Chapter 1121 Punishment

Ash was not surprised at all by Weisel's thoughts.

Visser was the most energetic person he had ever seen. Only Tamashi could match her brilliance, and the others all seemed eclipsed in front of them. It’s not that the Sword Princess and Witch are not good enough, but that only in the absurd and dark bad land of Senluo Land can extremely gorgeous and coquettish flowers like Silver Lantern and Black Crow bloom.

Their beautiful existences are simply incompatible with the Senluo Wasteland. At first, Ash thought that the land full of chaos and killing was only suitable for the rise and fall of rotten vultures. However, it seems that because Senluo is so twisted and weird, a slight depravity will lead to eternal destruction. Instead, It forces the life inside to burst into pure passion.

If you are not so persistent, you will not be able to live. If you are not so fierce, it will be extinguished. As the last Senluo people, Silver Lantern and Black Crow are almost the epitome of Senluo civilization.

Their vitality is so strong that they must seek a great and beautiful container to place their too-large selves and project their too-abundant beliefs and passions, otherwise sooner or later they will fall into emptiness and burn themselves, just like losing fuel. The flames are heading towards self-destruction.

In Ash's view, the Black Crow and the Silver Lantern are actually the same type of people: the Black Crow's container is "Absolute Justice", and the Silver Lantern's container is "Destroy the World". Although their goals are opposite to each other and they hate each other, They are all saints walking in the world.

Ordinary Senluo people need Dafa as their faith, because they are not saints. Faced with unattainable ideals, they will waver and doubt. If they do not have faith to strengthen themselves, they will collapse themselves. Only the two people, Black Crow and Silver Lantern, It is so outrageous that they can persevere and strive towards an almost impossible goal without any external recognition, trying to single-handedly reverse the flow of the times. If a wise person is like, "History, I know where you are going," and a great person is like, "History, I want you to carry me along," then a saint is like, "History, you are not allowed to go like this,"—they are this kind of people.

They don’t need faith, they are faith.

Compared with them, even Vichy is slightly inferior. It’s not that the Vichy structure is too small or anything like that, but that Vichy has failed too many times for too long. As the saying goes, it is full of energy and then fails again and again. Vichy is like a war drum that has been dusty for many years and has not been sounded for many years. The above It was covered with dust, and even she herself became lifeless. She could only cling to her inner wish and grit her teeth until now.

No matter how arrogant or cruel she is, she can't hide that she is a loser who has escaped from three thousand years ago to the present. After being a deserter for too long, you can no longer muster the courage to go to the battlefield.

Even after Ash lost Vichy's memory, he was still attracted to Vichy. In addition to his initial favorable impression, it was more because of Vichy's gradually glowing vitality. Compared with female sorcerers like Sword Princess and Witch who have never encountered setbacks, Vichy has always been in a state of restlessness. When Ash gave her the miracle, even if it was not visible on the outside, Vichy gave people the feeling Becomes much brighter and dazzling.

It's not love or gratitude, it's more like a dusty war drum being beaten by a heavy hammer, the dust rustling away, and the heart hidden inside roars.

She had lingered too long and failed too much, and was in desperate need of substantial recognition and progress to rekindle her life.

But whether Vichy or Black Crow, they are still chasing their dreams, but Visser is different... She has completed the mission inherited by Gray Fox, destroyed the Senluo Wasteland, and made decisions for millions of Senluo people. their luck.

She reached her end.

Just like a financially free person, Weisel can choose to live as she pleases, but her oversized ego will not allow her to live a mediocre life. She had been burning her life for more than twenty years before. If there was no new container to put her in, she could only destroy herself in the emptiness.

At the crossroads of being at a loss, the option that could simultaneously satisfy the needs of life inheritance, reproductive instinct and love was so attractive to her.

