Chapter 182

Li Mu's question caused Su Yingxue's expression to flash with panic.

For Li Mu, he always felt that he was a failure in his previous life, so he had an instinctive lack of self-confidence in many memories of his previous life. His freshman started from the afternoon of the last day of the college entrance examination, which was the fault of his life, after that. He is confident, resolute and tough enough, but he is not sure what he was like before that.

In my memory, I was lackluster in the three years of high school. Whether it was study, appearance, clothes, or family, I could barely be regarded as average in the class, but Su Yingxue was different. Her every move, every smile and every smile touched the hearts of the boys in the school. , so Li Mu in his previous life always felt that his unrequited love for Su Yingxue would not bear fruit. In this life, even if he had occasional thoughts and a little confidence in coveting her, it would be after his rebirth.

However, Su Yingxue's remarks just now subverted Li Mu's usual understanding. Su Yingxue's ability to tell so many details of her three years in high school is enough to show that she paid attention to herself back then.

Seeing that Su Yingxue didn't speak, Li Mu said, "Let me tell you something from the bottom of my heart. I've actually been paying attention to you for three years in high school."

Su Yingxue smiled slightly, and the previous panic disappeared, with a different kind of confidence and relief on her face, and said to Li Mu, "Me too."

Saying that, Su Yingxue picked up the can in her hand and said, "Let's drink one and make up for the previous one."

Li Mu said: "You just finished speaking, the previous one was parting wine, why do you still make it up now?"

Su Yingxue smiled and said, "It's the wine to make up. As for the prefix, that glass of wine was parting, but now this one is."

Su Yingxue in front of Li Mu suddenly fell into thought.

She subconsciously made a comparison, originally wanting to tell Li Mu that this glass of wine was no longer parting wine, but had the opposite meaning, but when it came to her lips, she didn't know what words to use to describe it.

in her heart. There was a word, but she was too embarrassed to say it.

She felt that the missing cup was parting and the cup that was made up. stay together

Staying together means waiting for each other, which is very suitable for her and Li Mu's current situation, but she also feels that the word "staying together" is always used in love and said. Whether there will be a loss of restraint, and whether it will make people misunderstood.

Seeing Su Yingxue's words coming to her lips, Li Mu fell into thought, and knew in her heart that Su Yingxue would not be short of words for ten rounds. She must have thought of what to say, but she just couldn't say it.

As it happens,

Li Mu also thought of that word.

So, he pretended to be nonchalant and said, "Now this cup is for each other."

Su Yingxue was slightly stunned, and Li Mu suddenly said the word. It happened to be exactly what she was thinking, and the restraint just now was swept away. She raised her glass, nodded and said, "That's right, it's to stay together."

Li Mu raised his head and drank a bottle of wine.

Looking at Su Yingxue again, she frowned and took a sip, but she choked when she was about to finish drinking, causing a violent cough.

Li Mu gently patted her back for her, and said, "Just take a small sip and drink whatever you want."

"Not good." Su Yingxue's voice was a bit coquettish: "I've never indulged myself like this. Just let me do whatever I want."

Li Mu nodded slightly, feeling a little more remorse for his attitude and behavior towards Su Yingxue after he went to college. At least he should continue to pay attention to her as he did in high school. This is not forgetting the original intention.

The more he drank, the more he drank, the more he could drink, the less he could drink. After a few bottles of beer, Li Mu was already drowsy, but his mind became more and more crazy.

Think of Su Yingxue's life path in the previous life. Except that her love life seems to be blank, she has done very well in other fields, and she is successful in her studies and career.

It was also the impression from the previous life that caused Li Mu to feel that Su Yingxue was a very assertive woman. She saw things more thoroughly than her peers, and it was far more long-term. Therefore, he always thought that Su Yingxue was that kind of person. A woman who does not rely on feelings at all will never rely on the opposite sex to provide her satisfaction in life, but rely on her efforts to realize her own values ​​and dreams.

However, he didn't know that all along, Su Yingxue just buried the dependence on emotions.

It's not just that she has quietly paid attention to Li Mu in her past life, including these days, Su Yingxue has been thinking about him almost every day, but she feels very rationally that Li Mu must be busy these days, with all kinds of things, although she can't give him a career What substantial help it brings, at least it can't hold him back.

Su Yingxue was this kind of woman who was as light as water in her last life. Even if she cared about her again, she just kept her caring in her heart and seldom let the other party know about it.

