Chapter 2074 Revenge (4,500 Words)

There was no feeling, no emotion, nothing seemed to be able to shake his heart.

Even if it's death right in front of you.

Even in the process of death.

It was as if his soul had been pulled away, and all his actions now seemed to be physical instincts to fulfill his obsession for revenge.

After losing everything, her past self experienced several more scenes, and in these scenes, Chiba also slowly figured out her past self's current state.

Furthermore, he seemed to have an emotional state where his soul seemed to be withdrawn.

At the same time, as his past self understood the evil of human nature more and more deeply, he almost learned to see things from another angle, another angle that his current self would never think of.

Slowly, he saw some things more clearly than before.

At this moment, he seemed to understand why his other self had to experience this cruel memory by himself.

Although this memory is cruel, even so cruel that it may cause some irreversible changes in Chiba's personality, the things contained in it are really what Chiba needs now.

It will help him in the future.

And it's very helpful.

Both on a technical level and on a psychological level.

However, this kind of help also comes at a price in a sense, which is his current mental state. It may be because he is in this memory and fully feels all the feelings of his past self. He is also in this moment. He truly felt the mental state of feeling nothing and feeling nothing, and the feeling of his soul being withdrawn.

And this state has begun to bring about some not-so-good psychological changes in him, such as a sense of emotional detachment. Even now, when he thinks back to himself before entering the memory, he feels a sense of strangeness.

Even during these scenes, Chiba spent a considerable part of his experience constantly recalling the beauty of the Naruto world in order to prevent this emotional sense of detachment from further expanding.

Now, he just hopes that this stage will pass quickly.

In other words, my past self had to deal with that team as quickly as possible and complete my revenge.

Now, the only thing that can make the past self feel is the matter of revenge. As long as the past self can feel something, it means that he can also feel something. At least after feeling something, this sense of detachment will Much relief.

At this time, Chiba also knew that the real test had begun, the test for him.

Whether he is assimilated by this memory or transcends it all depends on whether his mind is firm enough and whether he can resist the feeling of his soul being pulled away.

The more than 300 nightmare reincarnations and the emotional backlog caused by hellish human torture were just appetizers. The current feeling of soul separation, without feeling and emotion, was the main meal.

If he can hold on, then he will gain wealth that may be greater than he imagined, or in other words, get the biggest legacy left to him by his other self besides the ball of light.

Of course, if he can't hold on, he is likely to become a second version of himself.

Everything depends on how strong his mind is and whether he can withstand this mental breakdown-like state of mind.

Yes.

In Chiba's view, in fact, his current situation in the past was already a kind of mental breakdown, or in other words, because he was overly excited and suffered huge repression, after the backlog of emotions burst out, he directly surpassed The maximum range that the past self could bear caused the self-protection mechanism in the past self's subconscious to activate, blocking all senses related to emotions, resulting in this state of no feeling and no emotion.

Just because of the tragic death of his partner, his past emotions were already on the verge of collapse. Although Xiao Qian temporarily awakened his sanity, he just kept these emotions deep in his heart.

Even the burning flame of revenge is just a moment of these emotions.

As Chiba, who can truly feel everything about her past self, and can see it from a bystander's perspective, it is very clear.

Although my past self had a much darker psychology than myself, and was accustomed to thinking in the worst direction no matter what I did, and measuring everything with the most sinister human heart, but in essence, they were all the same. of.

Since he would risk life and death for Kushina and the others in the Naruto world, then, although his past self was different from him in dealing with things, his passion to sacrifice his life for his partners was the same.

This can be seen from the first scene, when Xiao Qian saved him, his past self raised his gun and fired to save Xiao Qian, regardless of any subsequent back-up.

Moreover, those perverts on the evil side who are mentally broken and twisted all have steadfast love and friendships that can help each other. What's more, my past self was just a little darker mentally and had nothing to do with perverts.

