Chapter 399 Teacher-Student Relationship (1/2)

Chapter 399 Teacher-Student Relationship

Xiao Yan cried

Yao Chen stared blankly at Xiao Yan with tears on his face. It seemed that this was the first time she saw Xiao Yan crying since she woke up. Even when the children died, he was not so fragile.

Xiao Yan has always regarded the righteous path as his life creed. Everything he said and did was based on the righteous path in his mind.

However, Xiao Yan now began to doubt the righteous path he had always adhered to. At the same time, he was also confused about his past self.

Are the things he did in the past really meaningful? What should he do in the future?

Yao Chen understood what Xiao Yan was thinking at this moment almost instantly.

She immediately wanted to refute Xiao Yan's self-deprecating words just now.

No matter what kind of person Xiao Yan is by nature, Yao Chen has seen everything he has done so far.

When doing things, we should judge by deeds rather than by heart. This is the conclusion from ancient times to the present.

Even if Xiao Yan's heart is really despicable, what he has done so far is completely opposite, and he is even willing to risk his life for these.

But the words came to his lips, but they did not come out.

Yao Chen's ruby-like eyes showed deep pity.

Xiao Yan is just a child who has not experienced much of the world.

Even if his strength is really strong, he has not experienced too much of the world. Many things he has not seen can only be imagined, guessed, and told by others. He has not really experienced them, and many problems cannot be figured out.

If Xiao Yan is like Wu Hao, who regards becoming stronger as his life creed and only cares about rushing forward, then this problem will definitely not arise.

But it is obvious that Xiao Yan is not the kind of person like Wu Hao.

For his own righteous path, he is always thinking about what he should do.

How to restrain himself, how to change others, and how to solve problems while adhering to the righteous path.

There have been no major problems before because he solved those things while adhering to the righteous path and achieved good results.

However, when he found that he could not solve all problems while adhering to the righteous path, his determination for the righteous path would be shaken and collapsed, just like now. He even doubted his past and dared not move forward, just like now.

Xiao Yan was afraid that the next time he practiced the righteous path, he would encounter the same thing as those children again.

The heart that once practiced the righteous path was now broken and the perseverance of the past had long gone.

Yao Chen wanted to comfort Xiao Yan, but she didn't know how to say it.

Because she didn't understand, even now, she didn't understand what the righteous path Xiao Yan was pursuing was.

Love family? Save friends? Respect teachers? Fulfill promises? Abide by responsibilities?

These things are what Xiao Yan has always tried his best to do, even at the cost of his life.

But Yao Chen knew that Xiao Yan's righteous path was far more than that.

Since he didn't know the full picture of his beliefs, how could he comfort him?

Do you want Yao Chen to tell Xiao Yan that the death of those children has nothing to do with you, let alone your righteous path?

Xiao Yan will never accept it.

Even if the whole world thinks that it is not his fault, Xiao Yan will not forgive himself.

Of course, Yao Chen can also persuade Xiao Yan according to his own personal experience.

Don't think too much, you will get used to it slowly.

Haha~ Get used to it?

Thinking of this word, Yao Chen couldn't help laughing in his heart.

Those who are as experienced as her can accept many things calmly and let go of their obsessions. Perhaps there are indeed open-minded people among them, but there is only one reason why most people do so.

Because I can't change anything.

Since nothing can be changed, it is better to throw away useless worries and make myself feel better.

Slowly, I get used to it, and I won't even leave a scar when I encounter similar things again.

To put it bluntly, it is to keep pouring cold water on that hot heart, and when the heat disappears, the heart will be completely cold.

The edges and corners of young people are slowly smoothed out in this way, and Yao Chen has also come this far.

However, Yao Chen does not want Xiao Yan to be like herself. She does not want Xiao Yan to slowly get used to those things that he could not accept, or even become numb and indifferent.

Therefore, Yao Chen said nothing.

She just reached out her hand and gently held Xiao Yan in her arms, proving to him with her actions that no matter how confused the future is, she will always be with him.

Feeling Yao Chen's illusory body temperature, Xiao Yan did not blush and his heart beat as before. His heart slowly calmed down, his heart on the edge of collapse slowly calmed down, and his eyes gradually closed.

After a while, Xiao Yan, who was breathing steadily, fell asleep peacefully.

