Chapter 1161 Sick World?
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Chen Ge and the outside world are separated by a window with barbed wire. Standing at the window, he can smell the fragrance of flowers, feel the sunshine, be blown by the breeze, and see the person he misses, but he just can't go out. .
The outside world is beautiful and real, but the world belongs to those people outside.
Fingers grabbed the barbed wire, and the rust rubbed against the skin. Chen Ge silently stared at the haunted house on the west side of the paradise, looking at the actress dressed as a ghost.
Although the other party wore ghostly makeup, Chen Ge could still recognize her at a glance.
"You receive treatment well, and when your symptoms have improved and you can be discharged from the hospital with the approval of the director, you can go to her." Dr. Gao is very kind to Chen Ge, and he knows Chen Ge's tragic experience. In addition to his own responsibilities, he also sympathized with Chen Ge very much.
"You can only go out when you are sick?" Chen Ge longed for the outside world. He stared at the actress intently. The actress who was selling tickets in the paradise also seemed to sense something, and turned her head to look at the hospital.
The eyes of the two met, Chen Ge subconsciously wanted to dodge, but he soon discovered that the actress was not malicious, there was no discrimination or disgust in her eyes, just curiosity.
Perhaps seeing Chen Ge's uneasy look, the actress with ghostly makeup showed a shallow smile.
It took only a second or two for the actress to start working again, distributing leaflets to passing tourists, holding a billboard, and recommending her own haunted house.
"Is the me who used to be like her, or is she playing the me who used to be..."
There are always two opposing thoughts in Chen Ge's mind. He can't tell whether it is instinct or a disease.
He didn't dare to think deeply, the severe pain that seemed to tear his head apart was not something anyone could easily bear.
Seeing Chen Ge standing by the window blankly as usual, Doctor Gao sighed softly, and then quietly left.
The light in the sky gradually softened, and there was a touch of orange in the dazzling sunlight. When the setting sun was covered by tall buildings, there were only fiery clouds left in the sky.
It's beautiful and beautiful.
Chen Ge stood by the window all afternoon, the temperature gradually dropped, and the cool night wind penetrated along the neckline, and he shivered.
"it's dark."
touching my heart,
The surveillance screen that Dr. Gao showed him just now flashed in Chen Ge's mind: "Is that beast-like person in the video really me?"
Surveillance does not lie. Chen Ge subconsciously feels that the surveillance images are trustworthy. He seems to have confirmed many things through surveillance before.
"The other me is Xu Yin? If the doctor didn't lie to me, when will he come?"
Looking at his own body, Chen Ge felt a little strange, he sat on the bed while leaning against the wall.
It was already dark, but Chen Ge did not choose to close the window. He always felt that he would be upset after closing the window, and felt that the whole room became depressing, like a maze with no exit.
"I really want to get out of here."
The paradise outside the window is closed, but the haunted house is still lit.
"Didn't she come home? Has she been living in a haunted house?"
"It must be very hard for one person to clean such a big haunted house. It would be great if someone could help her."
"No, why is she alone? She should also have her own parents..."
Thinking of this, Chen Ge felt a stabbing pain in his head again. His parents seemed to be a taboo in his heart. As long as he thought of something related to his parents, his brain would feel severe pain.
Covering his head with his hands, Chen Ge growled in pain, and wrinkled the bed sheet with both hands.
"Boom, boom, boom!"
There was a knock on the door, and Dr. Gao pushed open the door of the ward. After seeing Chen Ge's appearance, he immediately ran to the bedside and guided Chen Ge to resume breathing.
After the pain in his brain subsided, Chen Ge collapsed on the hospital bed.
"Release yourself, don't think about it, and get a good night's sleep." Dr. Gao stepped aside after speaking, and it was only then that Chen Ge realized that there was another person standing behind Dr. Gao.
The man was young, with a cold face, and seemed to be suffering from emotional deficits.
"Your two former patients moved out of this ward due to various reasons. This is your new roommate. His name is Zuo Han."
There were three beds in the ward, and the patient named Zuo Han didn't communicate with Chen Ge, and with a cold face, he directly chose the bed near the door.
"I hope you can get along well."
Dr. Gao briefly introduced Zuo Han. During this period, Xu Wan sent the food to the ward. After Chen Ge and Zuo Han finished eating, Dr. Gao took out the medicine bottle in his pocket.
