Chapter 1832 Stubborn and Proud

Although they have seen through too much, they have not yet been able to think about how dark a child who has just lost his parents and is only seven years old.

Including other children in the orphanage.

They all feel so.

But it's still different.

She always sits alone in the corner, quiet and well-behaved in get out of class, and the same after class, sitting there, watching other friends happily playing games, most of the time, she has no expression.

There is no wave in the heart, like a pool of stagnant water.

Maybe it's because she thinks she is very similar to them, maybe it's because she can't bear it, maybe it's just that she has a strong curiosity about her.

In a sense, there is only Chu Boyang's childhood, and there is one more person since then.

From that time until now...

Jiqing runs through her entire life.

In getting along with each other, Ji Qing is an innocent and pure girl, who speaks softly and is serious and sincere when looking at people. Even in the years to come, she has not changed at all, gentle and weak, but Also brave and stubborn.

Obviously on the surface, she looks like a weak person who needs protection all the time, but she still has to stubbornly prove that she is strong everywhere, not only does she not need the protection of others, she can even protect others.

Such a girl is actually the most attractive.

Gentle and careful, simple and kind, brave and stubborn and strong.

The people around her, like her black hair, are growing day by day.

Oh, girls really want to have long hair.

Ji Fengmian was handsome, but her temper was extremely cold.

Others will not take the initiative to approach her.

From beginning to end, only Chu Boyang was by her side.

And she didn't feel alone.

It's just that when I suddenly realized what loneliness is, I found that some things had become a foregone conclusion.

It's not that besides learning the basic courses, Chu Boyang has to learn other more in-depth content than textbooks, and doesn't have more time to be with her like before.

accompany?

Before, she never felt that Chu Boyang would be companionship by her side.

It's just when did it start? It didn't seem that Chu Boyang's time was scattered on Ji Qing's body.

From breakfast, lunch, and dinner they all sat together to eat.

From the occasional meeting with Chu Boyang to relax between classes, when they sat together on a chair by the flower garden.

From the time when one of them dug a hole with a shovel, and the other carefully placed a lily seed in the hole.

She didn't think so.

It's just that looking at Ji Qing inexplicably is a bit of an eyesore.

Then in daily life, he always inadvertently shows indifference or hostility towards Ji Qing.

Others in the orphanage could also tell that they were making irresponsible remarks secretly, and she didn't deliberately refute anything.

Because even she herself knows that this is the truth.

So when did it start?

probably...

It was that year that the lilies in the flower garden bloomed very beautifully, and the two figures sitting together looked very beautiful.

Then a few days later, early in the morning, when she went out, she found that the lilies in the garden had been spoiled beyond recognition.

Only then did she realize that something had changed.

The lilies in the entire flower garden are colorful, which is undoubtedly an eye-catching scenery in the entire Heshi Orphanage.

Now almost all of them died young, not only the petals fell to the ground, the leaves were beaten to pieces, but also the flower stems were broken and broken.

This kind of thing, in the ordinary Heshi Orphanage, is already considered a big deal, and the behavior is indeed very bad.

The dean looks into the matter.

It's just that this kind of behavior is full of hostility, find out people, educate them in time, and save them from detours in the future.

"It's Ji Fengmian! A few days after planting the seeds, I saw her standing by the flowerbed and wondered what she was thinking. She was still holding a shovel in her hand."

"I have also seen that after the flower seedlings grow, one morning I also saw her shoveling the flower seedlings out in the flower garden with a shovel."

"Recently, I always see her staring at the flower garden, her eyes are terrible, just like... just like her eyes when she was looking at Xiaoqing."

"She doesn't like Xiaoqing. We all know that those lilies belong to Xiaoqing, so she must have destroyed them."

The children insisted on her one by one.

She also just smiled.

It was only a few days after sowing because when the season was sowing, there was only one seed per pit, and the probability of growing a seedling was so low that it could be ignored. She just added a few more seeds.

When the flower seedlings grew, several seedlings gathered together were too dense. She removed the excess seedlings so that the remaining seedlings could grow better.