In the past, when she lost her partners and watched them being tortured to death, it was the same as Chiba watching Kushina and the others being tortured to death but unable to do anything.

Qianye understands very well how heavy, violent, and dark the emotions of her past self are accumulated in her heart.

The matter of killing Xiao Qian with his own hands completely exploded these emotions. Xiao Qian's death destroyed the last line of defense in his heart, and the accumulated emotions suddenly burst out. These dark, violent and heavy emotions were not given to him. Any opportunity given to the past self triggered the body's defense mechanism, and all feelings, emotions, and sensations were blocked.

Especially when I saw the pistol that Xiaoqian finally dropped.

At the beginning, it was also such a pistol that saved Xiao Qian, gave him a beam of light, a dazzling light, and gave him the best time.

Then, it was also such a pistol that burst out all the darkness in his heart. In an instant, he lost his emotions and feelings, and his soul seemed to be pulled away.

It was obvious that Xiao Qian had a chance to kill him, and he could kill him very easily.

However, Xiaoqian didn't do this.

Both the past self and Qianye knew very well that Xiaoqian did it on purpose, deliberately breaking up, deliberately risking his life in a blow, it was all planned by her.

The purpose is to keep the past self alive.

Even if it is for revenge, we must live.

From the very beginning, when Xiao Qian stabbed him in the chest, the seemingly decisive break, and the appearance of being swallowed up by hatred, Xiao Qian began to plan. It was even very possible that Xiao Qian secretly planned the first three waves of enemies. There is assistance.

Xiaoqian may always be by his side.

And Xiaoqian is completely able to protect his past self when his past self is unaware.

It is precisely because of this, because of Xiaoqian's wholehearted dedication, that I felt unprecedented warmth in the past. For the first time, I felt other people's positive and passionate emotions towards me. For the first time, there was a girl who was wholeheartedly devoted to me. At that moment In the past, I felt the greatest joy in my whole life. At the same time, as strong as this joy was, how violent was the regret and resentment that I felt after killing myself and transforming myself into this happiness. It is precisely because of this that it seems that All the dark emotions exploded together like dynamite.

However, thanks to these emotions bursting out all at once, my past self was not given any chance to react.

Otherwise, if these dark emotions accumulate little by little and are not vented, in the process of accumulation, I am afraid that my past self, who had a relatively dark psychology, would have a mental breakdown before it broke out and become an evil person. Those are perverted.

From Chiba's point of view, the current result is still relatively good.

Of course, all of this is thanks to Xiao Qian, and the deep bond between his past self and Xiao Qian, the moment the pistol fell, even Qianye was moved and shocked.

To be honest, Qianye didn't expect that Xiaoqian would do such a thing for her past self.

This girl, in Chiba's eyes, is definitely a ruthless character. She is ruthless to others and even more ruthless to herself. And her ruthlessness is also an understatement, as if she does some incredible things that others would not do. What you dare to do is very normal.

This is truly terrifying.

In this way, in order to survive, Chiba could not expect that this girl would entrust her hope of survival to her past self at a critical moment.

He didn't even realize that this girl actually had deeper feelings for her past self.

To be honest, he didn't even know how he had attracted such a girl who was destined to become a strong person in the past.

To be honest, although my past self had an extraordinary mind, I did not have the qualifications to be a strong person after all.

Perhaps, under the influence of Xiao Qianri, there is a chance to become a strong man, just like the strong man in the team who killed his companions.

However, it is impossible to rely on your past self alone.

As for the current state of her past, this extreme state has caused great troubles and challenges to Qianye, but in a sense, she already has the qualifications to become a strong person.

Perhaps, this is also part of Xiao Qian's calculations.

It's even very possible that Xiao Qian's last proactive kiss was a motivational kiss for her past self.

This kiss triggered all the dark emotions.

Likewise, it is also a key to becoming a strong person.

Although, it is what Chiba does not want.

