Chapter 1050 Desperado, Why Are You Still Not Awake? (Two in One, Please Subscribe)

Chapter 1050 Desperado, why are you still not awake (two in one, please subscribe!!!)

The man struggled frantically, but Chu Zihang held him very tightly, so tightly that he had no room to struggle at all.

The man's strength was obviously not as good as Chu Zihang's. The continuous high-intensity battle consumed too much of his physical strength. As one increased while the other decreased, he no longer had enough physical strength to break free from Chu Zihang's confinement.

Chu Zihang's arms were like two pieces of hard steel. He held the man's body tightly, as if he was afraid that this man who had not seen him for many years would suddenly disappear from his life again.

Warm blood flowed from the wound on his chest. It was a very serious injury, because Chu Zihang was defenseless in the face of the man's attack. He almost completely exposed his weakest part in front of the man, and the man had long since stopped recognizing him, so of course he would not show mercy. This was a fatal blow. If it was Chu Zihang before the "Dragon Blood Baptism", such a blow would be enough to send him to the ICU intensive care unit.

But Chu Zihang was unwilling to let go, even though the fast-flowing blood was depriving him of his strength and consciousness, even though he felt that his life was also flowing with the blood, he just wanted to hold on to the man in front of him tightly, and get closer to him, just like in the vague memory a long time ago... He just didn't want to let go, and the dead child in his heart popped up at this time, stubbornly playing tricks, the moment he saw the familiar face of the man.

In this world, we experience countless separations every day, but reunions are rare. Everyone will say "goodbye" to each other before parting... But in fact, most people will never see each other again after separation, just like a kite with a broken string.

What's more, it's not a separation of life, but a separation of death. The reunion after seven years seems like a miracle.

Finally, we meet again.

…

“Be obedient! Remember what you promised me… If I die, the only thing I have left in this world is you. If you die, I will have nothing in this world.”

“Son, believe in your father. Only if you live can we meet again… If you stay here, your father still has some tricks to use.”

“That car is great. It costs 9 million. It costs so much money. Even God can’t stop it!”

The man roared behind the boy. His voice was like thunder. Even the heavy rain and the roar of the Maybach engine could not cover his angry voice. This was probably the most hoarse roar of the man in his life.

Looking at the Maybach that was speeding after starting up, the sound of the 9 million luxury car engine was like a herd of cattle running in the wilderness. The man rarely showed a relieved smile.

“Well done, son!” In the reflection of the man’s pupils, the boy drove the black Maybach away in the opposite direction of him in a slightly clumsy way. He watched the most important boy in his life go away.

"Goodbye, my son." The man turned his head, raised it to face the gods, and said in a very soft voice, "Maybe I should say... goodbye."

Young Chu Zihang sat in the driver's seat of the Maybach, started in reverse gear, and pushed the car backwards quickly. The man and the woman had secretly looked for him several times after their divorce, and each time they used this Maybach to pick him up. The man secretly taught him how to drive on the suburban road with fallen leaves in the autumn.

The Maybach hit hard on a thick layer of rain curtain. At the moment of the collision, Chu Zihang really felt that he hit a wall, but this was water. How much water could produce the same impact force as a wall?

The hurricane passed through like a tornado, and the water hit the windows of Maybach on all sides like a flood. Chu Zihang felt that his respiratory tract was full of water. He did not look at the rearview mirror, but looked in the direction of the man. His foot was firmly on the accelerator of Maybach. The 12-cylinder engine internal combustion engine was compressed crazily, and the sound it made was like the roar of a beast, but it still could not break through the layer of water curtain.

He and this man were trapped, trapped in the enchantment of "God", and the car worth nine million could not break out of this enchantment.

In the desperate sight, Chu Zihang saw the man with his back to him, roaring and throwing the long knife at the head of the eight-legged horse. The "God" Kungunir struck again, and Chu Zihang saw the man leap up again and was submerged by countless golden meteors.

