Chapter 1258 1258 New World

It's a subtle feeling, as if nothing has changed, it's the same as before; but it's as if everything has changed, and it's completely different from before. That kind of mysterious and mysterious taste is difficult to describe accurately in a single language, but Hugo vaguely felt that a whole new world was presented to him.

Matthew's mother's cry was still echoing in his mind, but Hugo was no longer affected by it. It even felt like the noise of mosquitoes outside the screen on a summer night, annoying but harmless; During the performance, the feeling of being possessed by Matthew also awakened again, but now it is different. Hugo can clearly feel that he is controlling his body, and his brain is very clear. He knows that he is performing on the bed now. The distinction between practice, acting and reality is clearly presented in my mind.

Hugo once again clearly felt the atmosphere of the first scene of Anonymous in "The Seven Deadly Sins". He could easily control the entire rhythm of the performance in his own hands, and he knew exactly what he should do to present the character. It is best to know exactly how you should perform at the exact moment.

More importantly, Hugo can quickly enter the play, and play smoothly, and control the scale within the scope of his own wishes. It's just that there are still some differences in accuracy. Hugo needs to constantly explore how to present the right emotions in the right way at the right moment. This is a profound art. Hugo vaguely feels a control switch, but how to adjust it is still Constant practice is required.

This feeling can be summed up as a sense of control and rhythm, but it is difficult to describe in words.

Hugo closed his eyes, and in his mind Ma Jiu was roaring, "You are the murderer, you are the murderer, you almost killed that woman, your hands are already covered in blood"; not far Matthew's mother was wiping away tears and sobbing. Her tears flowed out like a fountain, and soon the ground was soaked.

Matthew kept walking back and forth like an ant on a hot pan. He looked back at his mother, scratching his head in annoyance but irritability, "Stop, stop crying, okay? God damn it, can't you stop crying? Is it?" Matthew roared angrily, but not only did his mother not stop, but the tears became faster and faster, which made Matthew hug his head in annoyance, wanting to comfort his mother but didn't know what to say. I can only vent at Hugo, "It's all about you, it's all about you, you lunatic... it's all your fault..."

Hugo took a deep breath, but his irritable mood slowly settled down, and the voice in his head dissipated little by little. Matthew realized that he seemed to be disappearing, and his tone changed from irritability to despair, "No, it shouldn't be. It's like this, you can't do this to me, hey, come back, come back..."

But Hugo finally calmed down, and his whole brain returned to calm. Matthew's mother's cry was gone, and Matthew was gone too. Recently, for the first time, Hugo truly felt calm, unprecedented calm. .

At this moment, Hugo is Hugo, he knows who and what is going on, and this feeling is even more relaxed than during the filming of "Schindler's List", "Seven Deadly Sins" and so on. , It was as if there was a volcano under his control in his brain. During the performance, the volcano burst out and was full of enthusiasm. When it stopped, the volcano cooled and returned to reality. Although the control is still not so free now, Hugo really felt the complete Relax, from the brain to the body, from the mind to the muscles, all relax.

"Huh..." Hugo let out a long sigh, as if this breath poured out all the turbidity in his heart, making him paralyzed on the bed. superior.

Hugo finally understood why he thought Matthew's words were wrong during the performance. Matthew said, "It's my turn to play, leave your body to me, I can fulfill all your dreams, and I can also achieve The place you've been dreaming of. Come on, it's show time." But the truth is, Matthew is just a projection of Hugo in "Death Ramble", and when Hugo goes to play other roles, Matthew has no role, reaching Rain It was Hugo himself, not Matthew.

Hugo knew this from beginning to end, only now the truth of the matter has finally emerged.

Hugo tilted his head and looked out of the window again. The tall pine tree outside the window was still shrouded in sunlight, but the part where the sun was shining had changed. At this time, the sunlight had risen to the crown of the tree, and the green leaves were carved piece by piece. Finely scrutinized, it seems that even the veins of the leaves can be clearly seen, the translucent green and bright gold complement each other, and even the flow of the air becomes cheerful, the flying dust is dancing around, the wisps of golden sunlight and Touches of thrilling green weave out that lush desperation.

"Squeaky", the three birds swooped down suddenly, passed through the canopy, and set off a golden shadow of evanescent light. One world, the whole world is full of vitality.

