Chapter 1169

"Back then, what did you say to Haohao? Well, he went to the college entrance examination and committed suicide after he came back. He didn't even leave us a few words. You still said it wasn't your fault? It was your fault. Haohao was obedient. kid, but look When you chase stars and fall in love with a man who is many years older than you, you start to become different. His attitude towards me and his father is very cold, and he even ignored us during the college entrance examination. "Zhuo Erhui said this. time, with blood and tears in his eyes.

She had no evidence and didn't know how to treat Tang Tang.

But every time I see Tang Tang, I get angry.

Tang Hao was smart, excellent, and considerate. He was her favorite son. However, his accidental suicide shattered her last nerve and kept her awake at night. She couldn't figure out what was going on and why a good child could not think so well. .

"Auntie, do you really want to know?"

Tang Tang spoke.

Zhuo Erhui looked cold: "What do you want to say?"

Tang Tang glanced at her and said, "Wait for me." She returned to the room and opened her suitcase. There was a very worn MP3 inside. No one uses this thing these days. She opened it I downloaded the mp3 and clicked to record it.

"This is Brother Hao's stuff, you can listen to it."

Tangtang handed it to her.

Zhuo Erhui took it, looked at the recording inside, and was stunned for a moment. This thing did belong to Tang Hao, but how could it be in Tang Tang's hands? The relationship between the two of them is really good.

Tang Tang said: "This is the only thing that Brother Hao left for me. I didn't want to give it to you originally, but after so many years, you don't seem to know your son at all, so I want to show you and hear what happened. How did brother Nian Hao suffer?"

Zhuo Erhui sat on the sofa and turned on the recording.

"Today is Wednesday, the weather is not bad, the sun is shining..." Tang Hao's boyish voice came out from the mp3. His tone was relaxed and had a unique boyish air. Just hearing these few words, Tang Tang's eyes were filled with tears. I can't hold on.

Zhuoerhui also cried when she heard her son's voice.

She hadn't heard her son's voice for a long time, and it seemed that she was suddenly taken back to the original time. At that time, her son was still alive and would talk to her every day and chat with her gently, just like all good and sensible children. Rather than lying under the cold tombstone now, lifeless from now on.

"I was thinking about why I didn't resist my mother and why I had to follow their ideas. I felt quite suffocated, but I also felt that a man should not be too pretentious. I want to be an astronaut, so I have been working hard in this area. , but my parents want me to be a politician, and I don’t really want to be a politician. Everyone has dreams, so I should also have one, right?”

"Today, I seem to have made my mother sad. I didn't drink the soup she gave me. In fact, I don't like this kind of brain-tonifying soup. Every time she gives me medicine, the sentence is in my mind. Dalang, come over and take medicine. 'It makes me feel depressed, but there's nothing I can do about it, because that person is my mother."

"What makes me happiest every time is meeting the little sister from my second uncle's house. That little sister is like a glutinous rice dumpling. She has things she likes to do and works hard. Every time I go to her house, I like to talk to her. She plays because it is the only thing that makes me happy in my depressing life.”

“…”

"I seem to be suffering from depression, and the hospital has also diagnosed me, but I don't know exactly how I got depression. Is it because I am cowardly and unable to resist my parents? Or is it because I hate entering politics, but am unable to resist? "

"Tang Tang took me to see Gu Youshen's meeting. Looking at Tang Tang's appearance, she liked the man in the spotlight very much, as if he was shining. For a moment, I felt a little better. If I could be so determined, If only I could choose my own dream, would I feel less pain?”

"My parents were quarreling, and I don't know why they were quarreling. I even hoped that they would have a second child, so that I might be less stressed. They put all their bets on me, which made me feel very scared. It’s like I have to accomplish that thing, I don’t want to realize other people’s ideals, I want to work hard for what I want to work hard for.”

"There are still two months left before the college entrance examination, but my suicidal mood is getting more and more serious. Tang Tang came to see me. She seemed to have noticed something was wrong with my mood, and told me to go to Gu Youshen after watching it. It was that man's birthday. Yes, she has bought the tickets, but I can’t seem to go. I’m not interested in anything now.”

"Pressure, nothing but pressure."

"Today, Tuesday, the weather is gloomy. I always feel that the weather is the same as people's moods, because my mood is also gloomy. My parents are quarreling again. My astronaut plan was rejected, and I didn't even insist on it for three minutes. Afterwards, the topic turned to what they wanted, which university I should apply for and what major I should major in. It was all based on their ideas.”

"I don't want to be like this. I want to break free, but I can't. I don't even have the ability to tell my parents that I am depressed. I have severe depression. I even have insomnia every night and want to die."

"..."

"The day before the college entrance examination, I had nothing else to say. I originally wanted to tell my parents about my decision, but I still didn't have the courage. It was as if the whole world had rejected me. I had forgotten everything and had nothing. I also agreed. We went to Beijing together with Sugar Baby, but now it seems that we can’t do many of the things we wanted to do. If I can't do it, I might as well not do it. I originally wanted to tell my mother that I was actually in pain, but no one thought about me. I originally thought that I was an only child, but now it seems that I am just a tool, if possible. , I hope my parents can have a child and don’t place their hopes on me.”

After listening, Zhuoerhui cried miserably.

She didn't expect that the pressure was actually caused by herself.

She turned out to be the executioner, killing her favorite son.

In fact, she was pregnant one month before Tang Hao's college entrance examination. At that time, in order not to make Haohao sad, she didn't even tell Haohao. Now I think about it, if she told Haohao, he wouldn't be so depressed. , do you think you still have hope? I won’t be disappointed and I won’t commit suicide.

She will live in this world vividly, and she will go to the capital with Tang Tang to watch someone's meeting, so that she will not lose her son.

"Auntie, please return it to me after you have finished listening."

Tang Tang's tone was calm, but the tears had long been left silently, and her face was covered with tears. She still calmly asked Zhuo Erhui to return the things.

Zhuo Erhui raised her head and cried: "Tang Tang, Tang Bao'er, can you give this to auntie? This is the only thing Haohao has left in this world." It was good to be able to hear her son's voice.

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