but because of her guilt towards her father. Do you know the reason?"

Ji Fengmian pursed her lips, "Why should I know about the two of them?"

"Because she lied to her father. She used the child in her womb for her father to take her away..."

"I got my wish, what is she guilty of?"

Chu Juncheng smiled faintly, "Aunt Ji, who is your daughter, Miss Shen Fanxing's father?"

Ji Fengmian's expression darkened suddenly, and he stood up from the sofa.

"It's ridiculous for you to ask this question. Her surname is Shen."

"My surname is Chu, but it's not Chu Boyang's Chu."

"..."

"In short, if you want him to let you go, you can open his heart knot, and don't let him die because of guilt like Aunt Ji."

Ji Fengmian straightened the shawl on her body, turned around and took a few steps away from the sofa, "It's all his own fault to this day, why should I untie his knots?"

"It doesn't matter, then you can spend it like this. In the words of my father, as long as I am with you, it doesn't matter if I live a few years less."

"If you want to put it this way, he might live a long life if he doesn't stay with me. But you seem to think things too simply. I can't get rid of his knot. You think I don't hate him anymore, He will believe it? Impossible, he can only think that I just said that to stay away from him. "

After she finished speaking, she curled her lips and smiled, "I think the most important thing you should do now is to help him find a psychiatrist."

After finishing speaking, Ji Fengmian turned and went upstairs.

Chu Juncheng took two steps, watching her back on the stairs.

"For so many years, a psychiatrist has always been standard around him. He can't get through with himself, and the wall of his heart is harder than steel. If it is useful, where is it today?"

Ji Fengmian paused.

"If even a psychiatrist can't do anything about it, then I can't do anything about it."

The veins on Chu Juncheng's forehead stood out, this woman...

Chu Juncheng didn't stay here any longer, and she didn't even give her any orders.

At dinner time, Chu Boyang came out of his study and called her to eat, with a normal expression as if nothing had happened.

Still only Ji Fengmian was eating alone, while Chu Boyang was sitting in the living room watching TV.

Ji Fengmian went upstairs without eating much.

The bedroom door was opened again, not long after.

The man who was supposed to show up on time at 8:30 came in early today.

She shrank subconsciously, but seeing his normal appearance, she tried to relax herself as much as possible.

Chu Boyang handed her the fruit plate in his hand.

"You didn't eat much for dinner."

Ji Fengmian was silent for a few seconds, then reached out to take it.

Chu Boyang turned to leave, but Ji Fengmian suddenly spoke.

"What do you know?"