Four Hundred and Twenty-Nine Unhappy

Renly tried to calm himself down, but his body kept protesting, the throbbing of the head, the humming of the ears, the soreness of the muscles, the coldness of the stomach... the feeling of numbness and soreness is everywhere; On the sofa, he felt that the cushion was turning into a pool of icy quagmire, swallowing him bit by bit. Fight vigorously.

He knew that he was losing control, but he was powerless to stop it. The nameless fire, after being reluctantly suppressed, swept over again, burning all reason.

"If it's about the Oscars, then I can tell you I'm not going to be there."

Before he could react rationally, the words came out impulsive, and even Renly himself didn't understand, how did these words come up, and why did Oscar suddenly come up? Why didn't you plan to attend all of a sudden?

"What?" Andy was a little confused. This sudden situation really caught him off guard. Rao was experienced in a hundred battles, and the voice of consternation still blurted out. But the gaffe was only for a moment. Andy took a deep breath and calmed himself down again. Then he spoke again and asked calmly, "Renly, what happened? Why did you suddenly decide not to attend?"

"Hey." A sneer sneered lightly from the corners of Ren Li's mouth, slowly opened his eyes, glanced at Andy, and a bleak sneer and contempt flashed in his eyes, "I thought you were because of my health. I just made a special trip to Seattle. Why, now that I heard that I won’t be attending the Oscars, I panicked all of a sudden?”

Facing Renly's sharp fire, although Andy's mouth still had a shallow arc, but there was no smile in his eyes, "Renly, I think you need to rest for a while, after you relax. , let's talk slowly."

Andy realized that Renly was in a state of tuyere right now, like a volcano erupting, and whoever hit it would be unlucky. He didn't understand what the hell was going on, he had never seen Renly so rude after he had known him for so long.

Compared with the anti-anger, the calm and wise temperament of Renly in the past has disappeared now. It seems to be more approachable, but it also seems to be more common and simple. This is the most unfamiliar part.

"Now are you willing to let me rest again?" Ren Li sat up instead, staring at Andy, those dark brown eyes were no longer covered, all emotions were clear at a glance, but it was just a mess, as if he couldn't see it. The yarn ball at the thread end, "Do I really want me to rest, or do I want me to go to the Oscars?"

Renly's aggressiveness, Andy refused to respond directly, not because he couldn't refute, but because he understood that any refutation would only exacerbate the situation. Renly made it clear that he wanted to quarrel, and he was taking the initiative to start a war. This kind of Ren Li is really incomprehensible.

"I don't see the point of attending the Oscars.

"Andy didn't respond, but Renly didn't plan to stop there. The anger flowing in his chest was pouring out continuously, like a flame, burning all reason, all control, and all repression. "I'm like a monkey in a circus, shown in front of everyone, and then everyone comes to watch, have fun, and tease! "

"We all know that Colin Firth goes to Best Actor and Natalie Portman goes to Best Actress. It's a done deal, all the other nominees are just running. We Arrived at the scene, and then said words of blessing against his will. Jesus - hell - Christ, I don't want to bless them at all, okay? Every nominee wants to win an award. Those who say they don't want to win an award, It's just fake nonsense!"

An abnormal flush appeared on Ren Li's face, and his entire complexion suddenly became ruddy, but the fresh and dripping color made the lips pale and the despair in his eyes more and more vivid.

Andy didn't want to respond, but he couldn't hold back after all, "If you want to win awards in the future, then you must attend!" He also noticed the abnormal expression on Renly's face, it looked so abnormal, he couldn't help but He gave Nathan a wink and motioned for Nathan to call the doctor, but Nathan was stunned and didn't respond for a while, and Andy's calm couldn't help being disrupted.

"No, I don't want it." Renly waved nonchalantly, shook his head, then leaned back heavily, sinking into the sofa's cushions. "I don't see any point in it."

"The meaning of it is that you can get your own approval, and then build your acting career according to your own ideas." Andy barely held back his anxiety and persuaded the camp step by step, "In this world, it is full of There are countless rules. We can't be bound by the rules. Only by breaking the rules can we have freedom. But before breaking through, we must adapt to the rules, learn to use the rules, and then break them. Those rebels who ignore the rules, Often martyrs."

