Chapter 1305: Expecting the Years - She Can No Longer Be Pregnant with Feng Yan's Child (Four Updates Combined)
Han Bing is a very calm person, and he has developed the ability to remain calm in the face of things over the years.
However, at this moment, his hands on the steering wheel were shaking.
Because Feng Yan opened the car door and rushed down, Han Bing had never seen such a panicked look.
Perhaps it was something no one had ever seen.
It was raining heavily, and Yin Shinian just lay on the ground, motionless...
At that moment, Feng Yan felt that his heart was about to stop beating.
Han Bing calmed down and checked Yin Shinian's injuries. There was no injury anywhere.
He didn't feel that he had hit anything just now...
Han Bing exhaled and looked at the young master standing there stiffly.
"Young master, Miss Yin has a high fever and should have fainted!"
Feng Yan did not respond and still stood there.
"Young master..." Han Bing called Feng Yan again.
Feng Yan stood there as if someone had pressed his acupuncture points.
Then, he suddenly came to his senses, and then bent down and picked up Yin Shinian.
"Go to the hospital." Feng Yan might not even realize that his voice was trembling.
Feng Yan's car disappeared in the heavy rain, not far away, in a motorhome.
"Sir, do you want to follow?" The attendant asked Bai Hexun respectfully.
Bai Hexun played with the cufflinks on his shirt.
He stayed with Yin Shinian as long as she stood in the heavy rain.
Little girl, do you know how much I feel when I see you like this?
But, there is still a little bit left, he has not hurt you enough, when he hurts enough, you will beg me to take you away...
Yin Shinian had a full body check, except for fever and physical weakness, there was no other problem.
Feng Yan looked at Yin Shinian lying on the bed, his face gloomy.
In a week, Yin Shinian lost a lot of weight.
He was already thin, and now he is even more unsightly...
Feng Yan's jaws were tightly clenched, and his mind was echoing what happened in the hotel that day.
The man was actually nowhere to be found, and the more so, the more vigorous the cruel gene in Feng Yan's body split.
He didn't want a dirty woman, but he would definitely find that man.
He wanted to see what kind of man Yin Shinian would fall in love with...
"Nana... Nana..." Yin Shinian opened his mouth slightly and called Nana's name.
His voice was very light, as if he had no strength, but it hit Feng Yan's heart like a thousand gold coins.
Nana had been quarreling with him these days, just because Yin Shinian was not there.
She was in a cold war with him and didn't talk, but she was very strong and didn't cry.
Because of this, Feng Yan felt bad.
Nana couldn't leave Yin Shinian...
And he...
"Feng Yan, hot..." Yin Shinian muttered, calling Feng Yan's name very naturally.
It was as if they were a couple who had lived together for a long time, with such a natural tone.
So settled, so dependent.
A sentence, adding up to three words, but it was the most pleasant words Feng Yan had ever heard Yin Shinian say.
The soft and gentle voice was like being coquettish.
Like a feather passing through his heart, Feng Yan's cold face gradually eased.
The corners of his tightly pursed lips also slightly lifted.
Feng Yan looked at Yin Shinian and made a decision, an idea he had never had before.
He had never thought of this with Huo Qingge. He wanted to marry Yin Shinian...
Nana couldn't live without a mother. The stubbornness of that little girl was really inherited from her.
Feng Yan told himself that it was just that Nana needed a mother...
Feng Yan filled a basin with water and applied a towel to Yin Shinian's forehead.
In fact, the fever had been reduced after the injection of antipyretic injection.
However, Feng Yan kept changing towels for Yin Shinian.
Because Yin Shinian didn't frown when the towel was applied, Feng Yan thought that she would be more comfortable this way.
The next day, Yin Shinian woke up and opened her eyes to see a strange environment.
She sat up suddenly, and then she found that her hand was held by Feng Yan, and he was lying on the bed.
The moment she saw Feng Yan, Yin Shinian's eyes were red, and she felt extremely wronged.
For a whole week, if she hadn't forced herself to eat and sleep in order to see Nana, she would have died long ago.
She waited for him at Fengmen every day, but he just wouldn't see her.
She was going crazy thinking about the child...
From her pregnancy to Nana's age, the grievances she had endured, now thinking about it, were not as much as this week.
This grievance seemed to be fermented and continued to expand. The moment she saw Feng Yan, it completely broke out...
