Chapter 1182 Chapter 1184 He Regrets as Much as He Is Desperate

Qin Shu looked up at the man and knew that he was jealous, but she really had to go. If she didn't go to Chaoyan, she might really be gone.

Why be so nice to him?

Actually she is not good.

When I was a kid, I fell down a mountain for fun and accidentally hit him.

At that time, when she saw that Chaoyan couldn't see his eyes, she felt that he was pitiful.

When I was a child, I was probably full of sympathy. When I saw that he was unhappy, I wanted to make him happy.

Friendship is slowly built up in her back and forth. Seeing him gradually become angry, he will walk out of the pavilion, laugh, and say a few more words a day. It is a sense of accomplishment and heartfelt joy. .

So, now let her give up looking for Chaoyan, who can do it?

She looked at the man, "Chaoyan is my friend, I can't ignore his life or death."

Fu Tingyu knew that she would say this. More than ten years ago, when she was so young, why did she provoke so many men?

"You have so many friends, can you manage it? When will you manage me?"

Feng Jiuxiao and Ling'er looked at each other, both helpless, both were right, one didn't care if he couldn't do it for the sake of his friend.

one as a man. Who suffers from his wife always worrying about other men?

As a man, Feng Jiuxiao could understand it best. If Ling'er's mind was always on other people, he would be mad.

Although the relationship between the two was not what it used to be, they couldn't stand other men trying to attract Ling'er's attention and gaze.

Feng Jiuxiao and Ling'er knew that it was hard to say anything at this time, even if they spoiled their daughter again.

The two turned and left in unison.

Xiaojiu ran in from outside and happened to meet Ling’er and Feng Jiuxiao. He stepped forward and grabbed their hands and asked, “Grandpa and grandma, is mom up yet?”

Ling'er took Xiaojiu's hand and walked out, saying as she walked, "Your mother just woke up and has something to say to your father. Let's go out and wait first."

"Oh, isn't my mother in a bad mood?" Xiaojiu came here today to take Qin Shu out for a walk.

Ling'er nodded when she heard the sound, "Yes, but your mother will sort it out by herself."

In the room, only Qin Shu and Fu Tingyu were left.

Fu Tingyu was really jealous. If it weren't for the fact that she cried because of her guilt and self-blame, he might have been even more popular.

Qin Shu raised his eyes to look at the man, and saw that he did not speak with his eyes down, but that noble and precious face was full of the words I was jealous and I was not happy.

She stepped forward, leaned into the man's arms, and stretched out her arms around his thin waist, as if to soothe his unhappy emotions.

Fu Tingyu lowered his eyes and looked at the person in his arms. It was so obvious, but he couldn't help being jealous.

How many men are around her? All of them are excellent, and all of them are eyeing her.

Nima, has a husband and a son, and is still staring.

Fu Tingyu couldn't help but swear in his heart.

Seeing that the girl hugged him and didn't speak, he opened his mouth first: "I just want to ask, what if I find it? Even if he sees you, what are you going to do? Always stay with him?"

This is what he wants to know. Before Jun Li had an accident, she ran over with a belly full of her.

He endured.

Now there is another morning face. Next time, in case of Han Xiao and Hua Wuyan, Qin Feng and the others will do the same.

Is she going to look for them one by one and accompany them?

"Chaoyan was not liked when he was a child. His family and servants regarded him as an unknown person. He had no friends since he was a child, and no one wanted to play with him. His mother died when he was born, and his birthday was always the same when he was a child. No, I said I would accompany him on his birthday, but I didn't do it. He never expected anyone or anything, but at that time, he said, he was very much looking forward to his birthday, come here Accompany me on my first birthday. I can't imagine him sitting in the cold pavilion, waiting, one day, two days, three days... That kind of waiting, to disappointment... despair, is an uncomfortable process. "

"He can't see, and was sent to an abandoned manor so far away by his family to fend for himself. He sits in the pavilion every day except for eating on time, and the rest of the time is waiting to die. His world is dark and cold, and he says he can't live to eighteen. Years old, I said that he could live a hundred years and would help him cross the threshold of eighteen years old, but I didn't do it. I can't imagine waiting for death until I have the idea of ​​​​living, and insist on it. After so long, I found that the person who kept him insisting was gone, how did he survive when he was 18? I heard that in that year, he used Chaoyan as the code name to become the number one killer in January."