Ash asked himself who he was willing to have children with at this moment, and there was actually only Yin Lan. Vichy won't mention it. The Sword Lady and the Witch are both too young. Their impulses can easily overwhelm their rationality, and they may regret it in the future. Only Yin Leng is recognized as an adult by Yaxiu. Any decision she makes must have fully considered the consequences, and she can be trusted as a partner.

"But..." Ya Xiu's tone was hesitant.

:"you already....."

"Yes, it is impossible for gods to have children." Weisel said softly: "Not only because you and I are completely different beings, but also because gods do not have the ability to reproduce. And it would be bad if you could have children with gods. Well, Sword Lady will not only have to be wary of us, but also the gods such as Soul Lock, Shattered Lake, and Gospel." She laughed after saying this.

"But it's interesting to think about it. If we have a child, will she be a human being, a magic spirit, or a god?" The god lay on the chest of the magician, listening to the human heartbeat: "Whether it is a boy or a girl, I will I hope their character is like you, not like mine.”

"Why?"

"Because people like me will live a very hard and tiring life." Weisel's voice was very soft, as if she was afraid that her words would become a curse: "And it's not lovable."

"Indeed." Ash nodded matter-of-factly: "After all, I am already a demigod, not a human being anymore. My liking for you cannot be used as evidence that you are lovable."

"But do you care whether other people like you or not? Do you save the world just to see people you don't know applaud you?" Ash scratched Weisel's waist and asked pretending to be angry: " Can’t I satisfy you that I like you?”

"Ash, are you a little too confident...

"ah?"

Seeing Ya Xiu pretending to be depressed, Weisel chuckled, took the initiative to feed him pineapple juice, and said in a coaxing tone: "But I like that you are so confident. Even if the whole world doesn't like me, as long as You like me and I am satisfied."

"Being with you also makes me stupid. If we have a child, can we still let her suffer? Even if she has the same personality as Wei Xi, we will not let her suffer."

"Don't say that... just to be scared..." Ash's mouth twitched: "If my child has the same personality as Wei Xi, it will only prove that my educational ability is useless. shit......"

"Don't worry." Weisel chuckled and looked at Ash and said, "After all, I can't have a child with you."

"I can never have children, I can never be a mother, I can only be a god attached to you."

The tent suddenly became quiet, and the eight silver crystals seemed to dim.

"I'm not complaining, nor do I think it's unfair. This is the price I deserve to pay." Visser said, "The world was completely shattered because of me, and tens of millions of people died because of me. No matter what punishment I receive, it is not too much." , I can still awaken my self-awareness and stay with you as a god. What else can I be dissatisfied with? "

Ash shook his head repeatedly: "I don't think you did anything wrong without you-------"

"Without me, all sentient beings in Senluo would have fallen into an even worse end." Weisel said, "But who am I qualified to make decisions for them? Just because I am right, can I decide the fate of others?"

"In the end, what's the difference between me and the stars that destroyed the star cage? We both followed the justice we believed in and shed the blood of others."

"The reason why you are so tolerant to me, Ash, is just because you pity me." She said softly, "You think I paid a heavy price."

"Maybe it's just because I'm also a bad person with double standards," Ash kissed Weisel's forehead, caressed her back, and smiled: "I also make excuses for the people I like. Because I like you, So you are fine with everything.”

"But I thought your thoughts were similar to Fan Xing's, the type of 'I have the ability to decide their fate, so I just do it, I don't care what they think'." "

Weisel replenished the pineapple juice in the cup and nodded while feeding Ash: "I really don't care what they think, but that doesn't mean I deny my sins... I just have the awareness to pay the price and am willing to bear it. All consequences."

"You may think that the price I pay is to lose my body and become a god, or to be trapped in the Dark Forest and have to make up for the sins I committed for the rest of my life." Weisel raised his eyebrows and looked up at Ash: "But Actually no, this

These bad luck are not punishment at all to me, I feel no pain at all. "

"The biggest punishment that fate has given me is meeting you, Ash." She said softly: "All my pain and all my regrets come from you... You are the instrument of torture that can torture me the most. ”