Yao Chen looked at Xiao Yan's sleeping face leaning on her arms, reached out and gently pushed away the hair on Xiao Yan's forehead, and his eyes revealed an unconcealable tenderness.

Why is this child so persistent in the righteous path?

Yao Chen really couldn't figure out what supported Xiao Yan to stick to the righteous path until today, and even doubted himself for this.

This is definitely not innate. Xiao Yan must have been influenced by someone or something.

Just as Yao Chen was thinking about this, a creepy voice suddenly sounded in her ears.

"Hey~~~ Xiao Yan fell asleep."

"Huh?!"

Yao Chen turned her head suddenly and saw the handsome face that made her heart shrink suddenly.

Yunying!

In a short moment, Yao Chen put away the fear in his eyes, and then showed a bit of hostility.

"What are you doing here?"

"Nothing~ I just came here to take a look because I was bored. I felt that Xiao Yan's condition was not quite right these two days."

Yunying said, and gently touched Xiao Yan's side face with the folding fan in her hand. It seemed that she felt it was fun and showed a bright smile. This smile was enough to be called the moon and shame the flowers, the fish and the geese, and it was beautiful beyond description.

However, Yao Chen knew that under this appearance that was comparable to his own, there was a ruthless and cruel face hidden, and if he was not careful, he would cause a fatal disaster.

"He has been wrong these two days, isn't it all related to you?"

Yao Chen suppressed the resentment in his heart and said as calmly as possible, which made Yunying's eyes reveal a puzzled look.

"Oh? Is it related to us?"

"You gave Xiao Mei the script, right? The series of subsequent events caused by the drama she filmed made Xiao Yan doubt his righteousness. Do you think it has nothing to do with you?"

Even though Yao Chen had tried his best to suppress his anger, his words still revealed a hint of impoliteness. Xiao Yan was already emotionally unstable after the Black Horn Region incident. Because of the chain reaction caused by Yun Ying, Xiao Yan almost collapsed. How could Yao Chen not be angry?

Fortunately, Yun Ying did not care, and a look of understanding appeared in her eyes.

"Ah~ So that's how it is." Yun Ying opened the folding fan, lightly covered half of her face, squinted one eye and chuckled: "It's normal to doubt. What he does is not an ordinary path. Even if there is no factor of us, it is only a matter of time for him to doubt his righteousness." Yun Ying's words made Yao Chen speechless.

What she said was right. The righteousness that Xiao Yan practiced was contrary to this world. Sooner or later, he would doubt it. Yun Ying was just the accidental condition that would appear sooner or later.

Besides, the real reason was about those children, otherwise Xiao Yan would not have been so entangled no matter how many arguments he heard.

At this time, Yunying spoke, with a hint of sarcasm in her words.

"You are obviously his teacher, but you don't believe him at all."

"What did you say?"

Yao Chen's face changed slightly. She believed that she absolutely believed in everything about Xiao Yan unconditionally. Why did Yunying say that?

Yunying also heard the disapproval in Yao Chen's tone and laughed softly.

"Compared to you, I trust Xiao Yan quite a lot."

Yunying's words made Yao Chen stagnate suddenly, and then he saw Yunying turn his eyes to Xiao Yan.

"Xiao Yan will never give up the righteous path he has always insisted on because of this setback."

Yunying's words were so firm and sincere that Yao Chen lost his mind for a moment and didn't know what to say.

However, Yunying's next words made Yao Chen, who was in the soul body, feel cold in his hands and feet instantly.

"Of course, this is just our wishful thinking. If he really gives up the right path because of this, then we really can't do anything. However, since we have wasted so much time, we can only make him disappear forever to repay~"

"!!!"

Yao Chen's expression suddenly changed. Yun Ying's understated remarks once again confirmed Yun Ying's true nature.

Cruel, ruthless, the only one in the world, doing things only according to her own preferences, and not caring about anything else!

But just when Yao Chen's heart was like falling into an ice cellar, Yun Ying's remarks took a sharp turn.

"Just kidding~ I am Xiao Yan's best friend, how could I take his life so easily?"

Looking at Yun Ying's smiling face, Yao Chen was a little confused.

Which of this woman's words is true?

"Then, I'll take my leave first."

Yun Ying waved her hand and turned to leave, but Yao Chen suddenly spoke, stopping her in her tracks.

