Chapter 1314: Expecting the Years - Aborting the Child... (3,000 Words)

Yin Shinian, this is the first time that Yin Shinian has been so bold and said such words regardless of everything.

She has always lived a depressed life, and dared not think about many things. Her coldness is also accumulated little by little.

Indifference is her protective color. No one approaches her, and she is not enthusiastic, so there will be no ties and no emotions.

Once people have emotions, they will become very fragile.

Just like herself at this moment...

She felt that she had become a little humble, saying such words to Feng Yan in such a situation.

She said this without regard for her face. It is conceivable that the cold Yin Shinian was so nervous and uneasy at this moment...

Feng Yan's eyes tightened and his jaw clenched tightly.

This was the first time that Yin Shinian expressed her feelings and thoughts to him, with a taste of begging.

She wanted to live a good life with him. He could hear her trembling and nervousness in her voice.

With her temperament, she must have mustered up the courage to say such words.

Feng Yan's arms around Yin Shinian's waist suddenly tightened...

"Abort the child, we'll get married, live a good life, and we'll have children in the future!"

Feng Yan said this with his eyes closed.

The voice was firm, and you knew there was no room for maneuver.

After hearing Feng Yan's words, Yin Shinian's body suddenly stiffened.

She then laughed, Yin Shinian, you are really too naive, who is Feng Yan?

Will he allow his woman to have another man's child?

He has told you that he wants you to get married just for Nana...

There is one more thing, have you forgotten? He loves Qingge...

He doesn't love you at all, what are you thinking?

You're still thinking about living a good life with him, Yin Shinian, you're really funny.

It seemed as if a hole was torn in the heart, blood gushed out, and then the blood vessels burst...

That kind of pain is that all the senses are pulled in pain, and it can hurt people to death.

Yin Shinian couldn't catch her breath and almost suffocated.

When she suddenly realized what was happening, she coughed violently.

Feng Yan moved her body, stroked her back, and helped her breathe...

"Why?"

Even though she had the answer in her heart, she still asked.

Yin Shinian, are you masochistic?

At this time, she already had the answer in her heart, why do you still ask.

Isn't this asking for trouble?

Really tired...

Even if life was hard and difficult in the past, Yin Shinian never felt tired.

It was the kind of tiredness that made me want to lie on the bed, close my eyes, and take a nap, and it would be best if I never woke up.

Then I would be relieved, I wouldn't have to think about anything, and I wouldn't feel any pain...

"I won't allow you to give birth to another man's child!"

Feng Yan clenched his fists, and the veins on his forehead bulged.

In fact, Feng Yan didn't do it for this reason, he just didn't want to give birth to a child who might be deformed.

Yin Shinian cares so much about this child that he begs himself so much. If the child is really found to be deformed or born with a disease.

Any result is unbearable for Yin Shinian.

Rather than waiting until then, both the adult and the child will suffer.

It is better to abort the child right now.

His words will undoubtedly make Yin Shinian hate him.

But it is better than Yin Shinian knowing that the child may be deformed or sick, and feeling pain and self-blame.

After knowing this possibility, asking her to abort the child is undoubtedly like using a knife to dig into her heart.

Rather than letting her suffer, it is better to let her hate herself.

There will be children in the future. He wants to have another child, and Nana also wants to have a brother or sister.

Yin Shinian bit his lip, and the smile at the corner of his lips was sad and desperate. She begged him to let her give birth to this child, but why did he force her to abort it?

"Rest well tonight, surgery tomorrow, the period is short, it won't hurt your body!"

Yin Shinian was stiff in Feng Yan's arms, and he felt uncomfortable.

This time, Feng Yan left in a somewhat embarrassed way, and he didn't even dare to look at the despair in Yin Shinian's eyes.

He knew she wanted this child very much, but she couldn't...

Hearing the sound of the door closing, Yin Shinian collapsed on the ground and cried silently...

Feng Yan, why do you do this...

Do you know that I am sometimes timid and cowardly like a hedgehog.

Looking at the thorns on my body, I have protection, but my heart is extremely fragile.

I have given you my heart, but you don't accept it.

My cowardice will make me quickly put away and lock up this heart that you don't want.

I will never hold it in front of you again in this life...

Feng Yan, you made me understand what love is, and I want to love too.

But...

Sophia

Feng Yan drank so much that he couldn't open his eyes.

Li Beichen glanced at the time, stood up and said to Gu Jue, "I'll go back first. Your third sister-in-law has severe morning sickness. I'm worried. She'll be in trouble again tonight."

Li Beichen looked at Feng Yan who was still drinking and sighed helplessly.

"Go back, third brother. I'll take him back to sleep when he's had enough!"

He was yawning, and he was very sleepy.

