Chapter 1643 1643 First Cold War
Hugo felt a little pain in his temples. He knew that Cameron was worried about him, but he was also very depressed. Why couldn't Cameron understand his dream? Didn't the two of them start dating because Cameron fell in love with his obsession with his dreams? So what's the difference now? Did he change, Cameron changed, or did a relationship change the essence of things?
Hugo had countless mixed thoughts in his mind for a while. His temples were twitching and the pain was so bad that he couldn't help holding his head, fell down on the beach chair, buried his head between his knees, and spat out a long breath. tone.
Is he overthinking things, or is Cameron overthinking things?
In the relationship of love, there is never a simple proposition. Even if the question of "one plus one equals two" is placed in love, there will be endless possibilities. There are countless thoughts in Hugo's brain at one time. , like a ball of wool that was messed up by a cat, and the original thread could not be found at all.
But no matter what, Hugo knew that Cameron was right about one thing: love cannot be successful only by relying on one person, it requires the efforts and communication of both parties.
Hugo never really communicated with Cameron, although he always believed that Cameron had already understood about his persistence and pursuit of his dreams; but his idea was obviously wrong, and people were always changing. Well, he still needs to really calm down and communicate with Cameron.
Just like the horror accident during the filming of "Death Row", Hugo didn't tell Cameron what he was thinking. Still swallowed. But this time, he knew that he needed to tell Cameron what he thought, so that Cameron would no longer worry about himself, because he knew what he was doing, better than anyone.
Especially after meeting Ernst today, his thoughts became clearer.
"Hugo, why are you here?" A voice suddenly came from the side. Hugo looked up suddenly and saw Samora standing on the stairs next to him. He was still carrying two huge supermarket bags. Back from the supermarket.
Hugo shook his head towards Samora, sat on the spot and took a deep breath, finally stood up and walked towards the second floor. Samora was left alone with a supermarket bag, standing on the stairs, confused.
Walking up to the second floor, he found that Cameron was not on the second floor at all. All the doors of the rooms were open. Hugo had to go to the third floor. Sure enough, he saw that the door of the study was locked tightly, and Hugo walked. In front of the door, I knocked on the door, "Cameron, Cameron..."
But there was still no sound in the room. Hugo let out a long sigh, as if venting the turbidity in his heart, "Cameron, we need to talk." Hugo waited, still There was silence, as if Cameron was not in the study at all.
Hugo looked around and saw that the doors of other rooms were open, only the study door was locked, so he finally stood at the door of the study and knocked on the door again, but still got no response, "Cameron, I know you're in there, if you don't want to talk, just listen."
"..." The person who responded to Hugo was still silent, and Hugo stood in place to organize his thoughts and explained, "I know you are worried about me, and I also know your concerns. To be honest, if I say that I am worried about the tour I don't worry about the crowd at all, it must be a lie, but I know that this is what I have to face. Even if I avoided the crowd this time, I still have to face it next time, we all know that this is It's part of our job. So when Neil said, we can start touring again, not just to promote the band's third album, but also to provide a platform where I can reach across the stage and the crowd, which maybe It's the best way - because the audience is part of the show and you know how much I love the stage."
Hugo seemed to be standing there talking to himself, and there was always no sound in the study, which made Hugo a little frustrated. But at least it's better than the quarrel just now, because Hugo can speak his mind calmly, and then slowly communicate - if Cameron is willing to communicate.
"This tour is really important to me..." Hugo was silent for a while, he tried to organize his own language, because about rock beliefs, except for the band members and Henry, he did not Anyone who has mentioned it, including Joseph, is only half-understood. First, it's because there's no word on this, and second, it's just an idea within the band.
"Glory to Death From the beginning to the present, we have been sprinting towards the dream of rock and roll, this time the third album itself has gathered our countless ideas, and now these ideas can be expressed through the stage, we Every member of the band is extremely excited, and I am no exception. If it is a stage like this, I can't wait to stand on it, even if the audience is full of swords and flames, I don't care, let alone just a group of enthusiastic audiences?"