"I promised him to go to an earth-shattering thing together, to make life more meaningful and to have a pursuit, but I still haven't done it, because of my unreliable words, he created the Chisha Organization alone and with both hands. ."

"The reason why he became a killer is because of her words, a word that was not said through the brain. If I hadn't said these words at the beginning, there would be no Chisha organization, so things would be different. "

"He had nothing to do with me originally, maybe without me, apart from seeing the light, he will not live to be eighteen years old, and he will not be pulled out of hell by me like he is now, so that he can see hope and push him with his own hands. hell."

Qin Shu said that his emotions were a little out of control at the end, and his tone became heavier, all of which were self-blame and guilt.

She raised her head and looked at the man, her eyes were red and swollen: "I broke into his world by mistake, and it was I who made a mess of his world. I also regret breaking into his world, if it wasn't for me, he might die , but it will definitely be much better than it is now.”

She lowered her head again and hugged the man tightly, grabbing a piece of driftwood like a raging sea, so she didn't let herself sink.

How disappointed and hopeless Chaoyan was, the more guilt, self-blame, and distressed she felt.

She suddenly thought that when she was a child, she was very naughty. She thought she was a little smart and wanted to help her mother, but she always caused trouble.

Want to help the master, but always make the master a headache.

They dote on her very much, and although she is always pissed off, she is indeed doing her a disservice.

She wanted to help Chaoyan get out, but she also did a disservice.

He smiled happily, but the pain was real.

Fu Tingyu was stunned. He didn't know Chaoyan, let alone his experience. He grew up with a golden spoon in his mouth, and he was raised by the stars, and everyone loved him very much.

From the perspective of a bystander, Chaoyan's experience is probably very miserable.

An age that should have been cared for and pampered by his family, but was pushed into hell by his family, to what extent would he have no idea of ​​surviving?

Since the poisoning, he has worked hard to live because the girl is by his side.

Without her, he has no idea of ​​​​living.

He is different from Chao Yan.

Given hope, but also despair, it is a hundred times more painful than despair itself.

This is because of the girl, which is why she feels so guilty and can't control her emotions,

He looked down at the girl, tightened his arms, and hugged her a little tighter.

He can't be jealous now, he just feels sorry for her and has to bear such unbearable self-blame and guilt.

"Bao'er, don't cry, okay? If you want to find him, I'll accompany you."

Fu Tingyu comforted those who were caught in the emotions and could not be calmed down.

After a long time, Qin Shu gradually calmed down in the man's deep voice.

She still hugged the man's thin waist, her crying voice was hoarse, "Baby Yu, I'm sorry."

She knew that as a wife, she shouldn't have anything to do with other men, but she really couldn't ignore them.

Friends who can live and die together are really rare.

It's just that there are some human debts that you don't want to owe, and you can't pay them back.

"We're husband and wife, what are you sorry for? I know you don't have feelings between men and women for them. I just can't control my temper. I promise not to be jealous in the future."

Fu Tingyu's lack of concentration is something that all readers are aware of.

However, jealousy is obvious to all.

Concentration and jealousy are actually on a par, and one must be jealous.

Fu Tingyu also blamed herself a little, knowing that the girl was already blaming herself for Chaoyan's affair, and she lost her temper.

Qin Shu's emotions are now under control. Now it's useless to talk about it, and it's useless to cry. It's the most important thing to find Chaoyan.

Just when the two were planning to pack up and go to the grassland again, Qin Shu received a text message.

[Yin Shi: My master has been found, don't disturb. 】

After reading the content of the information, the heart that I have been holding on has finally landed.

She also breathed a sigh of relief, fortunately she found it.

"Baby Yu, Chaoyan has been found." She shouted happily to the man.

Just seeing the last two words, the smile that had just been raised disappeared again.

Do not disturb.

Fu Tingyu walked over after hearing the words and looked at the text message on the phone screen.

Chaoyan was relieved when he found him, and when he saw the last two words, he turned his head to look at the girl, "Are you still going?"

Qin Shu looked up at the man, thought for a while, and dialed Yin Shi's cell phone number directly.

After she was connected, she asked eagerly, "How is Chaoyan doing now?"

Yin Shi replied cold-bloodedly: "These have nothing to do with Miss Qin."

Qin Shu didn't feel relieved about Yin Shi's cold words: "you asked me to talk to him, I already remember the past."

