Chapter 1253 1253 The Edge of Runaway

"Death Convict Walk" resumed filming after being suspended for two days, but the atmosphere of the crew was a little depressed. On the one hand, because of Hugo's situation, people admired Hugo's dedication, but also worried that Hugo was really going to collapse step by step. On the other hand, Steven stayed on the crew, which undoubtedly put a lot of pressure on everyone's heart.

Both David and Jeffrey still have a lot of work to do. The reason why they came here is not only to worry about the "Death Ramble" play, but also to come to care about Hugo as a friend, Jeffrey, who has never shown up. Also appeared for the first time, but unfortunately this time is obviously not a good time to talk. After staying for two days and one night, the two left together.

Hugo first went to the hospital for a comprehensive examination, and after confirming that the allergic symptoms were indeed not too serious, Hugo had three conversations with the psychiatrist, one hour each time, before the crew resumed work at Hugo's request.

Steven looked at Hugo with a serious face, and asked solemnly, "Hugo, are you sure?"

In fact, Steven has always maintained the majesty of a superior in front of Hugo, or the momentum of an elder. The two are friends, but they are not friends by the general definition. However, Hugo looked at Steven today, but he lost his usual restraint, "Steven, when you filmed 'Schindler's List' you were also caught in a situation of too much pressure, you chose to escape, but what happened? ?"

It was the first real conversation between Steven and Hugo, but it turned out that Hugo yelled at Steven, which was really unexpected. Then it became the first opportunity for the two to become friends.

"We all know that escaping can't solve problems, and only facing difficulties can win a chance. Even if I know the result is a failure, I want to try it." Hugo looked at Steven calmly, the amber pair His eyes had an unprecedented calm and calm in the past two days.

Steven also remembered that conversation along with Hugo's words. He remembered that Hugo once said, "Pressure is the part that actors have to bear. It's like letting an actor play an autistic patient or a serial killer. Pressure is something that actors must master. How to grasp this scale and meet all this with a strong heart is also a compulsory course for actors.”

Because compared to the bystander of the director, the actor needs to devote himself to the role. When Hugo becomes a Nazi, when Hugo becomes a murderer, he must first convince himself, if even he cannot convince himself. , then how to convince the audience? Lying is like that, and so is acting.

Steven suddenly understood the reason why Hugo insisted so much, and he should not be surprised by this, because this is Hugo, since the first day he knew Hugo, Hugo has been like this, and it has not changed since then. Especially when he reviewed Hugo's achievements in the past two years, and looked at Hugo's stubbornness that remained unchanged in front of him, Steven's words of persuasion could no longer be spoken.

"You're saying this to imply that I chose to escape at the beginning, and I'm trying to escape now, do you mean I'm a coward?" Hugo was stunned by Steven's words, and then he twitched the corner of his mouth slightly, revealing that With a smile, "Hugo Lancaster, remember? I said, 'Only once.'"

Things are like reincarnation. At the beginning, Hugo persuaded Steven, and now it is Steven who persuaded Hugo. What remains unchanged is the identity of the two people: Hugo is an actor, and Steven is a producer.

The smile on the corner of Hugo's mouth couldn't help getting bigger, "So, what are you going to do? Fire me? Or ban me from continuing to shoot as a producer?"

"I'll tell you, it's better to do well, otherwise I'll be very disappointed, very, very disappointed." Steven said meaningfully, nodding his chin slightly.

Hugo smiled and nodded, didn't respond, and walked in the direction of the camera.

Steven watched Hugo leave. This was the first time he looked at Hugo from the perspective of an equal friend. Quietly, this "child", who was twenty-one years younger than him, had grown up enough to be with him. He stood side by side with giants.

After the filming of "Death Row" was resumed, the entire filming process went much smoother than expected. Although everyone is now trembling because of their worries about Hugo, I have to admit that Susan, who is getting better and better, is gradually getting better in front of Hugo. He regained control, and Hugo, who brought Matthew from the script to real life, is even more impressive. Every scene of the two opponents is so wonderful that even the entire crew began to blur the reality. The boundary with the movie is substituted into the plot, and step by step into the spiritual world that belongs to Matthew.

Hateful people must be pitiful.

