Chapter 1082 People of Faith and People of Unbelief
"Isn't this what you are happy to see? It was also caused by you." Su Xiaoqiang paused and whispered.
The blonde girl was silent for a long time and sneered, not knowing what she was mocking.
"Do you know that many people actually want you to die?" The blonde girl helped the child under her to tidy up the messy hair caused by the struggle.
"Did I do something wrong?"
"Wanting you to death has nothing to do with whether you did something wrong or not."
"Do you want me to die too?" Su Xiaoqiang looked at her and asked.
"Occasionally." The blond girl replied, "For example, when you have sex with him, I feel like my toy has been snatched away by others. I wish I could kill you early. Otherwise, the terms of the previous transaction can be relaxed. Your How about you just lend me your body occasionally?"
Su Xiaoqiang stood up suddenly and tried to hit the blonde girl's tall nose with his forehead, but the other party laughed successfully, leaned down to suppress her, and gave her an intimate hug like a best friend.
But Su Xiaoqiang was unwilling to accept this best friend, so she bit the damn blond bastard's neck.
Obviously the blonde girl said she wished to have a body, which meant that her existence itself was illusory, unreal, and the embodiment of some kind of power, but Su Xiaoqiang actually bit out blood from her neck, with a strong smell of blood. The bright red liquid spread between the lips and teeth, stimulating the senses. The bright red liquid followed the bright red lips and left a white neck. The other party was actually still laughing, smiling unbridled.
Su Xiaoqiang didn't know the purpose of this girl appearing here tonight. Her sixth sense told her that the other party didn't really just show up to tease her. She had her own purpose, and she didn't know if she would succeed.
The blond girl lay on Su Xiaoqiang's body like a snake without bones. Even if Su Xiaoqiang was disgusted with this guy, he had to admit that the other party was indeed like a beautiful snake with blood and bones.
The touch and temperature between skin and skin make people fascinated and harmonious. The mysterious fragrance lingering on the tip of the nose also makes people lose consciousness. The soft body, the golden hair, the breath like gossamer, if she really With his own body wrapped around that boy so tenderly, would that boy really have the heart to refuse?
On Su Xiaoqiang's body, the blonde girl threw her face into a pillow next to Su Xiaoqiang's head and asked lazily: "Do you believe that I actually mean well?"
"Do not believe."
"Well, I don't believe it either." She smiled brightly, "I am also one of the countless people who want you to die, but it shouldn't be ranked too high. The person who wants you to die the most is probably Mandy Gonzalez, right? "
Su Xiaoqiang's expression moved slightly. She had heard this name many times, and she had also taken the initiative to understand the person behind this name, the girl who had betrayed Kassel Academy and the Secret Party.
I heard that she was Lin Nian's former partner, his guide, and his fellow sect sister. However, in a certain action, she betrayed Lin Nian and exposed her identity as the 'Emperor' Anzi. Even Lin Nian Nian almost paid the price with his life to block a shot for her.
Su Xiaoqiang didn't have a good impression of this woman, and people around her kept the girl secretive. She never asked about it in front of Lin Nian, but it didn't mean that she wasn't curious, but she could always restrain her curiosity well. There will be no unnecessary disputes or suspicions.
"Curious about her? No one has told you about the secrets between her and Lin Nian?" the blond girl asked.
Su Xiaoqiang didn't answer. She felt bad whether she was curious or not, so the best answer was silence. If she knows something she shouldn't know, it is also the other party's arbitrariness, not her root cause - an ostrich-like evasion behavior, using silence to face the dangers facing the other side, fearing and faintly expecting.
"Actually, she doesn't have much to say." The blonde girl thought for a while, "In the end, she is still a poor person, a guy who is almost the same as you."
"She also made a deal with that person?" Su Xiaoqiang was stunned for a moment and asked in a low voice.
For no reason, she felt sympathy for Mandy Gonzalez. People who are trapped in the same quagmire will always feel sad when they see their companions who are dying together. It seems that someone on the road to hell is doing something. You won’t be lonely if you have company.
"Your compassion and mother's heart just make me laugh." The blonde girl mercilessly mocked the emotion growing in Su Xiaoqiang's heart, and said mockingly, "Do you think she is your companion? With such an idea, you will contact her in the future. , she will probably stomp on her head and push her to the bottom of the quagmire to help her get ashore, right? She is not a stupid child like you, and her evaluation by me is at least three Veleva Helsinkis higher than you."
Su Xiaoqiang felt that since he could bite this guy's neck to bleed, could he bite off the other person's throat if he tried harder?