And then, when Chiba was struggling with the feeling of soul separation, his past self continued to experience seemingly endless reincarnations of nightmares. For the past self who now has no emotions or feelings, mastering After mastering the technique of whispering from the evil of human nature, every scene was so relaxed.

Almost every time, it was my past self that played with everyone in the palm of my hand. Even after about 500 games, my past self almost did what only gods can do, or in other words, controlled this nightmare cycle. Something that only the owner can do.

He has reached the point where he can use various available factors in a scene to decide who lives and who dies in the end.

It doesn't matter how strong this person is.

He has many ways to defeat the opponent and decide the opponent's life or death.

Although I had no emotions or feelings in the past, my acting skills seem to have been greatly improved. I can almost 100% simulate emotional feelings, joy, anger, sorrow, and even some subtle things using various body and facial expressions. Emotional expression, as if he could transform into any type of person.

It is also by virtue of this seemingly incidental stunt that he is able to control other people again and again.

To be honest, even Chiba felt terrible about her past self five hundred games later.

After that, the past Chiba began to have more and more shadows of another self. Of course, it was just a shadow, but the feeling given to Chiba was still very different.

However, during this period, my past self had been wandering around in scenes with around 30 people, and had never entered a team battle.

At this time, my past self also began to think about the factors that led to team battles, and with my past self's current wisdom, it was actually not difficult to come up with the results.

After another hundred or so games, five or six "partners" gathered around my past self, and naturally all of them survived. Then, once again, we entered a team battle with at least a hundred people.

Then, in the first team battle, my past self encountered that team again, and this time, my past self was no longer the weakling before, but a man who understood the evils of human nature and had the most perfect ability. A strong man with camouflage and the most terrifying heart who can almost control the entire scene.

That time, it was easy to win.

However, his past self did not do anything excessive, and even planned for them to escape death.

Escape from despair.

And survived.

However, some rumors about this team began to spread among the survivors.

Then, about ten more times, there was another encounter.

The team once again escaped from death.

Rumors began to spread among more people.

After that, just like this, within the next hundred games, they encountered at least ten games, and every time, the team escaped death without even losing personnel.

However, just after that, this team's nightmare began.

Even before my past self took action, this team was chased by more and more powerful teams, and more evil-side perverted teams, as if they were prey exuding a seductive scent.

In the end, a phenomenon almost appeared. The more powerful and evil the team, the more powerful and evil the team was. At the beginning of every scene, they would immediately look for this team and take pleasure in killing the members of this team.

From here on, this team will be the first target of more evil people in every scene. Slowly, every scene becomes the beginning of this team's escape.

The fear of being hunted by a more powerful and evil being haunts their hearts every minute and every second.

Finally, after another two hundred games, this relatively strong team began to collapse. Unexplained fear broke out, and personnel began to go crazy and suffer losses.

In the end, when my past self encountered this team again, there was only one left in the team. The strongest one was trembling in the corner every time he woke up. He was also the strongest member of the team who tortured and killed his friends. Strong.

And the scene of this person shivering at that time was just like the way he and Xiao Qian were hiding in the corner and shivering.

Exactly the same.

At this moment, my past self finally felt the thrill of revenge.

He stepped forward, took a higher stance, told everything, and explained all the plans to destroy this team to this person.

and the origins between them.

Seeing this frightened and powerful man on the verge of madness kneeling in front of him begging for mercy, his past self's face, which had been smiling due to pleasure, slowly turned gloomy.

It became a kind of silence.

Then, he completely drove this strong man crazy without any mercy. Looking at him rolling his eyes and drooling, his past self didn't even have any intention of taking action. After leaving this strong man to fend for himself, he ended it quickly. This scene.

At this moment, Qianye's heart became heavy.

My past self still had no emotions or feelings.

revenge.

It doesn't allow him to have emotions and feelings.

He is still...

Feel nothing!

Miaoshuwu

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