1548 Wash Away the Lead

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Chu Jiashu has never been out of line. Even in his life in college, he stayed in the frame and did not dare to take steps lightly. It seemed that he had long been accustomed to the constraints of the rules, so much that he forgot. The taste of freedom, and even the methods of resistance, have been forgotten.

It's ridiculous and absurd to say, and he didn't even skip class, but it was the truth. From kindergarten to university, he has never "skipped class" in his life, and even he is careful to ask for leave when he is sick, lest the delay of his body will disrupt the rhythm of life. All plans are being executed step by step.

Therefore, he has never admired the night view of the magic capital, he has never joined young people's parties, he has never squandered his youth recklessly, and he has never laughed out loud and ran wild... Never had. When lying on the hospital bed, he hated and regretted so much.

Even after reincarnation as Renly Hall, that obsession still lingered, and it was not until the collapse and reorganization of "Boom Drummer" that he was truly relieved. Now, he will not be annoyed by those he has lost, but learn to cherish the present constructed by the steps of the past, and learn to enjoy the present.

He wanted to see the night in the magic capital.

It's that simple.

Leaving Sinan Mansion, walking along the spacious street lined with sycamore trees, walking through the hazy night, the air is filled with a touch of water vapor and the fragrance of unknown flowers, under the cream-yellow road lantern, there is a kind of ambiguity / The vague and vague atmosphere is just like the image of the magic capital outlined by Wang/Jia/Wei in "In the Mood for Love", retro and quiet, elegant and noble. blended together.

It seemed that a drizzle had just fallen, but it stopped just before he went out. The air was cool, the ground was damp, and the halo filled the air. Fallen autumn leaves could be seen rotting in the mud along the roadside.

The streets in front of you are all familiar, and those scenes from deep in my memory are awakened. At the end of the street is the famous bar corner of Modu. More than a dozen bars and clubs are bustlingly gathered in the four blocks of the parallelogram. You can see all kinds of young people coming in and out.

Going straight ahead in the direction of the footsteps, you can reach Jing'an Temple in about 20 minutes' walk, and enter the prosperous central business circle surrounded by shopping malls and buildings. The neon lights at night outline the thrilling prosperity and noise, but also reflect Out of the loneliness and loneliness under every light.

It's just that such familiar buildings and streets show a different style in the halo of street lights and the long night. This is the first time he has experienced it. The same life has different appearances and attitudes because of different ways, different perspectives and different attitudes. People always think that they know their own life, their family, and their state very well, but sometimes, even yourself, and deceive yourself.

In a trance, he became Chu Jiashu again, exploring the unknown of this familiar city with his own feet. Those dark and decadent memories became fresh again, and then filled with color bit by bit.

He went to a bar, which he was always curious but never visited, like an ordinary young man, sitting outdoors under the lights, enjoying a glass of whisky and a night; he went to twenty-four A convenience store that is open every hour, just want to explore what a convenience store looks like at midnight.

Despite the long journey and the hectic schedule, he did not feel tired at all, but gradually relaxed; when he walked around and returned to the Sinan Mansion, the corners of his mouth could not help humming softly. There was an incomplete tune, and the pace became cheerful.

It's still the same broken tune. From the late stage of the shooting of "Boom Drummer", this eight-beat melody kept going around in my mind, and later evolved into two eight-beat melody, but the problem is that there is no way to combine the two eight-beat melody. Together, they evolved into two different incomplete tunes.

Over and over again, it goes round and round in my mind, but it can't be extended into a complete repertoire.

Until today, the tune of the eight beats has finally begun to reveal more faces.

"In the big world, you can never achieve what you want; you must be first-things-first, and pursue what you deserve."

This is the eight-beat lyric, which is constantly repeated back and forth. After humming back and forth, the melody gradually becomes complete, and the lyrics that flow from the depths of the heart also begin to become complete.

"Once upon a time, before the troubles of youth and frivolity came, everything was brand new; the long night, the road of walking alone had no end in sight, and the dream was the only companion who stayed behind.

