Chapter 104 Lost
During the days when he stayed in the Fengwang Mansion of Chu State, Wen Jin was inseparable from Yan Qing all day long. Langya had no chance to ask. When he saw that he had finally left, he asked, "Didn't your highness trust Wen Jin the most in the past? Why does he seem a little bit strange recently?"
Although he had suggested that your highness throw him away, that was just what he said in a rage after being strangled by him, and it should not be taken seriously.
Besides, being able to say the word "throw" itself means that it belongs to your highness, and only his own things have the right to be thrown away.
But Langya recently discovered that there is indeed something unusual between Yan Qing and Wen Jin, especially Wen Jin who chased him from Dayong to Chu State, making him exhausted, and wishing that he could use one day as three days, as if he was afraid that he would be abandoned by your highness again if he was a step slower.
This state is incomprehensible.
When Wen Jin left Suzaku City three years ago, their relationship was still normal. At that time, Wen Jin was extremely dignified, and was a noble young man carefully created by His Highness. He was calm, elegant, and had never lost his composure?
In the past three years, His Highness has not been to the Imperial City, and Wen Jin has not come back. The few people who stayed in Suzaku City have never heard of Wen Jin doing anything to make His Highness unhappy. How come he suddenly became incomprehensible?
Yan Qing lowered her eyes and said calmly: "There is indeed a problem between me and Wen Jin, but some things still need to be clarified."
She used to think that people's hearts would change, but now she just thinks that some things still need to be confirmed. When the truth comes out, she will be able to tell whether Wen Jin can still be trusted.
If not, abandon him if necessary.
But since there are doubts in her heart, at least the truth should be clarified, so as not to wrongly accuse him.
"Yes." Langya nodded, "Those involved are confused, but those who are watching can see clearly. If Your Highness needs my help, please feel free to ask. As a bystander, I may see things more clearly than Your Highness."
A bystander can see clearly?
Yan Qing's eyebrows moved slightly, and he glanced at him casually: "In this case, let me ask you a few questions."
Langya hurriedly said: "Your Highness, please ask."
"What kind of person do you think Wen Jin is?"
"He is a lunatic." Langya said without hesitation, and then coughed lightly, "Of course, he probably won't go crazy when no one provokes him."
Yan Qing hummed: "Anything else?"
"Brutal." Langya frowned, "I always think that being gentle and jade-like is just an appearance, and brutality is his nature."
To be precise, being gentle and jade-like is just an appearance that Your Highness tailored for him. The real Wen Jin is absolutely not related to the four words gentle and jade-like.
After a pause, Langya added: "But he can't be cruel to Your Highness."
Yan Qing leaned against the chair, his expression indifferent: "What do you think his attitude is towards me?"
"Over-dependence, over-paranoia." Langya said indifferently, "Paranoia is a bit crazy."
Speaking of this, Langya seemed to think of something and looked at Yan Qing: "Is Your Highness unable to stand his paranoid attitude, so he left Dayong without saying goodbye, so that he chased him all the way to Chu?"
Yan Qing was silent: "No."
"In addition to paranoia, this person also has some inferiority complex." Langya thought for a while, "It should be said that he is very inferior, deep-rooted."
Yan Qing frowned slightly and remained silent.
"This person is not complicated. His inferiority complex probably stems from his childhood experience. He always thinks that he is of low status and cannot stand the light." Langya clicked his tongue, as if he could read minds and analyzed the person thoroughly. "So even if someone scolds him, he won't react at all, because he thinks so in his heart, and even accepts the fact that he was born lowly."
Yan Qing seemed to be thinking about something.
Langya sighed softly: "Paranoia is because His Highness rescued him from the abyss... That kind of feeling may be similar to the dependence of people who have been in the dark for a long time after seeing the first ray of sunshine, and the hope and faith formed in the long-term relationship in the future."
Yan Qing picked up the teacup and took a sip without any expression.
"I used to think that Your Highness and him shouldn't have known each other." Langya relaxed his body, leaning back on the chair like a boneless person, with a sigh in his voice, "Your Highness and him are completely different. People like him, their fate has actually been determined long ago - if he hadn't met Your Highness."
Even if she is cursed by the prophecy of "The Star of Destiny" for her whole life, the royal princess is still the princess, and no one can change her dignity.
Moreover, this prophecy is more likely to be just a conspiracy.
And Wen Jin...
Langya's eyes sank, and his voice was indifferent: "I'll say something that Your Highness may not be happy about. If Wen Jin hadn't met Your Highness, his life would have been destined to be a tragedy. He would have died in the dirty house where he was imprisoned, or even if he was lucky enough and someone saved him, they would not treat him as a human being."
A person of low status and miserable situation, but with an outstanding appearance, his fate is actually predictable.
Langya understood Wen Jin's position in Yan Qing's heart, so he would not say it too bluntly, but the meaning of his words was clear.
After all, there are still many dark and unknown corners in this world, where shameful things happen every day, and miserable people tell miserable stories.
Who would pay attention to the experience of a little character abandoned by God?
Yan Qing had a calm expression and did not speak for a long time. I don't know what he was thinking.
"Your Highness, you don't need to worry about him." Langya said calmly, "Ji Weiyu told me that Your Highness treats him as her own property. I think there's nothing wrong with this. Just be simple and don't invest too much emotion, otherwise it will be very tiring."
It's really tiring to talk about feelings with a paranoid person, not to mention that the status of the two is originally unequal, the gap is too big, and investing too much emotion means a lot of variables.
It's good to be simple like now.
"If he betrays me." Yan Qing said calmly, without any emotion, "What do you think is the reason?"
"Betray?" Langya was surprised and sat up straight in an instant, "He betrayed Your Highness?"
Yan Qing said: "I mean if."
Langya was silent for a moment, and leaned back slowly: "I think this possibility is not high."
"Why?"
"It's not that I think highly of him." Langya smiled, "I just think that a person can do without wealth and fame, but must need sunshine, water, and faith. Your Highness is sunshine and water to Wen Jin, and it is his hope and faith to live."
What ordinary things are so important that they can betray their own beliefs?
Yan Qing was a little surprised: "You know him very well?"
"Your Highness, please forgive me." Langya stood up and bowed. "The closer someone is to Your Highness, the more I need to find out if he is harmful. If he poses a threat to Your Highness, I will find a way to get rid of him without Your Highness's consent."
Yan Qing's voice was scattered: "Do you think Wen Jin is harmless?"
"Only harmless to Your Highness." Langya corrected, "At least for now, I can be sure that he is harmless to Your Highness."