Chapter 785: 785
Why did Kurt Cobain choose to commit suicide? No one knows what he really thinks in his heart, but the tip of the iceberg can be seen from his suicide note.
"It's the voice of a seasoned idiot who'd rather be a weak, childish complainer...I haven't been able to get outraged from listening to music, writing music, and reading and writing for years. I feel a sense of guilt that can't be put into words...the fact that I can't deceive you, can't deceive any of you...the biggest sin I can think of is deceiving people, pretending...I have to be mildly numb to be able to To regain the enthusiasm I had as a child...with kindness in all of us, I just love people so much. Loved so much that it made me feel really fucking blue, a slightly blue, Sensitive, unappreciative, Pisces Jesus-like character! Why don't you just enjoy it? I don't know...I don't have any passion anymore...It's better to burn with ease..."
Since the Nirvana band made history in 1991, Kurt felt at a loss because of the enthusiasm of all journalists and fans. He felt that he was not understood by the world. The world he knew seemed to always be the same as the real world. Staggered, and it was painful for Kurt. And the chronic pain from the stomach made Kurt unable to himself and lost all control.
There are only two ways for Kurt to relieve the pain. One is to take narcotic drugs, and the other is to stand on the stage and scream wildly. The former keeps him at sea. Lo. Because of the sinking in, the physical condition is getting worse and worse; the latter has disappeared because of his passion, and the connection with music has also been cut off. The confusion and confusion of this album "Zi. Gong. Inside" can be seen.
In order to regain his passion for music, Kurt must indulge in drugs. In the world of high-quality goods, but after waking up, he found that the disconnection from the world was even more serious, thus forming a vicious circle. In the end, he could not find an exit, so he chose to terminate himself.
All this is just Hugo's own conjecture, he is not Kurt, he will never know what Kurt really thinks in his heart. In fact, this is also the chaos and confusion of the genius world, which reminds Hugo of Vincent Van Gogh: he once cut off his own ear and finally shot himself. Their madness, their trembling, their struggle, their pain, are out of place in this world.
So Kurt didn't like Hugo, he thought that Hugo was insulting the music, or even playing with it; so Hugo would refute Kurt like this, poison. Pin became Kurt's safe haven, but completely cut off his connection with the world, and finally let Kurt escape into a dark world, and he is unwilling to wake up again.
In fact, in addition to being angry and absurd, Hugo is still angry, not because he wants to be the savior to save Kurt, but because Zhang Xiaoye, the guitarist of the band before Time Travel, died in this way. poison. Pin was deeply disgusted. At that moment, what appeared in front of Hugo's eyes was not Kurt's appearance, but Zhang Xiaoye's pale cheeks, and those black eyes seemed to say, "Hugo, I don't want to die."
The pain in my heart, only Hugo himself understood. Therefore, Hugo did not speak in his usual manner, and in anger, he fought back hard with Kurt without any choice of words.
Hugo's counterattack was powerful, as if a loud slap slapped Kurt's face, which immediately angered Kurt. Although he almost fell because of his weak feet, he couldn't care about himself at this time. His body was gone, and he rushed up with a desperate attitude.
Henry only felt that both Fukukin and Hugo wanted to confront each other without fear. What's worse, Pedro could still be seen out of the corner of his eyes. How could he be able to stop so many people by himself? Next, Henry couldn't care less, and roared directly, "Fuck! Quiet me! Shut up! Shut up everyone!"
Henry's roar made the entire classroom quiet in an instant. Usually Henry looked lazy, like a kitten who had just woken up from sleep, but suddenly Henry went into a rage, and that roar Not only is the voice loud, but also the momentum is amazing, even Kurt, who rushed over from the opposite side, was stunned.
"What the hell are you doing! If you don't like each other, roll onto the stage to decide the winner and loser. A person who can't even stand still wants to fight. If he wants to die, just say it clearly, there's no need to play tricks." No name was given, but the words were like sharp arrows, so Kurt had no power to fight back, "What's the matter with you, you used to always say that dogs bite people, people can't bite dogs, look at you now Like this, isn't it funny to have a mouth full of dog hair?" The last half of the sentence was talking about Hugo, and by the way, he gave Fu Jin a hard look.
It's just... Henry's second half of the sentence is not pleasant to listen to, but the group of people standing opposite can't say anything, saying it is equivalent to admitting it.
