Chapter 1181 Chapter 1184 I Remembered

Ling'er also glanced at Feng Jiuxiao and knew what her daughter was worried about. She said, "This is a matter between me and him. We are no longer at our young and ignorant age. We know how to deal with this matter."

Qin Shu knew, but he was still a little worried, "Dad said you want to go back to Jiangcheng with me because of this?"

Ling'er nodded, "En."

Qin Shu pursed her lips and didn't know what to say, because she knew what it was like to be deceived by the closest and most trusted person.

She also wouldn't persuade her mother to stay.

…

After Qin Shu left.

Ling'er glanced at Feng Jiuxiao, turned around and left without saying a word, but was suddenly carried into her arms, the faint scent of bamboo leaves wafted into her nose, it was a familiar scent to her, and the temperature that was too familiar was already Deep into the bone marrow, let her breath stagnate.

A cold and indifferent voice came from the top of his head, with a bit of guilt and helplessness, "Ling'er."

Ling'er didn't break free from his embrace, perhaps because she was too familiar with it, or because she didn't hate it from the bottom of her heart.

She sighed secretly, "Help Xiaobao recover his memory, it belongs to her in the first place, whether it is happy or unhappy, it belongs to her, even if you owe it, it doesn't mean that it doesn't exist if you lose your memory."

Feng Jiuxiao was also helpless, "I promised Chaoyan."

A few years ago, he made a deal with Chaoyan.

Chaoyan knew that Xiaobao's memory was erased by him, so as a deal, he hoped to seal the memory between him and Xiaobao to prevent her from remembering it.

As a condition of the deal, he will have a happy home, a loving wife, and children.

This condition was too tempting, so he agreed.

Ling'er was stunned for a few seconds, then turned to look at the man, seemingly surprised: "Chaoyan knows that she will not live long, so why did you do this?"

Feng Jiuxiao nodded, "Yes."

Ling'er was not talking, she suddenly felt a little distressed about the child called Chaoyan, and she didn't want her daughter to think of it, probably because she didn't want to make her sad.

It also shows that they have a good relationship before.

It's just that my daughter forgot.

She sighed again, struggling to leave the man's embrace, but was held tightly by the man, unable to earn half a cent.

Feng Jiuxiao looked down at the woman in his arms, his eyes moved down to her lower abdomen, she was wearing loose clothes and could not see her stomach.

These days, he and Ling'er both slept in separate beds, and he couldn't even see the baby.

Missing his daughter's growth, he really doesn't want to miss this baby's growth.

"Ling'er, it's been over a month since I wanted to touch the baby."

Ling'er blushed, "It's only been over a month, what's there to touch?"

Feng Jiuxiao said without changing his face, "I want to feel the baby grow slowly in your belly. This is the right that a father should have."

When Ling'er heard the last sentence, she didn't argue with him anymore, because she knew that the role of the baby's growing father was essential.

She lowered her eyes slightly and urged, "Then hurry up, I'll read a story to the baby later."

"Okay." Feng Jiuxiao slapped her and hugged her. Ling'er instinctively stretched out her arms and clasped his neck to stabilize her body. He raised his foot and closed the door, turned and walked towards the lounge next door. Calm but with a bit of urgency.

Ling'er blushed slightly, looking at the man in front of him, his face was calm and could not see a trace of expression, she asked suspiciously, "What are you doing?"

"It's more convenient to lie on the bed." As Feng Jiuxiao spoke, he carried her to the bed and laid her flat on the small bed, with his hands on the sheets, his indifferent eyes, without saying a word. Looking down at the woman.

Ling'er was stared at by the man's gaze, her mood was a little complicated, and she couldn't stand his gaze, so she could only look sideways, hoping that he would finish touching it soon, so that she could leave.

Suddenly I heard him say, "I love you."

The man's voice was as cold and indifferent as ever, but it was never serious.

Ling'er was stunned for a while. This was the first time she heard him say these three words. Before, she only answered when she asked him, and only answered one word.

…

Because Feng Jiuxiao didn't help her recover her memory, Qin Shu was in a bad mood. She sat on the rattan chair under the tree, looking up at the dense branches and leaves in a daze.

At the same time, she has been waiting for information.

However, after so long, she still hadn't received any information from Yin Shi.

Could it be that Chaoyan hasn't been found yet?

