Chapter 1163

"Tang Tang, that's not what I meant. You don't have to misinterpret me. You have always followed the family's ideas since you were a child. You should have been our pride, but you became different after meeting Gu Youshen. I can do anything if you enter the entertainment industry or become an actor, but if you choose to be with Gu Youshen, you don't have to enter the Tang family. This is my bottom line. I hope you understand." When Tang Tang's mother said these words, she was giving orders. She didn't care about Tang Tang's attitude and thoughts. She just told Tang Tang what she thought.

And her thoughts were the thoughts of the Tang family.

In comparison, Gu Youshen was once an actor and was twelve years older than Tang Tang. Gu Youshen once made Tang Tang resolutely go against the wishes of her family. This was what the Tang family disliked the most.

In order to chase stars and for a man, she gave up the family.

"Mother, do you know? If it weren't for Gu Youshen, the so-called spiritual pillar, I wouldn't be alive." Tang Tang murmured, not caring whether the other party heard it or not, and hung up the phone directly.

This was the first time she took the initiative to hang up the phone with her family.

Once, she was taught that she must live according to the actions of her family, be self-disciplined and polite, and become the child of her family. The Tang family is like this. From the moment they were born, they have always arranged their lives according to their family and become what they want. As for the children themselves, they have never been within the scope of their discussion.

Because of the alienation of family affection and indifference.

No human touch.

When she was 13 years old, a cousin in her family committed suicide after the college entrance examination, shocking the whole city and the family, but the family didn't care why the cousin committed suicide at all, just thinking about how to minimize the influence and avoid any negative news.

Why his cousin committed suicide and how he committed suicide.

It was not within their consideration.

They considered the consequences of the cousin's suicide, which brought shame to the family. No one even cared that the cousin was once a very outstanding boy in the Tang family and was going to be the successor of his uncle, but after the cousin committed suicide, those beautiful praises turned into slander.

The once beautiful boy was implied and despised.

Even after death, there is no peace.

"Tang Baoer, I want to tell you that you must not have any burden. If you want to do something you like, just do it without hesitation. I have been too cowardly in my life and I cannot do what I want to do, so I hope you can be braver. Our family always treats children as tools and hopes that they can achieve what they want. But Tang Baoer, I am too tired. I hate being dominated by others. I feel like a puppet." "I want to be an astronomer, but my father wants me to enter politics. He said that they have paved the way for me. I have to arrange their ideas no matter what. I don't want to be like this. Can you stick to your dream in the future? I see that you like acting." "Tangtang, I am going to take the college entrance examination. This is the last time I can handle something according to my ideas. My college entrance examination application is not used, and I can't go to the university I want to go to." "Tangtang, you have to be happy. I don't know what to be happy about for a long time, and I can't laugh." Tang Tang recalled the gentle and handsome boy. He was sunny and cheerful. The most brilliant boy in adolescence, she saw with her own eyes that the smile on her cousin's face became less and less, his expression became more and more dim, and slowly lost his brilliance, as if he was abandoned by the whole world.

Finally, he abandoned the whole world.

But. His family had never treated him well.

After the college entrance examination, he committed suicide.

He was despised by his family for being ignorant and cowardly.

Only Tang Tang knew that this was her most incompetent resistance. Although powerless, it freed herself. This was what he thought was the best ending for him.

Tang Tang hung up the phone and sat for a long time.

Until he fell asleep.

In his dreams, he still had those nightmares, which never faded away.

"Tang Tang, you must not learn from your brother. Your brother doesn't care about his family at all. This is too selfish."

"Tang Tang, did you tell your brother something? What happened to your brother after the college entrance examination? What did you tell your brother? Even if he told you something, don't tell your uncle and aunt. You have nothing to do with your brother's death."

"Tang Bao, tell your aunt what your brother told you? What did you tell your brother? Baby, tell your aunt, your aunt won't blame you, won't blame you..."

"Did you kill your brother!"

"Is it true!"

"Tang Tang, no It's your fault. You will always be my favorite little sister. I am a loser and cannot decide my own destiny. I hope you can decide your own destiny and be brave. I see that you like a male star very much. It's not wrong to chase stars. If you feel depressed, you must adjust yourself. I'm sorry that I set a bad example for you, but I hope you can go your own way and live the life you want. Not bound by constraints. "

...

After a nightmare all night, Tang Tang woke up the next day with sweat all over her body. She got out of bed and went to the bathroom. She saw the haggardness on her face, her expression was pale, and she looked very weak.

She...

is still alive.

She looked at her wrist. She had thought about suicide before and wanted to end her life, but she thought of her cousin. He used such a bloody lesson to tell her that if she wanted to stick to herself, there were other ways to fight against the world.

It doesn't matter if she grows up to be a deformed child.

She can save herself.

Ring, ring, ring——

The phone rang, and her face suddenly changed.

She saw the caller ID.

She picked up the phone and said, "What's the matter?"

Gu Youshen said, "I'm here to have breakfast with you."

"Are you downstairs?"

"Ten minutes left."

"Okay, I just got up too." Tang Tang was puzzled: "But why did you want to come and have breakfast with me?" He actually made an appointment to have breakfast.

"You're going home, and we won't see each other for a week after today, so I'm going to have breakfast with you." Actor Gu had a faint smile in his voice. He clearly told Tang Tang that he wouldn't see you anymore. So he wanted to have breakfast with you.

"Come to my house, I'll make it for you!"

Tang Tang said.

The two talked casually and hung up the phone.

Tang Tang immediately put away her other feelings and prepared to pack up.

Very strange magic.

Tang Tang had already lost her thoughts and became indifferent and unfeeling, but every time she was involved with Actor Gu, she felt that all the warmth was on Actor Gu and she was extremely happy.

Downstairs, Actor Gu also hung up the phone.

He glanced at the time, 7:20.

At 7:28, he opened the car door and got out, holding breakfast in his hand, and slowly pressed the button for Tang Tang's floor. When he arrived at Tang Tang's floor, it was exactly 7:30.

Ten minutes, no more, no less.

Just right.

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