202Do You Know What Despair Is?

The female was obviously smiling, but her face was full of despair.

"Why?" Gu Mengmeng didn't understand.

If she wanted to die because she was humiliated and tortured when she was just snatched by the stray beast, she could understand it. Now, Elvis is already sixteen years old. If she died because she couldn't bear the humiliation... wouldn't this reaction arc be too long?

Videl's attitude towards this female was obviously not that of an ordinary stray beast towards a snatched female. It can be seen from where she lives and Videl's willingness to take the risk to snatch the Ocean Kiss for her.

Not to mention how strong he is now, just look at the two great gods, Elvis and Wabei, there. If he goes alone, it's basically a life-and-death situation. If he is willing to take risks for her like this, if it's not good for her... Gu Mengmeng doesn't believe it.

So Gu Mengmeng couldn't figure it out. What exactly made her suddenly not want to live?

"Do you know... what despair is?" The female spoke slowly, her voice was as light as a feather blown by the wind and falling into the dust. If you don't pay attention, you can't even hear her voice.

Despair?

Gu Mengmeng didn't quite understand this word.

In modern times, she was a person whose grandmother didn't love her and whose grandfather kicked her and her grandmother.

When she was four years old, her father cheated on her and married a young and presumptuous mistress, forcing her mother to divorce. When she was six years old, her mother took her to remarry, and then she began a long life of watching her mother being abused because she was a burden. Every day, as long as the door rang, she would subconsciously tremble all over, and she was really scared, but this kind of life only lasted until she was thirteen years old.

Her stepfather could no longer tolerate an extra person in the house, so she was kicked out.

Her mother held her two-year-old brother and chose the latter between her and her family.

Many people said that she was miserable, worthy of sympathy, and should be pitiful.

But she didn't think so.

Life has a curved trajectory, and it won't always go down. When you are extremely unlucky, no matter how you live, you will go up.

So she desperately looked for a place where she could work without an ID card, even if the salary was very low, as long as food and accommodation were provided.

Although it was hard, she still felt that her life was getting better day by day.

Despair has never been a word in her dictionary.

Later, when she traveled to the God of Beasts, she was very flustered and at a loss. The tolerance and love given to her by Kervis and Leia were more warm than the eighteen years of being together in the modern world. Although there were always problems of one kind or another, she never doubted the happiness she had.

So, what kind of despair would make this female in front of her give up her life?

Fasting, starving yourself to death, that is a long and slow torture process. Every second in this process is torture. Your stomach will constantly challenge your determination to die, but even so, she actually survived for nearly half a year?

"I turned Videl into a stray beast, so he hates me... Naturally." The female said faintly, expressionless, deadly sad: "When he snatched me out of the tribe, I was still expecting my males to come and save me. But every time Videl went out, my partner mark would disappear... I felt panic and fear, and I began to not want them to save me. I just wanted them to live well..."