"Miss Qin, my master finally made up his mind to not see you and forget you. Why do you bother my master? Do you think the injury is not deep enough, so do you want to stab a few more times? Unless Miss Qin is willing to marry my master, don't bother me. Come to disturb my master."

After Yin Shi finished speaking, he hung up the phone.

Qin Shu was stunned for a while, then called again and found that he had been blocked.

Chaoyan blocked her.

Maybe Yin Shi was right, she really shouldn't bother Chaoyan.

It is impossible for her to marry Chaoyan.

Even if she is unmarried, in order to make up for her fault, marrying him would be a kind of harm to him.

Qin Shu was silent for a long time, and Fu Tingyu kept standing aside, without asking or urging, just waiting patiently.

After a while, Qin Shu seemed to have made some kind of decision, looked up at the man, and smiled at him: "I won't go looking for him, as long as he lives well."

Fu Tingyu stretched out his arms and took her into his arms, knowing that she was not feeling well at this time, he responded: "Okay, I will listen to you."

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Chaoyan Monologue

In the days when the baby is with me, I find that I rely more and more on her, just like a fish can't live without water, and everything can't live without sunlight.

I am really afraid of losing her company one day, whether I can still be like now, looking forward to the sun rising and setting every day, and she will suddenly appear by my side.

Listen to her talk, listen to her laughter like a silver bell.

I have countless thoughts of wanting to possess her, to take her to a place where no one knows them, to take her for myself.

Be with me every day, only talk to myself, only smile to myself.

But when I thought of her innocent smile, I gave up my mind.

Ever since she disappeared from my world, I've often thought that I should have taken her away from here, to a paradise where it was just her and him.

But she likes freedom, family, and friends.

While jealous of those people, he was also afraid.

Afraid that she would be unhappy, that she would hate herself like this.

Later, I finally tried to become what she liked and tried to get close to her.

Hide all the bad side of yourself, and only give her the good side.

I found that she likes this kind of myself better.

But a voice inside kept clamoring for her to take her away to a place no one knew, so that she would belong to you alone.

At this time, another voice will come out and say, she likes you like this and can't do things that make her hate.

In the end, I lived like a human being and a ghost like a ghost, making you sick.

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Qin Shu's family of three stayed in Feng Yiguo for another three days. After three days, the family was ready to return to Jiangcheng.

Feng Jiuxiao was reluctant to give up Ling'er, but she couldn't keep her.

At the airport where people came and went, he hugged the person in his arms and whispered into her ear: "I will see you and your baby when I have time. I didn't fulfill my husband's responsibilities when you conceived your baby. , and did not fulfill the responsibility of the father. So, this time, I will not miss it."

Ling'er sighed secretly: "You are also quite busy, come here when you are free, forget it when you are not free, don't bother."

Feng Jiuxiao asked, "Do you not welcome me?"

Ling'er said with a stern face: "If I don't let you come, you won't come?"

"I will visit you and the baby." After Feng Jiuxiao finished speaking, she lowered her head to kiss Ling'er while she was not paying attention.

Ling'er subconsciously wanted to push him away, but he hugged him tightly, and even her chin was held by her long fingers, making her unable to escape.

Standing not far away, Qin Shu watched her parents kiss her goodbye. She really didn't expect that a master who was like a direct immortal would be like this after becoming a husband and a father.

Sure enough, all men are the same.

After returning to Jiangcheng

Ling'er didn't want to live in Shengyuan, so she bought a small villa by herself and lived alone, with a maid to take care of her, so she didn't have to worry about her children.

Xiaojiu and Nannan go to school normally.

Fu Tingyan's game company also opened today, and started to promote it a month in advance. Even if the younger brother of the fourth master of Jiangcheng does not promote, there are many media and various people concerned.

Fu Tingyu and Qin Shu, as brothers and sisters-in-law, will definitely come to cut the ribbon.

Jiang Yu also brought Ye Xue to participate. They have been living together for more than a month. The two did not quarrel because they exposed some shortcomings after getting along together.

As a single dog Fu Tingyan, although he is very happy for his brother to be beautiful, he just shows his affection in front of him. Is this really appropriate?

It's not over yet, there are still all the things about Jun Li later.

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Xiao Qi decided to arrange it.

And Ye Luo and Jiao Jiao (Boss Ba)

Jiang Yu and Ye Xue live happily together.

and many more……