Chapter 1296: Years of Expectation - You Eat, or I Eat You, Choose for Yourself (Five Chapters Combined)
Yin Shinian bit her lip. She didn't expect Feng Yan to ask this question. Bai Hexun's handsome face suddenly appeared in her mind.
The exiled man, the man she loved deeply...
The love buried in her heart, her eternal pain...
"This has nothing to do with Mr. Feng. You can sleep if you want!"
Yin Shinian would naturally not tell Feng Yan. It was her own business, something she had never told anyone.
That was the only thing that made her feel that everything was still beautiful during the difficult days of her life.
Although youth is ignorant, the emotion that touched her heart will never be forgotten.
Feng Yan can sleep with her if he wants to. It doesn't matter if it's one day earlier or later...
"Very good!" Feng Yan was completely enraged.
It's not that he didn't check Yin Shinian's affairs. Although there are many suitors around her, she has never dated any man.
Therefore, Feng Yan is very interested in this man...
If Yin Shinian confesses, he won't say anything, he just wants to know.
However, the more she concealed, the more unhappy Feng Yan was.
And it was Shi Nian who suffered in the end.
Yin Shinian felt the pain, even though she was a mother of a five-year-old child.
However, the real experience was only that night...
"It hurts..."
However, the bone-eroding pleasure made Feng Yan extremely excited...
Yin Shinian couldn't hear her cry out in pain at all...
Yin Shinian was forced to cry...
Why did she keep pestering him, why did it have to be Feng Yan...
The next day
When Yin Shinian woke up, it was already past ten o'clock, and her whole body felt like it had been run over by a car, and she was in great pain.
When Yin Shinian got out of bed, she fell down as soon as her feet touched the ground...
She fainted because of Feng Yan's torture...
She didn't know how many times Feng Yan had asked her for sex...
Looking at the purple marks on her body, Yin Shinian took a deep breath, "Yin Shinian, I have survived such difficult days, these are nothing, nothing, as long as I can be with Nana, these are really nothing..."
Yin Shinian went downstairs to leave, but didn't expect to see Nana in the living room...
She rushed down the stairs, she didn't expect Feng Yan to take Nana directly.
She was still thinking about how to tell Nana about this...
But, he took it on his own initiative, how could Nana accept the sudden appearance of her father...
"Nana..." Yin Shinian's eyes turned red when she saw her daughter. She tried not to cry, and couldn't let the child see her crying.
"I know who he is!" Nana was unusually calm, and her words were also very light.
Yin Shinian looked at Nana, and this kind of Nana made her even more heartbroken.
Nana has always been very sensitive and smart, how could she not think of it...
"It's my fault..." Holding Nana in her arms, Yin Shinian burst into tears.
She rarely cries, especially in front of Nana, but now she really can't help it...
"Mom, will we live here in the future? Although the house is big, it's not as good as ours, so just make do with it!"
Nana said calmly, stroking Yin Shinian's back.
Feng Yan sat on the sofa, and Nana looked at him coldly. Such eyes made Feng Yan feel cold and uncomfortable...
He wanted to get close to his daughter, but, obviously, it was a bit difficult.
After knowing that Nana was his daughter, Feng Yan had people start preparing a children's room and a game room.
He wanted to give his daughter the best, and he would make up for the fatherly love that he had missed for these years.
However, Nana obviously didn't appreciate it. She had lived here for several days, but Nana's attitude towards Feng Yan was very cold.
That day, when Feng Yan got home at 5:30, Nana was playing in the living room by herself and saw him come back.
A flash of joy flashed in her eyes, but then she turned her face away and snorted.
Feng Yan walked to her side and sat down, kissing her on the forehead.
"Where's your mother?" It was a natural question, as if he had been asking Nana this since she was a child.
Nana didn't say anything, but she didn't push Feng Yan away directly like before.
Feng Yan heard the sound of cooking in the kitchen. When he was at home, Yin Shinian never cooked.
"Do you miss your dad?"
Feng Yan held Nana in his arms and asked softly.
After Nana came back, she never called him dad.
The only time was when they first met, in the cake shop, she called him dad...
Now that I think about it, I really should have recorded it for her, that dad was really nice.
"If you don't miss me, why would I miss you?"
Ever since Nana came back, her tone of voice when talking to him was sarcastic, and her attitude was very bad.
Feng Yan knew that Nana did this on purpose, just to make her angry that he hadn't appeared for all these years, and once he appeared, he would snatch her from her mother.
"Dad misses you, all the time!"
Feng Yan wanted to get close to Nana, but he didn't know how to get close to her.
So he was very cautious, but the more he was like this, the more Nana felt that he didn't love her that deeply.
"Hmph, I don't believe it!" Nana pouted.
"Nana, do you want braised or steamed fish?"
Yin Shinian ran out of the kitchen and asked Nana with a smile, his tone light.
But when she saw Feng Yan holding Nana, the smile on her face disappeared immediately.
Feng Yan had never seen Yin Shinian so bright before. She had never smiled like this in front of him.
She had never had such a relaxed and cheerful tone.