During dinner in the evening, Qin Shu didn't say a word, just stood up and left after eating.

Except for Xiaojiu who didn't know what happened, the other three adults knew the reason.

Fu Tingyu put down the tableware and looked up at the opposite father-in-law and mother-in-law, "Dad, Mom, I'll go see her."

The two nodded tacitly, and Fu Tingyu stood up and walked out.

Seeing Fu Tingyu chasing her daughter away, Feng Jiuxiao and Ling'er looked at each other and both sighed, but there was nothing they could do.

…

At night, Qin Shu had a dream after falling asleep, a very long, very long dream, all of which were related to Chaoyan.

The dream is very real, as if it actually happened.

Qin Shu woke up from his sleep, and when he opened his eyes, he saw a man looking at her. His eyes were clear, not like he just woke up, and he didn't know how long he had been staring at her.

Seeing that the girl was awake, Fu Tingyu asked worriedly, "Wake up, how are you feeling?"

Qin Shu leaned closer to the man's arms and muttered to himself, "I had a dream about Chaoyan."

Immediately afterwards, some pictures suddenly appeared in my brain, all of which were pictures in a dream, the pictures were clear and every sentence was true.

Fu Tingyu looked down at the person in his arms, thinking that she had dreamed all night, and the dream was of another man. Who can avoid being jealous?

"Have your memory recovered?"

It took Qin Shu a long time to digest the sudden memory. If it wasn't for the man's voice, she would not have been able to react for a long time.

She nodded: "Well, it was Dad who helped me restore my memory."

She used a positive tone, and there was no one else except Feng Jiuxiao.

Fu Tingyu stretched out his slender fingers and brushed away the broken hair in front of her forehead for her, "How can Dad not feel distressed when you look like this?"

When I was a master and apprentice, I didn't want her to be wronged. When she cried, the master couldn't do anything about it.

What's more, she is still her biological daughter now, and she is even more distressed.

The girl slept very late last night, so she would sleep very deeply in the early morning. Feng Jiuxiao suddenly came and said that she was helping her restore her memory.

It was the first time he had seen how Feng Jiuxiao restored Baoer's memory, and it was also the first time he knew that when the force value reached the level of the emperor, it could not only delay aging, but also erase people's memories and restore them, as long as Just master the skills.

Qin Shu stretched out his arms around the man's neck and buried his face in his chest to prevent him from seeing her sad expression.

She remembered everything about Chaoyan.

Just for a while, the memory is a bit confusing and it takes a while to sort it out.

It's just that those clips were enough to make her sad and distressed for a long time.

That autumn, she promised to give Chaoyan a birthday, and she was thinking about preparing a gift for him.

He said that no one had given him a birthday since he was a child, because his birthday was his mother's death anniversary, and his father would treat him with cold eyes.

He said: "The baby is the best for me, and all mine is the baby's."

But she broke her promise. She was taken down to Qishan by her mother, and her memory was erased.

With Chaoyan's temperament, she will definitely wait, waiting for her to celebrate his birthday.

She couldn't imagine how someone who never had expectations suddenly expected something, but was let go of it, what kind of mood would it be?

And why he established the Chisha Organization, and because of what she said without thinking back then, he took it seriously.

Not only take it seriously, but also take it seriously.

And she said yes, she wanted to do something with him, but she took the salt.

She also promised to be his eyes before his eyes got better, but she broke her promise.

It was promised that when she was eighteen years old, she would be by her side, and she still broke her promise.

She promised him all the things she did not do.

It was only now that she understood why Chaoyan wanted to accompany him by herself.

He has been alone since he was a child, and even the servants who take care of him only take care of him three meals a day.

She didn't know it before, but when she got to know him, she knew that he sat in the pavilion every day, like air, and it was dispensable.

No one spoke to him, and no one helped him.

He said that his world is gray and black.

She didn't understand then, but now she understands.

She strayed into his world, trying to make him angry, trying to get him out of her world.

I also tried to make him like small animals, instead of touching them and pinching them to death.

If Chaoyan's temperament is in the mouths of others, it is withdrawn, bloodthirsty, unwilling to speak, and in a good and bad mood.

When he was unhappy, there were people standing in front of him, and he would stretch out his hand and squeeze it to death, without even blinking his eyes.

As for the murder, she heard from the people in the village. They said that they dared not approach Chaoyan because they were afraid. He was a monster and an unknown person.