They didn't understand these common senses, but insisted that it was her. Their ignorance only made her feel more helpless and ridiculous.

Ji Qing didn't say anything, just squatted beside the flowerbed sadly, picked up the petals that fell on the ground one by one, tears fell all over the floor.

Ji Qing's tears made her look more dissatisfied.

It's like a knife, sharpened even sharper.

However, their eyes were mixed with innocence and ignorance, she really didn't need to care about them.

"I can't say I like or hate Ji Qing. The motive is not valid. It's not me."

Naturally, the headmaster would not directly convict Ji Fengmian just because of the children's words. On the contrary, she agreed with this simple sentence.

Besides, she also knew that Ji Fengmian owed most of the credit for the lilies to grow into what they are now.

This matter was put aside for the time being, and the dean continued to investigate this matter. He didn't know if he found that person in the end, and then educated him in private.

Chu Boyang had never been to the "scene of the crime", and he didn't seem to care much about it.

It's just that he rarely showed up in the handicraft class in the afternoon the next day.

Because it was the last to appear, Ji Qing had a companion, and she occupied the entire long table by herself, so he naturally formed a group with her.

Ji Fengmian was fiddling with the colored paper in her hand, and her attitude was natural when she saw him.

"rare."

Chu Boyang put the few books in her arms on the table. At such a young age, there were books on financial management. She also felt a headache at first, but she got used to it later.

She glanced casually, and said lightly: "Have you read all these books..."

Chu Boyang didn't speak, but took the book in his hand, shook it a few times, and pieces of colorful things floated out from the book.

After several books in succession, until the end, Ji Fengmian could see clearly that the colorful flowers covering the table were lily petals.

It fits flat in the book and the colors are bright.

My heart sank for no reason.

Looking up at him, her eyes were clear, but the corners of her lips curled up, casually, "I remember that Ji Qing picked up these petals."

Chu Boyang looked at her indifferently, standing beside the table, not much higher than the table, but those eyes seemed to hide too many things, more like a layer of frost had been applied to the surface at this moment.

"You don't seem to have much feeling for them."

Ji Fengmian glanced at those petals and chuckled, "What do you think I should feel about them?"

Chu Boyang stared at her for a few seconds, "Indeed, Ji Qing picked these up, and she cried all day for it."

Ji Fengmian paused, then lowered his head and manually tore off the excess edges of the colored paper.

"So you think I should cry too?"

"You look happy now."

Ji Fengmian is too used to the way of talking with Chu Boyang.

They are each other, they never speak too full and too straightforward, but they can always easily understand what each other wants to express.

Ji Fengmian's heart kept sinking, she couldn't breathe, "I don't have the right to be happy?"

She paused for a second, "Do you think I made these things?"

Chu Boyang raised his hand and stroked those petals, "Didn't you say you have no motive?"

Ji Fengmian froze suddenly, feeling a little guilty for no reason.

motivation.

Maybe there was, but it was dark and vague.

It's true that she doesn't like Ji Qing, and those lilies are really an eyesore.

reason……

It took root somewhere in her heart, but she took a deep breath and directly passed the question.

"Yeah, I have no motive, why do you doubt me?"

Chu Boyang sneered, "You don't like a person, do you need a reason to torment them?"

Ji Fengmian was laughed angrily, but she said the same thing.

Not pleasing to the eye is the biggest reason.

but……

"Why do I dislike her?"

Chu Boyang looked at her for a while, "You ask me?"

Ji Fengmian pursed her lips, "...Even if this is the case, it can only be a matter of probability. There are many people who don't like her, why do you think I did it?"

Chu Boyan took out a piece of green colored paper and glued the petals on it. It was obvious that he was using those petals to reassemble the lily.

Ji Fengmian watched coldly.

a long time……

"Looking at the entire orphanage, you, Ji Fengmian, have a lot of heart and mind that makes it impossible to guard against."

"..."

In that handicraft class, Ji Fengmian didn't make anything, there was a pile of waste paper on the table.

