Chapter 2075 Fangs (4,000 Words)

The so-called murder and heart-breaking, after driving the strong man who tortured and killed his companions crazy, after driving such a strong man who seemed invincible at first into a madman who rolled his eyes and drooled, his past self left him to fend for himself, but Still no feelings and feelings returned.

And Chiba finally understood that revenge is not the key. For her past self, after losing her emotions and feelings, revenge was just a goal, not an obsession. The reason why she can still feel when she thinks of revenge Nothing is achieved, but it is just because this is the goal.

It's just a dispassionate sense of urgency to accomplish a goal.

It's not that I feel emotions or other feelings.

Then, at this time, the feeling of separation from the soul, which distressed Chiba and might irreversibly change his emotionless and feelingless state, suddenly faded away.

After seeing the scene of revenge, he seemed to feel a sense of relief. Although his past self still had not recovered his feelings and feelings, for Chiba who still had feelings and feelings, the way his past self dealt with it, His method of revenge was even better than Chiba's own thoughts in venting the pent-up emotions.

In the process of going through this with her past self, Chiba, as a relatively independent consciousness with normal emotions and feelings, and completely empathizes with it. It is basically a personal experience. After some experiences, Chiba's past self's partner, Ye Ziran also has feelings. Even if he doesn't have feelings, he will be affected by his past self to have feelings. His partner died tragically, and Xiao Qian entrusted his life to give him hope of life. In a sense, it also had a huge emotional impact on Qianye. In fact, the negative emotions caused by the emotional impact he received were more and deeper than those of his past self.

After all, after struggling in a treacherous world, experiencing life and death, and living to the present, Chiba is superior to her past self in terms of force and intelligence, or in terms of adaptability and vision. His past self had not lost his feelings and feelings. When he saw his past self making plans that were obviously wrong, he was speechless and unable to control the situation at the time. He could only watch his past self make mistakes, causing unforeseen consequences. The consequences of redemption.

The anger is not even less than the negative emotions of losing a partner.

Therefore, Chiba has accumulated a lot more dark emotions than her past self. Coupled with the influence of her past self's emotionless and feelingless mentality, Chiba's psychology will really become distorted somewhere in the long run. stand up.

Causes irreversible changes in his personality.

It is indeed quite dangerous.

But now, the past self's solution, seeing that damn guy kneeling down and begging for mercy, and looking like a wolf, crazy, and lingering, really makes Chiba relieved. The best way to kill someone is not necessarily with a knife. The past self Undoubtedly, he used an invisible knife called rumor to cut into this damn guy's spirit bit by bit, eventually making him worse than death.

A crazy lunatic continues in this cruel reincarnation. If he does not die and has a chance to wake up, looking back on this period, will it be another torture, torture that will remain in his heart forever?

Will it make him tremble all over when he thinks about it, and he will be so frightened that he will want to dig a hole and bury himself alive in shame?

Or, even if he regained consciousness, he completely lost his courage and became an existence that he could never become in this nightmare cycle.

coward.

If you are allowed to be slaughtered by others and do not dare to resist, you will eventually become a slave with no dignity. In the end, you may not even be called a human being.

This is the really scary thing about my past self.

People are not afraid of dying humblely, but they are afraid of living humblely.

If this person continues to be crazy like this, maybe it will be a good thing for him. Once he wakes up, the mental and spiritual damage caused by his past self will stay with him for the rest of his life.

Make him suffer for the rest of his life.

This is true cruelty.

If his past self had killed him with the butterfly knife left by Xiao Qian, it would have been a kind of happiness for him.

However, this can be regarded as the karma of this damn guy.

If he had simply killed his past partners instead of killing them, how could his past self have accumulated so many dark emotions, and how could he have triggered the body's defense mechanism and lost his emotions and feelings after finally detonating them.

And if there was even a trace of emotion and feeling left in the past self, how could he retaliate in such an extremely vicious way?

This kind of revenge can only be thought of by the past self who is essentially the same as Chiba after losing his relationship!

In the end, everything was just the fault of this damn guy.

It was this lifetime of torture and this sense of self-inflicted retribution that completely released the negative emotions accumulated in Chiba's heart.

After all, what I feel now and what I did in the past is basically equivalent to what he did.

He can feel the reality of doing it.

After these emotions were released, the feeling of soul separation slowly faded away and was completely suppressed.

Moreover, Chiba's mind seemed to have settled down after this hearty revenge.

At the same time, everything he had experienced in the past came to mind, and he subconsciously changed his way of thinking about these things, which was also his thinking habit. He subconsciously began to analyze these things.

Gradually, some insights that were impossible to have based on his experience in the Naruto world slowly poured into his heart.

And his state of mind began to become more and more stable.

The feeling of being separated from the soul is getting weaker and weaker, becoming more and more blurry.

At this moment, Chiba knew that he had begun to transform, relying on absorbing the cruelty he had experienced in the past.

That is to say, he has overcome these cruelties.

At the same time, he also deeply understood that the previous fear of these cruelties was just that he was really scared.

The other self must let himself go through all this, not to change him, but to let him experience it.

His mind is not strong enough.

At least, until the other self is as powerful, he will not be able to meet the requirements of his past self.

But now, he somewhat understands that as long as he can hold on to this cruel memory and end it with revenge, he will gain a lot and can continue to experience it safely.

This cruel memory is not as demanding on the mind as Qianye imagined.