After he watched Chen Ge and Zuo Han take the medicine with his own eyes, he took Xu Wan away together.
The wind blows into the ward along the window, Zuo Han is sitting near the door, Chen Ge is lying by the window, there is a hospital bed between them.
Neither of them spoke. After about ten minutes, Chen Ge broke the silence: "If you feel cold, I can close the window."
"No need." Zuo Han only replied two words, he stood up, checked the door, and after confirming that the ward was unlocked, he put on his shoes and lay down on the bed.
"You don't take off your shoes when you sleep?" Chen Ge vaguely felt that the name Zuo Han was very familiar, but his brain memory couldn't match the name with the face in front of him. He had just taken the medicine, and the speed of his thinking changed significantly. slow.
Zuo Han stared at Chen Ge's face, and after a long time, said coldly: "I don't take off my shoes so that I can escape from this room at any time."
"Why?" Chen Ge remembered that he had also chosen to escape in the surveillance video. His brain became dull, but his senses were still sharp. It was like an instinct.
"Because you are in this room, you are a very dangerous patient." Zuo Han gave Chen Ge a white look.
"Fifty steps laugh at a hundred steps. If you are not sick, you will not be imprisoned here." Chen Ge didn't think he was in danger, he just felt that his mind was messed up, and he would feel severe pain when he thought about it for a long time. Time stopped thinking, and he felt that some memory fragments in his mind would completely disappear.
"I'm not sick. There are indeed many people in this world who want to kill me. It's a fact, it's not that I'm sick." Zuo Leng smiled coldly: "Besides, even if I'm really sick, it's not as good as you far away."
"You know me? Have you heard about me?" Chen Ge's eyes changed.
Zuo Han shook his head, he opened his mouth, revealing the white pill under the tip of his tongue: "The doctor only gave me half a pill, but I just saw that he gave you two whole pills! So even if we are both sick , then your illness is much more serious than mine."
"Did you take the medicine the doctor gave you?"
"The medicine is for patients. Why do I need to take medicine if I'm not sick?" Zuo Han got up and walked to the door, his fingers slid over the corner of his mouth, and took out the pills without a trace: "There is surveillance outside the ward, and they want to lock me up. lifetime."
Holding the half-tablet between his fingertips, Zuo Han ground the tablet bit by bit, he was very cautious, and didn't stop until the tablet was ground into ashes.
"Can I ask again, what did the doctor say you are suffering from?" From Chen Ge's perspective, it was obvious that Zuo Han was not a normal person.
"They said that I had severe persecution paranoia, but I didn't believe a word they said, because I knew that group of doctors had bad intentions. They didn't want to treat me at all, but wanted to harm me."
"Why do you think so?" A person suffering from delusions of persecution was sent to the hospital. He refused to take medicine, behaved strangely, and felt that the doctors were not saving him, but harming him. It just shows that he is indeed suffering from persecution delusions.
"There is no reason." Zuo Han paused for a moment: "Intuition tells me that things are not that simple. There are many things in this world that have problems. I can't tell you the specifics. If I can leave this hospital, there are countless ways to go. prove."
"Then work hard." Chen Ge looked at his leg wrapped in plaster: "It is almost impossible for me to escape."
There are many bruises on his body, one leg has not recovered from a severe fracture, his brain is sometimes sober and sometimes chaotic, as long as he thinks deeply, he will feel severe pain, and there seems to be another personality like a beast hidden in his body.
Under such circumstances, Chen Ge didn't think he could escape from the hospital.
"I really want to leave too." Chen Ge looked at the paradise outside the window. The paradise at night was pitch black without any light.
The ward became quiet again, and neither Chen Ge nor Zuo Han spoke again.
Turning off the bedside light, Chen Ge lay in the dark.
Surrounded by darkness, he felt a very comfortable feeling, as if he was finally no longer being watched by others.
"I haven't done anything all day, but why am I still so sleepy? Could it be because of the medicine?" Eyelids became heavy, and Chen Ge glanced at Zuo Han's bed before falling asleep.
Zuo Han didn't fall asleep, he didn't take off his clothes and shoes, lying on the bed like a cheetah, watching the door vigilantly, as if some bad guy would break in the next moment.
...