Chu Boyang patiently pieced together those petals, a bouquet of colorful lilies, wrapped in colored paper, and gave it to Ji Qing.

"Go back and put them in an airtight bottle, and you can keep them for as long as you want."

Although the tone was still cold, it was much gentler.

Ji Qing's eyes were full of happy smiles, sparkling, surprised and grateful.

"It's beautiful, thank you."

Chu Boyang nodded with a smile on his lips.

Being too young, Ji Fengmian didn't know why her heart ached.

At the beginning, I only said that I was wronged.

Chu Boyang didn't believe her.

She has so many eyes that it is hard to guard against.

Ah.

He is born with nobility in his bones.

Since she is like this in his eyes, there is no need for her to have anything to do with him.

She doesn't need such a blind person as a friend.

She was alone again.

Turns out she was alone.

Only this time, I suddenly realized what loneliness is.

At this time, Ye Jingyun suddenly appeared.

At that time when she was being swallowed by loneliness a little bit, Ye Jingyun appeared, she admitted that she was hungry.

At any rate, someone can vent her loneliness, so that she doesn't have to put all her thoughts on those two people, making herself appear pitiful.

She is not so worthless, people feel that most of her thoughts are not on the stage, and she has to try her best to prove that she is not in front of him.

Why.

For someone who doesn't trust herself, she doesn't need to prove anything to him, and he is not qualified to let her do so.

In the past, she only regarded Ji Qing as disliked.

Later, she made no secret of her dislike for Ji Qing.

Everyone said that she hated Ji Qing, and she really hated it. She didn't hate it, and I'm really sorry for the hatred those people brought up.

What's more, Ji Qing really messed up her life.

She has been following the school lessons at a leisurely pace. In the past, when she was bored, she could follow Chu Boyang to read some books that were beyond the classroom, even beyond their age.

At the beginning, I just thought that he liked her and she was boring, and even secretly didn't want to be left too far behind by him, unable to keep up with his rhythm, there was no common topic between the two of them, and they would go further and further apart.

Later she was also reading those books, maybe it was just pure boredom, maybe it was an invisible habit.

Anyway, I kept going.

Later, she also gradually discovered that it is not the same interests and hobbies, and it is not enough to have a lot of common topics that can keep the relationship between two people going.

At first, she only wanted to follow in Chu Boyang's footsteps, so as not to be dumped miserably.

Only now do I feel that people may need to complement each other.

He may not need a partner with whom he advances and retreats, who has common topics of conversation.

But when he was tired, another person relieved his fatigue with her interests and hobbies.

No one likes a life that stays the same.

I am not willing to be so monotonous in life.

Ji Qing is gentle and well-behaved, and she likes things that girls should like.

And those things, it happened that Chu Boyang would never take the initiative to touch them.

For him, it was a completely new cognition. After that, he explored, discovered, and reached a common topic with Ji Qing.

You can tell from his expression that he is enjoying it.

Ji Fengmian felt that she was even more ridiculous.

Isn't the current Chu Boyang the same as her back then...

In the world of those two people, there is no way to have one more person.

The distance between Ji Fengmian and everyone is getting farther and farther.

But some people may have a natural desire to conquer.

At lunch about half a month later, Chu Boyang took the initiative to come up to her with a plate.

Ji Fengmian glanced at him indifferently, then lowered his head and took a mouthful of rice.

She was only ten years old in a few days. From the time she met her to the present, her behavior has always been indescribably elegant and refined.

Many people said she was fake and lofty, but she never cared.

She seems to have always been like this, going her own way, arrogant and stubborn.

What she believes is wrong is also right, and no one can easily influence her thoughts.

"Are you avoiding me?" Chu Boyang casually threw a mouthful of food into his mouth.

Ji Fengmian didn't raise her eyes, "Why should I avoid you?"

"What about the past half a month?"

Ji Fengmian chewed what was in his mouth unhurriedly, raised his eyes, and frowned.

"Co-author, should I be born to revolve around you?"