Kurt, whose head was in a state of chaos, didn't care so much, "Who are you talking about!" He roared out, but before he could say anything more, Quess and Dave had already come up, the two of them Hold Kurt together, and then drag Kurt towards the door.
How could Kurt, who was already weak, be worth the strength of two people, he could only be dragged out directly. And when Dave left the classroom, he glared at Henry, Hugo and others fiercely. Although what happened just now was caused by Kurt, they could say that it was not Kurt's fault, but others couldn't, not to mention, Nirvana has always had an inexplicable competitive relationship with Glory to Death.
The hot-tempered Fu Jin didn't care so much. He glared back without any timidity. He even raised his fist and waved it twice. The meaning of the demonstration was too obvious.
This action of Fu Jin immediately aroused the dissatisfaction of the staff of Nirvana Band, and a few people waved their fists impulsively and prepared to rush up, but this time Nirvana Band's manager, assistant and others also calmed down and hurriedly Caught the group of people who were going to make trouble and left the classroom.
Clap la la, the group of Nirvana band retreated like a tide, but the tense atmosphere between the two sides seemed to have not dissipated. Everyone who stayed in the classroom did not make a sound, still waiting fiercely for the classroom door. If someone appears at the door in the next second, it is estimated that a thousand arrows will pierce the heart.
This is the narrow-street meeting that the media reporters were looking forward to. Nirvana Band and Glory to the Dead met face to face, ending with a quarrel and a melee that was strangled in an infancy. It's just a pity that the reporters did not capture this scene, and they can only stay in the news forever.
After seeing everyone in Nirvana leave, Pedro immediately froze, "Henry! They are so rude, why give them face, just roll up their sleeves and fight, even though they are better than us. A lot, but we won’t be afraid! We don’t know who will suffer when we really fight, and I will beat them all by myself!”
Not only Pedro, but Alfonso couldn't help it this time, "Didn't you see how that bastard despised us just now? If you don't teach them a lesson, you think we are easy to bully!"
Fu Jin didn't speak, he still clenched his fists tightly, looked at Henry angrily, and expressed his dissatisfaction with practical actions.
Hugo was also very emotional at this time. He had no idea that his encounter with Nirvana would end like this. If nothing else, this was not only the first time he saw Kurt Cobain, but also the last time. This made the anger in Hugo's chest slowly extinguish, and he looked at the door of the classroom again, but he was a little more sighed.
"It's not your fist that proves your strength, it's your music. You are not a gangster or an action star." Henry adjusted his clothes and returned to his usual lazy appearance, as if the person who suddenly went crazy just now There is no ordinary, this face-changing skill is amazing, "It's very easy to teach them a lesson, you can tell by looking at Kurt that Big Harry sucks too much, and it doesn't take much effort to hit him. You have the ability, Impress them on stage!"
Nirvana, the most popular band in the world today, is also second to none in its live performance. Of course, it is not that simple to decide the winner or loser on the stage.
Henry's remarks made Alfonso's tense shoulders slacken. Indeed, winning Nirvana with his fists is a no-brainer. Although Fu Jin still glared at Henry fiercely, his fist-clenching hand slowly loosened, but Pedro was still ruthless, "That guy looks like a ****, it's better if he still To be able to stand on stage."
Hugo looked back and saw that Neil, Samora and the others were all tense. If there was a real fight just now, it is estimated that everyone would rush up. This allowed Hugo to see a different side of the band, especially It was Fokin and Henry.
Henry didn't say anything more. It's normal for young people to be impulsive, and it's normal to be angry. He turned to look at Samora, "Are the instruments ready? Is there any problem?"
Samora was still a little absent-minded. He was a fan originally, and his feelings for Nirvana were naturally different, but the brief meeting just now made him very confused. Of course, Samora is now undoubtedly on the side of Glory to Death, but seeing the chaos and decadence of Nirvana Band, as a fan, he still has a heart.
Hearing Henry's words, Samora took two deep breaths to wake herself up, and then said, "I'll check again." Then she turned around and threw herself into the unfinished work.
Henry stood in the same place, but he held his chin to think. Although the confrontation between Nirvana Band and Glory to Death just now was short, it only took a few minutes before and after, but today the school is full of people, and the news must not be blocked. He had to think about how he should respond if the news broke.
However, Henry didn't think that he didn't need to worry at all, and the overwhelming news a few days later would be enough to divert all attention.