Chapter 299 In the Roundabout Way, Tianhai Zhixue Understood Her Feelings for the First Time
Sakakihara Raku had a dream.
I dreamed that I went back in time and slept huddled together with Ah Ling in a six-story house.
Every night she would squeeze into his arms, like an insecure child, seeking an indescribable sense of dependence on her.
This represents her trust in herself and is proof of her relationship with her.
Seeing her birth for the first time;
The first time he saw her staggeringly walking up to him with her legs up;
Learned to call brother for the first time;
For the first time, I took the initiative to cry in my arms and seek comfort;
Being needed, recognized, relied on, and believed by her, it is this relationship that can be built between brother and sister, which forces me to take the initiative to take on half of the family, and forces me to take the initiative.
He is her brother, and he is more capable than her, so he really wants to take care of her as much as he can.
Raku Sakakibara still remembers the feeling of holding her after crying when he was a child.
Not only the trust conveyed from the physical contact, but also the bond conveyed from the heart that "she needs herself"
As for why the dream I had tonight was so touching.
The first is what Ah Ling said to herself tonight.
The second is the girl he is holding in his arms now.
Her small body was as light as a feather, her snow-white skin was illuminated by the moonlight, and she was wearing a suspender dress that made it seem like she could see the ravine through the moonlight if she took a second look.
The way she huddled in his arms and closed her eyes was exactly the same as her little sister when she was a child.
Sakakibara pushed her away from his arms.
Tianhai Zhixue clearly felt his resistance in pushing her away. The warmth that she had been exposed to when she was curled up in his arms disappeared immediately.
"Le, do you want to get up and go to the bathroom?"
"Did I say that?" Sakakihara asked.
"No." Tianhai Zhixue replied.
"Then why do you ask?"
"Because Le suddenly woke up."
".I suddenly woke up because I realized that I was actually holding someone in my arms."
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After a moment of silence, Sakakibara said to her again: "Yuki, do you still remember what I wrote in your handbook?"
Tianhai Zhixue replied quietly: "Remember, Articles 175 and 176, you are not allowed to have close contact with others casually, and you are not allowed to get under the bed casually."
"What is Nazuki Yuki doing now?"
"Get under the covers."
"It's honest," Raku Sakakihara complained casually, "but that's not why you can get into my bed casually——"
Tianhai Zhixue suddenly hugged him.
Feeling the little head suddenly hit into his arms and close to his heart, Sakakihara interrupted all the words he had not yet spoken.
And in her embrace, which seemed to be asking for something from herself, her breathing seemed to have stopped for two or three seconds.
Tick tock.
The only sound left in the bedroom was the shaking tone of the alarm clock.
"Why are you hugging me like this all of a sudden?"
"have no idea."
"Zhixue, you understand the meaning of such a hug."
"I don't know. I just want to be close to Le."
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Sakakihara sighed in his heart.
After spending the past few days alone with Zhixue, he fully understood what this girl who could even look at McDonald's family ads was missing.
Family, affection, warmth.
These are things she has never had before.
And as an empty girl who grew up alone without a mother.
Her heart was so empty that all that was left was as blank as the falling snow.
Zhixue probably disliked herself very much.
From her perspective, few people are happy because of her existence, and few people need her existence.
Her father was too old and the head of the family, so he couldn't talk to her much.
The servants respectfully call her Miss. For them, taking care of Miss' daily life is just a contract in monetary transactions.
In fact, Zhixue has always been lacking someone who can really get close to her and understand her.
So far, it seems that I am the one who has the most trouble taking care of her.
"Okay, okay, you don't have to hug me so tightly. Your breasts are pressed against my chest."
"Aren't you angry?" Tianhai Zhixue let go of him and kept a normal distance from him.
"Angry? Why are you angry?"
"Because it violated what Le said."
"Then did I tell you after that that I wouldn't be angry with you because of your proximity? Huh?"
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Tianhai Zhixue blinked and nodded, confirming what he said.
"Do you remember what I told you?"
"Treat me the same way you treat me."
"That's right. Look at A Ling hugging me like that today. Am I angry?"
"No." Tianhai Zhixue repeated the facts.