The purpose is not a trial, but exercise!

After her mood stabilized and she felt at ease, Chiba slowly absorbed the previous experiences and lessons and experienced the training of her mental endurance and tenacity. Chiba did not passively accept everything about herself in the past. .

However, for the current Qianye, these influences on his soul are no longer very strong. Slowly, Qianye has been able to look at the problem from the perspective of a bystander in this forced personal experience. .

After the revenge, after his past self discovered that his emotions and feelings had not recovered, he figured out that those things that were lost were his emotions and feelings, and not a drop of these things was left.

The defense mechanism does not block out emotions and feelings, but rejects them.

He wants these things back.

After taking revenge, he had no goals, and then he began to feel that he had no emotions or feelings, as if he were a walking corpse, a machine, aimlessly doing repetitive labor in the cycle of nightmares.

This situation made my past self very uncomfortable.

Therefore, he set another goal for himself.

Recover these lost ones.

Then, he began to implement all the plans he came up with to restore his emotions and feelings. For example, he killed those "partners" who were "manipulated" by him, and killed all the villains who could accept his style of behavior. One kill.

To be honest, for my past self, the difficulty of nightmare reincarnation and scenes with less than 500 people can be completely or mostly controlled. Killing a few people is not a big problem at all.

It can even be said that it is a piece of cake.

Then, after losing his partner, he was sent to a scene with 30 people, and a scene where only one person could survive.

Of course, for him, in this scenario for the loser, he can do everything except change the rule that only one person can survive.

After surviving this scene, he was thrown into a scene with 30 or even 20 people. Then, he gave up the liberating talent, or nature, similar to the devil's whisper, and tried his best to appear as a person full of emotions. , appeared next to some people who had also lost their humanity and became their partners.

Even, like before, he became the deputy to a charming captain.

Everything is beautiful.

However, he still has not regained his feelings and feelings.

It wasn't until hundreds of scenes later that the team was destroyed, and he still didn't regain his emotions and feelings.

During this period, he also tried thousands of different methods in this team, changing various angles, just like Chiba when he thought about what would happen on the night of the Nine-Tails, he tried everything he could. .

However, he still has not regained his feelings and feelings.

Even the destruction of these people could not stir up any waves in his heart.

Then, my past self finally understood that once you give up something, you can never get it back.

He could never get his feelings back.

To be honest, he didn't even feel disappointed.

Because he doesn't feel anything, he doesn't feel tired. Although his body will be tired, in his concept, it is just a concept that the body needs to rest.

So, he started repeating everything before.

Because he couldn't feel the disappointment and knew that he couldn't get his emotions and feelings back, he just killed a goal.

No ripples at all.

There is no such feeling of despair and death.

In a sense, the past self was such that even Chiba, whose state of mind had risen to a higher level, felt a chill running down her spine.

Such people are so terrible.

He has no emotions or feelings, but he has the talent to confuse people's hearts, and his grasp of human nature has reached a level where he can control it. If such a person is placed in any prophecy of annihilation, then he will definitely be the end of the world. A type of existence.

Moreover, it is the kind of existence that is despairing and has no weaknesses.

At least, humans cannot imagine the existence of its weaknesses.

However, his past self's aimless reincarnation did not last long, and the number of his reincarnations reached 1,000.

From here on, the nightmare cycle began to change again, and the scope expanded again. It was already the size of a complete world, or a world about half the size of the earth in the previous life, and the number of participants was no longer limited to one person or one person. A team can be one person or tens of thousands of people.

At the same time, terrorist threats have also begun to escalate. These terrorist threats have begun to become extremely aggressive. They are no longer passive or semi-passive, but proactive. In these scenarios, terrorist threats have begun to look for survivors. , hunting survivors, at the same time, the types and levels of terrorist threats are becoming more and more complex and powerful.

The lower limit of Ninjutsu has been raised to 500 people.

At least 500 people participate in each scene.

The upper limit of the number of people is none.

That is, there is no upper limit.

The number of survivors is based on units. If you come alone, it is considered a unit, and if you come as a team, it is also a unit.

The number of survivors was only three units.

This nightmare reincarnation really started to show its fangs from here on.

Just looking at the changes in these conditions, you know that every scene will be a bloody storm.

In the past, I should be considered relatively lucky.

His first thousand-level nightmare scene was a million-level nightmare scene.

In other words, more than 10,000 participants.

And they are all one among millions of people who have experienced thousands of nightmare scenes.

This was definitely unfavorable to my past self, and it should be said that it was very unlucky.

It is extremely difficult to find the survival qualifications of those three units among thousands of people. After all, in this scene, there are not only people, but also various terrorist threats, all of which are actively looking for people to kill, and these terrorist threats, There are still many unknown abilities, and you may die without knowing how.

However, my past self was lucky.

Because, in his first Thousand Level Nightmare Scene, he saw what was the true supreme power in the entire nightmare cycle.

Ten thousand people, all destroyed in ten minutes.

by a person.

Total destruction!

The surviving unit suddenly fell on his past self.

However, this time, he did not fall into a coma directly after confirming that the survival conditions were completed.

Instead, his whole body froze in front of the older man who smiled brightly at him.

"This first thousand-level nightmare, this can be considered a gift to you. I have been paying attention to you for a long time. Do you want to escape from this nightmare cycle?"

Then, the young man suddenly appeared, stretched out his hand and said sincerely.

Then, my past self found my purpose again.

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