Yin Shinian pulled Feng Yan's hand and bit it at the tiger's mouth, fiercely...
Feng Yan took care of Yin Shinian for a whole night and fell asleep at more than four in the morning.
Yin Shinian bit so hard that Feng Yan was awakened by the sudden pain.
"Fuck..." Feng Yan's eyes were sleepy, and his eyes were confused when he looked at Yin Shinian.
This "fuck" was purely instinctive.
Yin Shinian didn't let go, crying and biting, and didn't let go even when his teeth were sore.
Later, on many sleepless nights, Feng Yan would smile bitterly when looking at the scar on his palm.
Feng Yan actually let Yin Shinian bite him, blood slid down the corner of his mouth, mixed with tears.
Yin Shinian didn't let go until he had bitten enough, and the corner of his mouth was covered with Feng Yan's blood.
The layer of skin on the palm was almost bitten through...
Feng Yan didn't even look at his bitten hand, but covered the corners of Yin Shinian's lips with his fingers, wiped it off, and then wiped it on Yin Shinian's pale face.
"Want to see Nana?" Feng Yan's voice was a little hoarse, which was caused by smoking too much these days.
Yin Shinian bit his lip and looked at Feng Yan stubbornly, tears falling down.
The silence makes people feel more distressed, especially Feng Yan...
"If you don't answer, you just don't want to!"
Feng Yan's rough thumb gently rubbed Yin Shinian's cheek.
This slightly rough and delicate smoothness highlights firmness and softness.
"I want to..." Choking with grievance, Yin Shinian said it almost as soon as Feng Yan finished speaking.
She thought, if she didn't think well, she would go crazy...
That was her daughter, how could she not think about the flesh that fell from her body.
"Yin Shinian, I, Feng Yan, will never take back what I say. If I don't let you see Nana, I won't let you see her, unless..."
Feng Yan let go of the hand that was rubbing Yin Shinian's cheek and stood up.
He stopped mid-sentence, causing Yin Shinian's heart to rise to his throat.
Yin Shinian clutched the quilt and looked at Feng Yan, waiting for him to say unless...
I don’t know why, but Feng Yan didn’t say anything unless she couldn’t do it...
Feng Yan said nothing and looked at Yin Shinian, who was getting more and more uneasy. She wanted to see Nana now, so she should beg him to tell him.
"Unless what?" Yin Shinian couldn't wait to see Nana now, so she asked.
"Unless you marry me!" Feng Yan sat casually on the sofa and spoke slowly.
The voice was low and feminine, but it made Yin Shinian freeze up.
marry him...
Feng Yan asked herself to marry him?
The voice in his heart was no, but Yin Shinian couldn't say it out of his mouth.
Because she wants Nana, wants Nana...
"Feng Yan, I can continue to sleep with you..."
Yin Shinian doesn't want to get married, doesn't want to...
She has always thought that after so many years of suffering, there will always be good times.
She just wanted to have her own love, her own marriage, and her own family.
Happy must be happy...
When people live this whole life, they have to live for themselves...
There is someone who cares for her, pampers her, loves her...
She is a woman, life forces her to be strong, she also wants to be as delicate as water, and she also wants...
She also wanted to have someone she could rely on for the rest of her life, but this person would definitely not be Feng Yan.
She doesn't ask for a better life, she just wants someone who can love her wholeheartedly.
However, Feng Yan couldn't do it, he didn't love himself at all, he loved Qing Ge...
Feng Yan must not know that the two times he drank too much, he called Qingge's name in his dreams...
When Yin Shinian thought of this, her heart ached, very painful.
She hated herself like this, very disgusted.
"Do I need a woman to sleep with me? Yin Shinian, do you think I will sleep with you? I, Feng Yan, never want dirty things."
Feng Yan stood up slowly, feeling cold all over his body, and turned around and walked towards the door.
Feng Yan discovered that Yin Shinian had the ability to easily arouse his anger.
He was in a good mood last night because she said, "Feng Yan, hot...".
She could still call her own name in a daze, which meant that she had herself in her heart. This made him feel good.
However, this time, he gave her face, but she didn't want it.
You don’t want to marry him, do you?
He's not even married yet...
Feng Yan, you are crazy to think of marrying this woman.
Yin Shinian clenched his hands so tightly that his nails were embedded in his flesh.