"That's okay. If you hug me, I accept it, but it's not appropriate to hug her like this at night. Even if it's Ling, I will refuse to have such contact with her at night." Sakakibara quickly added another condition, " Unless she really cries to the point where she needs a hug from me. But even then, it’s not like hugging her in bed at night.”
Sakakihara Raku really has no idea about Amami no Snow.
Although she is beautiful and clean.
Regarding her mentality, Sakakibara Raku has completely classified it into her attitude towards Suzu.
"But now I really want to hold Le and sleep." Tianhai Zhixue heard the sound of the bedroom door being pushed open.
Sakakihara Raku has been thinking about how he should explain the situation to Yuki: "Yuki, as a human in this world, you must control your distance from anyone in this world. Identity, feelings, and acquaintance, these are all Building distance is an important reason. At this point, you should learn from A Ling. You can see that she is very good at keeping a distance from me, so she will not do anything like getting under my bed. "
"Hey, hey, bro! I'm coming!"
Just when Raku Sakakihara was earnestly introducing the values of Amami no Yuki, Suzu Sakakihara, who had been tiptoeing to the bedside since just now, lifted the quilt on the side, and lay directly in, slapped him in the face instantly.
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Sakakihara Raku couldn't help but cover his forehead when he heard his sister's voice.
".Eh?"
Of course, it was not only Sakakihara Raku who was silent, but also Sakakihara Suzu.
Because when she was preparing a surprise for Sakakibara Raku, she didn't expect that he would also give her a surprise.
Sakakibara Suzu rubbed her eyes, and through the moonlight, she realized that the person lying next to her was not her brother, but Amami Nozuki.
After Sakakihara Suzu saw it clearly, her pupils immediately shrank, and she was extremely shocked.
He even rubbed his eyes, wondering if he had seen something wrong.
"Ling." Tianhai Zhixue even called her name.
Sakakibara Raku is on the right, Tenkai no Snow is in the middle, and Sakakibara Suzu is on the left.
The three of them are currently staying on the same bed in this very strange way.
"yyyyyu, yuki! Why are you here?" Suzu Sakakihara reacted suddenly and was so panicked that she quickly supported her body and kept looking back and forth on the faces of the two people lying on the same bed like a couple.
Things are in trouble again.
Sakakibara pinched his eyebrows and said angrily: "I should be the one asking Suzu why you are here, right?"
Why am I here?
Isn’t it because I’m unhappy with you that I want to chat with you at night while you’re still asleep? !
No, now is not the time to think about these things.
"Yuki! Why are you in the same bed with my brother?" Suzu Sakakihara asked quickly.
"Ling said, take the initiative to comfort Le." Tianhai Zhixue replied.
When Sakakihara Raku heard this, his brows immediately tightened.
It turns out that Zhixue came here not because she didn't remember what she said to her.
Emotions are your bad idea, Sakakihara Suzuki!
He originally planned to deal with Zhixue's feelings step by step, but this silly old girl was better.
As soon as Zhixue said this, she thought about getting into her bed again.
"A-Ling, what did you say to Zhixue again?"
"ha--?!"
Sakakihara Suzu immediately raised her voice, sat up directly, pointed at the two people and said, "You two, you two stayed together and slept together in the middle of the night! I, I haven't asked you what you are doing! You're better off , beat him up, right?"
"What the hell, if you hadn't said those words to Zhixue, would Zhixue have come to my bed?"
"Huh? Then brother, don't you know how to lock the door?"
Sakakihara Suzu panicked, really panicked.
His friend who had just united the front actually launched a sneak attack!
Sakakibara's forehead tightened again: "Let's not talk about whether I know what you said to her, even if I do. You still don't know that the keyhole of my room door was blocked with glue by Qi Mingyue? The lock can't be turned. Is it still locked? Do you have time to change it recently?"
"Who knows about this kind of thing!"
Tianhai Zhixue looked around at the two of them and could only whisper: "Don't quarrel."
"You don't know yet? Well, even if you don't know, what are you doing in the room at night?"
"Isn't that because I saw you were bored, so I wanted to come over and chat with you at night to enlighten your heart?"
"What a mess. If you want to talk, just say it during the day. What kind of trouble come to your brother's room at night!"
"I am - I am -" Sakakihara Suzuya couldn't think of anything.
"alright!"