"Can I ask you a question?"

"Sure, we will tell you everything we know."

Yun Ying tilted her head slightly and responded softly. Yao Chen paused, with a little surprise in her eyes.

She just asked tentatively, but she didn't expect Yun Ying to agree.

To be honest, she wanted to ask Yun Ying too many questions, and she really didn't think about what to ask. After all, with Yun Ying's personality, it was unprecedented for her to answer a question.

After thinking about it, Yao Chen still picked out a question that was closely related to Xiao Yan.

"What is the relationship between Xiao Ling in that drama and Xiao Yan?"

In that drama, when Xiao Ling disappeared at the end, Yao Chen was too familiar with the black gas emanating from her body, because she had seen it from Xiao Yan countless times before.

That kind of energy that was neither Dou Qi nor soul power was really hard to describe as a coincidence.

When hearing Yao Chen's question, Yun Ying's expression was rarely stagnant, but it was only a moment to return to normal, and she smiled faintly.

"Who knows, maybe it's some undead spirit that refuses to give up and returns to the human world."

As the teasing voice fell, Yunying's figure disappeared in front of Yao Chen.

Yao Chen frowned. She had been thinking about what the black air was. Now she finally got an almost certain answer, but she didn't feel happy at all.

That thing is really not a good thing.

Yao Chen thought about how to deal with it. He looked down at the sleeping Xiao Yan and smiled bitterly.

Xiao Yanzi, the troubles you brought to your master are really bigger than each other.

As night fell, Xiao Yan slowly opened his eyes and looked at the starlit sky. His brain, which had just woken up, could not wake up for a while.

How could I sleep here? And it seemed that he was leaning on something soft

At this time, a familiar face appeared in the field of vision, and he opened his mouth slightly.

"Xiao Yanzi, you finally woke up." The gentle ruby ​​eyes narrowed slightly, and he said teasingly: "It must be very comfortable to sleep on your master~"

"Huh?"

Xiao Yan was stunned for a while, and his chaotic mind gradually became clear. He gradually recalled what happened before he fell asleep. At the same time, he realized where his head was resting at this time. His face turned pale instantly, and he quickly sat up and turned over, facing Yao Chen and knocked his head heavily on the ground.

"I am disrespectful! Senior Yao, please punish me!"

"Don't be so serious. I didn't blame you."

Knowing Xiao Yan's character, Yao Chen smiled and waved his hands. It was obvious that he was not surprised that Xiao Yan bowed his head and admitted his mistakes when he woke up, although Yao Chen didn't think Xiao Yan did anything wrong.

Yao Chen looked at Xiao Yan's head, his words full of pity.

"Xiao Yan, you are just a child. There is no need to add such a heavy burden to yourself. Many responsibilities should not be borne by you."

Immediately, Yao Chen slowly stretched out his hands, gently stroked Xiao Yan's cheek, slowly lifted his head, and looked into his eyes in Xiao Yan's dull eyes, and said softly.

"You said then, is there any meaning in doubting what you did before?"

"How can it be meaningless?"

"The Xiao family lives in harmony and happiness because of you, the Little Doctor Fairy survives until now because you fulfilled your promise, and the Snake People and the Jia Ma Empire can shake hands and make peace because of your participation."

"It is also because of you that we can resolve the misunderstanding with your senior sister and let us not regret for the rest of our lives."

"For you, the only regret so far is those children in the Black Horn Region, but that is definitely not your fault. You shouldn't take the blame on yourself."

"It is good to be responsible, but being too responsible can easily overwhelm yourself. Don't take all the responsibilities on yourself."

Yao Chen said this, and then smiled helplessly.

"But with your temper, I guess you can't do it."

"I won't force you to change, but there is one thing I hope you can remember."

"You can talk to me at any time, tell me your sadness, tell me your sorrow. Maybe I can't help you, but at least I want you to know that you are not alone in facing everything you face."

"I am your teacher. As a teacher, it is my responsibility to listen to the complaints of my disciples, right?"

Yao Chen grinned, raised his hand to hold Xiao Yan's head, staring at him closely. Xiao Yan looked at the dazzling ruby ​​eyes in front of him and couldn't help but be lost in thought.

After a long time, Xiao Yan's expression was gentle and he smiled warmly.

"Yes, disciple will definitely keep it in mind."