It was already three o'clock in the morning...

After Li Beichen left, Feng Xi also woke up and saw Feng Yan still drinking.

"Damn, isn't he going to drink himself to death? Have you made a will? Don't drink yourself to death like this, and then you have to deal with his mess!"

Feng Xi got angry when she saw Feng Yan drinking himself to death.

He also knew that Yin Shinian was pregnant.

Han Bing also told her about the things that happened before and after.

I really didn't expect that woman, what's her name... Jiang Fei, I really can't tell that such a stupid person would do such a despicable thing.

You really can't judge a person by his appearance, I really can't tell...

"You can't drink to death, I've drunk like this before!"

Gu Jue is an experienced person, because Chu Baiqing, he drank more fiercely than this.

At that time, it seemed that only alcohol could numb himself, let his mind go blank, and not think about anything.

Rather than saying it was empty, it's better to say it was a mess, and I couldn't think clearly about things at all.

If I don't think, it won't hurt so much.

"How dare you say that!"

Feng Xi hugged the pillow. He now felt that the pillow was the safest. As long as Gu Jue sat opposite him, he would definitely hug the pillow.

Gu Jue had been torturing people a lot at that time, and he was afraid of being tormented.

"Fuck, why am I embarrassed to say it? I'm waiting for the day when you do this, I will hurt you again!"

Gu Jue felt that even if you scold Feng Yan now, he would not hear it.

He would not fight back if you hit him.

"Damn, I don't know, who is that man? Feng Yan's behavior must have killed that man. Why is he drinking alone here? It's not like his temper!"

This is what Feng Xi couldn't figure out. Who on earth could make Feng Yan drink so aggrievedly?

"I don't know. Han Bing is very tight-lipped. He won't mention it!"

Gu Jue was actually quite curious. After all, who could make Feng Yan so bearish and depressed? He really couldn't think of it.

I asked the third brother just now, and he said he didn't know.

"Jue, let me ask you, seeing Feng Yan like this, is he in love with Shi Nian?"

Feng Xi always felt that it was unlikely for Feng Yan to have such a thing happen.

He loved his third sister-in-law so much, even his third brother could feel it, how could he fall in love with Shi Nian...

"Fuck, you can't see it yourself, look at how ugly he is!"

Gu Jue could see that Feng Yan really fell in love with Yin Shinian, but he didn't know if he had discovered it himself.

"I just think it's unlikely..."

Feng Xi muttered to himself, he had already let go of Yin Shinian in his heart.

If Feng Yan could really love Yin Shinian well, he would definitely bless them well.

Because Nana...

Because a good woman like Yin Shinian deserves a man to treat her well.

Love her well, love her for a lifetime...

People's suffering will not last a lifetime, there will always be sweet times.

If the first half of life is bitter, the second half will be sweet. He hopes that Yin Shinian's life will be sweet after that, because she deserves it.

"Why the hell does it hurt so much!" Feng Yan leaned on the sofa, beating his chest, which was dull and painful.

As if on fire, he kept drinking iced wine, but he still couldn't extinguish the scorching and suffocating pain.

Instead, the more he drank, the more uncomfortable he felt. The pain had spread to his limbs.

"I don't want to, I don't want to... I don't want you to feel pain..."

Feng Yan's eyes were already blurred, and his words were all curled.

However, Gu Jue and Feng Xi still heard clearly what he said.

However, they didn't understand what he meant.

What do you mean by not wanting you to feel pain...

Even though Feng Yan was drunk, when he was finally carried up, he still said clearly, "Go back to the hospital!"

Gu Jue and Feng Xi originally wanted to carry him upstairs and sleep directly in the suite.

Later, the two exchanged glances and finally sent Feng Yan back to the hospital.

It was already past five in the morning when they arrived at the hospital, and it was already dawn...

Feng Yan slept in the room next to Yin Shinian.

When he woke up, it was already past two in the afternoon, and he sat up suddenly.

With a terrible headache, he glanced at the wall clock...

Feng Yan suddenly remembered that he and the doctor had agreed to perform an abortion on Yin Shinian at nine o'clock today.

And now it was already past two o'clock...

Feng Yan cursed in his heart, got out of bed, and rushed out of the ward...

Feng Yan opened the door, and Han Bing was about to open the door, and the two bumped into each other.

Feng Yan didn't care that he was hurt, and pushed Han Bing away to go to Yin Shinian's ward.

Han Bing grabbed his arm, "Young Master..."

Han Bing opened his mouth, but the words got stuck in his mouth, and he couldn't say it.

Feng Yan looked at Han Bing's hesitation, and his heart sank.

Han Bing had been with him for many years. Once he had something to say but didn't know how to say it, it meant that something had happened...