Chapter 710
"Are you sure you have nothing to ask?"
Chi Jingyuan took Pei Zhuxuan's arm and didn't let her leave. He asked one more question, and at the same time, he didn't avoid it and looked straight at her.
And Pei Zhuxuan had already understood something from Chi Jingyuan's obviously intentional tone. My heart suddenly tightened.
She twisted slightly first and made a weak resistance, then raised her head and looked at him. There seemed to be a shadow in her originally bright eyes.
Facing Chi Jingyuan's gaze that seemed to see through her disguise, Pei Zhuxuan glanced at each other and immediately turned her head to one side to avoid the other person's sight. She lowered her head and looked to one side, but there was no focus in her pupils.
The posture seemed a bit awkward... If Chi Jingyuan hadn't held her arm, it felt like she would have escaped from here in the next second.
The two were deadlocked in this posture for a while. Soon, Chi Jingyuan clearly felt that his father's breathing had become rapid. Under his straightforward explanation and gaze, the emotions in her heart seemed to be brewing. Close to breaking out.
At this time, in addition to all kinds of complex and depressing emotions coming together in Pei Zhuxuan's heart, he could not help but feel a strong sense of powerlessness and grievance.
Doesn't she want to ask? Doesn't she know that Chi Jingyuan and Pei Xiuzhi have had a special relationship for a long time? Can she really not see it?
Didn't she want to seriously question Chi Jingyuan if he had done anything bad and order him to keep a distance from that dead woman?
But she... really, was a little unwilling, or afraid.
When she had a crush on Chi Jingyuan and started having an affair, she was just a trainee, while Chi Jingyuan was already the top member of a top group, so there was no comparison between the two in terms of career...even if red velvet later debuted , after getting through the ugly situation when they first debuted, they have developed well, but they are still far behind EXO and Chi Jingyuan.
There is a big gap in career, and the same is true in many other aspects. Even though Pei Zhuxuan doesn't know what Chi Jingyuan's family background is, the name of SM's most famous royal family is extremely loud, and after being exposed to so many, she actually feels a little confident. At the same time, after debuting, I got to know many people in the industry, and then I realized how valuable my father-in-law was and how popular he was with the opposite sex...
She is also three years older than him...
Although the relationship between the two of them for more than half a year has been sweet and intoxicating for her, and she can also feel that her father likes her, but in the somewhat unbalanced contrast, there is always a feeling of worrying about gains and losses...
This is especially true when it comes to Bae Suzy and even other women. She always feels that once this layer is revealed, there will be no room for turning around some things, and the relationship between the two may be about to end... She deeply feels that The relationship you are stuck in may be about to break up.
However, she doesn't want to break up.
Not at all.
… Even if I don’t want to be an ostrich, no matter whether it will change in the future, at least that’s what I think now.
But the suppressed emotions in his heart could no longer be suppressed under Chi Jingyuan's gaze.
I didn’t even mention it, just pretended I didn’t know, didn’t see it... Why do you have to force me?
In Chi Jingyuan's sight, Pei Zhuxuan's eyes turned red at a speed visible to the naked eye. As his long eyelashes trembled, ripples of water appeared in his eyes, and soon melted into tears and slipped out of the corners of his eyes. .
Pei Zhuxuan, who had been avoiding him just now, turned around and looked at Chi Jingyuan, crying heavily and looking at him with hazy eyes:
"Then what do you want me to do?"
She reluctantly said something, and then she forcefully pulled her arm out of Chi Jingyuan's hand, half-turned around and squatted there, sobbing hoarsely, letting all the accumulated grievances and irritable emotions be released. .
Chi Jingyuan, the initiator, stood nearby and was a little unresponsive for a moment... He didn't expect that Pei Zhuxuan had suppressed so many negative emotions during this period. He was also a little unexpected when they were all vented.
She didn't know how much pressure the name of her love rival brought to her.
Chi Jingyuan wants to say something, but he always feels that except for some exaggerated promises that are difficult for him to fulfill, nothing he says will have any effect, and may even have some counterproductive effects...
I don’t know how long it took, but most of the suppressed emotions and grievances were vented with tears and crying, and then the crying gradually stopped.
Pei Zhuxuan wiped her eyes with the tissue that Chi Jingyuan just handed over, stood up and glanced at him, walked to the side and put on all the clothes, then returned to the side of Chi Jingyuan, her eyes shifted to the side again, It's like talking to the refrigerator:
"Send me back."
…
The half-month-long date came to an abrupt end in a very short period of time. The white car stopped and stopped on the slightly empty road, but the car lost the laughter and the greasy atmosphere when it came. It became peaceful. It was quiet, with no extra movement except for the deliberately lowered breathing. The occasional honking sound coming from the nearby traffic jam was particularly harsh at the moment.
