Chapter 1172 Chapter 1174 It's All because of You

"You asked me before, what color is the world?"

"I said, it's gray and it's black."

"You said with a smile, that's because you can't see, so the world in your eyes is black. The world in my eyes is colorful and colorful."

"I'm silent, because you're very simple, you don't think much, you're not deep, and you don't understand the meaning of black."

"You thought I didn't believe it, so you took me to the stream, held my hand and reached into the water together, saying that this is cool stream water, which is different from tap water and tastes sweeter than tap water."

"Then you took me to see the Chaoyan Flower, you still held my hand and touched the petals, saying that this is the Chaoyan Flower, the petals are gradient colors, the top is red, and the bottom is gradually white, although the petals are very delicate, but They are strong and bloom against the rising sun."

"I haven't told you my name, you thought it was because I didn't have a name, so you gave me a name, Chaoyan, although she looks very delicate, she is strong, and can bloom against the rising sun. "

"You will also pull me to blow the wind. You say that the summer wind is hot and people don't like it. In winter, you will also pull me to blow the wind, and you will also say that the winter wind is cold and biting, which is equally unpleasant. I don't like it. If the wind in summer and the wind in winter can be interchanged, it would be a perfect thing. But you say that even people can't be perfect, not to mention the change of seasons, the changes of solar terms, and the laws of nature?"

"What else do you want to see? I'll show you."

Your laughter is as sweet as a silver ring, light, and like the March breeze, which makes people feel very comfortable.

"Baby, I want to see what you look like?"

It should be, thinking of the way you smile.

"When your eyes are healed, I'll show you."

"Some people say that I look like a meat bun. It's better for you to prepare yourself a little bit, and don't scare you."

"Won't."

No matter what you look like, I won't be frightened, I just want to see if your smile is as contagious as I imagined.

"Why do you sit in the pavilion every day? It's winter, it's cold."

"Eat and wait to die."

I was just waiting to die, and when my family came here, I was waiting.

"How old are you, why do you say death? But eating and waiting for death is also an attitude."

"I will also let them be buried with them."

That's why I've been waiting, I'm dead, they don't even want to live.

I know that the cold-blooded and ruthless tone at that time scared you, and you didn't speak for a long time.

I went back to the pavilion and continued to sit. I couldn't see it, but I could feel that you were still in a daze.

"Do they all treat you badly? So you hate them? If they treat you badly, ignore them and show them how you live your life. You don't cherish your own life, let alone others. ."

This is the first time I've heard someone say this to me.

Since I was born, everyone has cursed me to die early, saying that if I don't die, I will kill them.

They said that I was born to kill my mother, and then I was to take care of my nanny. As soon as I opened my mouth, my grandfather died...

Later, all the words I said were taken as prophecies, because they were all fulfilled.

In particular, the Mu family, one of the five major families in the Imperial Capital, disappeared overnight because of my words, and at the same time made everyone very jealous.

So, they start to panic, start to be afraid.

Because of this, they went to a fortune teller to tell me my fortune, saying that I would not live to be eighteen years old.

So at the age of fourteen, I was sent to a manor that had been idle for a long time and left to fend for itself.

"Baby, I don't live to be eighteen years old."

So they don't even think about living one second longer.

"You are only ten years old, how can you say that you can't live to be eighteen years old?"

"Then how long do you think I can live?"

"You're sure to live a hundred years."

"too long."

It's just four years that I feel hard, let alone a hundred years old?

"That's because you always stay in this manor, you have no worries about food and clothing, you have no ideas, and you have nothing to pursue. If you have goals and expectations, you will feel that there is not enough time."

"We know martial arts. We can use this to do something. How about being a killer? Create your own sect..."

A little girl said she wanted to be a killer?

"Baby, do you dare to kill?"

"Don't underestimate me, I killed wolves before."

"Wolves are different from people, baby."

"Then do you dare?"

"dare."

I can kill without blinking, what can I dare?

There is nothing he dares to do, just divide, think and don't think.

After that, it took many days for you to come down.

I thought it scared you that time and didn't dare to come down.

"Chaoyan, I went out to practice with my master during this period of time, and I also found a beautiful little brother. Now I have a brother."

