Chapter 1664: Sleepless Tonight

Feng Yiping was a little helpless, "Can't you change the reason?"

"Her reason is quite good," Ma Ling patted Feng Yiping's face, "Of course, you are the best,"

Ma Ling went to get the clothes, and Feng Yiping figured out another meaning in her words, "You mean, I also belong to her?"

"So, she belongs to you?" Ma Ling put on his coat with a smile, "I belong to you too?"

This is one of those questions where the answer is yes, but you can't answer yes.

He took Ma Ling's hand and kissed it, "What maintains our relationship is not that one belongs to another, but love."

"Yes, we all love you, who doesn't love you?" Ma Ling straightened his tie. "Vincent loves you," she kissed him on the lips, "I love you too," she added Kissed him on the lips.

Then I felt like the kiss had become sticky.

There's no way, they don't have anything to do during the day, and night is the traditional time for that.

She stretched out her hand to support Feng Yiping, who was looking at her with a smile, "Okay, let's go."

"Okay," Feng Yiping came to his son's room and tucked the little guy in, "Remember to apologize to him for me tomorrow morning."

Ma Ling nodded.

Walking to the door, Ma Ling followed him out with a smile, "Key,"

"Thank you, I really forgot," Feng Yiping took the key from her hand and stretched out his hand. Ma Ling immediately threw herself into his arms, hugged him hard, and soon let go.

Feng Yiping took another look at this other warm home and Ma Ling, who looked particularly gentle under the light. He waved to her and turned around to get in the car.

After watching the car's taillights flash a few times, the car completely disappeared around the corner. The smile on Ma Ling's face disappeared completely. She didn't wear a coat when she came out. She felt a little cold now.

She leaned against the door and looked at the direction where the car disappeared. Am I too stupid to do this?

But when I think of Feng Yiping, I think of Feng Yiping's frowning eyebrows when he fell asleep in the afternoon, I think of Amanda over there, I think of Huang Jingping when we met several times before...

She shook her head, hugged her shoulders, and walked slowly home, but did not return to the bedroom. She just lay on the sofa in the hall and sighed heavily.

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After getting in the car, Feng Yiping lost the smile on his face.

Of course, it wasn't because he was kicked out of the house again.

In fact, this time, he was kicked out willingly.

No matter how imbecile and unclear he is when it comes to emotional matters, he still knows that if he really lives here in Ma Ling recently, then this matter will definitely be more difficult to solve in the future.

He didn't know if Huang Jingping did this as a test, but he knew that if Huang Jingping hadn't thought clearly when she asked him to "go on a business trip", she would soon understand that she was definitely helping Ma Ma by doing so. Ling Yuanmeng: She won’t let you go home, that’s great, we welcome you.

Therefore, for Huang Jingping's sake, he especially cannot be with Ma Ling recently.

He also believed that Huang Jingping would contact Ma Ling for a meeting recently. In order for both parties to remain calm during this meeting, he could not live with Ma Ling during this period. This was actually for Ma Ling's sake.

Thinking about Huang Jingping is actually thinking about himself, and thinking about himself is also thinking about Ma Ling, and vice versa.

When he arrived before, Ma Ling didn't ask him to move his suitcase down, and he didn't mention it either. He had made such a guess at that time.

Of course, if Ma Ling asked him to move his luggage in at night, he believed that Ma Ling would understand as long as he explained a few words.

But Ma Ling took the initiative to drive him out, which made him really relieved.

Ma Ling had no intention of taking advantage of this good opportunity to do anything, which fully demonstrated that she was really thinking about herself wholeheartedly.

However, looking at the brightly lit houses outside, the silhouettes of loving each other on the windows, and the children laughing and playing in the courtyard, Feng Yiping would inevitably feel a little depressed and lonely.

The warm and peaceful neighborhood was quickly left behind, and after driving on a sparsely populated road for more than twenty minutes, they arrived at the house they had just visited not long ago, the house with a vineyard.

In the house, there were more photos of Ma Ling and her son, as well as many small objects and decorations for living at home. Ma Ling probably did not expect that she and Vincent could not live in this house recently.

Feng Yiping lay down on the soft bed in his bedroom. The sheets and covers had been changed, and there was a nice scent of incense. He closed his eyes, but he felt no sleep at all.

Maybe it’s because the afternoon nap was so effective.

He came to the study and turned on the computer, but his heart couldn't calm down and he couldn't immerse himself in his work.

He opened the drawers one by one and saw the well-prepared stationery inside, as well as several photo frames buckled and placed. At first glance, they were all photos of himself...

He came downstairs with the computer in his arms.

Owen has already lit the fireplace, "Boss, the boiler is also burning, it will be warm soon,"

"Okay, you can stay here tonight and make your own arrangements."

This house, plus the attached facilities, is the largest of the three houses. Feng Yiping is really afraid of being deserted now.

"Okay, we have arrangements," Irving said.

Because I didn’t expect Feng Yiping to live here so soon. The relevant security measures here, such as monitoring facilities, are not as complete as those of the two houses. The surrounding environment is not too familiar. In the first few days, I can only rely on more people to help. .

"If Carol asks, tell the truth," Feng Yiping added.

"I understand," Owen nodded.

With so many people around him, Feng Yiping was finally able to compulsively get into work mode again.

