Chapter 1182 Extra: Feeling Insecure

"I said, he won't know, and you won't tell." Mr. Bu seemed not to hear what she said, still sitting there calmly, looking at her calmly.

"He will know, I will tell him everything, I want him to avenge my child, revenge." She wanted to turn around and leave.

"I remember you have a mother and a brother. If you really don't care about their life or death, then go ahead and tell them. Believe me, even if you tell them, I can still make Bu Lingfeng not pursue all this. What you did will get you nothing except the lives of your relatives." Mr. Bu's words successfully stopped her in her tracks.

"Are you threatening me?" Su Xiaoyan stared at Mr. Bu with red eyes.

"No, this is advice. Nothing has happened yet. There is still room for maneuver. You are still young and you will have a better future. There is no need to entangle with my grandson. This is something that is foreseeable and will not have any ending, right?" Mr. Bu's calm appearance made her want to rush up and scratch his face.

"Oh, you rich people are really, disgusting." Su Xiaoyan felt her heart burning with anger. It seemed wrong to say she was angry, and it seemed not to be lost. In short, it was a feeling that she couldn't describe. She felt that she was holding back a sullen anger in her heart, but she couldn't spit it out.

"It's disgusting. You can stay away from us." Mr. Bu was like a hunter, and she was the prey in his eyes. No matter how she jumped up and down, it seemed that she couldn't make him have any emotions.

"I will stay away from you. Don't hurt my family. I will do as you wish. This will be the last time we meet in this situation. Mr. Bu, even if you beg me in the future, I will not marry into your Bu family." Su Xiaoyan stared at Mr. Bu and said this, then turned around and walked out.

No more sound came from behind.

After taking a taxi back to Bu Mansion, Su Xiaoyan sat in the cold living room, quietly waiting for Bu Lingfeng to come back.

"The nanny said, you are sitting in the living room instead of going back to the room. What are you doing? Why is your face so ugly? Are you feeling unwell?" Bu Lingfeng came back and began to look at her with a frown.

"You're back." Su Xiaoyan moved her numb legs and looked at Bu Lingfeng's face carefully. She really didn't know whether she should love or hate him. If he hadn't appeared, she wouldn't have experienced all this. Maybe she was still dreaming of being a happy woman under Wang Xiaolei's deception, but if it weren't for him, she wouldn't have experienced the pleasure of being a woman, and couldn't feel what true love was.

"What's wrong with you?" Bu Lingfeng said as he approached her and touched her forehead with his hand. "Why is your body so cold? Are you feeling uncomfortable?" He sat beside her with some concern, "I'll take you to the hospital, okay?"

"Bu Lingfeng, have you ever loved me?" Su Xiaoyan grabbed Bu Lingfeng's hand and asked, staring into his eyes seriously. In fact, she was not without entanglement in her heart. If he could give her a little confidence and trust, she could still tell him everything now. She didn't believe that Mr. Bu would really attack her family so quickly. She believed that Bu Lingfeng was capable of solving all this.

"What's wrong with you? Why are you asking me this question all of a sudden?" Bu Lingfeng frowned at her, as if he didn't want to answer the question. She looked into his eyes, trying to find the answer she wanted in them, but there was nothing, not even a little bit of love, or maybe, all that was just her self-righteousness.

"The child is gone." I thought Su Xiaoyan would collapse and be sad when she talked about this, but there was nothing, she was so calm that even she felt terrible.

"What did you say? Su Xiaoyan, what did you just say?" Bu Lingfeng didn't believe what he heard, and looked at her in a daze and asked.

"I said, the child is gone, I went to have an abortion, and it was a fully formed boy." Su Xiaoyan smiled at him, not knowing why she reacted like this, and she could actually laugh in such a scene.

"Why? Why did you do this?" Bu Lingfeng stood up suddenly and stared at her, and the questioning voice made her ears roar.

"Because I want to do this. You said you won't marry me, and I'll leave after the baby is born. It doesn't seem worth it. Why should I give birth to a child for you for no reason? I don't love you that much. I'm not crazy." Su Xiaoyan tilted her head and looked at Bu Lingfeng and said.

"Impossible, you are obviously looking forward to this child, why?" Bu Lingfeng said as he reached out and grabbed her shoulders, "Su Xiaoyan, please explain clearly, why, why did you do this?"

"I said, because you won't marry me, don't you have your fiancée Mu Rongrong? Go find her to give birth to your child, don't bother me, let's part ways in peace, I'm really tired of being entangled with you for so long, just let me go." Su Xiaoyan said expressionlessly, telling herself in her heart that she said this to save the lives of the two people at home. In fact, she knew very well that she could be so ruthless now, partly because of what Mu Rongrong did to her, which was tacitly accepted by the Bu family, and partly because of Bu Lingfeng's erratic feelings. She didn't feel a little bit of security in him, especially the constant quarrels in their recent relationship, she really felt tired.

"Do you hate me so much? You're willing to push me to another woman?" Bu Lingfeng pursed his lips, and a hurt emotion seemed to flash across his face.

"No, I'm just tired. That's it, Mu Lingfeng, let's break up. You go find your fiancée, and I'll live my own life. Don't force me into your world. We're not suitable." Su Xiaoyan closed her eyes. Her heart, which was numb with pain, could no longer feel anything. Perhaps the moment the child left my body, the ending between her and him was doomed.

"Break up, you say it so easily. You can just abort a four-month-old child. I can get to know you again. Su Xiaoyan, you are really a vicious woman." Bu Lingfeng threw her down on the sofa with disgust, took two steps back and looked at her, his face full of hatred.

"You just found out? Don't you know what I did? How can I be good with a mother like that? Bu Lingfeng, you are not protected too well by your family, so you think that all the poor girls you meet will be as innocent and lovely as Cinderella? It's ridiculous. I tell you, poverty makes people ugly."