"This is the candy he bought for me, I'll give you some."

Hearing your laughter, I realized that what I wait for every day is not death, but waiting for you to come to see me, listen to your words, listen to your laughter, and feel the warmth of your palm.

It seems that the originally dark and dark world has begun to have light, shining through the layers of gray fog, and the dark corners have gradually become warmer because of the light, and they are no longer cold and without temperature.

There was a seed quietly emerging from the thick ashes.

It is very delicate and grows strong when it sees light.

I don't like sugar, because no matter how sweet the sugar is, I can't taste the sweetness.

The palm of your hand is stuffed with the sugar you gave, and it tastes like green apples. You said, not all green apples are sour, but also crisp and a little sweet.

Sugar is very sweet, and everyone's taste is different.

I remembered the first time she suddenly forced in the candy, I didn't throw it, because I was afraid she would cry when she saw it.

So I put the candy on the low table, and I didn't plan to eat it. I thought I would throw it away when she left.

Only, I forgot.

Until you didn't come for two days, I accidentally touched the candy on the short table. I took off the candy wrapper. When I ate the candy in my mouth, I first tasted a sour taste, and the sour taste was very light. Sweetened, is very sweet.

This is the first time I have tasted the sweetness of candy, and I seem to be in a better mood.

I began to look forward to seeing you every day, and it was a pleasure to hear your voice.

You always want to introduce me to your fellow brothers and sisters, but I don't like our alone time with other people.

So, I give you the dark night that I raised since I was a child.

Dark Night is a black cat with a petite stature. Besides sleeping, he likes to sleep.

You like the dark night very much, and you even named it Sweet Wife.

The longer we get along, the more I find that I can't leave you alone.

I think, if you leave in the future, where will I find you.

I haven't even seen your face.

So, while you were sleeping, I secretly untied the gauze on your eyes. Although I was in the pavilion, the summer sun was still strong. The moment the gauze was untied, I felt a burning pain.

But when I saw your appearance, although you were asleep, your facial features were very clear.

You say, when others say you have a bun face, I thought it was really like a bun, with bulging cheeks on both sides, and maybe even the eyes were squeezed together.

However, what I saw was a small face with a little baby fat, pink and tender, a little peach, and it looked like a person carved out of jade.

Those eyes, although closed, looked very big.

It might be because she slept a little hot in the summer, she rolled over and her eyes were still open, but she didn't wake up and fell back asleep after two seconds.

Just opened it for a moment, like seeing the stars in the night sky, bright and beautiful.

I took out the cinnabar prepared in advance, and put a mole on the peak of your eyebrow. This is a mark, and I will not be afraid of not finding you in the future.

That night, my eyes became inflamed and swollen because of the light, because after applying the medicine, I couldn't sleep all night.

But I am very happy, because I can imagine your appearance when I see you, meet and talk to you in the future.

Once, your foot was injured, and you said, "My foot is injured. The master allowed me to rest for a few days without practicing, so I came down to see you while they practiced."

"Let's go out and play."

"Your leg hurts."

"It's okay, you still have to play, the big deal is better, slow down."

Originally, the legs only needed a week of rest to heal, but you just dragged on for a month.

I thought you would stay with me until I was eighteen, and you would show a happy smile on the day I saw that I would not die.

Only in the autumn of seventeen years old, you promised to give me a birthday, but it didn't come.

I sat in the pavilion and waited for a day and a night, I wasn't angry, and I didn't want a gift, as long as you came.

I waited for three days in a row, and I lay in bed for two days because of a cold and fever, and I continued to wait.

But you still didn't come.

When winter came, there was a lot of snow outside, and the lake was covered with thick ice.

You said that you are still here to go ice skating this winter.

One no-show, two no-shows...

Spring is blooming, you said you want to see the flowers, but you still didn't come.

The seed in the dark has sprouted, and has grown branches and leaves, as well as flower bones.

In the absence of light, the residual temperature will allow the flower buds to separate and bloom separately.

Half is what you want to see, the other half is what I am.

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Qin Shu has not been out of the room again these days.

Yin Shi always brings food into the room, she will eat, because not eating hurts only her own body.