In the last life, the two tacitly concealed their concerns from each other. The night Su Yingxue took the train north to study at the Renmin University of China, she was thinking of Li Mu who was about to go to Jinling. Li Mu was in the second book in Jinling. During the days, I often think of Su Yingxue who is far away in Yanjing.

He wanted to know about Su Yingxue, so he found a spoonful of the poolside, because of Su Yingxue's great reputation in the school, Li Mu could see countless information about her by just sipping a spoonful of the poolside, but Su Yingxue wanted to know his news , in general is always difficult.

She also paid attention to the forum of Li Mu's school, but she didn't see any news about Li Mu on it during her freshman year. It wasn't until her sophomore year that she saw Li Mu's college days on a post. The photo of the band's premiere. At that time, she was still a little lost, because she knew that there were always many girls around college students who played music.

Both of them are concerned about each other, but they both feel that the other party has long forgotten them. In life, there are countless men and women who have not been able to get together because of this. .

That's why Li Mu came to Yanjing after Su Yingxue, but found that Su Yingxue went abroad. The news of Li Mu's stay in Yanjing was learned by Su Yingxue. Su Yingxue gave up the development of the dream country on Wall Street, but in the end the two finally reunited. When a city took root, Su Yingxue never waited for any news from Li Mu.

Like Li Mu, she also felt that there was probably nothing left in each other's hearts.

Still the same sentence, the huge Yanjing never gave the two of them the fate of passing by.

In the end, Su Yingxue devoted herself to her career and was forced by her family to marry the younger brother of a good sister who was studying in the United States.

She and her good sister both knew that the other party was gay. Su Yingxue went for a physical marriage. Until the moment she put on a wedding dress in the United States, she still had a regret for many years: she wanted to marry Li Mu after graduating from high school. Drinking a glass of parting wine, but at the break-up meal, Li Mu got drunk too fast, and when Su Yingxue just decided to take the initiative to find him for a drink, he was already cut off.

It's a pity that Li Mu doesn't know the inside story of the past life, and Su Yingxue is even less likely to know the life path she has gone through in her previous life at this moment.

However, Li Mu suddenly found something that he had never found in Su Yingxue this night.

is confidence.

Perhaps, Su Yingxue is not the kind of strong woman who only cares about her career and dreams in her imagination; perhaps, when she was quietly paying attention to herself, she had the same thoughts as herself; perhaps, she also had the same thoughts about love as other girls. longing.

The parting of the previous life, the togetherness of this life

Li Mu repeated this sentence countless times in his heart. Life has already changed so much, why not grit his teeth and turn him upside down? !

For a time, Li Mu seemed to sense his own ambition. He suddenly raised his head, his eyes blazing with scorching brilliance, stared at Su Yingxue and said, "Yingxue, I will chase you from now on!"

Su Yingxue was stunned when she was struck by lightning. She was surprised by Li Mu's words, why he said that he will chase after him from now on, instead of liking you like other men, you can be my girlfriend, the latter is the usual way of confession Right?

What's more, she likes Li Mu. Ever since she saw this drowsy guy looking at her with a different kind of radiance in his eyes, she realized that for some reason, she would also be caught. Attracted by his small but dark eyes, sometimes, the feeling of liking someone does not need material, appearance or even ability to support, a long unforgettable eyes is enough.

However, Su Yingxue quickly realized that if Li Mu had just said something like "be my girlfriend" just now, he would have hesitated and struggled. After all, he not only promised his parents not to fall in love in college, but even He hadn't made any preparations to fall in love. If Li Mu suddenly skipped his confession and asked himself for a clear answer, he would probably be frightened by him.

Li Mu said now that he wants to start chasing after him. This should be considered an alternative confession, right? This guy doesn't even take the usual path of confession.

Su Yingxue thought about it, and her heart was filled with shyness and joy. She once read a sentence in a magazine, which probably meant: If you like someone when you are young, the happiest thing is not that you can be together soon, but It is you who know that you are loving each other.

Su Yingxue blushed and asked Li Mu, "Then how are you going to chase me?"

"I don't know." Li Mu spread his hands and smiled bitterly: "I haven't thought about it yet, you have to let me think about it."

Su Yingxue found that Li Mu was always very assertive and insightful, but now she doesn't know why, her whole body is full of dazed energy, she looks silly, but she is still cute.

Su Yingxue asked Li Mu with rare shyness: "What's your purpose in chasing me?"

Li Mu said indifferently: "Looking for each other? It's a test to look after each other, anytime, anywhere, for a lifetime." (To be continued.)