Sakakihara Raku has experienced this kind of scene countless times, and understands that he should calm down the atmosphere at this time, and then deal with the matter properly.
We explained to each other for about half an hour.
All three of them understood roughly what was going on.
First of all, the reason was because Suzu said something to Yuki, which caused Yuki to think that Sakakibara Raku needed comfort, so he took the initiative to get under the covers. And Sakakibara Suzu thought so herself. After being unable to sleep at night, she was bored and took the initiative to chat with Sakakibara Raku.
Sakakibara Raku was just teaching Amami no Yuki what to do.
Misunderstanding resolved.
Sakakihara Suzu was the first to breathe a sigh of relief.
Fortunately, okay, Zhixue is not really doing that with her brother.
Thinking about it carefully, she is such an innocent little girl.
How could you possibly do something like that!
My brother is also a very upright person.
Sakakibara put the quilt back on his legs and said to the two sisters sitting cross-legged in front of him:
"Okay, okay, that's the end of the matter. You all go back to your rooms. I know you want to care about me, but caring about this matter is not something that can be solved by getting into my bed."
Just as the relationship between several people became transparent, Sakakibara Suzu also planned to ask Sakakibara Raku about his plans for Amami no Snow:
"Brother, do you really want to treat Zhixue as the kind of sister you have a close relationship with? Are you the same as me?"
"Otherwise? Look at you, you have never taken any care of Zhixue. Aren't I the one who has been taking care of her?"
"Oh oh oh," Sakakihara Suzu nodded repeatedly, "Then I will feel more at ease."
"What are you worried about?"
"It's nothing." Sakakihara Suzu quickly shut up.
"It's nothing, just go back quickly, and Zhixue will go back too."
After Sakakibara pushed them all back to their bedrooms, his entire tense body relaxed.
He lay on the bed and looked at the ceiling.
What is this thing called?
Playing the same role as the two younger sisters at home, he almost encountered Shura Field?
Sakakihara Raku suddenly suspected that he was really lucky in his life and was destined to be a woman everywhere.
Speaking of this, Sakakihara Raku missed Kuruuri a little bit again.
How about asking Zhixue to help with the method I thought of this afternoon?
Sakakihara thought about it carefully and felt that it was not possible.
Zhixue still has a high degree of liking for herself, so if she asks her to help, isn't that definitely taking advantage of her feelings?
She was just a girl who drifted with the crowd, but once she was used like this by herself, she was completely reduced to a tool.
To use her for other women is really shocking.
Sure enough, it's best to leave it alone.
At this stage, I don't have any good conditions to rely on others to break the deadlock between Qijiu and Qijiu.
Sakakihara fell asleep quietly while thinking.
But after he fell asleep, the bedroom door that could not be locked was quietly pushed open.
Tianhai Zhixue looked at the bed quietly at the door.
She didn't know why she came here again, but she knew that just standing outside the door and seeing someone's face would make her feel at ease.
The girl's bare white feet quietly walked to his bedside.
The girl looked at his sleeping face and thought of the way in the TV series where the heroine secretly kissed the hero's lips late at night.
"happy"
Tianhai Zhixue doesn't know why she hasn't been able to play the guitar well in the past few days, and she always thinks about a person's name and image in her heart.
The image of him making fried ice cream for himself, the image of taking himself out to eat McDonald's alone, the image of taking him to an aquarium he has never been to before. No one cares about him, only he will take the initiative to help him deal with the image of the video.
And the life manual filled with his handwriting.
Happy times are like a revolving lantern, vividly visible.
It seems that the whole world is filled with his shadow.
I want to get close to him anytime.
Whenever possible, I want him to take me to see more novel things in the world.
I also like the view of him yawning and helping me process the video at any time.
What exactly do we need to do to maintain these things?
She didn't know how to express her feelings to him, and she didn't know how to say such words.
Every time I face his problem.
I can only say the word "like".
And in this way, everyone will say that their "like" is not really "like."
So what is true love?
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Tianhai Zhixue doesn't know the true meaning of kissing in TV series.
But I also know that it symbolizes the birth of a contractual relationship.
Whenever the TV series ends and the male and female protagonists go to the palace of marriage, they will give each other a happy kiss.
So, she learned that and quietly left a deep mark on his lips.
".Want to be liked."