"Those ordinary people who do nothing in society, those ordinary people who have lost their edge and lost their personality, those ordinary people who have succumbed to life without accomplishing anything. That's what they told themselves." Renly can be said to be full of fire, mocking, Contempt, ridicule, ridicule, contempt, all eighteen martial arts.

Then, Renly paused for a moment, looked at Andy seriously, and emphasized again, "No, I won't be there."

Originally, this was just a thought, a thought that popped up out of thin air, but now this thought is growing little by little, and then uncontrollably took over the whole of his head: he didn't want to attend the Oscars.

In the face of cancer, he could not see the meaning of Oscar. Compared with life and death, compared with the meaning of life, a golden statue is just a drop in the ocean. He should pursue greater ideals, truly find his own meaning on the road of life, and put aside the luxury and desire of Vanity Fair.

In front of the performance, he couldn't see the significance of the Oscar. It was just an award voted by a group of specific races, specific genders, and specific groups of people, just like a presidential election. This is a game, a game controlled by a few people. For example, the Weinstein brothers.

He is an actor, not a star. He doesn't want to give up his persistence for a show.

"I'm in the middle of filming, and the crew can't stop just because I'm alone." Renly's thoughts suddenly began to become clear, and in the chaos, the only belief that unswervingly guided him to sprint forward.

"We're in a good state right now, and once it's interrupted, no one knows what's going to happen. Next, I'm going to shoot the scene where I shave my hair, and the whole crew is looking forward to it, and we all do it. Get ready. So, I'm not going to the Oscars, I'm not going to LA for a circus show."

Ren Li's words were so firm, with a rude and brutal sharpness, they sprinted unstoppably, which made Andy froze in place, he could speak to refute, but when he saw Ren Li's eyes The look inside, his words stuck in his throat.

It was the first time Andy had seen Renly's soul so clearly.

Hot and crazy, pure and sincere, bright and clear, the madness that is desperate for the performance, the inextricable concentration immersed in the performance, the firmness that shines brightly because of the performance, presented without any cover, It makes people unable to move their eyes, and also makes the language lose its color.

But such a ray of light was only an instant burst, and then Renly covered his mouth, ran to the bathroom in a panic, slammed the door panel over, and slammed it shut, the whole door was moaning in pain.

Andy didn't know why, and looked at Nathan anxiously, but Nathan also looked blank - before today, Renly had never had such symptoms, and only Will and Seth knew about the episode in the afternoon.

The two ran towards the bathroom in a panic, and before they could knock on the door, there was a violent vomiting sound, and the river fell into the sea. The weak voice burst out to the extreme, hot, but cold.

It turns out that the pain is so real and concrete.

Even Andy couldn't bear it, he avoided his eyes in embarrassment, and couldn't bear to continue listening, let alone Nathan. Andy knew that Renly's situation was terrible, visible to the naked eye, but the real situation was far beyond imagination. A thin door seemed to separate two worlds, and at the end of that side was hell.

Quickly turning around and leaving, Andy took out his mobile phone and immediately dialed the phone number. Through a series of personal connections, he contacted a local private doctor in Seattle and asked him to come to the door immediately.

After finishing all this, Andy returned to the bathroom door again, but it was quiet inside, and there was no sound at all. He raised his head and looked at Nathan, only to see a look of anxiety and a blank look in his eyes - he was also in a hurry, and he forgot. Nathan was locked out of the door like him, and naturally he could not know what was inside. Happening.

Taking a deep breath, Andy forced himself to calm down.

Today's Renly was too abnormal. To be more precise, Renly's performance in the past two weeks was not normal. Because of his busy schedule, Andy just kept in touch with Nathan every day and didn't pay attention to Renly's situation every day, so the contrast was especially obvious today, as if there was a sharp turn of 180 degrees.

Andy had a bad feeling in his heart.

The door to the bathroom was opened, and Andy saw Renly in front of him. The wet short hair could be seen. He had just cleaned it in there, so he couldn't feel the embarrassment of vomiting, but The pale cheeks whose blood color had completely subsided again, and the weakness and exhaustion between the brows suggested that things were not that simple.

Andy suddenly regretted it. If he hadn't introduced the work "Anti-Cancer Me" to Renly, wouldn't Renly be in such a predicament?