Chapter 106: Low Self-Esteem Is a Disease and Must Be Treated

Wen Jin didn't say anything, just knelt on the ground.

If you asked him what he was thinking about, he actually didn't think about anything. As long as he could stay closer to her, no matter how he did it, it made no difference to him.

Besides, he gladly accepted everything His Highness gave him.

Yan Qing was no longer soft-hearted.

Not only was she not soft-hearted tonight, but in the next few days on the road, she only treated Wen Jin as a servant, indifferent and a bit distant.

The only difference was that Wen Jin would acquiesce to him staying in the room every night. Wen Jin didn't have any emotions. She actually looked like a house dog guarding the house, curling up at the foot of the bed and sleeping peacefully every night.

Arrive at Zhuque City in mid-April.

After several days of observation, Yan Qing acquiesced in Langya's judgment. Wen Jin's inferiority complex was indeed engraved in his bones, and it had never changed much because he became the first assistant.

Most of the time, this kind of inferiority complex will not be expressed through expressions or words, but he can endure all grievances, even humiliations, and he does not feel that it is a grievance - this is the most important thing.

He believed that all the grievances he received were deserved.

Yan Qing couldn't help but think of those seven years in his previous life.

The hatred in her previous life was not so deep. She lived her own life in the eldest princess's mansion. Her mother did not like her, and she had no relationship with the emperor. She spent most of her time in the mansion behind closed doors.

In the eldest princess's mansion, she and Xiao Jinghan had always kept up with each other, and only maintained a seemingly harmonious relationship between husband and wife when they occasionally went out. Wen Jin took the initiative to go to the eldest princess's mansion to see her not many times, but every time she was there He appears almost everywhere he appears.

Wen Jin was already a very popular minister at that time, and there were many people in Beijing who wanted to please him. Whether it was a palace banquet or a banquet hosted by the sons and daughters of aristocratic families, Wen Jin could go almost anywhere Yan Qing could go.

However, because of the prophecy, Yan Qing was used to being alienated from others. She only went out two or three times a year, so she naturally didn't meet Wen Jin that often.

This man spoke very little when he appeared. He just looked at her quietly, then bowed respectfully and calmly. He would not leave until she left.

In the past seven years, he has strictly adhered to the rules, and there has never been a time when he exceeded his limits, and he has not even shown any emotion - at least Yan Qing has never seen him lose his composure as frequently as he has recently.

Gentle, gentle and gentle, like a spring breeze, he completely lived up to the look of a young master that Yan Qing wanted.

However, in the previous life, it was clear that the clouds were calm and the wind was calm, but now I suddenly can't bear it?

Yan Qing frowned slightly.

The only explanation is that in his previous life, he was restraining, hiding, and covering up. He suppressed all his emotions deep in his heart and never showed them in front of others.

The biggest reason for restraint and depression comes from inferiority - he may think Jamel Xiao is a better match for her.

But this realization ultimately led to her death.

Although the main cause of her death was poisoning, the mission given to Xiao Jinghan by her father, and the final kill by Yan Chen, Wen Jin may not think so.

Yan Qing was not good at poisoning in her previous life, and no matter how cold the relationship between Xiao Jamhan and her was, they were in the same princess mansion, so it would be easy for him to poison her.

What's more, the late emperor wanted her to die, so he would look for opportunities no matter what.

For seven consecutive years, the poison eroded her body bit by bit, and she gradually withered away. Maybe he had made a miscalculation before she died, so...

Wen Jin collapsed.

I can no longer maintain my calm demeanor and often lose control, just because I suffered too much stimulation in my previous life?

Yan Qing frowned. She felt that she had guessed most of the truth. Wen Jin came back to life just like her, with memories and regrets from her previous life.

If this is the truth, then can we guess that he also died once?

The only thing that hasn't been figured out yet is what happened to the poison he was poisoned when he was finally controlled by Yan Chen.

Thinking of this, Yan Qing couldn't help but laugh at himself.

In the three years after her rebirth, she had always believed that the wolf cub she had raised had turned against her will, but what happened in just two months had subverted her cognition, causing her originally firm thoughts to change involuntarily.

Yan Qing admitted that she still favored Wen Jin in her heart, so she always analyzed and judged rationally, and couldn't help but feel soft when she saw him breaking down and losing his composure.

But the disease of low self-esteem needs to be cured, and it must be cured.

After entering Zhuque City, the guards immediately became tight. There were many guards on the long street, with a post every three steps and a sentry every five steps. When they saw Yan Qing and Lu Ming, they all bowed their heads and saluted.

"Compared to the imperial capital, my Suzaku City should be no less guarded, right?" Lu Ming turned to look at Wen Jin, "I can leave the fiefdom at any time if I want, and no one can care about it. Can your emperor do that? "

Wen Jin said in an indifferent tone: "I don't care whether the emperor can do it or not is his own business. If King Suzaku has the opportunity to enter the palace in the future, he can ask him face to face."

Lu Ming sneered: "I have no interest in entering the palace."

"That's not necessarily true." Langya retorted unhurriedly, "When His Highness really takes that chair, do you dare to say that you will never enter the palace in this life?"

Lu Ming choked.

"Someone still wants to be the only one in His Highness's harem." Langya chuckled, "In my opinion, these four vassal kings are not very old now, and they are very talented, so it is better to take them all into the harem. They will definitely become Your Highness in the future. The most powerful right hand."

Yan listened to his nonsense and said calmly: "They have entered the harem. Are you going to guard the surrounding areas?"

Langya was silent, "I don't have such ability."

Several people entered the royal city all the way. Lu Ming ordered the accompanying guards to go to the military camp, and he followed Yan Qing into the Ninth Princess Mansion.

This was the residence where Yan Qing lived when she was exiled. At that time, she didn't even have a title. Only the words "Ninth Princess" represented her identity and abandoned status in the royal family.

Standing outside this mansion, Yan Qing looked up at the plaque above the door and smiled casually: "I think this plaque should be changed. It would be good to replace it with 'Tiansha Lone Star Mansion'."

Lu Ming frowned: "Your Highness is not a lone star of evil."

"You said it's not true?" Yan Qing tilted her head and glanced at him, "I think this is a compliment."

Lu Ming's expression was slightly cold: "Those idiots in the royal family are all heartless and unjust people. Even if these four words are true, it is because they are not worthy of His Highness's cherishment. They all deserve to die."

His biological daughter was exiled for ten years because of a mere prophecy. Such a brainless idiot is not worthy of being the master of the world.

Stupid and bad.

Yan Qing said in a casual tone: "Don't you think this is good? Everything I do in the future will have legitimate reasons. I don't have to be restrained by family ties or rules. I can act as I please without any scruples. No one in this world can interfere with me. ”

Lu Ming nodded: "It's indeed good."

But no matter how good it is, it can't erase the damage it has caused.

Who has never experienced the greatest evil in the world, who can truly abandon family ties and let himself be cut off from love?

The mansion of the Ninth Princess Mansion has been repaired and expanded several times. Now the pavilions, corridors, rockeries and flowing water in the mansion are not inferior to those of the Eldest Princess Mansion in the imperial capital, and the scenery in the garden is even better.

Being far away from the imperial capital and making things easier, Yan Qing had the most difficult time when she was fifteen. In order to make her happy, Lu Ming spent a sky-high price to buy expensive flowers from everywhere and decorated the princess mansion beautifully.

Although it does nothing to alleviate her pain, the beautiful scenery can make people feel better.

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