Chapter 106 I Am Not as Good as Him, I Am Not as Good as Him...
Chapter 106 I’m not as good as him, I’m not as good as him
The real name of ‘The Disciple of the Shadow Night Cat’ is Xin Zhao.
16 years old, sophomore in high school, just started school.
His family is an ordinary family in an ordinary county. Although the family is not very poor, his parents have always said that the family is poor and told him not to spend money randomly. Everything in the family is hard-earned and should be cherished.
Xin Zhao has developed a poor mentality since he was a child: if he spends a little more money, he will feel sorry for his parents.
He looks normal on the surface, but in fact he knows that he has low self-esteem.
I will envy other students’ new clothes, new shoes, and new airplane cups.
These are all things he wants.
He doesn't have many friends either.
Therefore, he likes to read novels, where the world has everything.
I started reading it when I was in junior high school. All my pocket money was used to read novels. Sometimes I didn’t have enough to eat, so I had to top up Qidian coins to read novels.
After watching it for a few years, I felt that I could do it myself, so I tried to type out each word with difficulty on my mobile phone, and then sent it to Qidian with great expectation.
Then there is nothing.
I wrote three books and gave up after reaching 50,000 words without a contract.
Feeling sorry for himself, he complained that the Qidian editor looked down on people and was not good enough. He felt that his writing was no worse than those so-called great writers.
Just don’t sign him!
Eventually, it darkened.
Become a Longkong warrior and take revenge on the world.
The person he admires the most is a writer called "Shadow Night Cat". Not only is he an admirable contracted writer, but he also once had an average subscription of 1,000! In Longkong, one is basically a master of human beings.
The most important thing is that every one of Shadow Night Cat's posts speaks to his heart.
Qidian asked me for my results before I could sign a contract.
But if you don’t recommend it to me, how can I get results?
The editor said that you need to sign a contract before you can recommend it.
Without recommendation, there is no performance. Without performance, there is no signing. Without signing, there is no recommendation. Without recommendation, there is no performance. There is no
After a series of cycles, Zhao Xin concluded in four words: writing a book is a dead end.
"Isn't this bullying an honest person?"
After the darkening, the world was very different.
You don’t need to write a book, just leave a review, and your back won’t hurt anymore.
Very cool!
However, in the past two months, Xin Zhao has been in a bad mood.
His spiritual leader, Shadow Nightcat, has disappeared.
Because of a flip-flop, the post was locked by the moderator and then never appeared again. He sent many private messages but received no reply.
Xin Zhao was afraid that he would lose his fighting spirit and be so depressed that he would be unable to fight against an unfair society.
"But you have to think for the best in everything. What if he just accidentally got into a car accident?"
Xin Zhao's depressed mood improved a lot when he thought that his idol might not have lost his fighting spirit.
Some even complained about Shadow Night Cat. They usually call each other brothers, but they don’t call them brothers when they are eating, right?
He hated Pu Ding even more, this privileged dog!
However, he does not think that Pu Ding is an editor because he has written a book and 4,000 updates a day has killed him. He does not believe that someone can write 10,000 words a day while working.
impossible! Absolutely impossible!
In August, while others were having fun, he got into a fight with Pu, who had written a new book, "Legend of the Stars."
Although I haven't read this book at all, it doesn't stop Xin Zhao from going.
Hack him!
Fuck him!
Go at him!
In the end, he won.
Pu Ding decided to invite him to be the operations officer to win his heart.
In Zhao Xin's view, this was a sign of a weak person giving up, but he had no intention of letting Pu Ding go.
As long as he was still writing this book and his grades were rising, he would feel uncomfortable all over!
When he thought that the best book he had written was not signed, and that even though he had never read it, but it was so hot when he heard it, it could be promoted, he was so angry!
Seeing others making money is more uncomfortable than him losing money!
He was like watching the goddess he dreamed of being penetrated so hard in the car that he could only grind his teeth under the car, his eyes widened, the veins on his face were exposed, and a trace of blood oozed from the corner of his mouth, loudly shouted:
"Don't move again, please, don't move so fast again!"
"I should be in the car, not under the car~"
Jealousy changed him beyond recognition.
Only when Pu Ding's reputation was ruined could he feel relieved and resentful.
September 5th is the day of school.
After evening self-study, Zhao Xin took out his collector's phone with a spider web screen and turned on the starting point.
First, I went to the book review section of "Legend of the Stars" to take a look.
"Huh? Anyone praised the dog author for his quick updates? Delete it! Ban him for 30 days."
"Did you praise the author for his good writing? It was deleted! Banned for 1 year!"