Looking at her cold face now, Feng Yan's chest was instantly filled with anger. Did she not want to see him so much?
From joy to coldness, she did not hide it at all, and the change was so fast and so natural.
Qingge also said that Yin Shinian's coldness was just a disguise. In fact, she was very cheerful and enthusiastic.
He also said that Qingge was blind to think that this woman would be cheerful and enthusiastic.
However, the bright and beautiful smile on her face just now was indeed something he had never seen before.
It turned out that her indifference was only directed at him.
Even when the two of them reached the peak of pleasure together, she never gave him enthusiasm.
"I want to eat braised food!" Nana spoke to her mother in a crisp and pleasant voice.
Feng Yan suddenly felt that he had become redundant in this family.
When he was not around, the mother and daughter had a good atmosphere...
"Well, mom will make it for you!"
Yin Shinian replied with a faint smile. She was also patient and gentle enough for her daughter.
When Feng Yan went back to the room, took a shower, changed clothes and went downstairs, Yin Shinian and Nana were already eating in the restaurant.
Feng Yan stood at the corner of the restaurant for a long time before finally walking in.
She looked at the table with her feminine eyes, but there was no bowl and chopsticks for him.
He sat directly on the dining chair and looked at the dishes on the table, steamed fish, bacon bamboo shoots, stir-fried snow peas, beef and potatoes, and a shrimp tofu soup.
Nana looked at her father, then at her mother who was eating, and finally did not speak.
She actually wanted the family of three to eat together, but she knew that her mother did not want to...
Feng Yan did not speak either, and her feminine eyes kept looking at Yin Shinian.
Yin Shinian could not eat because of Feng Yan's look. She also felt Nana's embarrassment, and there was a trace of expectation...
"Serve the rice!" Feng Yan's fingers tapped rhythmically on the table.
Yin Shinian's hand holding the chopsticks tightened, then he put down the bowl and stood up to go to the kitchen.
Nana glanced at Feng Yan, snorted and lowered her head to eat.
Feng Yan looked at Yin Shinian's back, his eyes deep and cold.
Yin Shinian took the chopsticks to serve Feng Yan some rice, put it in front of him, said nothing, and sat down quietly again.
Yin Shinian didn't like this feeling, this forced compromise made her very uncomfortable.
She knew that if she didn't serve Feng Yan rice, he would change his way to torment her in bed.
To be honest, she really couldn't bear it. Every time she tried not to scream, he became more fierce. She begged for mercy, but he became more excited, again and again, endlessly...
Feng Yan picked up a piece of beef, it was delicious. He thought Qingge's cooking was delicious, but he didn't want the cold Yin Shinian to cook better.
But she never cooked for him. If he hadn't sat here shamelessly, he still couldn't eat her dishes.
I took another bite of the fish, it was very tender and fresh...
I tried every dish, and they all tasted very good.
The atmosphere in the restaurant was too quiet, Nana's lively eyes turned back and forth between her father and mother, and she looked very happy.
"Is it delicious?" Nana asked Feng Yan, without calling him dad.
Feng Yan looked at Nana, this was his daughter, when she didn't know he was her father, she could still call him dad with a smile, but after knowing that he was her father, she didn't call him.
"Nana, call dad!" Feng Yan didn't know what was wrong with him today, he especially wanted to hear Nana call him dad.
Feng Yan's tone was not as gentle as usual when he was talking to Nana, and it could even be said that it was a bit serious.
Nana obviously didn't expect her father to talk to her like this.
These days, no matter how she acted and made trouble, her father never said anything to her, and he was extremely indulgent.
She was embarrassed to make trouble again, but she didn't feel comfortable to recognize him without making trouble.
I always feel that if I get so close to him, my mother will be sad. After all, it is my father's fault. He has not been with her and her mother for these years...
Although she really wants the family to be together, she knows that her mother does not want to be here.
It is because she is here that she has to stay, so she doesn't know what to do...
It feels that the world of adults is so complicated...
Suddenly seeing the majesty of her father, Nana completely doesn't know whether to say a word back or call dad...
To be honest, she wants to call dad, she dreams of it, but she can't say it out loud.
It is true that Nana is Feng Yan's daughter, and it is also true that he is her father, but Feng Yan cannot ask his daughter to do this, or even force his daughter to call dad...
When she wants to call, she will call.
For this reason, Yin Shinian's displeasure is on his face.
Her way of educating Nana is to follow Nana's own wishes. Whatever she wants to do, as long as it is within a reasonable range and not dangerous, Yin Shinian will let her do it.
Feng Yan looked at Nana, waiting for her to call him daddy. Although his expression was still as feminine as usual, his eyes were filled with expectations that could not be concealed.
Nana couldn't call him daddy, so she put down her chopsticks, jumped off the dining chair, turned around and ran out of the restaurant.
"Nana..." Feng Yan called Nana.
"I don't want to eat anymore!" Nana interrupted Feng Yan and ran out.
It was hard to tell how aggressive her tone was, but her voice was loud.
"Why did you force her? She didn't want to scream."
Yin Shinian didn't take the initiative to talk to Feng Yan, let alone say such things to him to start a fight.