At this moment, the heavy rain curtain weakened, and the water on all sides fell powerlessly. Maybach charged against the rain curtain and retreated to the other end of the elevated road that was almost endless.

Chu Zihang even forgot to look at the road. He stared blankly ahead, as if something important in his life was about to be quickly pulled out of his body. The Maybach was slowly submerged by the heavy rain and the endless night. The car stereo was turned on at some point, still playing the old song that he had heard many times.

The father and daughter sang affectionately.

"Daughter, dear daughter, my arrangement for you was not wrong.

I married you to the son of a wealthy family.

Once I get old, he will be the man you rely on.

He is still young, but he is growing up."

Until the man's figure and "God" completely disappeared from sight, the Maybach stopped on the empty elevated road. Chu Zihang tried to restart the car countless times, but he couldn't do it. In the end, he leaned weakly on the leather seat of the driver's seat and cried hysterically.

That night, the fifteen-year-old Chu Zihang lost the most important thing in his life.

...

Chu Zihang felt a sharp pain in his shoulder, which was even more intense than the pain in his chest. To be honest, the wound on his chest bled a lot, and the blood even wet the soles of his shoes. He was almost unconscious there.

He knew where the intense pain came from, the fierce pulling feeling, as if his shoulder was torn by a beast... The man in his arms seemed to find that he couldn't break free, and bit Chu Zihang's shoulder.

Blood slowly flowed out, soaking Chu Zihang's shoulder. The man bit him hard, as if he wanted to bite Chu Zihang's shoulder bone together.

Such pain is unbearable for normal people, but Chu Zihang's face did not show any painful expression... Chu Zihang also lowered his head in the direction of the man's shoulder, he leaned over and gently rested his chin on the man's shoulder.

"Dad, you're back." Chu Zihang said in a very soft voice.

Something rolled down the man's shoulder, warm... but this time it was not blood, but tears.

No one has ever seen Chu Zihang cry or shed tears, because there is no need for tears in the world of killers... But in fact, killers can also shed tears, just like a folk saying called "Men don't shed tears easily, but they are not sad yet." If it is in front of this man, Chu Zihang does not want to and does not need to hide his weak side.

"Dad"... For many, many years, since the man and his mother divorced, Chu Zihang has never used this name to the man. He would rather call the stepfather with a middle-parted hair and four eyes like this. Of course, he knows who his real "dad" is in his heart, but he just doesn't want to call him that. He used to stubbornly think that this man didn't deserve this title.

"You will understand in the future"... The man always said this to Chu Zihang, which was also a sentence that Chu Zihang was very annoyed with, because he didn't know when the man was talking about "in the future" and what exactly "understood" meant.

Can a father's irresponsibility be paid for with words like "later", "in the future", and "when you grow up"?

Later, Chu Zihang really understood. On the rainy night when he lost the man, he watched the man's back getting farther and farther away from his sight, and he completely understood the meaning of this sentence.

That song, the Irish folk song sung by the father and daughter, was what the man wanted to give him. Whether Chu Zihang was a boy or a girl, they were all the man's children. He watched Chu Zihang walk into the rich family. This was his wish. Whether Chu Zihang or the woman was the one he loved deeply. No matter who Chu Zihang called dad or who the woman called husband, he had to force himself to accept it.

Because he couldn't give them a happy and healthy life, he would rather others take care of them. He hoped that his wife and children could live a happy and prosperous life in the future.

He didn't want his true self to be exposed to the person he loved. He originally had an unusual identity. He had done cruel things and killed people, but he was afraid that his children would know, so he became an "ordinary" driver, ordinary as could be. He completely restrained his sharp side and became a role that was completely opposite to his real personality. He played it very successfully. Everyone believed that he was an incompetent, irresponsible person who would never achieve anything in his life. He accepted all the rebukes and insults calmly.

