Chapter 1085 Circulating Memories

"I'm just an ordinary doctor."

"I've done a lot of surgeries, and when I see someone, my first reaction is what's wrong with that person."

"It's the same when you see women. Those young people who have never been doctors or nurses will think that male doctors are a kind of welfare job, and they can see the bodies of female patients every day."

"Don't talk about whether you have the energy, why do you assume that the female patients who come to the hospital will be in good health?"

"It's a bunch of nonsense, so-called female patients, there are a lot of aunts in it, okay?"

"Substituting myself as a doctor who is single and hungry and thirsty, do you think we are hungry? Do you feel that you will react when you see a woman?"

"I was already desensitized in medical school."

"Besides, even young female patients are not all supermodel figures."

"The most important thing is that I am a surgeon, not an obstetrician."

"Compared to looking at your internal organs and bones, I would rather eat a bowl of noodles and then go back to sleep. Do you know how tired I am from standing for so long? How much skin do you leak?"

"Mannequins are prettier than you."

"Do you think female doctors in the premarital examination department are interested in men?"

"What do you think you'll think if you look at boneless stinky assholes all day long? Stop being narcissistic, okay?"

"The idea is that you should wash it clean. It's okay to be ugly, but it stinks to death."

"I'm the same with tm, at least wash it clean, you can smell the smell even after an operation, and the smell of the mask can't cover it."

"Have they never seen a woman? Or do they think that other people are the same as themselves, with sperm in their heads? They just think about these things in their heads all day long."

"However, maybe."

"I can only represent myself. I don't know what other doctors think. Because of my experience, I can guarantee that I can do this kind of religious protection operation."

"There are scum in every industry. There is such a group of people who like map guns. When they encounter someone who has done bad things, they take a label from him and rise to attack this label."

"Map cannon, the area is black, stupid can be cured, bad is indeed incurable."

"Just like me now, when I see something that moves, I feel physically disgusted."

".Is this the reason for my time travel? I was so depressed that I died suddenly?"

". Ah. Why are you so upset? It's just an operation for someone."

"However, speaking of it, why do people in this world have the same structure as people on Earth? Even the culture is close to the feeling of the European Middle Ages."

"...If I hadn't changed my major and continued to study folklore when I entered college, I wouldn't be so troubled now."

".If Xiushi Lu."

"Should I lament the ill-fated fate? If it wasn't for Xiushi Lu's death, I wouldn't change my major."

"For so many years, I have forgotten all the things I learned from searching various materials because of curiosity."

"After so many years, he never imagined that the mobile phone will change from a keypad to a smart phone."

"Maybe, but unfortunately, virtual reality has not yet been realized."

"From the development of the 20th century to the present, human beings still have no way to directly import consciousness and spirit."

"Maybe soon, though."

"Who would have thought that there would be real supernatural abilities on Earth?"

"What kind of new era will be created when supernatural abilities are applied to medicine and technology?"

"It's a pity I can't see it."

"However, I can also be regarded as satisfying the long-forgotten juvenile delusion?"

"I also have supernatural abilities."

"In this world, should I be called a 'professional' now?"

"But it doesn't seem right. I can also feel that they are different from me."

"why."

"I don't know."

"But, yes, I was able to collect them as material and become a part of me."

"But."

"I can also feel that if I make them a part of me, I will be diluted."

"But, I have to do it."

"Without power, you can't even resist."

"It doesn't matter, though."

"I feel physically disgusted when I see moving things. I am no longer suitable to be a doctor."

"If it is diluted to the extreme, maybe I will disappear?"

"Another way to die?"

"It's also very good."

"Well, but how should I put it?"

"It's an amazing experience going from man to woman."

"It's hard to have a few days of rest, but I encountered this kind of thing while playing a game. From the perspective of idealism, maybe the outside world responded to my thoughts? No, this is not idealism, it's just the Barnum effect. "

"Because I thought about it, when I encountered something that fit the situation, I connected the two together."

"Perhaps Wittgenstein could be used?"

"But forget it, I can't remember what Wittgenstein said."

"Language and experience are both traps. Uncertain things always try to define."

"It would be great if Xiushi Lu was still around. Although I don't quite understand the philosophies he said, at least I can roughly understand them through the images and interpretations related to Jung that I know."

"People like me who have learned some theories of Jungian imagery, object relations, and the self because of religion, can't be regarded as understanding."

"What's more, I have almost forgotten it now."

"Why exactly?"

"It's just a female account built for fun."

"Really, I'm not the type who likes to substitute for the protagonist. At most, I will empathize with the protagonist when playing games, and watch the story from the perspective of a third person."

"Of course, some people will vaguely think that the bystanders who empathize with the protagonist think that they have replaced themselves as the protagonist, but I can tell the difference, after all."

"I don't want to be a woman either."

"Liking girls and wanting to be girls are two different things, okay?"

"If a male character is created, there will be too much self-projection, which will cause unnecessary emotional fluctuations due to gains and losses."

"I'm already tired enough, how can I use so many emotions in the game."

"However, not necessarily, empathy can also easily cause emotions."

"In Xiushi Lu's words, emotions will affect the weight of subjective impressions in the judgment process, leading to errors in the judgment results, but because of the influence of subjective impressions, I think it is right."

"Well, if I can, I'd still like a non-moving one."

"I don't like people who are alive."

"If you say something like this, some people may think it's necrophilia or something."

"But that's right, the love brain is flourishing, and friendship and family affection can be twisted into love. In extreme cases, people even think that liking food is falling in love with food."

"From the point of view of these people, I became a necrophilia."

"Just why don't you think about it in terms of wooden dolls?"

"That's right, it's not a human being with a humanoid outline."

In the turbulent memory, scenes flowed by one after another.

ps: Whose memory belongs to this memory, it is obvious that I don’t need to clarify it completely.

Moreover, this paragraph came out, combined with the previous clues, you probably guessed the identity of "Diago".

As a digression, the previous idea was not realized very well. When the code word reached five or six o'clock, I was sleepy to death. I finished coding the chapter on the night crow. It's really uncomfortable to keep your eyes open and want to continue coding, but doze off and close your eyes from time to time.

It seems that the time has not been fully adjusted.