Painfully let go of your pride and persuade yourself to choose forgiveness against your will. "

He is not a superhero. Whether it is Chu Jiashu or Ren Li, he has tried to give up, and even decided to give up. In the countless long nights walking alone, alone and helpless, he told himself that he should choose to give up. It's a smart approach, it's a smart approach, and you should forgive yourself.

However, he still couldn't do it.

"I didn't want to be famous, I just wanted to sing. So I shouted:

In the big world, you can never achieve what you want; you must put things first, and pursue what you deserve. "

In fact, his dream is very simple, he doesn't want to be famous, he doesn't want to be famous, he doesn't want to be famous either.

If he wants to be famous in history, he just wants to cherish every day of his life, chase his dreams, study performances, and sing to his heart's content. That's enough, that's what dreams are all about.

He knew it was idealism.

But in two lifetimes, he really understood that life is impossible to achieve what he wants, and he wants dreams and glory, money and freedom. This is really too greedy. Everyone is chasing perfection, everyone is trying to succeed, but many times, the secular society's definition of perfection and success is too greedy, and people should not be so greedy.

He is not a hero. He is just an ordinary person with shortcomings, weaknesses, ambitions and desires. He has limited abilities. He can only cautiously stick to his dreams, pursue his goals, and look forward to his own efforts to achieve his own goals. Happiness, after making a choice, he will go to the end without hesitation, even if he is destitute, even if he is on the street, even if he achieves nothing, but he still has his own color after all.

So, is this idealism? Or realism?

For some people, the story of "Drunken Country Ballads" is a story about giving up; for him, it is a story about perseverance.

In the last life, he ended his life amid mediocre complaints and remorse; in this life, he blossomed in the hardships and sufferings of displacement, but along the way, those loneliness, those pains, those difficulties, those setbacks , but it has just become the most wonderful scar that lights up life——

Compared with egot, he is more fortunate that he has completed the transformation in "detachment"; compared with the Oscar statuette, his performance experience on the West End stage is more profound; compared with box office and awards, he can play his favorite role. The work is more worthy of celebration.

Some people may say that he is lofty, some people may say that he is proud, some people may say that he is selfish, some people may say that he is stupid... But deep down, he is just sticking to his dream, so simple and pure, far from As complicated as imagined.

"In the vast world, you can never achieve what you want; you must put things first and pursue what you deserve."

Over, over, over again, the eight-beat melody of the chorus makes the steps light up.

When the prosperity has come to an end, the lead has been washed away, and after the vicissitudes of life, and looking back suddenly, I realize that happiness can be very simple, and life can also be very simple. The real complexity is just yourself. Returning to this land that carried his countless memories, Ren Li was finally able to be sure that he had completely unburdened himself and truly learned to let go.

Extending from an eight-beat to a complete chorus, the tune begins to become complete, but unfortunately, the inspiration has not been able to continue after all, unable to support the completion of the whole song, and the main part still needs more inspiration.

However, Renly didn't feel any regrets either. The creative process was meant to be an enjoyment. There was no need to rush or feel frustrated, and it was perfectly okay to wait patiently. To be able to finish the chorus unexpectedly tonight is already a surprise.

What's more, there is also an eight-beat melody, which is still in its original state. There is still a long road ahead for future music creation, and for the first time, Renly is looking forward to it. However, if Don Quixote is still waiting for a second album, Renly can only say that they need to be more patient.

"Master!"

An unexpected exclamation sounded from the cold street. It was not loud, but it rippled in the quiet night. As soon as it was shouted, the other party directly covered his mouth and cut off the end sound abruptly. , cast his gaze in disbelief, showing the shock and consternation vividly.

Turning around, Ren Li saw a young girl standing across the street, bathed in the warm lights of the street, covering half of her face with her hands. , the uncontrollable shock spread like ripples, so Renly raised his right hand and greeted with a smile, "Hey, good evening. I'm still wandering outside late at night, be careful that your family will be worried, you should go earlier Go home and rest."

On the quiet street, Ren Li was on the right and the girl was on the left. The cream-yellow halo slowly rippled like water ripples. The sudden shock and excitement softened the chill and coldness of the night.

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