She didn't ask Yin Shi about Chaoyan, and Yin Shi didn't say anything, just delivering food.

For the past few days, Chaoyan has been in a coma.

Yin Shi felt that he was ruthless, and that's why his master didn't wake up.

Until three days later, it was another rainy day, and the rain was not heavy.

Chao Yan suddenly woke up.

Yin Shi had been standing by the bed, so Chaoyan woke up, and he would know as long as he moved.

"Master, you are finally awake."

With the help of Yin Shi, Chaoyan sat up from the bed, "How long have I slept?"

He just woke up with a hoarse voice.

Yin Shi said: "It's been three days, is your master hungry? I'll prepare some clear porridge for you."

"Yeah." Chaoyan replied, not expecting to sleep for so long.

Yin Shi worked very fast, and it didn't take long for him to bring a bowl of clear porridge.

Chaoyan also finished washing up and sat at the table, smelling the fragrance of millet porridge, but had no appetite at all.

He still held a spoon and took a mouthful of porridge into his mouth, as if remembering something, he asked, "Why did I suddenly faint?"

Yin Shi raised his eyes and glanced at Chaoyan, and found that the master didn't seem to remember what happened three days ago, he hesitated and said, "I made you dizzy."

Chaoyan raised her head, her voice filled with doubt: "Why?"

When Yin Shi saw that the master was not angry, he said: "Because I was afraid that the master would regret something, so I made you dizzy on my own initiative."

Do something you regret?

Chaoyan lowered her head and continued to eat the millet porridge in the bowl without asking any further questions.

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After three days without going out, Qin Shu went from being irritable at first to now reading books calmly, because reading books can pass the time.

It was raining outside, and the wet and cold wind was blowing in through the window, making it a little cold.

She looked sideways and saw that the flowers on the railings on the balcony had already bloomed several times. The purple flowers covered the railings and were very beautiful.

She stood up and walked to the balcony, looking at the Chaoyan Flower in the rain curtain, which was washed by the rain and became more and more beautiful. When the wind blew, the Chaoyan Flower was swaying, a little pitiful.

She was about to close the window when she saw a white figure walking towards her with an oil-paper umbrella in the rain.

He walked slowly because he couldn't see.

She closed the window, turned to the door, closed it too, and locked it.

It was only here that he sat back at the desk again, picked up the book and continued to read.

Chaoyan walked to the door slowly, put away the umbrella and leaned against the wall next to it, reached out to touch the door panel, pushed it, but did not push it open, so he had to knock on the door a few times.

"Dong dong..."

Qin Shu heard the knock on the door, but ignored it, lowered his head and continued to read.

Chaoyan waited for a while, seeing that the door was not open, he raised his hand and locked the door a few times, "Dong Dong..."

Still no one came to open the door.

Chaoyan waited for a while, seeing that Qin Shu didn't come to open the door, and guessed that she didn't want to see her.

"Baby, open the door, I have something to tell you."

Qin Shu stretched out her slender fingers and turned the page. In the quiet room, the sound of paper flipping was extraordinarily loud. She lowered her eyes and continued to look, as if she did not hear Chaoyan's low voice.

Seeing that Qin Shu still ignored her and didn't open the door, Chaoyan thought that she really hated him this time.

Unwilling to give up, he raised his hand and knocked on the door again: "Baby, I was wrong, can you open the door?"

Qin Shu was so determined that he didn't want to see him this time, he turned a deaf ear to the knock on the door and his confession, and directly ignored it.

Chaoyan waited at the door for a while, but seeing that she wouldn't open the door, she had to turn around and leave.

He didn't really leave, but came to the direction of the balcony.

It was built by him, and the drawings were also designed by him, so I am still familiar with the houses here.

Qin Shu waited for a while, but didn't hear the knock on the door. She looked back at the locked door and there was no movement, thinking that Chaoyan had left, she looked back again, and out of the corner of her eye, she saw a person standing on the balcony, a white streak figure.

She looked sideways at the balcony and saw Chaoyan standing there, soaked all over.

This chapter is very obvious, the babies should see it, right?

Qin Shu and Chaoyan won't be able to write much, so don't worry.

Yu Baobao: I just want to ask, am I still my own son?