1078 Awakening From a Long Dream

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Renly felt that he had a very long dream, that dream was so long, that it traveled through time and space, and across the universe, wandering wantonly in the long river of time.

He dreamed of Chu Jiashu and Ding Yanan; he dreamed of Renly Hall and "Gravity"; he dreamed of Heather Cross and "Beast"...

Rebirth, traversal, two worlds, changing fate against the sky, reincarnation of fate, the chaos and chaos in the time-space tunnel burst out unbelievable energy, everything is disrupted, mixed, blurred, hazy, as if All is true, yet it is as if all is false, as if—

It is like walking through the vast universe, standing at the height of the creator, overlooking the birth and transformation of human beings, overlooking the birth and death of creatures, and overlooking the rise and fall of the earth. He is so small, yet so majestic.

Small and majestic, these are a pair of contradictory antonyms, but they blend together harmoniously, opening up a new vision.

Renly's memory was a little fuzzy, and he wasn't quite sure which book he read from, an ancient Greek philosopher, an ancient Roman astronomer, or some ordinary person, but he once learned this point:

The universe is infinite and boundless, and it is impossible to touch the limit at all; and the only thing that can complete the exploration is the human mind.

Those ignorant and ordinary human beings who firmly imprison their thoughts in one world, refuse to accept the grandeur of the world and the vastness of the universe, then they will be destined to become an insignificant speck of dust in the long river of time; only by truly opening their eyes , Open your mind, you can find eternity.

Renly could understand the core idea of ​​those words.

Because he is experiencing it himself, only by witnessing the turbulent sea can he understand the vastness of the earth; only by experiencing cultural differences, can he understand the diversity of nations; only by experiencing group differences, can he understand the complexity of the world.

Just like amyotrophic lateral sclerosis, there is no real path along the way. It is always just a "special disease" in the news or rumors. This is true of black people, it is true of homosexuality, it is true of women, and it is true of those with rare conditions.

Prejudice comes from ignorance and from confinement.

Renly understood this deeply. However, until today, having truly felt the vastness of the world, the emptiness of the sky, and the vastness of the universe, Renly has completely opened the door to his thoughts and glimpsed the height of another dimension.

"If you don't go out and see, you'll think this is the whole world." - "Paradise Cinema".

The dream is too real, and the reality is too illusory, completely breaking all the barriers of time and space, so that Renly is lost in the gap between time and space, unable to find the way back.

Slowly opening his eyes, he didn't know how long he had been in a coma - or, how long he had been asleep, or that he had always been awake, and now he was just entering another dream from one dream, as if "Pirates a dream". The layer-by-layer dream structure in the "space" is so general that it is completely impossible to judge.

"Renly, you're awake!"

Nathan's chubby face came into view, he was holding a cheesecake in his hand, and the room smelled of black tea - not good black tea, just Lipton's black tea bags That's it, the faint aroma is almost negligible.

Nathan's face showed a look of happiness and joy, and he almost jumped up in ecstasy, and his eyes that were so excited and overwhelmed were even more vivid. If it weren't for the cake crumbs at the corner of his mouth, Renly would have been moved to tears.

"Roy, Renly is awake! Roy!"

Nathan turned his head and shouted in the direction of the door, then turned around again and asked urgently, "Are you hungry? You must be hungry, you've been in a coma for so long, and now there's nothing in your entire stomach. , those nutrient solutions don't work at all. Well, what do you want to eat now?"

Involuntarily, the corner of Renly's mouth drew a light arc. Even though his mind was still dizzy, unable to sort out his thoughts, or even to think, he still couldn't help laughing.

First Roy, then Alfonso, then the doctor... In less than three minutes, the whole room was filled with people; but then in less than two minutes, Roy and Nathan started rushing The people, the crowd again thronged out of the room, and in the end only the doctor was left.

Even if he was just lying on the bed in the room and didn't see it with his own eyes, Renly could hear the commotion outside the door and pictured the scene in the hallway in his mind. gathered at the door of his room. Such a lively onlooker scene is truly spectacular.