"She did make a deal with the 'Emperor', but it's a pity that she is not like you. She is a smart woman and has long since grabbed Lin Nian's hand and escaped from this swamp. And you, you are connected to the heart You can't be ruthless, and you don't dare to cling to the power and power at your fingertips. What kind of achievements do I expect you to achieve?" The blonde girl sarcastically sarcastic at Su Xiaoqiang beneath her.
Su Xiaoqiang did not speak and remained silent, and her silence made the blonde girl respond coldly.
Until a long time ago, the blond girl slowly raised her body, looked at Su Xiaoqiang below her and said, "But unfortunately, a transaction is just a contract. The contract can be easily torn up, just like a piece of waste paper." , but there is something more terrifying than a contract - belief. For belief, people will bet their lives, no matter they are born noble or humble, once they strengthen their belief, life begins to countdown. Oh, you and Mandy Gonzalez They are all poor beasts tamed by belief, and they can only become victims of belief in the end."
"We humans generally call this kind of thing courage." Su Xiaoqiang said, "Even if a fly shakes a tree and a mantis' arm acts like a chariot, courage is never something that can be ridiculed."
"No, little guy." The blonde girl said with a low smile, "Usually I call this 'love brain'. Do you know what 'love brain' means? It is a thinking mode where love comes first. When you fall in love, you put all your energy into it. and focus on love and lovers, devaluing your own value into the soil to be stepped on ten million times and solidified. Don't use any 'courage' to cover up your 'love brains', you women They're all the same in my eyes, so stupid that they make people laugh."
"If it can make me feel the value and meaning of life and get beautiful things from it, then it is meaningful and worth what I pay for." Su Xiaoqiang said.
"Compared to your 'love' which lasted less than three or four years, and even lasted two years of unrequited love, aren't 'family ties' and 'future' more valuable, things worth pursuing? Think about it. Your parents, stupid kid. Why, you risk your life for a man, do you want your parents with white hair to give birth to black hair?" The blond girl raised her hand and touched Su Xiaoqiang's face, "Don't play a game. A game where you use your own life as a bet and you probably won't win. Do you risk everything just to make the chips in the prize pool higher? But in the end, it's not you who wins everyone."
Su Xiaoqiang looked at her silently and said, "My choice is always based on my own values. There is never a standard to measure what is more important between family affection and love."
"Then you are really a filial daughter." The blond girl sighed, "Are you really in the late stages of love brain?"
"Then have you ever thought about it, if my parents encounter a hurdle that they can't get over, and I need to devote my whole life to helping them overcome the difficulty, I will do it without hesitation. Am I doing this to the other side?" Love's betrayal? Do you think if this happens, will Lin Nian support me or stop me?" Su Xiaoqiang asked softly, "Different emotions need to find a balance. Different emotions can coexist. I am willing What I have done for Lin Nian, I am also doubly willing to do for my relatives, but now it is Lin Nian who needs my help. This has never been a difficult choice. On the contrary, if you hesitate on this issue, I even despise how seriously I take this relationship.”
The blond girl was silent for a long time and said, "It's a pity that the school management team didn't let you go to the debate table for the hearing. It's really wronging you to let you sit down there as a vase."
"You've been trying to persuade me to give up, but what about yourself?" Su Xiaoqiang looked directly into the blonde girl's pale golden eyes and asked, "If I give up, are you willing to stand up and help him?"
"I have always been helping him." The blonde girl said calmly, "You don't need to question this."
Su Xiaoqiang looked at the girl's iris-like beautiful pupils, looking for her emotions hidden deeper in the iris texture, "You know what I mean, you have always been protected by Lin Nian's body. I don’t deny the help you provided him at all. But if there is really a moment when you need to die for him, will you be willing to do so? "
"Did you make a mistake?" The blonde girl was a little troubled. "I'm not like you. There has never been such a strange problem for me. He and I have always been both prosperous and disadvantaged. He His life is my life, there is no way I can die for him. Will you die for yourself? It’s stupid to ask such a question, isn’t it?”
"When I was investigating the past of Mandy Gonzalez, I accidentally learned about an accident that happened long before I entered school. I heard that it was a high-risk mission, and Mandy Gonzalez It was related to the expulsion of his student status. In that incident, Lin Nian was shot in the heart, and the bullet contained the Philosopher's Stone." Su Xiaoqiang gradually changed the subject, "In the knowledge of the professors at Cassel College As mentioned before, the Philosopher's Stone is a purely spiritual element that can destroy any physical object that exists in spirit. After the shooting incident, Lin Nian did not become a vegetative state. He just woke up and recovered after a period of dormancy. So I can’t help but wonder, was it Lin Nianfu who was lucky, or was there something else that helped him block that attack?”
