Chapter 1465 I Love Everything About You, Except You

"Li Chen, you said... you love Brother Gu just because he asked you to take care of me before he died." Yun An took a deep breath, but no one took care of his beloved's sweetheart until he went to bed.

He looked at Li Chen steadily, "Do you love me?"

Why, he said, just because Brother Gu takes care of him.

He doesn't love him.

But he could see attachment and love from Li Chen's eyes. It wasn't that he had no feelings at all. Why did he deny it all? He didn't even dare to admit that he loved himself.

Li Chen hesitated to speak, his eyes filled with silence and sorrow, "Don't you have any feeling at all whether I love you or not?"

"I'm asking you!" Yun An suddenly yelled, "Whatever I ask you, just give me a good answer!"

It was rare for him to speak loudly. He was not a roundworm in Li Chen's belly. I don't know what he was thinking. He said it himself that he loved Brother Gu and only took care of him.

take care of……

Good care!

"Now, answer me, do you love me?" Yun An asked.

Is this question so difficult to answer?

No love, love is just a matter of words.

But he remained silent.

Li Chen's silence was not because the question was difficult to answer, but because after the answer? Whether he loves Yun An or not is not a difficult question to answer. He told a lie and did something wrong.

Lies and mistakes kept rolling up like snowballs, burying all the truth. It no longer mattered what the truth was. He was most afraid of Yun An being disappointed, and he was eventually disappointed.

"I understand." Yun An closed his eyes in pain. He couldn't look into Li Chen's eyes and say that he liked him, but he still felt unhappy in his heart if he didn't say it.

He knew it very well in his heart whether he loved it or not.

"When Brother Gu died, I lived a very miserable life. I was in a state of confusion for a period of time. If you were not around, I would probably be dead. After his death, I drank heavily, took drugs, degenerated, and indulged myself. , In the past six months, people have not looked like humans, ghosts have not looked like ghosts, I lost friends, lost my job, and lost everything. No matter where Gu Xingchen and his wife took me to relax, I seemed to be able to see the figure of Brother Gu. In front of them, I said well that I would work hard and live well. In a place where they could not see me, I went to find drug dealers and buy drunk. I and a group of bad boys crowded into a dark room to take drugs. We were drunk and dreamed of death. At that time It's like I'm living in a quagmire."

"I promised him that I wouldn't commit suicide, but I can't find any hope of living. I'm wondering how long I can hold on, six months, one year, two years? Or ten years? Living is too cold, too lonely, only I can only indulge myself when I am drunk and silent in the life of drug abuse. I think I should die in a year at most. Maybe one day there will be a scandal about a young appraiser who died of drug overdose."

"Without you, I wouldn't be able to get out of that quagmire, because you are so similar to Brother Gu... You are as tall as him, you are as reassuring as him, you like the same fragrance as him, you are the same as him You have a pair of reassuring eyes. Like him, you can give me the warmest hug. You are so gentle even when you call me a waste...Li Chen, I regarded you as him. For a long, long time, I don’t love you, but I love your breath, your voice, your eyes, your... hug, but I don’t love you.”