1365 Not a Hero

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"Stand-by-me."

"Ok."

Renly just stared at the two text messages on the screen of the phone quietly, the smile on the corner of his mouth slowly rose and outlined in amidst sourness and bitterness, a faint warm current gurgled in the depths of his heart.

"Walk With Me," which is the title of the film, tells the story of a group of twelve-year-olds who embark on a journey down the railroad in search of the body of another twelve-year-old. It's about growth, it's about friendship, it's about youth.

There is a line at the end of the movie that is impressive:

"Even though I haven't seen him for ten years, I know I'll miss him forever. I've never made friends as good as the ones I did when I was twelve. Maybe everyone does?"

Fortunately for Renly, he met Matthew.

In March of last year, after Renly visited a sleeping Heather Cross in New Jersey, he saw Matthew, and he took the initiative to mention the film to Matthew; On the night of the miracle of egot, I looked around for friends and found the same person again.

Is there such a friend in this world, that person even knows himself better than himself, and always stays behind, even if the whole world is on the other side of the moat, he will always stick to the same place . He will not get closer, after all, it is not a relative or a lover, keeping a distance not far or near; but he will not take a step back and leave, and he can always be seen when looking back.

He closed his palms gently, held the slightly hot phone in his palm, looked down at the Tony Award trophy in his left hand, and relaxed the tense shoulder lines slowly and slowly.

Looking back at the Radio City Music Hall behind him again, the smile on the corner of his mouth rose gently in the cheerful and light melody in his mind, quietly ushering in his own relief.

"Let me go."

This is a brand new melody. The brisk guitar strings are rushing like a gurgling river under the sun. The heavy bass sounds of jazz drums and bass can be vaguely captured, jumping between the melody, the bitterness of the mouth and the shoulders. All the heavy weights turned into musical symbols, flying in the night wind.

"I don't want to be your hero, I don't want to be big, I just want to live like a normal person; I don't want to be part of that show-off at your masquerade."

He, Renly Hall, he doesn't want to make history, he doesn't want to have history, and he doesn't want to be a shining moment in history, he's just an actor, he just wants to be an actor, earnestly chasing Follow your dreams, run freely, cheer and enjoy freely, you only need to open your arms to soar in the wind.

He's not a group photo on a photo wall, or a hashtag on Twitter, he doesn't intend to be someone's hero, and he doesn't have the ability to shoulder such a heavy responsibility.

"Everyone deserves the opportunity to grow on their own. Have a steady job to support the family, maybe I'll buy a few new strings, maybe we'll go out for the weekend together. We can whisper and talk about America The secret of dreams. Babies need protection, but I'm a child like everyone else."

This is his life, moving forward at his own pace, not for awards, not for box office, not for history, but for embracing his dreams.

Everyone has seen the dazzling halo, but no one has seen his persistence in practicing hard for the "Boom Drummer"; everyone has seen the brilliance of making history, but no one has seen him in the performance. The sinking and struggle; everyone has seen the peak and splendor recorded in the annals of history, but no one has seen the hardships and pains along the way.

egot?

Of course he liked it, accepted it calmly, and sincerely thanked it. But after egot, he doesn't want to be a diamond crown on a fancy dress party, he just wants to calm down with his friends, stand on the windowsill, drink a beer, listen to a melody, flip through a novel, chat and joke He complained and talked about interesting and uninteresting topics.

All he needed was a whispering space to tell those secrets about dreams.

God, he really missed Heather.

"So, let me go. I don't want to be your hero, I don't want to be a big guy, I just want to live my life like a normal person."

A gust of wind rushed towards his face, icy and biting, and he couldn't help shivering. The cheerful and joyful melody revealed a touch of sadness and bitterness. After the wind, frost and vicissitudes of life, he was just an ordinary person after all. . An ordinary person who is nervous, moved, at a loss, excited, fearful, annoyed, and sad.

"Renly, you did it." In a trance, Renly seemed to hear Heather's full of laughter and congratulated Luoluo generously, but there was a gleam of joy in those bright eyes. Suddenly he made a face and shouted loudly, "But... what about the next work? What about the promised album? And the drum kit I'm learning? I'm looking forward to it!"

