466 The Oil Runs Out

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The whole person leaned on the back of the chair and looked up at the cold moonlight and the starlight in the sky. Even through the car window, one could hear the whistling sound of the rich night, hunting. Renly knew he was in terrible shape, even worse when filming "Buried Alive."

The scene was not filmed and was cut off. This means that the next need to continue shooting, or even re-shoot. The rhythm of the flowing performance was interrupted. When shooting again, it was necessary to adjust the state and re-enter the role. This is not easy for the actors. It seems like self-torture.

But this is not a problem for Renly now. He is now fully engaged in the performance. Even if the rhythm is interrupted, he can easily re-engage in it. The details and framework of those performances are vividly visible, and they are not clearly presented in the brain, and they can be freely expressed.

The understanding and control of performance is changing little by little.

The real serious problem is that his physical condition and mental state are not optimistic.

From the outside, he was just a little tired now, nothing too different. But in fact, his whole person is suffering and suffering.

His entire back was soaked through, cold sweat pouring out in layers, having been dried once before, and then soaking wet again; his whole body was drained, not even a finger. He couldn't move, it felt as if every muscle had been crushed by a road roller; his temples were twitching, and the tough and sensitive nerves were gently pulling down the entire spine, pulling all over his body. Every nerve in his body, the extreme pain can't even shout.

When he was filming "Buried Alive", he almost died, and he almost thought he was going to die again. The immersive horror made people torn apart, but that was someone else's experience, even if the boundaries between reality and fantasy were completely Confusion, even if the distinction between Paul Conroy and Renly Hall has been completely blurred, that's an experience that neither Renly nor Truss has ever really experienced.

This time, when filming "Anti-Cancer Me", I truly re-walked the path I experienced, from the torment of illness to the fear of death, from the coming of darkness to the torment of suffering, and finally to the other side of the light. Reborn, as in the movies Edge of Tomorrow and Source Code, he has to go through his own death again and again, die once, die again, suffer again and again.

Every time, he watched helplessly as he walked towards the end of his death, but he was always helpless and powerless. He couldn't save himself or ask for help, and he could only repeat the ending of his own death.

The mental torture is like a drop of water passing through a stone. Every time it is so real, so real, and so delicate, the experience of death is divided into countless details without cruelty, as if the "pain" is divided into pieces, bit by bit. Taste it carefully until the soul completely dissipates.

What is even more terrifying is that what he has experienced is not only the death of Chu Jiashu, but also the death of Adam. The torture of paralysis, the impact of cancer, so long and so fierce, as if there will never be an end in sight, only to rise and fall in the boundless sea of ​​suffering.

He can't say "buried alive" or "anti-cancer me", which is more difficult to shoot, but there is no doubt that the pain and torture caused by "anti-cancer me" is so real, so real People have nowhere to run. Even if you leave the illusion, even if you leave the movie, even if you end the shooting, in real life, the part of Chu Jiashu that belongs to the deepest part of the soul is still tormented and tortured.

This is where sickness and death are most cruel.

With the catharsis of the scene just now, Renly has completely blurred the outline of the performance. Chu Jiashu in the first generation, Adam in the movie, Will in life, and himself in reality are all mixed up, it is no longer. A performance, but a real cry from the soul——

After experiencing the ups and downs of emotions, from depression to release, from anger to despair, from unwillingness to pain, from sadness to nothingness, from struggle to helplessness, until the final acceptance, the calm after disarming and surrendering, with a trace of bitterness , Self-deprecating, joking, and ridiculing, like ripples, it is even more intense when it comes to roller coasters and free landings.

Now, he can almost be said to be exhausted.

His eyes were hot and painful. He tried to close his eyes and rest, but found that the corners of his eyes were dry and cracked, and the pain was severe. The hot high temperature was always burning his eyes. There was no time to form a mist, but it had evaporated and disappeared, and the entire eye socket was extremely dry.

Can't even cry.

He lowered his eyelids and laughed dumbly, but he found that it was just this tiny eye movement, the sharp pain that went through the temples, stimulated the brain, and penetrated from the epidermis to the deep layers, as if there was a hole in the thump. Like a hole in the ground, the pain that burst out at that moment spread to every corner of his limbs. He had to grit his teeth and endure indescribable pain, but there was no sound at all.