She wasn't dirty, she and Bai Hexun didn't sleep with each other. From beginning to end, only he, Feng Yan, slept with her.
However, he didn't believe her...
"I will marry, I will marry, I will marry you..."
The moment Feng Yan put his hand on the door handle, Yin Shinian shouted to him.
Yin Shinian, happiness and love will not belong to you at all, and you will not have it.
You are already lucky to have Nana, so what if you marry him.
Don't you live just for Nana? There is nothing you can't do.
No no……
"It's too late!" Feng Yan didn't even have to look back. From Yin Shinian's voice, he could hear her unwillingness.
There are so many women who want to marry him, Feng Yan, but he still lacks her who is so unwilling?
Who does she think Yin Shinian is?
When the door opened, Yin Shinian stumbled out of bed.
He ran directly towards Feng Yan and hugged him from behind.
"Feng Yan, I will marry you, marry you. I will agree to anything you say. I will do anything you want me to do. Just let me see Nana, please..."
Nothing can compare with how much she misses her daughter. Yin Shinian is as fragile as a glass doll that will break at any time.
The one who has supported her hard life in these years is Nana. She can't live without her, can't...
Yin Shinian used all her strength to hold Feng Yan. She didn't want anything else...
No more...
"Say you love me!" Feng Yan turned around, pinched Yin Shinian's chin, and spoke softly.
A hole was ripped open in his heart, and Yin Shinian's eyes were full of shock.
It's like someone discovered a secret...
So panicked, she has been avoiding this problem, avoiding the problem of falling in love with Feng Yan.
She didn't know why she fell in love with this man who hurt her again and again.
She didn't know and didn't understand, but she just fell in love with him...
When he hugged her and said, "Do you miss me?"
Or when Nana called him dad and he cried...
Or when she was sick and he stayed by her side...
Yin Shinian didn't know exactly when it was, but she knew that she fell in love with him.
Feng Yan was waiting for her to say that he wanted her to be obedient and he wanted to remove all the thorns on her body...
"I love... you!"
Yin Shinian closed her eyes and said it. Feng Yan thought she was obedient and compromised, so she lied.
But only Yin Shinian knew that what she said was true, true...
"Hehe, who did you fall in love with?" Feng Yan's tone was very cold and heavy, with a mocking disdain.
"Feng Yan, I love you..."
Yin Shinian's temperament was very cold, but also very shy. After saying this, her whole face was red.
There were tears mixed with blood on her face. She should have looked embarrassed, but she looked so beautiful and thrilling.
Feng Yan's palm was still bleeding, and Yin Shinian could smell the sweet smell.
"Yin Shinian, your love for that man is just like this!"
Feng Yan shook Yin Shinian off, and walked out without even looking at her.
Yin Shinian's body was a little weak, although Feng Yan didn't say a word of affirmation.
But she knew that he agreed.
She was going to marry him...
Marry Feng Yan...
Yin Shinian stayed in the hospital for three days, and was taken back to Fengmen by Han Bing.
Finally saw Nana, Yin Shinian hugged her and wouldn't let go.
She tried not to cry, but in the end, she burst into tears when Nana said softly, "Yin little girl, I miss you so much!"
Since Yin Shinian returned to Fengmen, Feng Yan has never come back.
After all, she hasn't seen her father for a month. Although Nana didn't say she missed her father, Yin Shinian knew that she missed Feng Yan.
Nana didn't eat much these two days, so Yin Shinian wanted to make braised fish for her.
However, as soon as he took the fish out of the refrigerator and smelled the fishy smell, Yin Shinian retched.
Throwing the fish away, Yin Shinian ran to the bathroom, but he couldn't vomit anything.
Very uncomfortable...
Thinking that he might not have slept well these days, Yin Shinian didn't care.
He endured the discomfort and cooked the fish.
However, as soon as he took a bite, Yin Shinian felt nauseous again.
Without vomiting anything, Yin Shinian lay on the side of the toilet.
Suddenly thinking of something, Yin Shinian's little face turned pale in an instant.
When she was pregnant with Nana, it was the same, she felt nauseous when she smelled the fishy smell.
Calculating the days, her menstruation was delayed...
No, no...
She won't get pregnant, she can't get pregnant with Feng Yan's child again, can't...
Just when she was about to get up, Yin Shinian heard Feng Yan's voice coming from the living room, he was back...