Chapter 1866 No Way, Is It?

Chu Boyang clenched his hands gradually, "You can hate me, but you have to give me a chance to make it up...child...we can..."

"Chu Boyang." Ji Fengmian interrupted Chu Boyang calmly, she tilted her head slightly, lay on the bed and looked at Chu Boyang in the most non-aggressive posture.

"I'm a little bit relieved by the answer you gave me just now. Compared with the temporary decision to shoot me when you saw me stabbing Ji Qing, I'm relatively happier that you made your decision a long time ago."

Chu Boyang looked at her quietly.

Ji Fengmian said to herself, "I have a bad temper. I'm used to being unreasonable and unforgiving. I'm not forgiving when I'm justified. I'm not big-tempered. I tend to hold grudges. I'm a vengeful lord. Being able to get involved with you for so long... I'm actually a little bit Admitting that women in love are all brainless and cheap, because I did a lot of stupid and cheap things because of you, otherwise we should have just broken up, and we wouldn’t have been ambiguous with you all the way to the present situation .”

"Teach me enough to eat this time. So don't think about what you want to do with me. Between you and me, there is no future in your mind."

Chu Boyang felt that there was not much strength left in his body. He bent over and sat on the chair beside the bed, reaching out to hold Ji Fengmian's hand, but Ji Fengmian lifted it up and put it on his stomach calmly.

"Remember the first question I asked you today?"

Chu Boyang thought back for a few seconds, "Ji Qing..."

Ji Fengmian said softly "Yeah", "In the past, I probably wouldn't have troubled myself by asking her. This time... I don't care so much, and I don't feel that mentioning her is to trouble myself."

"I couldn't figure it out before, why I didn't do things that hurt the world, but I got this kind of punishment. I think I probably broke someone's marriage, so I got retribution. Don't be obsessed anymore, you are one after another. One by one, for Ji Qing's sake, do you still say you don't love her?"

"No, I love you!"

Ji Fengmian laughed softly, took a deep breath, and said slowly, "Do you love me?"

Chu Boyang repeated firmly, "I love you."

"Then I'll take it as if you love me now." Ji Fengmian continued, "But you shot me because of her, and caused me to lose my child. I hate you."

"I hate you, so I don't want to make it easier for you. So Chu Boyang, you'd better love me now, otherwise my following words will not be able to revenge you."

Chu Boyang's painful eyes became silent again.

"I love you."

Ji Fengmian smiled and nodded, "Okay..."

After a long pause, she took a deep breath, and said again: "I met you in the hospital that day when you were taking the quarterly pregnancy checkup. I didn't want to block you. I called to ask you to accompany me to the obstetric examination, as a surprise for you, but you are not free, and then I saw you accompany Ji Qing after the obstetric examination, and then Ji Qing fainted, so you left without saying a word I hugged her and left in a hurry..."

"I was tied to the cemetery by Wang Chengwei. I saw his son's tombstone. I felt pity for him. There are only two kinds of snacks his son likes to eat, but there are better snacks in this world than dragon beard candy and fruit skin. Think I'll give my kid the best in the world,

Then I thought again, he can't be without his father, so I thought about it, if you come to save me, I won't fight with you, I will live a good life with you, and restrain my temper in the future. "

Chu Boyang has thoroughly experienced what it feels like to be heartbroken to the extreme these days.

His throat rolled, and he was at a loss for what to do with the anxiety, guilt and pain in his heart.

It turned out that she had thought about the child's future, and thought about living a good life with him...

Ji Fengmian looked at him with a smile, "You are kind to me, and I also think you love me, so I never thought about the fact that you would shoot me, let alone how innocent I am in this matter, just Yes... The question of who you choose between me and Ji Qing is not valid at all. Wang Chengwei and Brother Chen even told you clearly that you'd better take Ji Qing's life for them... Is this a multiple-choice question? Is this any different from forcing you to kill Ji Qing?"

She was trying her best to restrain her emotions, the grievances in her heart, the sarcasm turned into a deep sadness, all over her body, flowing along the blood, swimming all over her body.

There was a faint uncontrollable tremor in her voice, but she covered it up with a chuckle.

"Ji Qing told me that she could die for you, but I said I wouldn't. I'm not as stupid as her. Do you think I'm someone who said that I could die for you?"

Chu Boyang shook his head sadly, "I won't let you die for me either."

Ji Fengmian smiled, "But do you know why I have murderous intentions towards Ji Qing, and do I really want to kill her?"

A faint doubt flashed in Chu Boyang's eyes, just for a moment, something jumped into his mind, before it took shape, Ji Fengmian's voice sounded again.

"At that time, I was thinking, anyway, Ji Qing is always going to die, so it doesn't matter whoever kills her..."

She smiled again, and sarcastically said, "At that time, I was still thinking, your company is going to be listed, you are still full of ambitions, and your life cannot be charged as a murderer, so why not let me do it?" ...It is much better for me to be this murderer than for you... You don't have to blame yourself, feel guilty, or regret for killing the woman you have protected since childhood. You may hate me, but at that time I may be in prison Li? Huh..."

