Chapter 1115 I Just Want to Do Something Wrong
Sonia actually seriously thought about whether to give up.
As a thousand-year-old magician soul demigod, Vichy is undoubtedly the world's top lobbyist. Even if you can ignore it at the time, Vichy's words are like fish bones in a rice ball, which you can't swallow or spit out. Even if you try not to think about it, you will still be hurt.
Because Vichy is right, and they are wrong.
The most hateful thing is this kind of person. Even if you know that she has evil intentions, she hides her selfishness in her public heart. Not only can you not refute it, but the more you think about it, the more you doubt yourself.
For Ash, what he needs most is not a lover, but teammates who can fight side by side; for the team, harmonious female magicians can cope with the next challenge far better than a group of scheming rivals; even for their own lives, magic practice is far more important than emotional development.
There are some words that Vichy didn't say, but everyone can hear the mockery she pressed under her tongue-
What if Ash doesn't like them one day?
What if they don't like Ash one day?
People change, feelings have a shelf life, promises are like ripe fruits, the moment they fall is sincere, but what is supposed to rot will still rot. Perhaps they can't even get to the point of being tortured by love, the eyes they look at each other have lost the brightness of the initial passionate love, the once shining advantages have become as insignificant as white rice grains, the once insignificant shortcomings have become as dazzling as mosquito blood... In the end, looking back, all that is left is self-loathing for their ignorance and impulse.
Don't you think it's a bit too risky to bet your life on a promiscuous trash can?
Compared to lovers who are destined to deteriorate, aren't teammates who make progress together better?
Either don't listen to Vichy from the beginning, but once you listen, the pain like fish bones will pierce your heart again and again, and the uncontrollable thoughts will spread rapidly in your mind like vines-
Is love really so indispensable to me?
Sonia doesn't know about other people, but her answer must be no.
The education she received and the suffering she endured did not allow her to become a love-brained person. If she really becomes a man's appendage, like a vine that can't live without a man, and can't live without a man, then what's the difference between her and the village girls in her hometown?
A little girl like her who grew up chasing Deda Rose's movies and dramas, she dreams of controlling her own destiny.
So Sonia has really wavered in the past few days. She will also weigh the pros and cons and know what is good for herself. If she didn't like Ash from the beginning... If they were just teammates from beginning to end... Even if Sonia would still follow Ash and betray the stars, she wouldn't have to toss and turn and feel wronged for Ash.
Sometimes Sonia feels that she is too lowly and humble. She obviously despises those stupid women who jump into the fire pit without hesitation even though they know it is a fire pit. She always feels that they are harmed by scumbags because of themselves... But when it's her turn, she desperately finds reasons to make up for Ash, as if Ash is a unique treasure, so she can't give up.
Perhaps fate gave them a window to escape. The abstinence that was originally just a joke allowed them to find a perfect option. They didn't have to separate from Ash, but just temporarily return to friendship; they didn't have to intrigue with the witches anymore, as they were a demigod team with common interests; they didn't have to become jealous and suspicious because of Ash, and they didn't become like themselves.
Everyone can move towards a better future, and everything can move in a better direction.
Sonia couldn't find any reason to refuse. It was too perfect and reasonable. Everyone, including Ash, would agree. Even she herself felt that she had lived comfortably and happily these days, without the boredom and annoyance of the previous half a month.
However, however.
There seemed to be two flames lingering in the quilt, and the warm panting became the only sound in the narrow space. Sonia clasped Ash's hands tightly with both hands, kissed the corners of his mouth, and went down along his neck. Perhaps because of the curse of the shadow sword, Ash's soul soon broke out in a thin layer of sweat.
Sonia didn't mind at all. She licked his collarbone carefully and deliberately wiped his chest and abdomen with her softness, stroking back and forth and gently squeezing. Ash felt that his heart and soul were about to melt like ice cream. He couldn't help hugging Sonia and kissing her deeply, but his hands quietly untied the restraints and roamed around wantonly.
Sonia bit his lips lightly and spit at his bitterness, but her hands went down along his chest, down, until the hottest part of this bastard's body.
Yes, Vichy is right.
Yes, he is indeed a pit of fire.
Yes, love is indeed not indispensable to me.
Yes, maintaining a teammate relationship is good for everyone.
But I just want to do something wrong.
I just want to jump into Ash's pit of fire and be melted by his temperature; I just want love, even if I will be tortured and bruised; I just am not satisfied with teammates. I like him now, so I just want to hug and kiss him now.
I know what is good and what is bad, I understand all the big principles, but the moment I saw him, I still fell in love with him.
A country girl is a country girl, a fool is a fool, I am an incurable silly girl, and he is my little trumpet.
After an unknown amount of time, Sonia suddenly hugged Ash tightly, her soft body tensed up in vain, and she tightly covered her little mouth. After a moment, Sonia let out a lazy cry, and her hot breaths mingled with each other, and Ash gently called her: "Sword Princess..."
"Don't blame me if it hurts..." Sonia's chuckle was slightly shy.
After several minutes of quenching, Sonia snuggled into Ash's arms. Ash was like a heater, his whole body was feeling hot, and he really felt like he was melting while holding him.
"You have plotted against me." Yaxiu said suddenly.
"Um?"
"I can't turn on the light now." Ashi said with some resentment, "But I really want to see it."
"Use your imagination! Can you touch it?"
"It's different. I mainly want to see how you blush, especially when you are so shy that you lower your head under the light. It will definitely be interesting."
"Evil-minded." Sonia groaned lazily, "I knew you were a bad man with evil intentions."
"Obviously you are the bad woman." Ya Xiu nodded her nose and said with a smile: "We promised to quit sex together, but you secretly eat alone."
"If they don't find out, it's not stealing, and you and I are accomplices. If they are found out, I will put all the responsibility on you. It was you who forced me in and used all kinds of evil techniques to destroy my determination. Will." Sonia gently hit his chest: "I am just an innocent and beautiful village girl."
"You are too unreasonable, aren't you?" Ya Xiu couldn't laugh or cry: "Obviously I am the one who is resisting tenaciously!"
"Yeah, I'm just unreasonable." Sonia said fiercely: "Why, don't you like it?"
Ash bit his lower lip lightly and leaned his face against Sonia's cheek: "I struggled with my determination all day long, but in the end I am as vulnerable as paper in front of you."
"Can you stop being so cute? I might really pester you for the rest of my life."
"I can't help it. I'm just so cute. You can only pester me for the rest of my life." Sonia said softly: "It's all your fault. It's all you. It makes me no longer like me. You have to treat me well." take responsibility."
Ash hummed softly, and after a moment of tenderness, he asked again: "Are you sure you won't be discovered? The good atmosphere you have managed to create these days, I really don't want to become a disaster for you again..."
"It feels a bit weird. Normally, a line like yours would be spoken by a third party who is sowing discord." Sonia asked, "Have you watched any romance dramas recently?"
"I just watched White Night tonight."
"No wonder... don't worry, I can now use Broken Lake to cut off the prophecy of the gospel gods. As long as we don't make sound and light, they won't find out." Sonia chuckled softly: "Even if I do it every time Coming to see you at night will not affect our team training during the day."
Ash's heart skipped a beat when he heard this, and Sonia immediately heard the zipper of her coat hissing, and the hot lava climbed up the soft mountain again. She bit her lower lip lightly and said half teasingly, half shyly: "Aren't you full yet?"
Just when the temperature inside the quilt started to heat up again, a clear rainbow thread suddenly lit up in the dark tent. Under the gaze of the two people, the rainbow thread formed the shape of a heart, and then they heard the inaudible sound of zipper——
It was the tent curtain that was opened!