"Anyone else dares to scold the operations officer? Oh, I'll let you go with the 50-year ban on words!"
After controlling the comments, Xin Zhao sent a few more bad comments before ending his work for the day.
"Hey, I don't have any good words to complain about recently. I've used them all. I'm still using the same old words back and forth. This doesn't work. The Chinese teacher just said that you need to be a lifelong learner. I'll go to the Longkong Forum to learn some new words later."
He took a look at the two books on the bookshelf that were updated today: "My Doomsday Simulator" and "After being ridiculed by the entire Internet, my identity as a god was exposed!" 》.
His eyes were delighted.
"I can see it again!"
He kept chasing these two books, and felt that they were definitely much better than Pu Ding's, and they were also updated a lot.
Then click on the latest chapter.
"Your Qidian coins are insufficient. Do you want to recharge?"
Zhao Xin's smile gradually froze.
"I'm out of money again"
"I recharged 10 yuan. How come I can't even catch up with two books?"
He thought about it and understood that the number of updates to these two books has been very large recently, and he would consume nearly 1 yuan of Qidian coins every day. 10 yuan can only last for 11 days.
This is because he resisted reading other old books that he was chasing, so he could keep chasing these two books.
But now, he can't afford to catch up with these two books.
"Wow, wow, wow~ It's so uncomfortable. You guys update so much, and it's so fun to read. I can't afford it anymore."
He is a sophomore in high school and doesn't have a bank card. He usually uses cash and asks others to recharge his coins.
Now he is in school and there is no place to recharge. His living expenses are also a bit insufficient, because he enjoyed reading books during the summer vacation and overdrawn. He used half of his living expenses to pay off his debts in the first week of school.
If he recharges again, he will have to eat coarse food.
At this time, he is a little desperate.
The update is right in front of him, but he can't see it!
Zhao Xin, who has been particularly sensitive to money since childhood, is once again trapped by money.
"It would be great if I could sign a book contract, and I could get 1,500 yuan a month if I had full attendance! I can walk sideways in school!"
"Reading books? I read 10 yuan, and reward 10 yuan!"
"Don't ask, asking is arrogant!"
"I'm not reading books, I'm lonely."
But at this time, he knew that he was not lonely, but sent.
Zhao Xin's eyes were dim, and he was ready to close the Qidian reading client.
Suddenly, he scanned the small mailbox in the upper right corner of his personal interface, and there was an unread email.
"Hehe~ I can't read books, at least I can chat with others. By the way, maybe some big guys will reward silver alliances, and I can grab a red envelope and open it to get Qidian coins"
His eyes lit up again. Two days ago, he remembered that a big guy rewarded "I Really Want to Flop" with a silver alliance, and someone opened a red envelope of 1,000 coins!
He might be the son of destiny!
With 1,000 points, he can last until next week's holiday!
Then, he saw a gift from Pu Dingle waiting to be opened.
Gift content: 20,000 points.
Private message from Pu Dingle: "Keep up the good work!"
Zhao Xin jumped up from the bed excitedly!
"Fuck! This idiot sent me a 200 yuan point red envelope???"
Ecstasy!
After the excitement lasted for a full 3 minutes, the smile on Zhao Xin's face gradually solidified
He remembered the excitement of his first book writing, the trepidation of looking forward to signing, and the belief that he had to work hard to make money to get rid of embarrassment.
He once thought that he was unique in the world and the strongest!
But several failures later completely defeated him. He was no longer willing to face reality. He used some lies with obvious logical loopholes to cover up the fact that he failed, and used other people's failures to prove that it was normal for him to fail.
Scolding others into dust, he seemed to be standing under the holy light.
At this moment, he understood that he had never been an opponent in Pu Dingle's eyes, but a young man who had gone astray.
What did Pu Dingle mean by "keep up the good work"?
Did he want him to continue to rant in the comments section?
Don't be kidding!
Pu Dingle's meaning was very clear, that is, to let him keep working hard and start again for his dream. Life is not so smooth, so keep up the good work, young man!
This sentence completely tore Zhao Xin's disguise.
For the first time, he opened "Star Legend" that he had been cursing for a month and read it from the first chapter [Young Qin Feng].
After a while.
Zhao Xin collapsed on the bed.
Covering the quilt, he sobbed.
"I'm not as good as him, I'm not as good as him."
"I've lost not only my life, but also my work and my bearing."
"In the future, I will help you run this book well and live up to your kindness!"
"From today on, no one can give any bad reviews to "Star Legend"! I will push this book to all book friends, all book lists, and all readers who should see this book, so that more people will know that this is a good book and Pu Dingle is a good person!"