Seven Hundred and Eighty Seventh, Throw Away the Armor and Abandon the Armor

Ollie met Ronan's gaze, raised the corners of his mouth, and showed a smile. He tried his best to maintain the curvature of the smile, but his eyes still exposed the scars deep in his heart, and then slowly collapsed bit by bit.

"I, I don't want to...I don't want to be like this...but I don't know what to do...Ronan, what should I do? What else can I do?"

Hot tears broke through the shackles of the eye sockets and fell, but the smile on the corner of the mouth was still blooming wantonly, but it made the sadness and pain in the depths of the eyes more fragile. Ollie raised the back of his hand and wiped the tears on his cheeks fiercely, and raised his head I just poured beer into my stomach, only the cold liquid can slightly relieve the scorching heat of my internal organs.

However, the cheeks that were rubbed red because of too much force revealed more embarrassment, and the tears that were not wiped off were still writing about the inner struggle.

In fact, it’s not that Ollie doesn’t know what to do, what’s even more cruel is that he knows what to do——

He should forget Ophelia, he should start a new life, he should forget the past and embrace the future, he should be happier and happier, he should live out his own color, and he should bravely welcome new possibilities.

However, he couldn't do it.

It's not that I don't know, but that I can't do it.

That kind of helplessness, powerlessness and ignorance, grand and grand, pulled his ankles and sank into the bottomless abyss, the boundless darkness and coldness opened his bloody mouth to swallow him up, and there was no way to resist, so Ollie began to escape, as if only By paralyzing the brain, you can temporarily gain breathing space.

He began to avoid Ophelia, and even Ronan, sealing himself in a cloud of fog and telling himself that this is the best solution, this is the best way to continue living, and then, be happy Back, happiness is back.

Ronan, after all, didn't say anything, raised his own beer bottle, raised his head, gurgled, and poured alcohol into his stomach.

A bottle of beer has already been eaten in a blink of an eye, but the stomach is like a bottomless abyss. I don't feel anything. I just stare at the silence outside the window, which is clear and clean. Then, I can hear Ollie's voice in my ear sounded.

"Ronan, will we never go back to college?"

Everything is that simple.

One Day King is still an unknown small band. Although they have no fame and no income, they only rely on their blood to gather together. They are happy because of music and happy because of performances. Even if they have no money to eat, they still enjoy it. enjoying it.

Ophelia is still the goddess on campus, and Ollie is still one of the countless boys chasing after her foolishly,

Although it is impossible to get closer, because of that hot heart and that hot love, every minute and every second is sweet, as if the whole world is shining.

At that time, they still believed in dreams, still believed in love, still believed in hope, and still believed that they could change the world with their own hands.

But when you grow up, you can never go back.

Now, the only thing they still firmly believe in may be music. Those emotions flowing in the notes are still sincere and pure. This is the only thing that the darkness cannot take away, and it is also something that Ronan is unswervingly guarding.

"Yeah." Ronan replied.

Short, but crisp.

Oli had already expected the answer, but the bitterness in his eyes still spread to the corners of his mouth, he smiled and became sad.

That afternoon, Ollie got drunk at Ronan's house and vomited so badly that he fell into a coma in the evening, because the guest room hadn't had time to set the sheets and quilts, so Ronan had never been in bed. The bedroom also ushered in the first guest.

Oliver fell into a magpie's nest and passed out, sleeping until the sky was dark, completely ignorant of anything.

Fortunately, Ronan took the reins of reason and did not drink with Ollie. After drinking three bottles of beer, he stopped and watched Ollie, who was not drunk and everyone was drunk, try his best to get himself drunk, and then Ronan is responsible for cleaning up the mess, otherwise we don't know where things will go.

Consider this TMZ headline:

"One day two members of the king were drunk at home and were sent to the emergency room for alcohol poisoning", "Olly-Love was trapped by love and tried to end his life", "one day the king's internal strife broke out, Ronan and Ollie fought", "Ronan Cooper has fallen before he ascended to the altar-the redemption of alcohol", "One day two members of the king fell in love with the same person and were trapped by love"...

and so on.

Just looking at pictures and telling stories is already creepy.

Considering Ollie's terrible state, even if he can wake up in time the next day, the effect of rehearsal practice in a hangover state is not satisfactory, so Ronan called Johnny Quaid and explained the ins and outs. The decision postponed the rehearsal.

Johnny personally came forward and told Maxim and Cliff that he was very worried about the state of the band members. On the one hand, it was the state of Ronan's voice, and on the other hand, it was the mental state of the band members' exhaustion, so he decided to let the band rest more. One day, the next day we will gather again to start the rehearsal.

As an agent, Johnny's communication skills are undoubtedly excellent. Neither Maxim nor Cliff accepted the proposal without much thought——

Originally, the six-month long tour had exhausted all their energy, and they really needed some time to rest and adjust, even if it was just a day.

Sure enough, Ronan and Johnny were right to be concerned.

The next day, Ollie fell asleep until two o'clock in the afternoon. During the period, he got up and went to the bathroom to vomit twice. He almost vomited bile, but when he woke up, he still seemed to be thrown into the dryer Tossing and turning for four hours, the whole world couldn't stop spinning.

Taking care of people is definitely not Ronan's strong point, so Ronan sent a distress signal to the band assistant Jack Boyer in time.

Jack arrived at Ronan's new home immediately, and he didn't have time to visit Ronan's house, so he got busy, sobering up and cooking, so busy that Ollie, who was drunk and dreaming, did not continue to be thrown on the ground as salty. fish.

After waking up in a daze, Ollie had a splitting headache, and Ronan laughed out loud at the groaning appearance, and he mercilessly added insult to injury, complaining about Ollie, but Ollie himself laughed too When I got up, I started to have a headache again because I laughed too happily, and I couldn't help curling up, like a boiled shrimp.

Compared with yesterday, Ollie is obviously much better. It's not as simple as laughing, but more because the melancholy between his brows is fading away. It's just a change from the inside out, as if the burden on the shoulders has been lifted slightly. So that the whole person can relax a little.