Chapter 1668 Spread

"I found out not long after I met Amanda," Zhang Yan didn't hide it from her.

Huang Jingping, who was originally feeling quite angry because it turned out that she was the last person to know, suddenly felt a little embarrassed to say anything after hearing what Zhang Yan said.

Although she and Zhang Yan didn't express it explicitly, there was still a tacit understanding, and giving birth to Amanda was an act that broke this tacit understanding.

Likewise, after giving birth to Amanda, she hid it for a long time.

Zhang Yan could only hear the sound of wiping out tissues over there.

Alas, at the same time, the end of the world has become a human being!

"Jingping, you know, I don't have any position or qualification to express my opinion on this matter. But, as an acquaintance, I think that as long as you think about it clearly, you will know what you should do."

Huang Jingping is a little distracted now. Otherwise, from what she knows about Zhang Yan, he must have been thinking about this issue for more than a day or two to be able to say such a thing at this time.

"Which question should you think about first?" she asked.

"That is, do you love him? In other words, in the future journey of life, do you hope to drift away from him, or do you want to continue to depend on each other?" Zhang Yan asked.

The reason why she could speak so smoothly about these questions was because she thought about them many times and spent many nights during her self-exile.

I have thought about the sea, the mountains, the sky, the desert, the grassland, and the city...

I thought about it so much that I couldn't sleep, and I thought about it so much that I fell asleep without even realizing it...

Once you have figured out this outline, it will be easy to determine the next steps.

She believed that Huang Jingping would figure this out sooner or later. However, relatively speaking, her current ties were bigger than hers, so she was under greater pressure and therefore suffered a greater blow.

She heard silence on the other side.

She understood that for Huang Jingping, there was no need to think about the answer to this question. The key to the problem was how to convince herself to accept such a fact, and how to make herself so tolerant.

It is sung in the song, "The person I love most deeply hurts me the most." While this statement is very reasonable, it also expresses the helplessness involved.

Often, even if he or she hurts you the most, he or she is still the person you love most.

Therefore, for Huang Jingping at this time, the biggest problem was how to turn a corner: when she was in so much pain that her heart was broken, when she couldn't breathe, and she wanted to stab him a few times with a knife (perhaps, click with scissors) Just for a moment?) and think about how to forgive him.

Under the premise of understanding this at the time, it took me nearly a year to reluctantly turn this corner.

Wonder how much time she needs? But considering all the circumstances, it's unlikely that she would have that long of time to squander.

"As long as you think about this problem clearly, all other problems will be technical problems, what do you think?" Zhang Yan said.

There seemed to be no sound at all, and Zhang Yan called out, "Hello? Are you still listening?"

no response.

After asking again, Huang Jingping finally spoke, her voice erratic, "I'm here,"

"So, I personally think that under such circumstances, it's better to separate for a while. If he still dangles in front of your eyes all the time, your anger will build up more and more, and then you may do something like this. Do something you regret, say something you regret,"

"At this time, I can't see him. I can't even scold him. I don't have the chance to do things that I might regret in the future. Besides, I feel calmer, right?"

Huang Jingping felt that what Zhang Yan said was quite reasonable.

To be honest, if Feng Yiping hadn't left early yesterday, he would definitely have lost control and would have gotten angry.

"So, if you let him go out, yes, you want him to know how powerful he is, you want him to learn a lesson, and you want him to think about respecting me...you,"

She braked in time and replaced "we" with "you."

"Whenever you feel calmer and think about what to do next, just let him wait."

This still makes Huang Jingping unhappy.

"If this is helpful to you, I would like to say that I personally feel that he has always been quite worried about this matter. As you know about him, his ability in this area is his shortcoming."

"With his character and his concern for you and Amanda, I don't think he will have an easy life in this kind of life,"

"I hope you feel happier after hearing this,"

Huang Jingping couldn't help but think that indeed, he must have been under a lot of pressure these days.

Bah bah bah, why should I sympathize with him? Didn't he enjoy happiness these days? That Ma Ling's appearance, that figure...

No wonder he has always insisted on exercising in the past few years, no matter how busy he is. Hum, starting from today, he will lock the door of the gym.

Just when she felt sorry for him at one moment and hated her so much at the next, Zhang Yan said over there again, "What I said may not necessarily be right, but judging from my understanding of him, if there is someone A way to solve this problem without hurting you and Amanda, nor hurting the other party and the children, I think he will be happy to pay any price,"

"Even if he is asked to bear all the pain alone, he is willing to do so."

Huang Jingping's heart moved again.

Similarly, based on her understanding of Feng Yiping, he would indeed do such a thing.

Zhang Yan on the other side was also silent for a while. When Huang Jingping was about to shout, Zhang Yan spoke again, "Sorry, I have to go to work now,"

"Okay, sorry to bother you for so long. Not only can I not find anyone to discuss these things, but in fact, there is no one to listen to. I am much better now, thank you!"

"But I really hope that you can come to the United States. We all know that he will definitely listen to your words from the heart,"

"You overestimate me," Zhang Yan said, "Sorry, I really have to go back to work, goodbye!"

"Then goodbye, thank you! We will contact each other later,"

Just when Huang Jingping was about to hang up the phone, Zhang Yan called again, "Jingping,"

Anything else? "Well, you say,"

"Actually, I know that you asked me, not to seek advice, but to get my support, right," Zhang Yan said, and hung up the phone.