The same scenery, but with completely different colors. Hugo lightly outlined the corners of his mouth, not a smile, but brought out a touch of warmth in his heart.

Cameron walked in softly with a bowl of porridge, and she saw Hugo still lying motionless on the bed. On, there was no difference from when Adam came to see him before, she knew that Hugo had not changed in the past two hours, which made her eyes heat up, but she knew that this was not her sad moment, she He took a deep breath and pulled back the tears that had not yet poured out of his eyes. Then, a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth. After adjusting his mood, he walked over.

Cameron put the porridge on the bedside table, then sat down next to him, and was about to open his mouth to say something to Hugo, because the psychiatrist said that Hugo's situation is self-closing, and they need to constantly talk to Hugo. Say something happy, warm, and relaxed, and let Hugo relax as much as possible, and then guide him slowly.

But before Cameron opened his mouth, she saw the shallow arc at the corner of Hugo's mouth. This was not a smile, but it was the first expression on Hugo's face in the past few days, and Cameron was stunned. Standing still, he looked at Hugo in disbelief, followed the warm arc of the corner of his mouth and looked up little by little, and then he saw those amber eyes.

Those eyes that once made Cameron fascinated by dreams now had a faint golden light, reflecting the color of the sun, but it reflected that warm color. Cameron's eyes warmed again involuntarily, because she saw a small smile emerging in those eyes, not quickly, just slowly and slightly, the reflection A warm shape was slowly drawn in the pupils of his stiff face.

This is the Hugo that Cameron is familiar with, this is the Hugo that Cameron fell in love with, and this is the Hugo that Cameron longed for.

"Hey, is this my lunch?" Hugo opened his mouth and said softly, but his voice was dry because he hadn't spoken for too long. It sounded like the sound of sandpaper rubbing, and there was no texture at all.

But the tears in Cameron's eyes couldn't bear the weight anymore and fell down gently. She looked at the familiar smile on the corner of Hugo's mouth, and the warmth that made her heart blossomed. The tears poured out like a flood. Out, this made Hugo laugh dumbly.

Cameron fell directly on Hugo's body, vented all his emotions like venting, and burst into tears. Looking at Cameron's shrugging shoulders, Hugo was also a little overwhelmed, but he knew that he had been immersed in his own thoughts these few days, so wouldn't it be a torment for others?

Cameron rushed over to the crew three days ago. Because she was so worried about Hugo, she even gave up an audition for a movie and rushed over without any risk. These three days were like hell for Cameron. She couldn't believe that Hugo was lying in bed like he had lost his soul. , and when she learned that Hugo had the potential to split his personality in order to study his acting skills, she was heartbroken.

She felt sorry for him and worried about him more, but she was helpless and powerless, which made her suffer.

Hugo raised his hand and patted Cameron's back lightly, "My fault, it's all my fault." He tried to comfort Cameron, but he didn't want Cameron to feel wronged because of Hugo's words. And worry surged up and cried even louder, which made Hugo wonder if he should continue.

Cameron raised his head from the quilt and looked at Hugo with his red and swollen eyes, "Promise me, you will never do this again, okay? Promise me!"

Hugo was at a loss for words, and he didn't want to. This was beyond his control. But to be honest, if you do it again, it is estimated that Hugo will still make the same choice. This is him. After confirming his dream, he will walk on it one by one, without hitting the south wall or looking back. Studying acting skills has always been Hugo's persistence and dream. Even if he knew he would face such a situation, he would still make the same choice.

But looking at Cameron's eyes, Hugo couldn't make any more demands. He could only raise his right hand and wipe the tears from Cameron's face. Rolling his fingertips, "Don't worry, I'm fine, everything is fine."

Hugo's voice was soft, as if he was afraid to disturb the butterfly lingering at his fingertips. Although he did not answer Cameron's request directly, it gradually calmed Cameron's irritability and worry.

Only then did Cameron realize how embarrassed she was! She quickly buried her head in the quilt and wiped all her tears on Hugo's sheets, which made Hugo laugh out loud.

"What's wrong? What's wrong?" Hearing noises in the room outside, Adam was the first to run in, and then he could see the figures of Joseph, Samora and others, and then saw Cameron lift the With tears on his cheeks, Cameron wailed and buried his head again, like an ostrich.

Everyone saw Hugo turn his head, with a big smile on his face, "She's shy."