The blonde girl's face was expressionless, and her golden eyes were filled with light.
Su Xiaoqiang paused for a moment and said slowly, "You laughed at me for having stupid 'faith', but you have done the same, even crazier things. But why did you hide this in front of me? Since you said you I love him, and having the "faith" to sacrifice my life for it shouldn't be a shameful thing. Or maybe I made a mistake in my judgment. As you said, you have always scorned "faith". That time you Lin Nian's blocking of the gun was actually not life-threatening for you, because you knew that the 'Emperor' would not kill you? So you simply took advantage of that opportunity to gain Lin Nian's trust."
Su Xiaoqiang's mouth was pinched, and the blonde girl's thumb and index finger gently pinched the cheeks on the left and right sides of her lips, forcing her to swallow all the words that came to her mouth, and the petals of the golden iris burned inch by inch in her pupils. , slowly rotating and blooming in the fire of karma.
"Don't talk nonsense." The blond girl said calmly, "People will die."
Su Xiaoqiang looked at the other party indifferently. She had never wanted to have a good relationship with the other party, so she never speculated or questioned with any emotion. She speculated on others with the worst malice, no matter whether she could touch the truth or not. But it's very easy to just touch the other person's anger.
What a contradictory person.
Su Xiaoqiang felt a hidden contradiction in this ghost-like girl. The other party laughed at herself and Mandy Gonzalez's 'belief'. Why would she say things that were not in line with her position and ridicule her? The point of view that you are practicing it yourself?
Even if she takes a step back, as she and Lin Xian warned her, she is indeed a cold-blooded parasite with no 'faith', and all her efforts are just vain and self-indulgent. If this is the case, she should pretend that she is as capable as Su Xiaoqiang. 'Faith' cost the fool his life, instead of lashing out at the behavior.
Su Xiaoqiang gradually realized that the purpose of the blonde girl's appearance here tonight was probably to persuade him to give up this trip to Bei'an. She mentioned the transaction. Could it be that she predicted the 'Emperor's' action this time?
But why should she stop herself from sacrificing herself? Wasn't she eager to see people like herself willing to become a corpse to build a long ladder of bones for that boy to climb to the sky with her? ('No, in fact, thinking about it further, I have never figured out what the 'Emperor''s purpose was for helping Lin Nian obtain the power and power through transactions. Maybe the Emperor's purpose was harmful, and the blonde girl was trying to stop it in time. This kind of behavior?" This thought also appeared in Su Xiaoqiang's mind for a moment, but she did not continue to think about it, because she knew that if she continued to think about it, she would not be able to finish it, and she would not get the truth.)
In Su Xiaoqiang's eyes, the thoughts, actions, and goals of the blond girl were like a Yunnan mushroom soup pot. It was messy and messy, and it might be poisonous. It looked delicious, but the chemical components inside were so messy that they looked like what appeared before his eyes after drinking it. Circles and little people.
"Oh, I don't want to tell you that there is nothing more." The blonde girl lowered her eyes slightly, gently pinched Su Xiaoqiang's face and said, "I'll give you a piece of advice, don't go to Beigan, there is nothing fun there, as for the excuse for asking for leave, just Use your physical discomfort to convince them. After all, no one cares whether you can reach Beigen or not. You are just an insignificant vase or a vase that fluoresces at night! So don’t delay the world between him and me. , I also want to visit the Forbidden City with him, take a ferry in the Old Summer Palace and see the lotus flowers, mandarin ducks and the shining water. As for you, just stay in school and wait for the good news."
"Nod if you understand." She said word by word.
Su Xiaoqiang shook his head stubbornly.
The blonde girl sighed, but let go of her face.
Su Xiaoqiang immediately raised his hand and wiped his red cheeks and said coldly, "It should be Li Hueyue who is taking a boat ride with him to see the lotus flowers, right? Where is your turn?"
"What a bad kid who can't learn well." The blond girl frowned, stretched out her hand, and tapped Su Xiaoqiang's forehead, who still wanted to say something.
With just such a gentle stroke, Su Xiaoqiang felt as if he had been hit by an electric current. His pupils were dilated and his whole body was slightly tense. Then he softened and lost his strength. He fell softly on the bed without any movement. After a long time, there was only one trace left in the room. Smooth, even breathing.
The blond girl slowly stood up and looked down at the sleeping girl on the bed with complicated eyes.
There was a low rumble of thunder outside the soundproof window, and the lights in the room went out with a 'pop'. It might have been a trip, but when the call came back after a while and the lights came back on, the golden shadow in the room was gone.