Chapter 1464: Five Years of Waiting for Someone Who Never Returns

Yun An was walking alone by the river in the townhouse. There was an artificial river here, which was built very quietly. Large tracts of flowers and lawns were connected together, and the environment was excellent.

Li Chen came against the light, stood under the street light, and looked at him quietly.

Yun An stopped. He had been avoiding Li Chen and tried not to meet him. Especially after he suspected that Li Chen was Brother Gu, he felt more guilty and panicked. He also kept thinking about how he should face Li Chen.

Does he love Li Chen?

Does Li Chen love him?

"Why do you keep avoiding me?" Li Chen came over and broke the silence. Yun An was slightly shorter than him by three centimeters, but they were almost the same height when they stood up together.

Yun An was thinner and taller, while Li Chen was more like a clothes hanger and more robust than Yun An.

"I didn't avoid you." Yun An said, not admitting that he was avoiding him at all. Ever since he saw him with his fifth brother, he felt uncomfortable. Although he knew that he was a good friend of Brother Gu, he might have misunderstood their relationship, but he still felt a little unhappy.

Li Chen looked deeply, thinking of Gu Xingchen's words in the hospital that day.

Playing with fire will only lead to self-destruction.

He also has his own difficulties, and he has to make promises and things he must do.

"Yun An, are you blaming me?"

"No." Yun An said, "Why should I blame you? It's not your fault that you don't love me. Loving Brother Gu proves that you have vision and you are not wrong. I am the same as you, I also fall in love with Brother Gu."

Li Chen was speechless for a moment and didn't know how to refute. Yun An said it, but he felt a little relieved, really very relieved, and there were some gloomy thoughts in his heart.

What does it mean that he looks at me like this?

What does it mean to not love him and look at him with such eyes?

Have you thought about his feelings?

"You..." Yun An was a little furious, "When we broke up, didn't we say that we would not meet again?"

But the intersection of work forced them to meet.

"What do you want?" Li Chen asked, "Tell me, what do you want?"

"I want Gu Yuanan to be alive." Yun An looked straight into Li Chen's eyes and laughed at himself. "I have been crazy thinking that if he were still alive, I would not be so embarrassed. I even thought that you and he were the same person. I investigated your high school days, investigated the things you said, and investigated your circle of friends, but I found out that there really was Li Chen. It turned out that he was really dead. I was the only fool."

He is a fool.

Five years of waiting for someone who never came back.

He waited so long that he... became crazy.

The past few years between him and Li Chen were like a joke. He deeply understood that there was a person who occupied an indelible position in his heart. He also understood that... people cannot be resurrected after death, so we should cherish the person in front of us. When he was with Li Chen, he dared not even think of Gu Yuanan. When he thought of him, he always felt that he had betrayed him, so he tried his best to love and be happy, trying to use happiness to suppress the guilt in his heart, suppress his thoughts and absurd expectations that he could not hide.

Because... Li Chen is too much like Gu Yuanan.

He almost paralyzed himself.

He subconsciously felt that it was God's compensation for him. The person he waited for never returned, reborn in another person, always accompanying him. At first, he treated Li Chen as a substitute, but in the end, he fell in love with Li Chen.