Gently exhaled, the scorching lungs were like needles, and the gushing air was filled with a bloody smell, filling his mouth. He felt that he was like a paralyzed patient suffering from cancer, the earth god's sickle was already caught in his neck, and it was cold and cold; but he still clenched his teeth and refused to give up.

Is this futile?

The moonlight and starlight in the sight were covered with a thin halo, and the whole world became hazy, the hot eyes and dry lips, as if there was a fire burning in the lower abdomen, the fuel was his blood, Spirit

And the soul, when the flame goes out, is also the end of life.

The corners of his mouth twitched slightly, revealing a ridiculous smile.

Renly knew that this was hallucination, he was just acting, Chu Jiashu was transformed and reborn as Renly Hall, the living Will successfully survived the operation, and Adam in the script also got a new life through the operation, This is not the end of life. However, at this moment, in this scene, his mentality remained in such a wonderful and sad position.

Acting is really a god thing, isn't it?

Whether it is a method school or an experiential school, in the final analysis, they are all about establishing resonance between the actor and the character, awakening their own emotions, bringing that part of the emotion into the character, and then bursting out the power of the plot.

Although it is said that the method school is more opportunistic, it is still not an easy task to reach the peak——

For example, "Brokeback Mountain", even if Heath Ledger regards Jake Gyllenhaal as the opposite sex and falls in love, he has to convince himself that Jack is a "heterosexual" and convince the audience that this is his ability , is also the embodiment of the method school polished to a certain extent. Later, when Heath tried to figure out the role of the Joker in "Batman: The Dark Knight", he broke the barriers of the method school and really drove himself to a dead end with the experience school.

As for the experiential faction, it is really too risky, as if it is performing with life. The "Buried Alive" performance would have been better or worse if Renly was put into the show for the second time, but it was certain that it would never be the way it appears in the finished product. Because the performance of the experiential school is a moment of youth, at a specific node, all the most real memories in the depths of the soul are burst out, which completely confuses the boundaries between performance and reality, and also confuses the difference between characters and individuals.

This is not reproducible.

That's why Hollywood is more encouraging of method. It would be unimaginable if every actor used the experiential style, and after reaching the extreme, he could no longer perform for a long time, or even entered the play too deeply and could not extricate himself, resulting in a series of irreversible consequences.

Russia still encourages experiential performances, which is really intriguing. This is also the reason why Russian film works always have a rough and savage temperament, just like their academic works.

But for Renly, he doesn't mind the method school or the experiential school, because no matter which method it is, it is a new experience and exploration for him, opening up a whole new world for him, re-understanding of performance, and re-learning Performance.

He tried to calm down and think about how the scene just now was performed, the details of the difference between the method school and the experience school, the input of his own emotions and the output of the performance, the ins and outs of the performance, and the experience after the release. ... But, before the thoughts could surge, the brain began to throb.

The throbbing throbbed one after another, and then began to spread, as if ten thousand embroidery needles were pierced at the same time. The piercing pain made all the muscles tense, but he was exhausted now, and he couldn't even clench his fingers. By the time he had lost the sensation of his fingers, he was not sure whether he could control his fingers. His muscles were so numb and stiff that he seemed to have completely lost consciousness, but the pain did not diminish at all, wave after wave, like a wave.

Then the temple started to throb again, and the nerve of the rope was pulled to the extreme, just like the main control rope of a puppet, when you pulled it, the whole body stood upright and straight, and you could feel the strong pulling feeling in every corner. Then he completely lost control of his body and was at the mercy of others.

The cold sweat seeped out again. Even though I was sitting in the car, I didn't open the window, and I couldn't feel the cold wind, but the chills came in waves after waves. Renly couldn't tell whether it was a side effect after chemotherapy, or a weakness caused by cancer, or a broken chain of bodily functions after being paralyzed, or it was... his own delusion.

He sat quietly in the driver's seat, his eyes lowered slightly, but his body was being torn and tortured by the stormy waves. The pain was so extreme that he began to enjoy it, the corners of his mouth curved slightly. Bitter, but sweet.

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