Huang Jingping held the phone and was stunned for a long time.

The reason why she called Zhang Yan was that she couldn't find anyone to listen to her, let alone ask for advice.

In this matter, Zhang Yan was not only a person she could talk to - because according to Huang Jingping's arrangement and idea, Zhang Yan would have to face this matter sooner or later in the future.

In this case, why not face it with me now.

Whether it is for me or her, it is always good to have a companion when you are sad.

At the same time, Zhang Yan was also the only person she could ask for advice on this matter - because she had similar experience.

However, if you look deeper, it seems that there are indeed some small thoughts.

She knew that if it was someone else, I am afraid that I must seize this rare opportunity to separate myself and the guy who would make me hate him now.

But Zhang Yan would definitely not, not only would she not, she should also comfort herself and support herself.

And her comfort and support are indeed very important to me now.

However, this is really not my main purpose. If I can't find someone to talk to, I am afraid I will go crazy.

The phone just rang again. It was a text message alert. She was too lazy to check it. In the United States, there would be no one else who would send her a text message instead of a phone message.

Carol walked in again, looking like he had something to say.

"What's wrong?"

"I heard that Mr. Feng caught a cold," Carol said.

"Huh?" Huang Jingping immediately picked up the phone.

"It was said that he couldn't sleep and sat in the yard for half the night," Carol added.

Huang Jingping also saw the text message at this time, "They may tell you that I caught a cold, don't worry, it's nothing, I should be fine without taking medicine, how about you, are you okay?"

"I don't care about these," Huang Jingping threw the phone on the sofa.

At this time, it was close to sunset, and the sky was covered with red clouds, but there was a beam of light that stubbornly squeezed out from the gap in the clouds and just shone on the window glass, still bright.

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On the other side, Zhang Yan hung up the phone and did not go out to work immediately.

She sat in the lounge, covering her head with her hands. Why did I say that? Why did I say so much?

Why should I persuade them to reconcile? Wouldn't it be better to let them separate with such a good opportunity? If you are smarter and think more about yourself, will you die?

But such regret is only fleeting. Her nature prevents her from doing such a thing. If she does that, she will not be herself.

She also believes that he will not like herself like that.

She is even thinking about whether she should call him immediately.

He should be in a difficult time now. If he can tell him Huang Jingping's attitude, it should be of great help to him.

Zhang Yan sighed, let's do it. She was still typing in the number when another call came in, "Boss Jin,"

"Hello Zhang Yan, how are you doing recently?"

"I'm fine,"

"That's good. Now you should think more about your store. If you want to do it, you must do it well. But at the beginning, you must be prepared to endure hardships,"

"I understand, Boss Jin, I know you are very busy now, don't worry about me, don't worry, if there is really something, I will definitely take the initiative to find you,"

After returning from Greece, she and Jin Ling often talked on the phone, of course, it was Jin Ling who took the initiative to find her.

"No matter how busy you are, you can always squeeze out time for a phone call," Jin Ling said with a smile, "If there is nothing, then let's do it this way today,"

"Wait a minute, Boss Jin," Zhang Yan called, "There is really something,"

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Feng Yiping closed his eyes and lay by the fireplace. The TV was on, but he couldn't watch it at all. He only opened his eyes from time to time and looked at his phone.

The text message has been sent for more than ten minutes, why is there no response at all?

Owen walked in, "Boss," he whispered in Feng Yiping's ear.

"Okay, I got it," Feng Yiping sat up, it turned out that playing the victim was useless.

In fact, the so-called cold was just a little sniffling, and it would be better tomorrow morning.

He originally wanted to use this as an excuse to let Huang Jingping contact him, but now it seems useless.

Then, let's worry about tomorrow's work.

He called Page and made an appointment to meet and have dinner tomorrow. No matter what, work can't be delayed.

Just after hanging up the phone, another call came in immediately, "Happy New Year, Mayer,"

"Why didn't you inform me when you came back early? Didn't we agree that you would spare at least one day for me during this vacation? How about tonight? I'll wait for you," Mayer said.

Feng Yiping had a headache. Even if he could spare time, how could he dare to accompany Mayer alone for another day or night?

"I'm sorry, I have a cold and a severe cough. It's really inconvenient."

"Cold? Has the doctor come to see you?" Mayer immediately changed the focus. This cold is really not a minor illness for Westerners like them.

"It's okay. I think I'll be well tomorrow morning." He didn't want to let his private doctor know about his stay.

"Then you should also consider that it may affect Amanda at home. She is still a child,"

It would be fine if I was at home!

"Thank you for your concern. We have taken note of it."

"Then you should have a good rest. If you don't feel better tomorrow, you must ask the doctor to come to your home. If it is serious, it is best to go to the hospital. Even if it is for the health of colleagues, you cannot go to work."

"Okay, thank you for your concern."

"Then I will come to see you tomorrow. Don't worry. I am representing the company."

"No, no need," Feng Yiping said hurriedly. If she went to your home, wouldn't she know everything? "Let's contact tomorrow morning, okay?"

This is the result of lying. One lie will always lead to one lie after another... In the end, there will always be a time when it can't be covered up.

As soon as Mayer hung up the phone, another call came in. "I heard that a landmine exploded, and Boss Feng was blown out of his home. He almost ended up on the street. This is really a cause for celebration!" It seems that Jin Ling's smile over there is quite sincere.