But Chaoyan did not do such a thing in front of her.

Apart from not speaking and sitting there motionless, everything else was fine.

Sometimes she noticed that he was unhappy, so she stuffed him with sugar,

Qin Shu thought that Chaoyan wanted her to accompany him in such a low voice. In fact, he wanted her to accompany him as before, to coax him, to let him persevere, and to give him a reason to continue to live.

At that time, like a child, he just wanted you to coax him without saying anything.

Coax a word, he will be happy.

But not only did she not coax him, she also said he was disgusting.

What's the difference between her and those who pushed him into hell?

It's just that she was more ruthless, trying to pull him out, but she only came out half body, and she pushed him down again, making him return to the world that filled him with disgust.

How disappointed was he to think about leaving alone?

Fu Tingyu looked at the girl in his arms and felt that something was wrong with her. After recovering her memory, she didn't respond at all, but just nestled in his arms. At first, she thought that she was tired and wanted to continue sleeping because of her memory recovery.

Just half an hour later, the girl didn't intend to sleep, but her breathing became heavier. Finally, she found that his chest was wet, which made his body stiff and panicked at the same time.

"Baby, what's wrong with you?"

He tried to pull the person in his arms away, wanting to see what happened to her, why was she crying?

Qin Shu hugged the man and didn't let go or speak, because she didn't know what to say. Thinking that before leaving, Chaoyan just wanted a parting hug, but she ruthlessly refused to give it.

He also said that the next time we meet, if we really become friends, I will give it.

He even gave up his life, what's next.

And she also said they were not friends.

He said that he would never appear in front of her again in the future, nor would he disturb her again. A gentleman's words are hard to follow.

How sad was he at that time?

Is it because of this that he will resolutely leave alone, on the uninhabited grassland, he wants to fend for himself?

Fu Tingyu is really panicked now. How long has it been since the girl cried like this? He stretched out his slender fingers to hold the girl's face, and when he touched her, he found that she was already bursting with tears. The girl was so sad and sad that her father-in-law came to restore her memory, so he should have stopped her.

"Bao'er, don't you cry?"

Qin Shu couldn't help it, she really felt sorry for Chaoyan, and she felt very guilty.

I feel sorry for what happened to him since he was a child, and also feel sorry for his disappointment in the world, but he works hard to live because of her.

Seeing that she was still crying, Fu Tingyu just put his hand on her thin back, soothing her uncontrollable emotions one after another.

In addition to worrying about the girl, he was also a little jealous. The girl cried like this because of another man.

He also suddenly understood why his father-in-law was reluctant to help the girl restore her memory, because she was afraid that she would be sad.

When Feng Jiuxiao and Ling'er came to see Qin Shu, she still had not calmed down.

Fu Tingyu has been holding her and comforting her.

After Ping regained her good mood, she raised her head from the man's arms, her eyes became walnut eyes from crying, and they were very swollen.

The man was even more distressed when he saw it.

After washing up, Fu Tingyu first walked out of the bathroom and saw Feng Jiuxiao and Ling'er. He explained everything after the girl woke up.

Even Fu Tingyu didn't realize how sour his tone was.

Only then did Linger and Feng Jiuxiao understand why Chaoyan didn't want Xiaobao to remember about him, probably because he was afraid that Xiaobai would cry so sadly.

Qin Shu came out of the room and saw Feng Jiuxiao and Ling'er coming, she forced a smile, "Dad, Mom, why are you here?"

Seeing that her daughter's eyes were so red and swollen, Ling'er was inevitably a little worried: "Come and see you, I heard from Ting Yu just now that you have been crying for a long time... What are you going to do now?"

Qin Shu said: "It's been a few days and I haven't found him yet. I want to find him. I still have something to say to him."

Fu Tingyu is really a little tasteful. He didn't want to know about the relationship between her and Chaoyan. Seeing the girl crying like that for Chaoyan, he wanted to know very much. Without him knowing, the relationship between her and Chaoyan What's the story?

"If you find him, he doesn't see you?"

Qin Shu answered with great certainty: "He will not disappear."

Fu Tingyu will directly overturn the vinegar jar, "Are you so sure?"

Qin Shu nodded: "Well."

Fu Tingyu was not nearly killed by acetic acid, "I want to know, why are you so nice to Chaoyan?"

And part of it...