That is the real him.

Dance like no one is watching; sing like no one is listening; work like you don’t need money; live like it’s the end; love like you’ve never been hurt Same. And... act like it's always the first time.

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Not a hero and don't want to be a hero.

Involuntarily, his eyes were filled with warmth again, and the mood ups and downs were a little too severe tonight, and Renly had to close his eyes immediately, to hide his embarrassment in a panic. Everything, turned into a surging melody, and sang in the back of my mind, as if no one was listening.

"So, let me go. I don't want to be your hero, I don't want to be big, I just want to live like a normal person. I don't want to be part of that show-off at your masquerade. Everyone should be Have the opportunity to grow on your own.”

He let out a long, long breath, opened his eyes again, stared silently at the Radio City Music Hall in front of him, and then his eyes fell on the Tony Award trophy in his hands again.

This is a three-dimensional round coin-shaped trophy like a globe. The upper part is made of brass and a small amount of bronze. The outside is nickel-plated. Under the moonlight and street lights, a matte halo flows. It is lighter than expected. It seems that It can be juggled by lightly tossing it; but it is heavier than expected, and the weight is heavy on the heart through the fingertips.

This is his medal for his merits, but in the final analysis, what it awards is still his work, but also his dreams and his efforts, luck or fate, in the end, it finally came. In his life, he has become a gorgeous feather that embellishes the wings of his dreams.

However, his footsteps still did not stop.

As said before the awards ceremony, he is an actor and his work should be his medal. This was the case in the past, this is the case now, and the same is true in the future. He should temporarily put all his glory aside and re-engage in his own work. He does not need to bear the burden or care about his vision. The award is just the icing on the cake.

When another day begins and another day ends, the only constant and will not change is his actor status.

So, Renly held the trophy tightly in the palm of his hand. He needed to feel the weight and put it heavily on his heart, reminding him all the time: he needs to work harder, he needs to be more committed, he needs to be more Focus on becoming a better actor, and leave your own footprints in the long history with works and roles.

egot.

For Renly, too, it is not the end but the beginning.

Compared with the "Little Golden Man's Curse", the "egot Curse" is even more terrifying, because now he has already stood at the top, and he will truly be the top of the mountain, and the heights are extremely cold, and there is no room for further improvement. room for slippage. Next, everyone will be curious, what should he do? How should his career develop? Could it be that the next step is to pierce the sky and enter the universe?

But Renly knew he didn't need to change.

He is still the actor with a dream, he is passionate for a role, he is also devoted to a role, and he is even more carried away for a role.

Renly stepped forward without pausing or hesitating, using his own feet to leave the noisy, flashy Vanity Fair behind him. He can't wait now to get back into the practice room, continue to practice the drums, and then concentrate on the performance of "Boom Drummer", which is not an easy task, even Renly himself understands this, But he won't be shaken.

It doesn't matter if he needs to walk alone on this road. Because at the very beginning of the story, he was like this; now he is just returning to the original point, returning to his original intention and understanding again, maybe he can find different gains.

Renly didn't call Nathan and just jogged away from Radio City Music Hall and headed for Greenwich Village down/downtown like a lunatic.

Radio City Music Hall is located in the Rockefeller Center in Midtown/Urban. From here, it takes more than 25 minutes to drive back to Greenwich Village. Using your legs is a distance that is simply impossible to reach - at least for a half-baked amateur like Renly. Athletes couldn't do it, but Renly ran all the way without hesitation.

Until his lungs started to burn, he was breathing heavily, sweat soaked his shirt inside and out, and then he stopped a taxi and returned to the door in the easiest way possible.

"Oh, Nathan, I'm home...well, I came out early to get some fresh air, and then went for a walk by myself...that means you can get off work early tonight, what, isn't it? Isn't it a good thing? Why does your voice sound so nervous?"

Renly was on the phone with Nathan, and he opened the apartment door—

"Bang! Boom!"

Note: hero (hero - family-of-the-year)

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