When Hugo said this, he finally stopped. He was still not good at expressing these ideas, because he seemed very hypocritical, "So, believe me, touring is a good thing for me, and I am willing to join it. on a long journey.”
"I know we won't have much time together once the tour starts, and I'm sorry about that, but...but, we'll always find a solution, won't we?" Hugo rubbed his aching temples , waiting for Cameron's answer.
At this time, Cameron was sitting on the sofa in the study, curling up his feet, hugging his calf tightly, his chin resting on his knees, all the momentum of the whole person drooping down, and pouting his mouth in annoyance.
Cameron still couldn't understand Hugo. She didn't understand why the two of them went further and further apart. She couldn't understand Hugo's thoughts, and Hugo couldn't understand her painstaking efforts. Shouldn't they get closer after falling in love? But why the two seem to be becoming estranged. Even though Hugo calmly explained all her thoughts, Hugo still didn't really understand her inner worries.
For Cameron, she didn't want anything that could hurt Hugo. On an occasion like a tour, when 100,000 people gather, no one can predict what will happen. Recently, there were only a few hundred people in Los Angeles, which made Hugo embarrassed. Then, when the scene was out of control at the concert, it was unimaginable. Cameron couldn't sleep just thinking about that possibility.
She doesn't understand Hugo's dreams, as if Hugo almost pushed himself to the edge of a cliff when he was filming "Death Ramble", what if things get out of control? She didn't understand that Hugo had already reached such a high level and had already gained a glory that no one else could reach in his entire life. Why does Hugo still pursue the so-called "dream" tirelessly?
Has she changed, or has Hugo changed?
However, Cameron also knows that Hugo has never been good at showing his inner thoughts. Now that Hugo can do this, it is not easy. Cameron thought that as long as Hugo coaxed himself a few more words, she would go to open the door.
Hugo stood at the door and waited for a while, but he still didn't hear any sound in the study, which made Hugo sigh deeply, and the throbbing temple made him look very tired. After hesitating for a while, Hugo still turned around and left, but he turned around and took a step. Hugo stopped again, looked back at the door of the study, opened his mouth and wanted to say something, but his exhausted brain had nothing to say. Thoughts, and finally turned around and took a step, walking downstairs.
Cameron sat in the study and waited for a long time, but there was a silence outside the study, which made Cameron a little confused as to what Hugo was doing outside.
After thinking about it, Cameron crept to the door and quietly opened a crack in the door. Because he was worried that Hugo was standing outside the door at this time, it would be embarrassing to be found, so Cameron had to be careful and light. She opened the door lightly, opened a small crack in the door, and peeked out, but... but she saw that there was no one outside the door!
Cameron thought that Hugo was hiding in a corner, so he couldn't help but open the door of the study. As a result, the entire third floor was empty. At this time, Cameron realized that Hugo had already left. This fact made Cameron so annoyed that he couldn't let out a breath of anger for a while, turned around and entered the study again, slammed the door savagely, looked at the wooden door, was still not relieved, and kicked the wooden door fiercely a few times. , this is the end.
Hugo on the first floor heard the sound of the door closing from upstairs. He thought Cameron was going downstairs. He looked up at the stairs. After waiting for a long time, he didn't see Cameron's figure.
Samora, who was standing in the kitchen preparing lunch, looked at Hugo like this, but couldn't help but feel amused, and burst out laughing. But he was worried that his laughter would irritate Hugo, so he had to keep his mouth tightly shut, making it extremely uncomfortable to hold back his laughter.
From this noon, Cameron refused to talk to Hugo. Even if he saw Hugo, he regarded him as air, skipping Hugo and talking to others.
Hugo tried hard at first, but after trying several times, he found that Cameron was indifferent at all. Only then did Hugo realize that there was nothing at all about what he said outside the study door just now. The role, Cameron did not mean to communicate with him at all, not even the idea of talking, which made Hugo feel incomprehensible. He has tried his best, but why is Cameron still reluctant to take this step? In the end, Hugo could only shake his head helplessly, gave up trying, learned from Cameron, and refused to talk to her.
This was the first Cold War between Hugo and Cameron.