But can he really be calm? Which man is willing to give up his beloved family? Which man will not feel frustrated when his woman and children point at his nose and say that he is weak and incompetent? Which man will not be heartbroken when watching his wife and children leave? But what else can he do? He could do nothing but drive the Maybach around his son's school several times after school. He watched his handsome son walk out of the school gate and get into another luxury car, and then he left alone in disgrace, feeling relieved, relieved, and heartbroken.

The future the man talked about is now. Chu Zihang now finally understood and leaned on the man's shoulder... This man is a tiger in the jungle. Tigers are loners. He can't have a family or a lover because he has extremely powerful enemies. Love will become his weakness.

He knew this, but he still fell hopelessly in love with a woman and gave birth to a child he was destined to be irresponsible for, so he paid a painful price for his weakness on that rainy night seven years ago.

"Desperado, why are you still not awake?

You have built up the wall of your heart for so long,

Alas, you stubborn guy,

But I know you have your reasons,

Things that make you happy now,

Can also make you sad.

...

Desperado, you are no longer young,

Pain and hunger force you to turn back,

Freedom, oh, freedom, that is just a legend,

Your prison is to travel through the world alone.

...

Desperado, why are you still not awake,

Come out of your fence and open your heart.

Maybe there will be wind and rain, but there will be a rainbow above your head after the rain,

You'd better let someone love you before it's too late."

The familiar tune suddenly sounded, the sound was quite loud, filling the whole alley, like the background music for Chu Zihang and the man's reunion and hug.

Everyone was worried about the two people in the middle of the alley, and this abrupt but not disobedient music attracted everyone's attention.

"'Desperado'?" Caesar frowned.

He was originally a fan of European and American music, dabbling in both rock and folk, and the song "Desperado" is so famous. It was a song by the Eagles in 1973. Many mafia in Italy liked to play it on the radio when they were racing. song.

"Where did the singing come from?" Nono also frowned slightly.

This song was a bit too weird, not because they couldn't find the source of the sound, but because Nuonuo knew about the past between Chu Zihang and the man, and felt that this song was too... suitable for the scene in front of him.

Lu Mingfei looked up. For a moment, he thought whether Su Enxi or Jiude Mai were causing trouble, but this idea was immediately dismissed by him... If those two guys wanted to show up, they would have shown up long ago. There's no need to be so fussy.

Why did you forget that guy? Lu Mingfei thought to himself.

Something wet dripped onto Chu Zihang's shoulder, one after another. Chu Zihang didn't feel anything at first, because his shoulder was bitten by the man and was already numb from the pain.

But those things slid down his shoulders. They were cold at first, and then became warm. At first, Chu Zihang thought they were blood, but then his shoulders actually regained some feeling, because the man's bite force gradually became lighter. down.

That's not blood, that's tears. Chu Zihang is sure that his shoulder no longer hurts so much and the blood will not flow more and more. However, more and more things are rolling down from his shoulders. At first, he lost a drop or two, and then a line. Two lines later, Chu Zihang felt the body of the man in his arms begin to tremble.

"Does it hurt..." A voice came from my ear.

The long-lost voice, strange yet familiar, extremely hoarse.

"It doesn't hurt." Chu Zihang shook his head, because the injury was a bit large and involved the wounds on his shoulders and chest.

In fact, it hurts, but it doesn’t hurt. Compared with the scars in my heart...but the wounds in my heart are healing. Compared with the pain, the healing of the soul makes people don’t have to care about other wounds.

"Silly son... you're hurt so badly, and you still say it doesn't hurt?" The man's voice was weak and hoarse, but as warm as in his memory, "I still love to show off as much as I did when I was a kid..."

Chu Zihang's face wrinkled slightly. In fact, he had a lot to say at this moment, but he was originally a person who was not very good at expressing himself. People who didn't know him well might think that he was cold and cool, but really People who know him well know that he is not cold at all, he is just stubborn. In Lu Mingfei's words, he is stubborn, and in Fingel's words, he is stupid because of his horns.

"I'm sorry." Chu Zihang finally muttered these words in the man's ear.