$203 Took the Initiative to Seduce Him
"Later, I even started to keep Biddle. In order to prevent him from hurting my male, I even took the initiative to seduce him..." The female's eyes were always empty, as if she was just telling someone else's story in the third person. , it has nothing to do with you, so it won’t hurt so much.
"It was at that time that I became pregnant with Ervis." When Ervis was mentioned, the female subconsciously turned her eyes to the entrance of the cave, but unfortunately, there was nothing there.
"Although I don't love Bedel, this is my first pregnancy after all, and I am still very happy. But Bedel forced me to choose between the child and my only remaining partner. He said that if I wanted To keep my partner, I will mate with him until the child is aborted. If I want to keep the child, then he will leave this cave immediately until I give birth...but the price is that the only two marks left on my body will disappear."
Gu Mengmeng frowned. If not being able to tolerate other males could be interpreted as being possessive, she could understand it based on modern views on marriage. But mating to the point of miscarriage is too perverted, right? After all, there are his flesh and blood in that belly.
The female seemed to see Gu Mengmeng's expression, or maybe she didn't care what Gu Mengmeng's reaction was, she just needed an outlet to vent her worries that she had never dared to express over the years.
"I was selfish after all, I wanted to keep my child. So that night...the two marks on my front and back of my heart disappeared at the same time. Although I kept praying that the two of them could escape, they still died. "
"For the sake of the child in my belly, I forced myself to live. I must live! So no matter how much I vomited or how painful it was, I gritted my teeth and persevered."
"But he... took all my children away when they were less than a month old. He imprisoned me in this cave without seeing the light of day. In order to see my children, I gave up my self-esteem and gave up everything to please him. , but in exchange, there was bad news one after another. In the end, only Ervis survived. He kept threatening me with Ervis. As long as I didn't do what he wanted, he would Just torture Ervis...I don't even dare to die."
"During the heavy rainy season, I finally knew that my Elvis was so strong that he could no longer be easily harmed. I could finally rest assured... Finally, I was relieved."
"He killed my partner, his son, and imprisoned me here to torture and ravage me. But I... in these long years, even my hatred has been wiped away. The real despair is to kill him for revenge." All my desires are gone, there is nothing in this world that makes me miss anything anymore, no matter love or hate, there is nothing..."
Gu Mengmeng listened quietly to her story about the past without interrupting, until she said everything. Then she slowly closed her eyes, as if her heart was still and she was only looking forward to death, and she never moved again. Gu Mengmeng tentatively said, "Perhaps, I can take you away. Take you to St. Naze and live with me and Elvis... In that case, would you like it?"
The female's eyelashes fluttered twice, and Gu Mengmeng's words were like a pebble thrown into her calm heart, causing ripples.
But soon, the ripples subsided, and she shook her head and said: "No need, the cold season after the light rainy season... I will be relieved."