Chapter 1470 Yun An, I'm Sorry
Yun An was heartbroken and felt even more bitter. Did the real Li Chen die for him?
Where would they go?
"I am the one who owes you the debt, not you. I don't want you to bear it. I thought I could keep it a secret from you for a lifetime. You fell in love with me as Li Chen again. I think it doesn't matter whether you know the truth or not. We can still grow old together and I will still love you for a lifetime. I just didn't expect the lie to be exposed halfway."
He took on all the responsibility and didn't want Yun An to know the truth.
Such a truth is too cruel.
"You..." Yun An also thought that if Brother Gu didn't die and lived as Li Chen, where would Li Chen go? Where is the real Li Chen? Who died that year?
He was still holding Li Chen and living abroad, where he couldn't see her, but he didn't expect that the real Li Chen was already dead.
Died for him.
This love is passionate and heavy, and it makes people breathless.
If there is a person who loves you with his life and gives you a short and brilliant life, can you still feel at ease with another person? Li Chen really loves him so much.
What should he do?
He loves Gu Yuanan too.
If he can, he is willing to go through fire and water for him. He can do what Li Chen can do, but he has lost the chance forever.
What about him?
Is he just feeling guilty about Li Chen, or is he still in love with him and moved by Li Chen?
Who caused the five years of twists and turns?
"Yun'an, if I told you the truth at the beginning, you and I would have to break up helplessly, and you and I would not have been together for five years." Gu Yuanan said softly. His beloved is a kind and soft person who will not bear this heavy history. He will feel guilty every moment.
"But I am very happy that you are alive." Yun'an said, but what can he do? He hoped that he could be alive day and night, but he ushered in such an ending. Yun'an could not accept it for a while.
He felt all kinds of emotions in his heart.
"Do you love Li Chen?" He had been holding this question in his heart for a long time, but he couldn't ask it out after all. He swallowed it down several times when it reached his throat. He thought Gu Yuanan was dead, but he fell in love with him as Li Chen. Did he fall in love with someone again? What about him back then? In the face of this passionate love, did he regret it?
Have you ever wavered?
He found that he was a coward and didn't dare to ask it out loud. He was afraid that asking it out would cause another tragedy. He was afraid to hear the answer.
"I want to be quiet." Yun An said, stumbling out of the pub and walking forward aimlessly. He needed to be quiet. It was difficult for one person to digest such a thing.
If Li Chen was still alive, but just living safely abroad, he might have a more unhappy quarrel with Gu Yuanan, but he wouldn't have such heavy psychological pressure.
But Li Chen is dead.
There was a gap between them, and he finally knew why Gu Yuanan had been hiding it from him and was unwilling to tell him the truth. It was too cruel, and none of them could treat it as non-existent.
Gu Yuanan followed him from a distance, not daring to get too close, fearing to disturb him.
If Yun An wasn't in so much pain, he wouldn't want to confess this matter. He had done something in the hospital, so how could he be willing to let him bear the responsibility? But the lie snowballed.
If he continued to hide it, it would eventually become a regret.