Feng Yan dropped his chopsticks on the dining table and looked at Yin Shinian with soft eyes.
"Is it because she doesn't want to scream, or are you not letting her scream?"
Yin Shinian didn't cook for him...
Yin Shinian's indifferent change when he saw him...
Yin Shinian's reluctance when serving him a meal...
Yin Shinian...
All the anger is on the verge of exploding.
All this also led to the fact that Yin Shinian concealed Nana's existence and did not tell himself that he had a daughter...
Yin Shinian's hand holding the chopsticks had turned white due to excessive exertion.
She didn't want to quarrel with Feng Yan, not at all.
Because of their awkward relationship, they have a daughter together...
However, they are not a couple, so it is very strange to quarrel over the child.
However, Feng Yan's attitude and attitude meant that he was going to quarrel, and she could clearly feel it.
"Although she is still young, she has the right to make her own decisions. I have never told her not to call you daddy!"
Yin Shinian finally spoke, feeling the need to speak clearly.
She felt that the way Feng Yan treated Nana was wrong.
"Whether or when she wants to call you daddy is her business. I won't interfere, and you shouldn't force him!"
Nana is his daughter, she will not deny this.
This fact will not change, but no one can force Nana to do things.
Even if she wanted to regain Nana's custody rights, she would not say a bad word about Feng Yan to Nana.
Normally, Yin Shinian's attitude when talking to Feng Yan was very cold, and now his tone was even less warm.
"You are her mother. Shouldn't you tell her if you call her dad?"
This is the simplest principle, just like parents teach their children from childhood. For example, when guests come to the house, they should say hello and call someone, and say goodbye when the guests leave.
These all require guidance from parents.
Feng Yan felt that he was integrated into their lives later, so Yin Shinian should tell Nainai, "Nainai, this is daddy, come on, call daddy!"
This is Feng Yan's opinion, and he also feels that this is the way it should be and is correct.
Faced with Nana's behavior, Yin Shinian didn't care about her, and even condoned Nana's behavior.
Isn't it because she doesn't guide and indulges in this behavior because she doesn't want Nana to call her daddy?
"Nana has been able to dress herself since the beginning. I will never interfere with what she wears and how she matches it. She has the right to make her own choices, and I will not guide her."
In this regard, Yin Shinian felt that what he did was right, and it was precisely because of this that Nana became so independent.
Yin Shinian believes that it is very important to cultivate a child's character before the age of three. What foundation is laid will determine what will happen after that. Therefore, in terms of education, Nana makes her own decisions.
"If Nana makes trouble with you, that's her own business. I won't care about her. I think it's right. She feels uncomfortable. That's her own way of venting."
"You also said that you are her father. If you think what she did is wrong, you can control her, and I will not interfere with your rights as a father."
"However, I need to tell you that you can control her, but you cannot force her to do things she doesn't want to do. She has the right to choose. She has the final say in her own affairs. Neither you nor I have the right to interfere!"
Yin Shinian didn't talk much at ordinary times. It could even be said that she was no different from a mute. However, when she wanted to say something, no one could stop her.
"You can talk so much, why are you pretending to be mute?"
Feng Yan was choked by Yin Shinian and became even more annoyed. He also saw once again how thoroughly Nana's stubbornness was inherited.
Her argumentative way of speaking really opened his eyes.
Yin Shinian looked at the food on the table. She hated wasting it, but now she had no appetite to eat anymore.
Nana was probably crying again at this time. She always cried a lot recently, and she knew that the child felt uncomfortable too.
On the one hand, she resents her father for not being with her all these years, and on the other hand, she is very close to her father...
Yin Shinian stood up, and when she passed Feng Yan, her arm was grabbed by him.
Feng Yan's hand was so strong that Yin Shinian felt like his wrist would be broken.
However, she did not speak. She could still bear the pain. On the bed, he pinched her even harder than this.
"Are you done?" Feng Yan's voice was a bit deeper than usual.
"..." Yin Shinian opened his mouth but said nothing.
She hadn't finished speaking yet. She still had a lot to say, but she knew it would be useless.
People like Feng Yan can't understand human speech.
"When you're done, finish your meal!"
Feng Yan put away his anger and looked at these dishes. He didn't want to waste them, and he didn't want to eat them alone...
"Don't eat!" Yin Shinian wanted to free his wrist, but couldn't.
"You eat, or I eat you, it's your choice!"
He listened to what Yin Shinian said, but he felt that what she said was not entirely right.
Just looking at her angry and depressed expression, he felt that she seemed aggrieved.
Although he was talking about Nana, he could hear her dissatisfaction.
It was as if the anger was extinguished all of a sudden, which was really a miraculous thing.
He is not the kind of person who gets angry quickly and then goes away quickly, but he becomes like this with Yin Shinian.
Feng Yan's suddenly softened tone also made Yin Shinian stunned, but she felt powerless against his threat.
Because he can do what he says. He also said that day, "We have done it in the bedroom, bathroom and balcony. One day, try to do it in the kitchen and dining room to see if it can stimulate you and make you scream..."
Thinking of this sentence, Yin Shinian's back felt numb.