He could vaguely hear the sound of fingernails scratching the wooden board. Chen Ge opened his eyes in a daze. He found a person standing at the door of the ward.
Zuo Han?
Chen Ge didn't speak, he moved his eyes while pretending to be asleep.
On the hospital bed near the door, the quilt was bulging, Zuo Han seemed to have put a pillow under the quilt.
Not daring to make any sound, Chen Ge quietly watched the figure in the darkness.
After about a few minutes, the figure suddenly turned around, and he walked directly towards Chen Ge.
There was no sound of footsteps, the man moved slowly, and then stopped beside Chen Ge's bed.
"you're awake?"
Zuo Han's voice came from the figure's mouth, and Chen Ge knew that he had been discovered, so he didn't continue to pretend: "What are you doing?"
"Of course I'm planning to escape." Zuo Han whispered: "From the first time I saw you, I thought you were very familiar. Have I seen you somewhere?"
"Why are you asking this all of a sudden?" Chen Ge lowered his voice.
"When I first moved in, there seemed to be someone standing outside the door. I suspected that the doctors and nurses hadn't gone far, so I couldn't talk to you about many things." Zuo Han sat beside Chen Ge's bed: "I must have seen it somewhere You, that kind of feeling can't be wrong. After all, the first time I saw you, I didn't think you were dangerous, which is almost impossible for me. "
"You know the doctor may be outside, why do you take the initiative to say that you haven't taken the medicine? Are you not afraid that they will hear it?" Chen Ge was a little puzzled.
"They know that I haven't taken the medicine. I said this to deliberately expose my flaws so that they can relax." Zuo Han stared at Chen Ge's face: "Use the flaws they know to paralyze them and let them have a kind of The feeling of being in control, that they don't actually know what's going on inside me."
"You're pretty smart." Chen Ge instantly understood Zuo Han's meaning. The initial conversation between Zuo Han and him didn't tell the truth.
At that time, Zuo Han suspected that the doctor was outside the door. He said those words and did those things on purpose, and did not hesitate to expose some small details to confuse the doctor.
"When I see anyone in this world, I feel a sense of wariness in my heart, including doctors and my parents, but you are the only exception." Zuo Han frowned: "It's very strange, it's the first time I've been against A stranger opening up like that."
"Maybe it's because I'm good-looking?"
"Maybe." Zuo Han lowered his voice: "It's hard for me to escape from this place alone. I need help. If you are willing to help me, I can take you away together."
"Are you sure we can escape?" Chen Ge's mind flickered from time to time the surveillance screen Dr. Gao showed him, and the self dominated by animal nature made him feel terrified.
"I'm not sure, but I know if I stay here again, I'm afraid I'll really go crazy." Zuo Han sat on the hospital bed in the middle of the room: "It's three o'clock in the morning, and the nurses change at midnight. , Three o'clock in the morning, inspect the hospital during these two time periods, and each inspection lasts about half an hour."
"How do you know this?" Chen Ge looked at Zuo Han with a hint of doubt.
"Are you worried that I'm from the hospital? Are you worried that I'm testing you?" Not only was Zuo Han not angry, but the cold expression on his face eased a lot: "It seems that you and I are indeed the same person. Doubt the world. In fact, it is not us who are sick, but the world. You and I have realized that we live in a sick world.”
Hearing Zuo Han's last words, Chen Ge felt a chill in his heart for no reason, as if the words "morbid world" had some kind of strong psychological hint, and he instinctively felt extremely disgusted with these words, It seems that only the enemy of life and death would say such a thing.
"Is this world really sick? Is it me who is sick? Or this world?" Chen Ge's head started to hurt again.
"Are you okay?" Zuo Han frowned. What he was looking for was a helper, not a burden. Chen Ge's body was too weak.
"My head often hurts for no reason. Do you have similar symptoms?" Chen Ge forced himself to calm down. He sorted out his emotions, and then found a very strange thing. What he hated in his heart was only the sick world. These few words, this disgust is not aimed at Zuo Han.
"My head has never hurt. I have to stay awake at all times to deal with all kinds of dangers." Zuo Han returned to his bedside and kept a distance from Chen Ge: "At 3:30 in the morning, I will leave the ward , I would like to ask you to do me a favor then."
"I'm not in a good state right now, I'm afraid I can't help you much." Chen Ge thinks it's better not to be impulsive.