He had just answered two emails in front of the fireplace, and tea, boiled mineral water, hot milk, fruits and some pastries were delivered immediately.

In such a special period, even Irving's work was particularly good.

After taking two sips of hot water, Feng Yiping made some mental plans and began to dial Huang Jingping's number. "Beep, beep, beep," the monotonous electronic sounds came one after another, but he didn't hear that familiar voice.

He dialed three times in a row, but no one answered. He put down the phone and walked restlessly outside Shanfeng Lielian's house. The lights outside the house turned on for the last time. He waved his hand, and the lights went out one by one.

He walked back and forth several times behind the house, which had only a little light, and finally sat on a log chair in the courtyard, motionless.

Owen, who was always standing not far behind him, looked at his boss who had hidden himself in the darkness, staring blankly at the sky, and shook his head inconspicuously.

After following Feng Yiping for so long, this was the first time that he could see negative emotions such as loneliness and anxiety just from his back.

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There was no light on in the bedroom, and the light from the backyard came in, vaguely illuminating the window sill.

The mobile phone was buzzing not far away. Huang Jingping, who was sitting on the window sill with her legs in her arms, was looking out the window without even looking over there.

Outside the house, the mountain breeze brought the sound of waves in the bay and some noise in the community.

She could hear the neighbors' garages opening and the children's happy cheers more than ten meters away.

The Christmas vacation for most Silicon Valley companies ends tomorrow, and they officially start work the day after tomorrow. Many families who go on vacation choose to end their vacation today. The communities that have been somewhat deserted in these two days will quickly become lively again.

Just at home...

Huang Jingping wiped her eyes with the sleeves of her pajamas again. The glass window reflected a very haggard face with red and swollen eyes, a face full of tears.

She turned a blind eye to her own appearance and leaned her head back against the window frame. She took out some tissues and wiped her nose carelessly. Tears couldn't help but drip from her eyes, flowing through her messy hair and dripping on the cold air. Cool on the neck.

She pursed her lips tightly and twitched her body, but no sound came out.

Feng Yiping was not around, and after finally putting Amanda to sleep, she could no longer suppress it, and finally couldn't help crying.

She didn't know she had so many tears.

As soon as she closed her eyes, the sweet scenes from junior high school could not help but appear in front of her eyes.

In every scene, there must be a specific image that has been confused, but when she thinks about it, it makes her feel warm, happy, kind, sweet, happy... It makes her feel that the whole world is filled with such beautiful figures. .

This was the first person of the opposite sex she had secretly fallen in love with when she first fell in love. This was the only man she had ever been attracted to so far. This was her first love, this was her first kiss, and this was the person she had her first night with. This was her The only man, this is her lover, this is the father of her daughter….

This is her only one.

Of course, she had long known that she was not the only one for him.

When her worry was confirmed, that was her saddest moment last time.

However, because he had long noticed that there was still a person living in his heart, a very important person who he valued very much, the sadness at that time was just an expected and confirmed sadness.

For him, for his happiness, she was willing to hide behind him, willingly took the opportunity to get married, and vacated that position.

This time, it was completely beyond her expectation.

It's not that she didn't know how good he was, and it wasn't that she didn't know how many temptations he had resisted, but she never expected that he actually gave birth to a child with an American girl, and it seemed that he had accepted it. she.

Such news was like a bolt from the blue to her.

When Huang Jingping heard him say this, she felt that her heart was cracked and dry.

She didn't know that she had been in such a state of confusion for almost two days.

When he was in front of her, there were some things she didn't want to think about, but when he wasn't around, those things she didn't want to think about before came flooding in like a tide.

The night when he first arrived in the United States, the scene where he and she, whom he had just met, were together in the hotel, the scene when they were in the capital before the Spring Festival that year, the scene where he was with their child who everyone loved. ….

Then, sadness came like a tide.

She didn't know why she still had so many tears when she felt like her heart was broken and dry.

What made her even more sad was that even so, why did she still miss him so much? Even when sleeping, I can't help but hug the pillow that smells of him.

He left, not as usual, for work or on a business trip.

He left, and he let him go, and he didn't know when he would come back. From the moment he got in the car, this home, this house, seemed to have collapsed.

Looking at the empty big bed, thinking that he might be lying on another big bed with another woman beside him, Huang Jingping banged her head against the window frame, gritted her teeth tightly, and tried her best not to scream...

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When it was completely quiet outside, there were no more cars passing by on the street, and when the night deepened, even the lights of the street lamps became lazy and soft, Ma Ling got up from the sofa in the hall.

During the time she lay on the sofa, her mind kept turning, and she never stopped, but when she sat up, she didn't remember what she had been thinking before.

Is he asleep now? Is he still worried when he fell asleep? Is she asleep now? Is she also hating herself when she fell asleep?

Ma Ling felt that she was completely sleepless at this moment. It was a state of extreme fatigue and extreme wakefulness.

She didn't want to keep thinking about it like this, which couldn't solve anything, so she decided to work.

However, the jobs that she liked very much in the past had no appeal to her now. Facing the computer screen, she was still thinking about it as before.

However, this time, an idea gradually became clear to her. She walked upstairs and sat beside her son's bed. Finally, she squeezed into her son's crib and hugged Vincent tightly.