She really has no right to say how stupid Ji Qing is, maybe she is even more stupid than her.

Chu Boyang's pupils shrank fiercely, and he only felt that the heart in his chest was torn apart by something, bloody and bloody.

His expression was more intense pain, his eye sockets were obviously red, his eyes were bloodshot, and his Adam's apple was rolling violently.

He never thought, never thought that Ah Mian would consider so much for him, and would be willing to bear so much.

At the beginning, he hated Ji Qing wholeheartedly for her, hated Ji Qing, judged the situation and felt that killing Ji Qing was the simplest and most direct way at that time, so she chose to do that.

Even afterwards, before she woke up, he even thought that she wanted Ji Qing to die and live by herself for the sake of the child in her stomach.

Now I know, no, no...

"Amian, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

He still grabbed Ji Fengmian's hand and held it tightly in his palm.

Ji Fengmian's beautiful neck fluttered a few times, and tears welled up in her red eyes.

She stared at the ceiling, pursed her lips, and opened her eyes wide to allow the tears to seep back into her eyes again.

"I told you, I won't tell you it's okay."

She tried to withdraw her hand, but in vain.

A wave of disgust gradually welled up in my heart, and the tears gradually disappeared as a result.

Then she turned her eyes slowly, and looked at Chu Boyang again with her lips pulled: "Are you sad? Regret? Heartache?"

Chu Boyang held her hand against his forehead, "I'm sorry."

Ji Fengmian smiled, "It looks like you should be sad, regretful, and heartbroken...that's good...I hate you, so I am very happy to see you so sad, regretful, and heartbroken..."

"Let me go, Chu Boyang. When the child was still there, I thought about living a good life with you for him. Now that the child is gone, there will be absolutely no future between us."

"I won't give you a chance to make up for it. You will either be sad, regretful, and heartbroken for the rest of your life, or you will live your whole life with a debt to me. I hate you, how can I make you feel better?"

Or, admit that the person he loves in his heart is Ji Qing instead of her, and then her so-called revenge, just for a moment, can't affect his life.

"I won't agree, Ah Mian..."

Ji Fengmian closed her eyes. Having said so many words, she had consumed too much energy.

She didn't continue to speak, and the ward fell into silence.

Seeing her like this, Chu Boyang didn't continue talking, he could only gently put her hand into the quilt, and sat aside watching her lying there quietly and sleeping soundly.

What does it mean to be at a loss and do nothing? Chu Boyang realized again and again that each time was accompanied by despair.

In the past, when she wanted to break up, he could still pester her with a cheeky face, be soft and tough by her side, and do everything he could. Although she would also say that she was shameless, annoying, annoying, and shameless, what else could he do.

He was wrong, every time, but according to Ah Mian's temperament, he could only do that.

He knows a set of ways to deal with Ji Fengmian, that is, put down his dignity in front of her, let her make trouble, let her vent his anger, and when her temper is exhausted, it's almost done.

But this time, the mistakes he made, no matter what, seemed to be unforgivable.

She hates him.

She loved that child, their child.

However, he killed their child.

He shot her with his own hands, and made her suffer a knife.

This time, he made too many mistakes.

Neither one can be undone.

But even so, he didn't want to be separated from her.

She was so determined, if he really nodded and agreed to separate, then it would be over between them.

After confirming that she was asleep, Chu Boyang slowly stood up and left the ward.

The assistant has been guarding the door, and when he saw him closing the door softly, he hastily whispered:

"Mr. Chu, since Miss Ji is fine, you should go and have a rest..."

"fine."

The assistant couldn't bear it, "Mr. Chu, you are in a very bad condition now. You know Miss Chu's temper best. How can you take care of her when you have no energy?"

Chu Boyang stretched out his hand and squeezed the space between his eyebrows, then turned to look at him, "You said... is it possible for her to forgive me?"

The assistant froze for a moment, not expecting him to ask himself such a question.

But the problem...

"In the original situation, if you want her and Miss Ji Qing to survive, that's the best way... Miss Ji is so smart, I believe she should understand you..."

"Including the fact that I made her lose her child, does she understand?"

The assistant Dang even pursed his lips tightly and did not speak for a while.

Chu Boyang pulled his lips and smiled wryly, "Isn't it?"

"..."

Chu Boyang leaned wearily against the wall of the corridor, "She used to be intolerant of Ji Qing, and always asked me to make a choice between her and Ji Qing, and I said they were not on the same balance at all... But, I seem to Doomed to be unable to get rid of this problem, I wanted them all to live, but I chose to hurt her... This time she really took advantage of it, because of this answer, she paid a heavy price."

The assistant was silent for a while, but still boldly said, "It's hard to have the best of both worlds."

[Aren't I just filling holes all the time? Ah Mian was shot and filled, the child was gone, and there was only Fan Xing left. You all knew the result in advance. I was really scared of being chased to vent my anger these days [laughing and crying]. Oh my god, my mission is almost finished, don't be impatient, there aren't many more... Ben Tiantian thinks that I should... rarely... write abuse again...]