Chi Jingyuan drove quietly, and seemed to be thinking about something besides keeping his attention on the road ahead.
Bae Zhuhyun was sitting in the passenger seat, leaning half against the car door, tilting her head to look at the street scene outside. The colorful neon lights reflected on her face through the car window, lighting up a pretty face and an unfocused face. eyes.
After crying and bursting out with emotions just now, Pei Zhuxuan's depression has dissipated a lot, and now, she actually regrets a little... a little annoyed that she didn't control her emotions before.
In addition, since it has almost been made clear, she also seems to be thinking about the future development, what should the two of them do...
But for a moment, she had no clue at all, and she began to be dazed as she thought about it.
Soon the car drove to the alley near the red velvet dormitory. At this time, there were no businesses still operating in this remote alley, and the surroundings seemed particularly quiet.
After the car stopped, the two people did not move, did not speak, and did not communicate, just sat there silently.
After a few minutes, Pei Zhuxuan seemed to have finally decided something, unbuckled the seat belt, turned her head and looked over, and after hesitating for two seconds, she still spoke: "We recently..."
But before she finished speaking, she was interrupted by Chi Jingyuan.
He looked at Pei Zhuxuan's face, and his dark pupils looked particularly deep in the night.
He blinked and suddenly laughed:
"I haven't wiped my tears clean... It's not as good as before, the car is not bright anymore."
Bei Joo Hyun, whose words were interrupted, pursed her lips and looked at Chi Jingyuan's smile, and did not try to repeat what she just said. After staring blankly for a few seconds, she turned her head, opened the door and whispered:
"I'm leaving first... You, drive slower on the way back."
...
After separating from Pei Joo Hyun, Chi Jingyuan drove the car on the road. For a moment, he didn't know what to do, but just drove aimlessly in the direction of Gangnam District.
Although he didn't cry as sadly as Pei Joo Hyun, he had been acting quite calm and composed from just now to now... But in fact, seeing that the relationship that was very close just now turned into this, he actually felt a little complicated at this time.
Some guilt, but also some calmness...
Just now, Pei Joo Hyun's words "What do you want me to do?" when she was a little emotionally uncontrollable left a very deep impact and picture in his heart.
I don't know why... At this moment, he suddenly recalled the scenes when he and Bae Joo Hyun met by chance twice.
He almost forgot some other details of the meeting at that time, but the thing that left the deepest impression on him was actually the disdainful roll of eyes that the young lady secretly glanced at him when they passed by because she hated his identity as an airborne soldier.
At that time, he didn't think anything... Now thinking about it now, he felt that Bae Joo Hyun looked really handsome at that time.
That little roll of eyes was so vivid and very sensible...
Although it was rolling eyes, it was much more beautiful than crying.
Thinking about it, Chi Jingyuan couldn't help laughing, shook his head, looked at the road ahead that was beginning to become empty, turned the steering wheel, and drove towards the EXO dormitory.
………
Bae Joo Hyun came to the door of the dormitory but didn't come in directly. Instead, she took out her mobile phone first, used the black screen as a mirror to look at herself, adjusted her hair and expression, especially the position of her eye sockets, and took out the key to open the door after confirming that there was nothing unusual.
She didn't like people to see anything wrong.
Her movements were very light, and there was a sense of tiptoeing.
She had just opened the door and was discovered when she was changing shoes at the door. Jiang Seqi was sitting on the sofa in the living room with a bag of snacks in her hand, eating while looking at him:
"Ouni, you are back..."
"Yeah" Pei Zhuxuan's heart sank a little, but she still responded very naturally when she bent down to change her shoes: "Are you the only one?"
"Seungwan is taking a shower..." Jiang Seqi stood up with a smile, wandered over here, and checked the time at the same time: "Ouni, why did you come back so early today?"
"Not early at all, it's obviously very late."
Standing up, Pei Zhuxuan smiled at her lightly.
When Jiang Seqi was about to ask some gossip casually, she found that this Ouni did not stay in the living room at all. She only left a sentence "I'll go in first" and quickly walked through the living room and went directly to her room. After that, she gently closed the door, leaving only silence behind her.
The smile on Jiang Se-ki's face froze, and the snacks in her hand were stuck in the air, but she didn't feel ignored. Instead, she looked at the closed door of the room with some suspicion, turned her eyes twice, and returned to the sofa, but it was difficult to focus on the TV.
After Pei Zhuxuan returned to the room and closed the door, she didn't even turn on the light, and lay on the bed with some weakness.