The doctor did a simple examination and confirmed that Renly's physical condition was okay, and suggested that he should start eating some liquid food now, and then start eating solid food after his stomach is slightly used to the food. Other than that, there is no problem. , all is well, and as soon as Renly thinks he's ready, he can go back to his day job.

To be honest, Renly has a lot of opinions on the Western definition of "liquid food". It seems that I don't know whether it is rice cereal or oatmeal. It is sticky like vomit. Stir with a spoon, as if a gold hoop was stirring your stomach.

But think about it, in the hospital

In the ten years spent on the hospital bed, the liquid food in the ward is also a virtue, and it is difficult to swallow. Renly had no more complaints about the food in front of him, just...why did he eat liquid food? Isn't he in good physical condition? Don't have any problems? Liquid food? Is this an exaggeration?

"If you keep stirring like this, I believe, it won't become easier to swallow, it will only make the situation worse." A cold voice came from the door of the room, raised his head, and saw a woman wearing a Rooney Mara in a light yellow sweater, with a faint smile on her face, her eyes are bright and deep, which reminds him of the stars in the sky.

Renly raised his head, stared at Rooney quietly, did not speak, just filled a spoon of liquid food with a spoon, held it up high, and then saw the thick food filling the spoon little by little. It overflowed and slid down, and it was really hard to get close to it, let alone stuff it into your mouth.

Rooney couldn't help but smile, frowned slightly, shook her head in horror, then pointed at Renly, "You are the one who needs to eat, not me. I think your stomach is protesting now. Right?" There was a hint of schadenfreude in his voice, but after laughing, the corners of his mouth slowly calmed down, and he didn't continue to speak.

Instead of resisting, Renly scooped up the liquid food and put it into his mouth. The taste buds of the tongue seem to have fallen asleep and can't taste any taste. This awakens the memories in my mind again. Those memories of Chu Jiashu are really too familiar. Therefore, dreams and reality, past and present. , is still unclear.

Rooney watched Renly's movements silently. Even as a bystander, the unidentified food made people frown, but as a party, Renly seemed to be accustomed to completing the meal, and the movements were slow and slow, and she was in a trance. There was an illusion, as if he had long been accustomed to this terrible liquid food.

"So, has Ryan Stone found purpose and meaning in life?"

Rooney's question was gentle and peaceful, with a focused and excited look in her eyes, but it exploded in Ren Li's ears like thunder, and the incessant memory fragments rushed in, filling her entire brain in an instant. , and then broke the balance and broke the shackles, the chaos between reality and dream all dissipated, and the sense of reality returned to the body.

Reality. dreamland. past. Now. Chu Jiashu. Renly-Hall.

Everything became clear, and his fingertips could not help but curl up slightly, feeling the warmth in his palm: he used to be Chu Jiashu, he is now Renly Hall; the ward, the universe, that is a dream , crew, light box, this is reality. The endless dream just now was finally awakened.

Renly, he is Renly. The Renly who is an actor, the Renly who pursues his artistic dream, and the Renly who embraces freedom, after experiencing despair and predicament, he was reborn again, just like Ryan Stone breaking through the bondage and re-comprehend. The meaning of life, once again found the origin of life.

In the story of "Gravity", Ryan went through three stages, from fighting, to giving up, and then fighting hard.

In the vastness of the universe, desperate loneliness stifled all possibilities of survival, and Ryan chose to give up; but when his life was dying, he found the starting point of life again, from his family, from himself, from dreams, and from life. The meaning of it, which made him break through the shackles and launch a desperate escape, just to feel the gravity again.

The transition from the second stage to the third stage is extremely complex, extremely profound, and extremely important. It was to realize this that Renly trapped himself in the "space universe" created by the light box.

After a long struggle and pain, Renly became Ryan, or to be more precise, Ryan became Renly, and between the two characters, Renly really felt the resonance, not only The method school acting is so simple, but the imprint from the depths of the soul, breaking the barriers of time and space and illusory, and integrating into one.

After calming down, all the experiences came to life again, and people couldn't help but savor it carefully. Then, the corners of the mouth rose slightly, even though the liquid food in the mouth was still sticky and tasteless, but it came from the soul. The pure joy in the depths is still beginning to erupt.

"Yes, I found it." Renly met Rooney's gaze and affirmed with a smile.

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