Chapter 384

"...I think back in the past, in order to make a good film and maintain my popularity, I used to switch scenes repeatedly. I often didn't go home once for several months, and I couldn't stay for a meal once in a while. , Now think about it, why bother? What am I going to do? It’s not free at all.”

"But you realized your dream and did everything you wanted to do." Ning Youguang said.

"You're right." Xia Youqing nodded, "But I've been feeling indebted to you lately. I think some of what I got was at the expense of you and Yiyi's childhood happiness. I don't think I'm a A good mother, not a good wife."

It's rare, after living two lifetimes, I finally saw her mother start to reflect on her own problems.

"No matter how regretful you feel now, the past can't be changed, nor can it be repeated." Ning Youguang smiled, "What you have to do now is to cherish and enjoy every present, and do everything right now. Live up to your own self."

Xia Youqing looked gloomy, "You are right, but I can't do it."

"Then think about it this way." Ning Youguang's eyes turned slightly, "Actually, the first half of your life and the present are just different states in different stages of your life to you. The bravery you had when you were running is not discouraged, but now you have climbed over a mountain. The peace of mind after crossing the great river is a song of life, and it is worth celebrating."

Xia Youqing was finally comforted.

Feeling better, she regained her energy and continued, "I have turned down many of the jobs I found this year, and all the jobs I received were on business trips, and it took me a week to go back and forth. I will go now, thank you." Uncle's company is sitting down."

Ning Youguang listened quietly.

"But I found that he has no place for me to intervene in many places. I tried to help him, but I couldn't help him." Xia Youqing felt melancholy again, "I also invited some former friends out for afternoon tea. But I found out that I don’t know what they know, and I’m not interested in what they are interested in. I also find it boring, very boring, and now I don’t know if it’s my mentality that’s wrong or someone else’s. Life is problematic."

"What's the trouble with this?" Ning Youguang said, "You live in different circles, so your understanding will naturally be different. Uncle Xie doesn't have a place for you to intervene, and it's not because you have never participated before. "

"I've thought about everything you said." Xia Youqing said, "But I just think there are always things that are not good or pleasing to the eye."

"For example, my friends are still showing off how many times they have been in love. It seems that the more they are, the more proud they are. What are they talking about? Are they trying to prove that they are attractive?! What is there to prove? Who can be attractive? Comparable to me? But have I said a word about these? I think they are really low..." Xia Youqing curled her lips, "But they don't have any malicious intentions. I just don't like to hear what they say. It's not fun to be together, and there's no joy in such an afternoon tea. And you Uncle Xie, who is obviously so fat, still eats meat and drinks every day, and doesn't want to lose weight, so he pulls him to exercise with me, he Just know paddling."

Ning Youguang sighed in her heart, she felt that her mother should continue to enter the entertainment industry and keep busy with work.

Don't just stay at home, pick and choose this one, don't like that one, it's too annoying!

"Where's Uncle Xie?"

She interrupted her mother's whining aloud.

"Go out for a run." Xia Youqing said.

"Isn't this going to exercise?" Ning Youguang said, "It's raining outside, so it's called paddling?"

"It's been okay for the past two days." Xia Youqing said, "He just got excited, and he won't go to the gym when he's not in the mood."

"Oh, that's why Uncle Xie doesn't like sports." Ning Youguang was speechless, "Just like you like sports and don't like doing housework, it's the same thing. Everyone has different personalities, and of course they like things differently. You have to let People have gone there according to your way, and you are still not satisfied with what others have done unsatisfactory, is there such a domineering one?!"

"I'm doing it for his own good." Xia Youqing sat up straight, "He eats a lot and moves a lot, how can he get better?"

"Uncle Xie has been here for so many years, and I haven't seen anyone saying that he is not good." Ning Youguang glanced at the opposite side, and found that at some point, Grandma Xie and Shi Mochiyue were gone, so he couldn't help continuing to drive. "Besides, other people's 'good' and 'bad' are all in your eyes. Which side you choose to see and think about them will cause you to have a different mentality when facing them. Now that I spend more time at home and get closer to Uncle Xie, there will be more conflicts and frictions, and it is difficult for people to see more comprehensive and complete things under the interference of emotions."

Xia Youqing was taken aback by what she said.

Ning Youguang did not soften his mouth at all, "If you want to live a good life with Uncle Xie for the rest of your life, you should quickly take back your prejudice, arrogance, and self-righteousness."

"There is nothing in this world that can be overdrawn unconditionally, especially love." Her voice sank slightly, "Uncle Xie's temper is already good enough, and he is willing to listen to you for anything, you switch places Think about it, if he doesn't like you here and there every day, do you think you can live with him?"

"No." Xia Youqing thought for a while, then shook his head, "But what can I do to displease him?"

Ning Youguang's eyes became sharper, "Are you sure there is nothing wrong with you?"

Xia Youqing was silent.

Ning Youguang continued, "If you are not sure, be more tolerant to the people around you, otherwise you will not only have no friends, but also no lover."

"It's not that I'm intolerant." Xia Youqing's face turns green and white.

Ning Youguang said, "Then you think you are very tolerant?"

"No." Xia Youqing shook his head.

"Either be tolerant, or not." Ning Youguang said in a condensed voice, "There is no middle ground, and all middle grounds are paradoxes and escapes."

Xia Youqing was completely shocked.

Ning Youguang didn't speak anymore, and started eating cherries instead.

She let her sit silently.

Xia Youqing looked at her daughter's calm look, and the expression on her face changed a few times.

After a long time, she asked cautiously, "Are you dissatisfied with me?"

Ning Youguang glanced at her indifferently, "No."

"Then why do you have such an attitude now?" Xia Youqing's momentum softened.

"Because I don't want you to ruin your happiness." Ning Youguang said in a deep voice.

Xia Youqing was a little flustered, "That's what I told you, I'm not like this in front of others." 1314