Although she didn't want others to know that she and her boyfriend had some problems today... but she really didn't have the mood to force a smile and pretend to be nice to the members.
She looked at the dark ceiling with only some fluorescent lights shining on it in a daze, trying to calm down the various complicated and intertwined emotions in her heart.
Obviously, it was pretty good before, and it felt sweet when drinking ginseng chicken soup together, why did it suddenly become like this?
But she actually knew in her heart that this kind of thing would be sorted out one day. Even if she pretended not to see it, the depression and irritability accumulated in her heart would increase, and sooner or later it would burst out... But today Chi Jingyuan seemed to be particularly strong.
In fact, she had thought about it privately before, what would happen if this matter was made clear.
But now, after venting all her irritation, Pei Zhuxuan found that she was not as wronged as she imagined, and she did not hate Chi Jingyuan that much...
Instead, she felt a little unexpectedly calm... because she had long known that her boyfriend was not a law-abiding person.
At the beginning, there were rumors among the trainees that Ji Jingyuan was a gamer or something, and she saw him and Zheng Xiujing being intimate in the stairwell with her own eyes... I despised him at the time.
After debuting, she also heard all kinds of gossips and rumors. There were all kinds of versions of Ji Jingyuan's girlfriends, and each one was different.
But in every rumor, he was not an honest image.
Before the ambiguous period, even when they just started dating, Son Seungwan and Jiang Seulgi had hinted to her. The two knew Ji Jingyuan earlier and were good friends. They knew a little about the relationship style of this same-age friend, especially Jiang Seulgi, who knew it very well and tried to persuade her to consider it from the side.
Bae Joo Hyun can understand, because for Kang Seul Gi and Son Seung Wan, who have a good relationship with her and Ji Kyung Won, once the two break up, it is really difficult for these two members and close friends of the same age to be between them.
If Ji Kyung Won knew, he would definitely say that these two people are traitors... This thought suddenly came to her mind, and Bae Joo Hyun's expressionless face suddenly showed a little smile for no reason.
Maybe because she likes him too much, she is not particularly angry with Ji Kyung Won... Sadness is indeed there, but more is actually resentment.
After all, she knew it a long time ago... and was mentally prepared...
But at the same time, she hated Bae Suzy even more, and it has even risen to the point of hatred and hostility... If Ji Kyung Won had any relationship with other women, she might not be so sad, but it happened to be this woman.
The ghost is still lingering, can't find a man?
Pei Zhuxuan estimated that if she met her again next time, it would be difficult to manage her expression...
In the dark room, she looked at the corner through the dark night light. Although she couldn't see clearly, she knew that the cabinet over there was the rabbit backpack that Chi Jingyuan gave her some time ago. It was her favorite one among so many bags...
Although it was childish, she really liked it...but she never found a chance to carry it out.
She was also planning to carry it when she found a chance to go out and play together next time.
Huh... Pei Zhuxuan covered her eyes with her arms and sighed in her heart.
Although she would not take the initiative to break up, her mood was indeed very complicated. After making it clear, she didn't know how to face Chi Jingyuan. Even if she pretended that nothing happened, she would feel awkward in her heart. .
I don't know what will happen in the future, but at least recently, she wants to calm down.
…
"Jingyuan, did you have a fight with Joohyun?"
Ji Jingyuan parked his car downstairs of the dormitory building. As soon as he got out of the elevator, he received a text message from Jiang Seqi. He could feel the concern in the text on his phone.
"You really have the potential to be a spy."
Instead of saying it directly, he replied with a complaint. Ji Jingyuan shook his head, entered the password, opened the door and walked in.
Who said Jiang Seqi was stupid?
Because they have to shoot MVs today and tomorrow, the members are living in the dormitory these two days, which is quite lively...After entering the door, Ji Jingyuan greeted several members in the living room, but he didn't feel like chatting too much. After a simple wash, he returned to his room and closed the door at the same time.
"Why are you back so early? I thought you would come back in the middle of the night."
The two roommates were playing with their phones on their beds. Wu Sehun looked over with some surprise when he saw him.
"..."
Ji Jingyuan ignored him, walked in and lay on the bed, shielding his forehead with his arms to block the dazzling chandelier light.
Wu Se-hun, who was just casually saying hello, suddenly found that Chi Jingyuan's reaction seemed a little wrong, and his expression seemed to have some problems.
He put down his phone and looked over strangely, carefully looked at him for a while, thought for a while, and suddenly widened his eyes:
"You also failed?"
Who said Irene was going to be offline? What about the main female lead?
It's just that compared to the past 16 years, she is still a little immature now, and needs some things to settle down and mature a little, and become more handsome.
Then it can also lead to the next plot...