Matthew's participation is strong. He raped Hope and killed Walter. This is an unchangeable fact. He is a murderer, and he deserves the corresponding punishment. As for whether this punishment should be the death penalty, everyone has their own opinions. But it is undeniable that hidden behind Matthew's bravado is the weak soul.

How much Matthew once yearned for warmth, he wanted to stand on the sun-drenched earth and embrace life, but the coldness of society cruelly killed his hope, and it can even be said that society pushed him to the brink of hell step by step. Behind the birth of every tragedy, there are social problems and people's indifference. Behind Matthew's weakness, sadness, and struggle, there is much helplessness and pain.

Of course, everyone knows that everyone has a choice, even if faced with the same predicament, some people choose to be positive, some people choose to be negative, and some people choose to fall. We can blame society, but we cannot remove the sins of these fallen people. This is a fact.

But the weakness, confusion, fear and struggle behind Matthew's amber eyes brought his story to everyone, so much so that his blood-stained hands were forgotten.

Hugo's performance is absolutely the pinnacle of his performance, and the tangle of emotions leaking out of every action, every word tells a story, and one can't help but want to explore his story - even if people know it's wrong , but still out of control.

Hugo is suffering because his memory is starting to become more and more blurred. At first he can vaguely remember some fragments, but now these fragments are gradually disappearing, and there is even a momentary blank, completely. blank, he didn't know what he was doing or what was going on.

But Hugo knew that it was Matthew in action.

Hugo could feel that the fear in his heart was coming little by little, as if Matthew was growing stronger and weaker, and his mind was tearing and sawing bit by bit, trying to split into two halves. The pain of tearing his soul left Hugo at a loss.

He doesn't know what's going to happen next, he doesn't know if he really has split personality - or if he has completed the personality classification, he doesn't know if he will disappear completely and be replaced by Matthew... But he does know , he couldn't stop himself, as if he knew that there was a bottomless abyss in front of him, but he still took steps forward without turning back.

This gradual loss of control made Hugo panic. He even woke up crying several times in his sleep. The tears on his face changed from hot to cold, and the nightmare about Matthew's mother appeared more and more frequently. Frequent and longer duration. Hugo felt that his vitality seemed to be disappearing little by little, but he couldn't stop it, and deep down he didn't seem to want to stop it.

This kind of feeling makes Hugo feel at a loss, and often suddenly does not know where he is, whether it is in 1995 or 2014; he does not know who he is, whether it is Chen Hugo or Matthew Poncelet...

Hugo knew it was a sickness, he had to ask for help, but he couldn't help it, he couldn't say it, no one knew what happened to him, Steven didn't know, Tim didn't know, Samora didn't know, neither did Joseph Know. Maybe, every now and then, they would notice a little bit, but Hugo felt like he was hiding in the doorway watching them, and whenever they had doubts, he would show up, convince them, "I'm not Matthew, it's Hugo," and then Reassure them.

He's trying to control the situation, he's trying to sort out his thoughts, draw the line between himself and Matthew, think about the line between life and acting, think about the difference and connection between acting and self... but he finds it too difficult Now, everything happened so fast and violent that no matter how hard he tried, the power of his hands couldn't work at all.

It was all like a runaway train. Hugo had seen a cliff not far away, but he kept accelerating and accelerating again. The fear of death and the thrill of speed make the adrenaline burst out completely, which in turn makes every Hugo play vividly and vividly, which is perfect.

Hugo knew this was the best performance of his acting career, but it could well be the last.

There seemed to be a demonic laughter in Hugo's mind, "Dear Hugo, it's my turn to play, give me your body, I can fulfill all your dreams, and I can also reach your dream state. Come on, it's show time."

Hugo faintly felt that there was something wrong with this sentence, but he could not make an accurate judgment at this time. He only felt that he fell into a drowsy sleep, surrounded by endless darkness, and then trapped in this small In space, you can't see what's going on outside or feel anything around you.

There was a smug smile on the corner of Matthew's mouth, and the unruly and ruthless brows were revealed with recklessness, and those eyes narrowed slightly, full of desire. Looking at the noise around him, he looked at Tim who was standing not far away and shouted, "I'm ready, let's rock together!" There was an uncontrollable excitement in the words. , strode towards the shooting location.

Today's "Death Row" will shoot the entire process of Matthew and Carl's murder, including strong. The role of rape and the process of brutal murder.